Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction ❯ Nobody would miss me ❯ Nobody ( Chapter 1 )
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By: namisukichan 
Nobody misses me.
Non Anime: Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: Poetry | Uploaded On: 05.25.2007 | Pages: 3 | Words: 661 | Visits: 530 | Status: Completed
Nobody misses me.
Non Anime: Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: Poetry | Uploaded On: 05.25.2007 | Pages: 3 | Words: 661 | Visits: 530 | Status: Completed
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Kingdom Hearts.
This is my first fic on THIS site. Hope you enjoy!
Riku: .... great....
Axel: right.... she spreads her curse to other innocents....
Me: awww, ya know ya luff me!
Anyway..... here ya go.
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I am...
No one
nothing.
Without
a heart.
Alone,
forgotten.
Unloved.
...So cold.
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"You get on their bad side, and they'll destroy you!"
"Nobody would miss me."
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You say... Nobody... would miss you.
...Nobody...
What did you mean?
What is nobody?
It's nothing.
Nothing can not live.
It can not die.
It is not really there.
But can it fade?
Cease from being?
But... how can it stop being what it never was?
Maybe, softly, subtly, it was always there.
Never coming, never going.
Nothing.
It can not feel.
It can not love.
Shells, left-over husks that have lost their hearts.
Why do they continue to 'live'?
If it can be called living.
What is the purpose?
Why bother?
No reason.
It just does.
There is nothing to be called living.
There is nothing to be called dead.
Neither living nor dead.
It just 'is'.
It can not feel.
The essence of being empty.
An empty husk.
Nothing.
No one.
When the husk is destroyed,
what is left?
Only the husk was lost.
Not what was inside.
What was inside is set free.
Then,
it truly is nothing.
Not even a body to claim.
Though it has no body,
neither is it held captive.
Free from a cage.
Free yes,
though it was a precious cage.
Nothing.
Nobody.
It can not feel.
But,
if by some impossible feat,
it does somehow feel.
Somehow.
What would happen?
Could it,
somehow,
manage to love?
To cry
To hate,
perhaps to dream?
Perhaps,
even regain a lost heart?
For,
if nothing,
nobody,
could manage,
somehow manage,
to feel,
to love,
to be able to miss someone,
what would happen?
And yet,
still be nothing.
Nobody.
Could a nobody be able to feel,
to love,
to hate.
To miss,...
after all?
It must be possible,
for nobodies to feel.
Someway.
Somehow.
In some unexplainable way.
It must be possible.
It must.
Because your'e right.
Your'e right.
Nobody would miss you.
I miss you Roxas.
And I'm a Nobody.
------------------------------------------------------------------------ --------
"You get on their bad side, and they'll destroy you!"
"Nobody would miss me."
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Me:...ug.
Riku: ah so you wore yourself out & made yourself depressed huh?
Me:... yeah.
Axel: And you made me all angst. thanks. NOT.
Me: ...
This is my first fic on THIS site. Hope you enjoy!
Riku: .... great....
Axel: right.... she spreads her curse to other innocents....
Me: awww, ya know ya luff me!
Anyway..... here ya go.
------------------------------------------------------------------------ --------
I am...
No one
nothing.
Without
a heart.
Alone,
forgotten.
Unloved.
...So cold.
------------------------------------------------------------------------ --------
"You get on their bad side, and they'll destroy you!"
"Nobody would miss me."
------------------------------------------------------------------------ --------
You say... Nobody... would miss you.
...Nobody...
What did you mean?
What is nobody?
It's nothing.
Nothing can not live.
It can not die.
It is not really there.
But can it fade?
Cease from being?
But... how can it stop being what it never was?
Maybe, softly, subtly, it was always there.
Never coming, never going.
Nothing.
It can not feel.
It can not love.
Shells, left-over husks that have lost their hearts.
Why do they continue to 'live'?
If it can be called living.
What is the purpose?
Why bother?
No reason.
It just does.
There is nothing to be called living.
There is nothing to be called dead.
Neither living nor dead.
It just 'is'.
It can not feel.
The essence of being empty.
An empty husk.
Nothing.
No one.
When the husk is destroyed,
what is left?
Only the husk was lost.
Not what was inside.
What was inside is set free.
Then,
it truly is nothing.
Not even a body to claim.
Though it has no body,
neither is it held captive.
Free from a cage.
Free yes,
though it was a precious cage.
Nothing.
Nobody.
It can not feel.
But,
if by some impossible feat,
it does somehow feel.
Somehow.
What would happen?
Could it,
somehow,
manage to love?
To cry
To hate,
perhaps to dream?
Perhaps,
even regain a lost heart?
For,
if nothing,
nobody,
could manage,
somehow manage,
to feel,
to love,
to be able to miss someone,
what would happen?
And yet,
still be nothing.
Nobody.
Could a nobody be able to feel,
to love,
to hate.
To miss,...
after all?
It must be possible,
for nobodies to feel.
Someway.
Somehow.
In some unexplainable way.
It must be possible.
It must.
Because your'e right.
Your'e right.
Nobody would miss you.
I miss you Roxas.
And I'm a Nobody.
------------------------------------------------------------------------ --------
"You get on their bad side, and they'll destroy you!"
"Nobody would miss me."
------------------------------------------------------------------------ --------
Me:...ug.
Riku: ah so you wore yourself out & made yourself depressed huh?
Me:... yeah.
Axel: And you made me all angst. thanks. NOT.
Me: ...