Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction ❯ Something he didn't know ❯ Part 1 Chapters 1-5: Knowing ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Something He didn't even know...Something He doesn't want to...

By Alyssa
Characters:
Roxas
Axel
Demyx
Sora
Riku
Xigbar
Kairi
So Far...
Rating: R/ X / whatever
Warnings: Much slash, sexual content, homosexuality, suggestive themes, language...
wow...some drug abuse too..but thats later on...AWESOME ^_^
Disclaimer: If I owned Kingdom Hearts...Axel wouldn't have died there would be more sex scenes between the boys, Kairi and Namine would get blowed up, Xemnas would wear a dress in the final battle, that big as dragon would be easier to beat, I would be able to get on the dope ass Disney train, Zexion and Xigbar would “be with” Demyx at all times XD and There would be a lot more Sexy Parties...In other words...I don't own Kingdom Hearts (as much as I wish I did) *sigh* Square Enix and Disney does :(
Anyways..On with the story!!!

PROLOGUE

I think...my name is...Roxas.

My life is what one might call boring,or it used to be. Before...

I'm Eighteen years old. My whole life I've lived in Twilight Town. That, to everyone else, is the biggest city there is. But When I graduated high school, I realized I needed something...more. I lived by the rules. I did all my homework, I was even elected class president and valedictorian. It took me two years to get the friends I had: Hayner Pence and Olette, My three best friends. They made it hardest to leave. But I had to see whats out there. So I said my Goodbyes and hauled ass out of Twilight Town to Destiny Islands.

It's been 2 weeks since I got here and I haven't met anyone: anyone except my neighbors that is. Sora and Riku. They're two roommates who grew up together here on Destiny Islands, and moved in together right after high school. Best Friends. I guess if I had a best friend it was Hayner. I told him practically everything. Like that time I got my first kiss. He was doubled over with laughter by the time my story was. I yelled at him for laughing, I was so embarrassed. But that was in seventh grade. A long time ago. Before I left them, before i came here. Boy do I miss home, but I'm a big boy now, time to leave the nest.

My apartment isn't too big, isn't too small. A two bedroom flat with a decent sized bathroom, a kitchen with a little island counter a medium sized foyer and multiple closets ( A/N which will come of use later in the story – Aly). I don't have a problem paying rent or anything, seeing as I inherited tons and tons of money from my grandmother who said 'on my eighteenth birthday i would get all her riches' and since it was in her will, the lawyers had no choice. So now I'm basically rich with nothing to do with all my money. I haven't invited anyone over yet, cos I don't know my neighbors too well and like I said before, I don't know anyone else.

Well I didn't know anyone before...Before...
Before...
Axel






CHAPTER 1: Outgoing?

July 22, 2006

Roxas walked out of his apartment and went to his mailbox, he opened it to find: his cable Internet and phone bill, His cellphone bill, and a letter from his next door neighbor, Sora.

Dear Roxas!!!
You Totally have to come over some time!!! Me and Riku really want to get to know you better! I see you always going home by yourself and feel you shouldn't have to be, so I hope we can be good friends!!!!!
Love Sora!

'Love Sora'? That kid was definitely fruity, Roxas didn't know weather or not he was a fag, but it really wasn't his business. So, deciding that what he was wearing was okay enough (Black shorts and a tight white t-shirt along with his white sneakers), he walked over to Riku and Sora's door, and rang the doorbell. Sora opened the door with messy hair, a sleepy look in his eyes and was wearing short red boxers and a little tight red t-shirt. Sora's eyes lit up when he saw Roxas,
“Roxas!!! Oh, I'm so glad to see you!!!” The petite Brunette flung his arms around the Blond, who was too shocked to protest...
“Uh...I'm happy to see you too, Sora, but, You know you don't have to send me a letter to invite me over, all ya got to do is come up to my door and ask..”
“Oh, but Roxas!!! Writing you a letter is so much more fun!!! Didn't you love it!???”
'Wow' Roxas thought 'This kid has had too much sugar'
“Yeah” he replied to the practically bouncing boy in front of him “the letter was great”

“Oh, that is so sweet! Ya wanna come in???”
“...Uh...Sure...”

Sora took Roxas' hand in his small one and led him into the house. Roxas looked around, and was surprised to find that the apartment was kind of small for two bedrooms.
“Uh Riku's not in, he went to work early, so I'm gonna go get changed. Make yourself at home, okay?”
Roxas nodded and Sora beamed.
While Sora raced to the bedroom to get dressed. Roxas walked around for a moment then suddenly stopped.
'Wait a minute' he thought
He went to the three doors in the hallway. One was the room Sora was in. He opened the second door to reveal a moderately sized bathroom. Roxas sighed and and went to the third door. He turned the knob expecting to find another bedroom that belonged to Riku, but when he opened the door, there was a large Flat screen T.V. A pool table to the side and a wrap around couch. This room was a sort of wreck room, Roxas could tell, and it was much messier than the neat living room that had white couches and a coffee table with a flowered centerpiece.
Roxas wondered if the room Sora was in had two beds for him and Riku. His thoughts were interrupted when Sora bounded out of the room wearing a baggy pair of shorts with 2 belts and a tight black shirt.
“So, Roxas, you wanna hang out today???” The brown haired teens eyes were so big and hopeful Roxas found it hard to say no...

The pair walked out the house and down the street in no particular direction.

“Uh...Sora, can I ask you a question?”
“Sure! Anything Roxas!”
“Um...where does Riku sleep?”
Sora laughed like he had just heard the funniest thing in the world before he answered “On the bed, dummy!”
“Yeah...Okay...but where do YOU sleep?”
“Uh...on the bed, Why?”
“The same bed???!”
“Yeah, why not? He is my Boyfriend” Sora finally exclaimed
Roxas' heart skipped a beat “What?!” he shouted, almost a little too loud “You're gay!?”
“Uh...yeah....I thought you knew...”
“Well of course I didn't know, I just met you!”
“Um...” Sora's face was slowly turning red and he was starting to look uncomfortable “Are you mad?”

Roxas stopped walking and breathed in deeply
“Of course I'm not mad, I was just surprised, I never really knew anybody who was gay before...I just didn't expect it...so, no...I'm not mad...”
Sora's everlasting smile returned to his face “Oh, thank God!!!! I don't know what I would do if you didn't like me!”

Roxas smiled at the small boys enthusiasm (Sora really wasn't as small as he seemed. He and Roxas were practically the same size, it was just that Sora acted like a little kid, so he appeared to be one), he never had anyone be so eager for his affections, especially a gay boy at that. Roxas had no problem with homosexuality it just wasn't his thing..it couldn't be...no way....

“So Sora, you know you're way around more than I do, tell me where we should go...”
“I dunno, most people don't usually go out early on Saturday...it's usually hard to find things to do, it's pretty laid back here, as you can see...”

'Yeah' Roxas laughed in his mind 'Real back'

At that moment Sora's cellphone rang and he answered it “Hello? Oh hey Axel! What?! Why are you working so early? That seems pretty ridiculous...well oooookay...but I'm with my new neighbor friend. Can I bring him along...No I'm not cheating on Riku! Ugh...I don't know, I'm not one to judge...Well, I guess he's pretty cute...um...Blond...oooookay...Alrighty...we'll be there in a few..'kay..buh-bye!”

“Um...” Roxas started “Who was that? And I hope you weren't talking about me...”
“Oh” Sora giggled “That was just my friend Axel. He just wanted to know what you looked like...You should come with me, he wants us to go and meet him at his job...so you in or out?”
“Uh...in I guess, maybe it'll give me a chance to meet some people”

“Yeah sure! Demyx works there too! You'll have a great time!” Sora smiled and patted his new fiend on the back, and then he went to the main road to hail a cab (theres like 2 cabs on Destiny Islands)

“So, who's this 'Axel' character?” Roxas asked trying not to sound interested as he climbed into the cab.

“Oh, um it's nice to see you're interested in him too, he's just a--”
“What the Hell..! No, Sora! I'm not gay! No way in Hell am I gay!!!”
“Heh-Heh...Calm down Roxas, whatever you say...”

But what Roxas didn't know was that this was the start of something new..Something he didn't even know...


CHAPTER 2: Um...Friends???

When the two boys got out of the cab, they were in front of a bookstore
'Never Was Bookstore' Roxas read to himself
“Wow” he said aloud to his brown haired companion “What a weird name for a bookstore...”
“Yeah, Axe was so exited to work here he loves weird stuff like this...”

When they walked into the store a little bell dinged above it. Pretty soon a tall boy dressed in tight black jeans with rips and a black t-shirt that showed his belly button with a dirty blond Mohawk ran to the front from the back room. He looked way older than Sora or Roxas.
“Oh” he said as he saw Sora “It's only you, I thought it might've been costumer...” then he smiled when he saw Roxas “And who might this be..?”
“Uh...” Roxas stammered a bit before he finally choked out “M-My name is R-Roxas...”
“Heh...Sora wasn't lying...you are pretty cute..maybe even cute enough for me to take my--”
“Shut up Demyx!!!” an angry growl came from the back room and was followed by heavy footsteps.
“Uh-oh” Demyx's smile faded slightly “here comes mommy...”

A tall (very tall) older boy walked out from the back, he had fiery red hair that shot out in all directions making it look like it was actually fire. Roxas was so intrigued by the mere look of the boys hair, he didn't even notice the emerald green eyes staring at him. He was wearing tight leather pants and a tight black and red striped hoodie with nothing under it, the sweater was zipped only half way exposing a tanned chest. The tall boy walked towards Roxas slowly sending him into a panic. The green eyes narrowed in a devilishly innocent (oxymoron) way and as he approached Roxas noticed two upside down triangular marks that looked like tattoos under each beautiful eye.

When The red head finally reached Roxas he put out a hand that made the younger boy flinch. Instead of hitting him as Roxas had expected, he opened his long fingers and stroked Roxas' blond hair. Not meaning to, Roxas blushed deeply and tried to say something but all that came out was,
“M-My N-n-n-name...i-i-i...” and that was all
The Flame haired boy chuckled lightly and said in a silky voice “What are you trying to say, cutie?”
“R-Roxas...My n-name is R-Roxas”
'damn it!, what the hell is my problem with my name today?!' Roxas mentally asked himself.
“Well 'R-Roxas' whats a fine-ass boy like yourself doing in a town like this??”
Roxas totally ignored the fact that this boy was obviously gay...and openly...He just listened to the words that flowed from those beautiful soft lips...
“I-I just moved here...”
“Oh and you don't invite me over right away?? How rude!”
Roxas regained his coldness that he usually had and narrowed his ocean blue eyes at the green eyed boy “I don't even know you!” he said sternly
“Well the names Axel, got it memorized?”
“Well 'Axel' you didn't have to be so sarcastic about it...”
“Sorry 'Roxas' I didn't mean to offend you're precious self” Axel said sarcastically anyway
There was a semi-long awkward silence and then, as if by magic, both boys smiled at the same time just gazing at each other.
Meanwhile, Sora and Demyx watched in awe and whispered to each other
“Wow, Demyx, I think this is the start of something neither of them are ready for...”
“Anal Sex???!” Demyx piped up
“No you asshole...I'm pretty sure they're both ready for that...might be a little tight though and they're gonna need a lot of lube...hey you're getting me off topic!”
“...yeah...hey I think you're hard...”
Sora placed his hands over his pant zipper and cried “Am Not!”
“Sure you are...it's okay...I'm a little bit too...” Demyx laughed as he sat on the ground.
“I meant there might be something going on between them” Sora finished his original thought
“It cant be, uh..Roxas isn't gay!”
“For now, you've forgotten the affect Axel has on strapping young lads...”
“Ah...yes indeed, they'll be banging by the end of summer”
Sora and Demyx laughed out loud (l...o...l)
After Axel and Roxas stopped smiling, Roxas asked
“So whats with the marks on your face???”
“Oh...these” he touched his own cheeks “birthmarks...you get used to them enough if you see me more often...”
“Is that you saying you want to see me more often?” Roxas asked as he raised an eyebrow
“Maybe”
“Are you hitting on me??”
“Do you want me to?”
“Uh...I'm not gay...so...uh—I'm just not...”
“Okay, whatever you want Roxie” Axel finished with a smile and he went back to the room from whence he came.
“He's...odd” Roxas said nonchalantly when Axel was out of ear.
“You totally LOVE him Rox!” Demyx squealed
“Look No offense to gays, but I'm just not a Faggot, okay?!”
“We never said you were gay, Roxas...” Sora started
“But you implied it, Sora” Roxas replied pointedly
“Whatever, you're all in the closet....” came a voice from behind them
“Riku!!!!” Sora exclaimed as he turned around to find his Lover standing coolly behind him.
Riku was decked out in blue shorts and a navy shirt. (Super duper awesomely tight!!!)
Sora ran up to Riku and put his arms around his neck, kissing him with more passion than Roxas has seen somebody kiss anyone else. There was an assortment of licking, nibbling, biting, sucking,touching,grabbing and manhandling involved in the kiss and Roxas couldn't help but stare.
“Perverted much?!” Demyx slapped Roxas in the back of the head “Avert your eyes!”
Roxas decided not to beat the shit out of him only because he'd been caught staring at two fags kissing.
“Uh...I'm Sorry. I didn't mean to, it's just I've never seen...anything like...that”
Demyx laughed out loud (l...o...l) “You've got a gift Rox, I'm not sure what it is...but boy is it special....” After a while...
“Hey Roxie! I think you should go find Axel in the back!” Demyx giggled like the girl he was inside
“I'm not gay you fag! And don't call me Roxie!”
“What!? I never said you were...hmm..is that your subconscious speaking..? C'mon it's just back there...go ahead...”

Roxas rolled his eyes and left the scene...Riku having Sora pinned against a wall grinding against him, and Demyx laughing his ass of, and nobody noticed the costumer walking in looking slightly disturbed...

When he reached a door that had a sign on it (Axel and Demyx: Stop smoking pot in the back room and if you're gonna bring guys back here to have sex...don't - Boss) he knocked and heard Axel's voice from inside “Enter!”

When he walked in he saw Axel in a recliner chair sitting in front of a T.V. That was turned to some cartoon. The red head was smoking a cigarette ands laughing at the cartoon characters.
“So, Roxie, come for a pillow kissing session?” he smirked at the blond boy who blushed deeply.
“Uh, you wish, homo, Demyx said I should come find you...and I had to leave because Sora and Riku were getting pretty into it...”
“...and that doesn't turn you on?” The taller boy stood up slowly
“Uh...No...I already told you, I'm not gay...i never thought about it, never felt it...never have been never will be...it's nothing to be ashamed of but its just weird to me and I...I wouldn't even know what to do...”

Axel laughed lowly to himself “I wasn't asking you to have sex with me...God Roxas I just met you...I don't know where you've been...”
“uh..” Roxas blushed “Nowhere..”
“Bullshit!”
“No really....I'm not as experienced as you'd think, I've had plenty of chances with girls...”
“How about with guys?”
“Including now?”
Axel giggled in spite of himself, he couldn't help it, not with the cute red faced boy in front of him.
“Calm Down Roxas...who said I was hitting on you...puh-leeze! Who even said I was gay?”
“Oh” Roxas' cheeks were now bright pink “I'm sorry I just assumed...Whoa, I'm really sorry, I feel like a jackass...I shouldn't have judged you before I got to know you, I just thought because of Sora and Riku and Demyx...that you were--” Before the blabbering blond (say that three times fast...) could finish what he was saying Axel cut him off...
“Listen, don't sweat it, don't even worry about it...It's an easy mistake anyone could make on anybody...I'm not mad so don't go all apologetic on me 'kay?”
Roxas nodded, and Axel reached into his back pocket and pulled out a pack of cigarettes, he lit one and sucked in deeply, when Roxas asked

“Can I steal a drag?”
Axel rolled his eyes and sneered (nicely...oxymoron) at the boy that looked so puny next to him “How old are you, fourteen? I don't think so...”
Roxas scowled and shouted “What?! I'm Eighteen for your information! And I've smoked before...Lot's of times...”
“Oh Really?” The fiery red head walked a little too close to Roxas causing him to step backward and trip on a small coffee table. The Blond prepared for the fall when Axel grabbed his shirt collar and yanked Roxas to his own chest. When Axel leaned forward Roxas closed his eyes and shut his mouth tight, thinking Axel was going to kiss him, and he did..in a way. When Axel's lips met Roxas' they did not pucker, instead Axel used his pointy tongue to pry apart the smaller boys soft lips and opened his mouth. Despite his better judgment Roxas groaned in an emotion he could not identify. So when Roxas' lips were apart instead of getting Axel's tongue, he got a burst of cigarette smoke.
Roxas coughed in surprise and the older went into a fit of laughter.
The blond shot an angry glare at Axel and said “What the Hell (dot dot dot) was that for!? I thought you said you weren't gay!?”
“I never said that and I didn't kiss you, but...there's your nicotine fix, little brother....” and he continued laughing
Roxas got even angrier and stormed out of the back room, his clothes askew from the almost fall and his face flushed from being mad...
he didn't even say goodbye to Demyx or Sora or Riku (who had stopped making out) he just flew straight out the door (straight my ass).
Axel came out of the room moments after, running to catch up with the younger boy “Roxas!!! C'mon! Roxas!!!!!!?”
demyx shook his head as if he knew what was going on “Axel, What did you do with him...he's only eighteen that's barely legal...”
“Shut up! I didn't do anything, he just got weirded out by me...I don't know....do i seem gay to you?”

“Yes” the remaining people said, even the middle aged lady who was browsing through books on the second floor balcony.
“I think” Riku started “I think he's gay...but that's just me....”
“You think everybody's gay Riku.....” Sora pointed out,
“What?! I said it was just me!!”
“Hey Sora...how close does Roxas live to you?” Axel asked in interest
“Um..right next door....why?”
“Oh no reason...” But inside, Axel's heart sped up just a little bit more...



CHAPTER 3: Surprises

July 24, 2006

After the incident two days ago, Roxas had run to the nearest main street and waved for a cab. He didn't want to wait for all those homos to come after him. When Roxas got home, he immediately stripped off all his clothes and went to the bathroom. He turned on the shower and jumped in. With his hands supporting himself against the wall, Roxas sobbed, and he cried...cried like he hadn't since he was 8 years old and found out that Santa didn't exist, Roxas cried. He was angry with himself for it. Angry that some faggot that he just met, had such an effect on him. To hurt him enough to make him cry.
Roxas finished his shower and got dressed in khaki pants and a black shirt with black boots. Even when Roxas was just walking around his house, he was fully clothed (except on Wednesdays when he walked around naked), he had seen those T.V. Shows where the guys would come up to your door and knock at anytime of day, he was prepared for that at least. For the rest of the day yesterday, Roxas wallowed about and watched T.V. And wrote in his journal....two days ago

Roxas woke up involuntarily. He had no choice because his doorbell was ringing. So, he got out of bed (king size) wearing only a pair of dark blue boxers and walked towards his front door. When he opened it, he had to rub his eyes to make sure that he was seeing correctly. Because there it was, in the queer flesh: Axel. Axel wearing tight grayish jeans and a dark black (super tight) t-shirt. Axel wearing black boots that matched the ones Roxas had in the closet (along with himself). Axel with a thin silver chain around his neck with a charm that looked like a circle with spikes coming out of it (his chakras chakas...what-ev). Axel. Wait, Why was Axel there?!

“Ugh, isn't it a bit early for my daily dose of homo?” Roxas spit
“Listen you jerk off, I came over here to apologize, okay? I felt really bad about what I did the other day, I put you in an awkward position and I really shouldn't have. I understand that you're not gay, and I respect that, so...I was just kinda hoping we...could be...I don't know, friends or something...” Axel was blushing and that made Roxas smile a bit,
He stepped back and let Axel in to the house. The red head smiled like the sun and stepped past the blond (Who, might he add, looked great with no shirt on). “Uh...just let me get um...clothed...just y'know, um sit down or look around or whatever...”
Axel nodded in response and Roxas went to the bathroom and turned on the shower (unlike Harry Potter). While Roxas showered Axel looked around the well sized apartment. There was a bookcase filled with books, so this boy obviously liked to read....
'boy being the keyword Axel' the red head reminded himself 'control yourself!'
Axel opened the drawer under the bookshelf and found (to his appeal) a couple of 'adult' videos and books he chuckled slightly and decided he liked being nosy. He walked down the hall and opened the door to what was probably the boy's room and he was correct. There was a king size bed (make a note of that) A bedside lamp, a large dresser, a walk-in closet, a medium sized T.V (size matters) (l...o...l), but what really caught the older man's eye as two things: A bottle of lotion on the table (make note of that), and a black notebook next to it (not as important as the lotion though)
Axel walked over to the table and grabbed the notebook, he opened it to the last written on page and read:

MY JOURNAL

JULY 22, 2006

Today I found out my next door neighbor, Sora, was gay...I was real mad at first but I pretty much got used to it real quick, I mean, he's pretty cool...So we went to this old bookstore where his friends worked...Demyx was pretty cool but it was Axel who really got to me. With his long blood red hair I found it hard to breathe. And when his lips were on mine, I almost longed for a kiss...But the thing is...I'm not gay...I never even thought about it. I mean...I've only been kissed a couple times in my life, and there wasn't even any tongue. Most people find it hard to believe I'm so inexperienced but I am.
Okay, back to today...So Axel said a whole bunch of weird shit that mad me think too much and when I came home, I cried, I haven't cried in 10 years and just one faggot changed it all for me, What's happening...? Am I changing? I think I might actually--

Axel stopped reading at that point, he didn't want to know what else Roxas had to say about him. He felt a pang in his heart that he hadn't felt in a while. He put the book down and walked back out towards the living room with a slight tear in is eyes, and was passing the bathroom when Roxas opened the door, and not expecting Axel to be there, he had no Towel on...

“Ah! Axel!!” Roxas slammed the door and Axel's mouth twitched a little before he said,
“Roxas, just put a towel on and get out of there!”

“No, Ugh!!! I can't believe you saw me naked” Roxas yelled still inside the bathroom

“C'mon, I wasn't even looking!”

“Yes you were!” Which was true Axel had looked, and now he knew Roxas DIDN'T dye his hair

“If it makes you feel better, I think that was pretty hot!! Your package is huge!”

“Oh Man!!!” Roxas wailed from the other side of the door

“Listen I'm gonna go sit in the living room, you just get...dressed...or not either way is fine by me...”

Axel smiled to himself as he walked to the couch and sat down slowly.

Several minutes later Roxas walked out of his bedroom wearing tight dark black jeans and a red t-shirt that rode up enough to see the bottom of the boys stomach and since the boys pants were low riding...

“Come out with me, Roxas” The red head said smooth as silk
The still blushing blond gulped and nodded not knowing why, and he and Axel walked out the door.
“W-Where are you taking me, Axel?”
“To a little spot I like to go to...”
“W-W-Where's that??”
“Listen, Roxas I'm not gonna jump and rape you so if we're gonna be friends you need to calm down, cos you're way too cute to act all worried all the time...”
Roxas nodded and the two walked in silence for a couple more blocks until they reached a small coffee shop and Axel stopped.
“Why are you taking me to a coffee shop?”
“I know some friends here”
“Are they gay...?”
“...Shut up...”
Roxas blushed and followed Axel into the small and cozy shop then he heard a familiar voice
“Roxas! Axel!” Sora came bounding towards them in (and a tiny apron) a pair of loose beige Capri pants, a tight white t-shirt that was just above his navel and white sneakers.
When the brunette jumped on Roxas in a tight embrace, he didn't even fight it.
“What are you guys doing here?!” Sora smiled widely
“We just came to see you, kid, you came to my job, so I'll come to yours” Axel rubbed the small boys hair mussing it even more.
“So, Sora, you work at a coffee shop?”
“Uh-duh! I don't wear this apron to flatter my hips”
“I thought you said you did” Riku walked in and smiled mischievously.(Why does he always come at these opportune times!? Like, how does he do that?! Must haver some like, device or something...)
“Well you always did know me best...” Sora raised his eyebrow suggestively
“Whens your next break?” Riku asked getting down to business (dirty business)
“Could be now if you want...”
“Kairi in the back?” the silver haired boy was walking slowly towards his lover a question in his eyes
“Shes got counter duty...”
“Good”
“So you wanna go back there...” Sora was giggling furiously as he grasped Riku's hand and walked towards the back, and even though he didn't want to, Roxas saw Riku tap Sora's 'behind' and the brunette reached back and grazed Riku's zipper.
Roxas shuddered and Axel cackled at the frustrated eighteen year old
“What?! I mean they're dating, Roxas, they're at least aloud to do it once in a while...”
Well I live next door to them, they do it more than once in a while...”
The taller boy laughed and put a loose arm around Roxas' shoulders and he accepted it.
The two sat down and were served by a cute reddish haired girl and started talking...
“Y'know Axel?” Roxas smiled slightly as he sipped his coffee
“Not unless you tell me...”
“I think this is the start of a beautiful friendship...”

And Boy, was it....



CHAPTER 4: I watched you change...

For the next few months life went like this...Roxas and Axel hung out regularly strictly as friends. They made fun of Riku and Sora's relationship. Listened to Demyx talk on and on about his boyfriend, Xigbar. Made the occasional homo joke with each other and laughed it off both not knowing what was going on.

Until the day of the storm....

It was December 9, 2006, and Axel and Roxas were walking through a nearby kids park, the wind was blowing ferociously. They had just finished eating at a diner and discussing the movie they had just seen and the news said there was a storm coming so they left and were on the path to Roxas' house when the storm really hit. Axel suggested they go to his apartment because it was close anyway.
Roxas agreed thinking nothing more of it. When they got to Axel's flat, Roxas looked around and smiled. It was just like Axel: Dark but sexy, big with high ceilings and a bed large enough to fit 5 people (and no doubt had).
“Welcome to my humble home” Axel threw his arms up in the air and let them down with a sigh.
“It's fantastic!” Roxas exclaimed and looked around the big apartment in wonder.
Axel smiled and led roxas to the living room where he started a fire (hell yeah!) (..in his pants)

For a long time the two friends made oven pizzas (oven pizzas yeah!) played video games...could it be kingdom hearts heck yes it could...prank called Demyx who had to work late at the bookstore (but that was okay, Xigbar was there) and watched movies making fun of the ugly people and boring story lines. But when one movie rated 'R' (no pirates :o!) got into a very explicit sex scene, Roxas became uncomfortable.
“What's the matter, Roxas?”
The blond shook his head as if to say 'nothing'
“Roxas, you're acting as if you don't know what sex is like...” Then he stopped remembering the journal--
Roxas stayed quiet for a while before saying,
“I-I don't”
“Pardon?” Axel swiveled his head from his position on the floor (Roxas sat on the couch) (he also contemplated playing with his red hair)
“I don't know what sex is like” Roxas repeated
“You gotta be kidding...” Axel said knowing full-well he wasn't.
“No...” Roxas blushed deeply “I've-I've never even tongue kissed anyone...” he looked away in shame
“Geez i thought you were joking when we met...Whys that???”
“I-I just never got around to it...it's like I never knew what to to, I wouldn't know where to put my hands or what to do if I have to breathe...I'm still scared...”
“But you're eighteen, you can't be a virgin your whole life...”
“I'm even more afraid of THAT...”
“Why???”
“What the hell is that the question of the day?!”
“Roxas I'm just trying to help. I've seen girls these past couple months throw themselves at you, why haven't you taken the chance?”
“Because-because I'm not so sure about them anymore..”

At this point Axel immediately turned off the T.V right where the female character was screaming “YES! YES!”

“What do you mean you're not so sure about them anymore...?” he asked in complete and utter interest
“I- don't know...sometimes I feel one way, then In feel another way...” he paused and flushed more “Sometimes I wanna jump on Kairi at the coffee shop, but most times...most times when I'm with y-you...I—I dunno I just feel different, like I can be myself with you...you probably think I'm a complete asshole...”
“No, I actually don't...so what are you saying?”
“...C'mon Axel do I have to spell it out for you? I think I might possibly maybe want you...a little bit....” He looked to see disgust on the red heads face but instead found a smile,
“But, Roxas....I thought we were best friends?”
“We-We are it's just I think I want to be more than that...Look if you don't want to, just forget it okay...”
Axe smiled as Roxas crossed his arms across his chest, then he got up from the floor and sat down on the couch next to the blond.
“Roxas...of course I do...I want to be with you so bad...ever since day one...”
Roxas' face lit up “Really?!”
“Roxas how did you not know, you've hung out with me since July 24...How could you not tell...”
“I was too busy thinking about how much I wanted you, and the days I didn't see you...I went to church and prayed for God to make it stop...” (I think God secretly watches us in the lou) (pervert!)
“Do you still want it to stop..?”
“Now, I don't think I ever want it to stop..”

Axel grinned again and started to lean towards Roxas slowly but the younger pulled away...
“What did you change your mind already?!”
Roxas smiled and shook his head, then said uneasily “I-I don't know what to do...”
Now it was Axel's turn to shake his head “Here like this”
He leaned towards Roxas again and kissed him softly...but soon that got boring...(like all other things)
When they both pulled away, Roxas was blushing again. “Okay” he said “I've done that before...”
“Well then” Axel played hurt but couldn't hide his smile “Okay, Lesson the second...this time, I'm going to use my tongue to open you're lips, then I'm gonna stick it your mouth, when I do this, I want you to kinda touch mine with yours...does that make sense...?”
Roxas rolled his eyes and said to him “Geez Axel, you don't have to treat me like a four year old and make me feel like a freak...”
“Well you said you wanted to know?!”
“And I do! ... But now I'm ready to try...”
He moved his lips towards Axel's and kissed him...harder this time....Axel was about to tongue kiss him but Roxas beat him to it. The two kissed for what seemed like hours until Axel pulled away...

“What's wrong? Did I do it right?” Roxas said with a high worried voice

“Yeah you did great...I was just wondering...what do we do now...?”

“Well I was kinda hoping for teach me some more--”

“No gutter-head! I meant with our lives...”

“Why don't we take it one day at a time?” Roxas smiled sincerely

Axel took Roxas' hand in his own and rubbed it with his thumb”Roxas, how's it we got here?”
“Me being confused, and you being so damn good-looking?” Roxas answered with a straight face then added “God, what time is is I'm fucking exhausted!”

Axel looked at his watch and said “3:27 am” Then he cocked an eyebrow and said “So...you wanna stay over or something...?”

Roxas gulped and giggled nervously “Does that mean we have to do it...?”

“I wont make you do anything you don't want to...”

“Good cos that sounds painful”

“You get used to it after a while”

“Geez Axel. God, my boyfriends a whore...”

“boyfriend? I'm...your boyfriend” Axel piped up

“Uh...” Roxas stammered “Well, I thought...”

“No, No. Of course I'll be if you want me to! I didn't know you were...like all the way gay or something” he chuckled “So we're really going out”

Roxas nodded and smiled at his 'boyfriend' “I want to if you want to...”

“I want to.” Axel replied “Oh God do I want to...”
Axel then stood up and took Roxas by the hand and lead him to the bed room where he stripped down to his boxers and got under the covers,
Roxas couldn't help but stare as he did the same. When the couple was in bed, Roxas became very uncomfortable...
“Roxas calm down” said Axel in the dark “come here”
The blond slid over closer to the taller slimmer (Super Anorexic Axel show!) man who put his arm around his newly gay boyfriend.

They were silent for a while before Roxas asked “Axel?”

“Yeah?”

“How old are you?”
“Twenty-one.”

“That's cool...”

“Why?

“Cos now I could tell all my friends I'm dating an older man...”

Even though he couldn't see it, Roxas new Axel was smiling...


DECEMBER 10, 2006

Roxas and Axel awoke to screaming, not scared screaming, not angry screaming, just screaming...

Demyx. And Sora. And Riku.

The mo hawked Blond was first to speak “Oh, I knew it!!! Ever since the first day I knew it! Gimme my money Riku!!!”

Riku dug in his pocket and handed Demyx a twenty while he danced around happily and sand “Roxas is a ho-mo! Roxas is a ho-mo!!!”

Sora just jumped up and down up and down up and down. “This is so great!! Now we all have something in common!” Riku shook his head and smiled as he held Sora down by the shoulders.
Demyx stopped dancing long enough to jump on the bed on top of the new couple and ask excitedly “So, did you two totally do it last night?!”
Roxas blushed and look towards Axel who said “no, you ass, we just went to sleep..you are so perverted...”

“So Roxas isn't gay?” Sora asked his shoulders drooping....
Axel looked t Roxas for help so he stated “I guess I am...”
“And Axel is your 'boyfriend'?” the brunette was bouncing again
Roxas smiled and nodded. Now Demyx was off them and dancing with sora, when a man with a scar across his face walked in holding a cup of coffee came in and stared
“uh...what's going on..?”
Demyx ran up to the man and hugged him tight “Oh, Xiggy, Roxas and Axel are boyfriend and...boyfriend now!! isn't it great?!”
Xigbar looked to Riku,who shrugged and sighed.
“Um...oooookay...so...is there going to be a party?”
“There should be” Demyx and Riku nodded
“Ooh! With lots of drug abuse and gay sex!!!?”
“That's the only party I know how to throw...” Xigbar nodded too

Roxas and Axel just didn't have a say in anything until Axel said, “Uh, Guys, I know we're fun to look at, but can we get dressed???”

The rest of them giggled and left. Roxas and Axel got up on separate sides and the shorter boy asked “were they like that when they heard about you?”

“Nah, I was gay way before I got here, it was actually Demyx who helped me figure it out...”

Roxas looked puzzled and jealous at the same time “So...you and Demyx...?”

“Oh God no!” Axel put his hands up “No way! He was just a close friend back in Traverse Town...He gave me a whole big speech on accepting who I really am and by the end I was actually sobbing like a bitch...” he gave a goofy half-grin “I was a total out there rainbow flag waving fag homo after that and he took me on my first hunt...”
“You killed animals?”
“No, he had me look for my first boyfriend...and then...” he stopped
“and then what?”
“...nothing...get dressed. You look so good part naked I might have to go over there and touch you in a certain place...”
Axel laughed as the boy blushed and grabbed his clothes off the floor and asked quizzically “um...Bathroom?”

The tall man pointed out the door “Three doors down...on the right.” And he waved to his lover (soon to be...he wants to do him in the butt oh yeah) and smiled.

Then he ran out to the living room where Demyx was making out with Xigbar both sitting on the same chair and Riku sitting on the Couch and Sora sitting on the floor between his legs. The silver haired boy was playing with Sora's brown mess of hair.
“Oh my god!!!” Axel whispered/shouted
“Oh your god, what?”
“well not my God because i defy him and all his works..but...whoa...I'm dating Roxas!”
“Uh..we kinda got that from you waking up next to him..” Demyx pointed out as he detached himself from Xigbar's face, Xigbar who soon grabbed his face again and pulled him in for more.
“No, but-I-You guys know I've wanted him since the beginning...this is just ....whoa...”
“I think little Axel's in love” Xigbar sang out
“...Nah, I don't even know him that well...oh dear what am I gonna do???”
“Well he's in the bathroom right now...” Sora started but Axel was already gone..

In the bathroom:

Roxas had gotten in the bathroom and opened the button on his boxers to use the bathroom (code 4 took the wee wee out), when Axel knocked on the door and walked in...
“Ah Axel!!!!” Roxas screamed and tried to cover himself
“Roxas if we're gonna go out, i gotta see it sometime...”
“But...it's so embarrassing,...”
“Uh-uh” Axel shook his head “I really like it...”
“You talk about my dick like it's a gift...”
“Oh, Roxas it is...to me...”
Roxas suddenly forgot he had to use the bathroom.
“Wow...I'm still getting used to the fact that I'm gay...maybe I'm not...no I am, I am...”
“Roxas this is gonna take some getting used to...You're gonna get weird looks and things just wont ever be the same you do know this right...uh, Roxas, can you put that thing away it's kinda distracting...”
Roxas blushed as he as he put away his 'huge package', as Axel so eloquently put it and re-did the button.
“Sorry...”
“Don't be...”
Roxas blushed and he didn't know what to do next, but Axel walked over to him and kissed him softly. Roxas put his arms around Axel's neck and the red head picked him up (with ease) and lifted him onto the sink. He directed his attention away from Roxas' lips to his neck. Axel was sucking and licking and biting Roxas' neck, thus making him groan. The eighteen year old was grabbing Axel's ass like crazy (pretty fast for a guy who just turned gay...) and the older man made a noise of ecstasy against his neck. “Oh, Roxas...” Axel undid the button again and stuck his hands inside the red boxers...And wasn't surprised to find, that Roxas was hard...(Yeah it's like that....)

Outside the Bathroom:
“Shh, I think I hear them...” Demyx said with his ear against the bathroom door “...Sora would you please stop bouncing...”
“I don't want to I'm just so excited!”
Riku put his arms around the small boys abdomen (S.A.T. Word), put his hands under the tight shirt he was wearing and said “What hearing Axel and Roxas touching each other makes you wanna touch yourself...?”
“No...it makes me wanna touch you....” Sora replied as he kissed Riku's cheek...
“You guys are such fags...” Xigbar smiled as he put his ear up to the door next to Demyx's.
From Inside the door they could hear the new couple:
“Oh Roxas! Roxas...”
“Axel...They're gonna hear us...Axel! Oh! Ow!!!”
“What?! What?!”
“You bit me, you ass!”
“What? It's a gay guy thing!”
“It hurt though....”
“Roxas, you're gay now...things are gonna hurt...”
“But you totally bit into my neck!”
“Well I'll just have to get your attention somewhere else...” and then,
“Ah!!! Axel!!!”
“Oh Roxas, how does that feel?”
“It feels—feels so damn good...”

At this point Demyx and Xigbar pulled their heads away from the door in disgust and looked at Sora and Riku who both had their mouths open in shock...
“Damn, Roxas turned pretty gay pretty quick!” Riku said in a voice that surprised even him.
“I don't think they're doing anything” Sora said
“Of course, no one can fake making sounds like that unless they're feeling real good...” Xigbar argued
When he said that, Demyx turned and gave him a look that said 'I faked it'
Xigbar rolled his eyes and said “You're such a fucking liar, I so turn you on...” Which made Demyx laughed and nod.
While the remaining four males were arguing, they didn't notice Roxas and Axel opening the bathroom door and staring at them...

The Doorway: the in between:
“Uh what are guys doing here?” Axel asked leaning on the door frame.
“Uh...I—was looking for my-my earing! Yeah that's it...My earing...Cos—you can't be a homo without an earing!” Demyx said as quickly as he could

“And...everyones helping you....?” Roxas inquired with a smile
“Uh...No” Demyx answered “Well...Xigbar came down here and got me all hot, then everybody else joined and we were gonna have one big gay orgy! And we decided to have it right in front of...the bathroom.”
The others nodded in agreement making Roxas and Axel burst out in laughter.
“What?!” Axel said in between laughs
“well I tried...” Demyx pouted and Xigbar looked at him and said
“Look at that lip...gonna get it...” and he bit down on his man's bottom lip.
“Geez guys, how old are you guys!?” Roxas asked like a big dumb-dumb (What?!)
“Twenty-three” Demyx said
“Twenty-five” Xigbar said dreamily, but I don't think Roxas understood them because they were so into each others mouths...
“Well I don't care how old you are, you two are acting like 4 years olds...” Axel finished for Roxas and then asked, “Were you two listening to what was happening in there?!”
The two other couples looked down and nodded in mock-shame.
Roxas blushed and looked at Axel who a smiling “You guys have no lives...”
“just tell us” Sora was bouncing again (what can I say? He's a bouncer...)
“Tell you what?”
“Well, what were you guys doing in there??”
“Mind...your...own...business” Axel said as he took Roxas by the wrist and dragged him to the room...(one of the rooms)

When they got there Axel said “Listen..I'm sorry, they're always like that.....”
“It's okay...My friends may not have been as weird as them but I think I could manage...”
“Ha, you just used a gay word” Axel snickered
“Shut up! I did not!” Roxas slapped Axel on the shoulder
“Uh-Oh, Super gay move”
“You meanie!”
“Girl-pants...”
“Homo”
“Hypocrite...”
“take it up the but...person...”
“ooh...good one...”
Roxas smiled and kissed Axel once before pulling on his pants (record for most longest naked-est scene ever!) (yay!) (throws party!) (shoots all the guests) (I'm tired)
After the two were dressed... In their old dirty lustful clothes...they went out to the living room where the rest of the guys were watching some gay porn or something...(I don't know what gay guys watch! I haven't had the chance to be one...l...o...l)
All except Demyx who was going through the caller I.D. On Axel's house phone then, “Aha!!! I knew it was you assholes calling me!!!”
“What was that Dem?” Xigbar said not taking his eyes off the screen
“Xiggy it was them calling us...”
“That's nice baby, come here and sit down” Xigbar patted his own lap
Demyx sighed and sat down on his lovers lap
“Um...Axel?” Roxas said uneasily
“Yeah?”
“Why are they watching this...?”
“Well you know how straight guys like to watch straight porn, right?”
Roxas nodded remembering many a lonely night
“And dude jerk off to that kind of stuff...”
Roxas nodded and said “'kay...whats your point?”
“Don't take that tone with me mister man!”
“Sorry...” Roxas apologized with a kiss and Axel continued
“Mm...So what I'm getting at, is that guys who are straight watch straight porn and guys who are gay, watch gay porn...oooookay?”
“Axel, why couldn't you say that to begin with?”
“It's a gay thing...we draw everything out...which in some cases...might benefit you sweetie...” he smiled mischievously right when Xigbar and Riku shouted,
“Oh yeah!!! Right in the mouth!” they got up and did a little victory dance you'd think they were watching football...
(I know what you're thinking...Riku does not Victory dance. Wrong...Gay Riku in my world does many types of dancing, including with himself...)
The phone rang and Demyx picked it up
“Hello?”
“Demyx you fag stop picking up my house phone--”
“Oh Hi!” then he whispered “Axel, it's your mom!”
“Give me that phone!”
“No—What's that? How's Axel's girlfriend? Oh...um...I don't think he's with her anymore...” then to Axel “She wants to know how your girlfriend is doing...”

“Uh...” Axel looked flushed at Roxas who said “Tell her he got a new girlfriend!”

“Ooh, good one! Um hi again, Axel got a new girlfriend...Um...What's her name? Um...Rox--” A smile crept across his lips “Roxanne, her name is Roxanne...”
Axel sighed in relief and sat on a near-by chair while Demyx continued to go on about Axel's new 'girlfriend' “Oh she sure is pretty! She's got blond hair and blue eyes that you can drown in...”
“Ugh, I hate when she calls...Demyx swears they're, like, best friends or something...”
Roxas shrugged to as if to say 'Cant help you there' before asking “You're mom doesn't know?”
“That's not my mother!”
“But Demyx said...”
“Screw what Demyx said he's a fag!”
“So are y--”
“Not the friggin' point Roxas!” Then poor Axel put his head in his hands...
“Axel...what's wrong baby?” (Aw!)
“It's nothing, that's just my birth mother...She put me up for adoption when I was three...She was only 15 when she had me...She-she just couldn't handle it...She just dumped me off somewhere and left...” He started to sob into his hands “Roxas...Roxas, she just left me...”
“Shh....Axel don't cry...It's gonna be okay...Don't talk anymore...”
“No! no...I have to talk about it. My mother—Anette....She's always calling me, and I never want to talk to her, so I just tell her I have my girlfriend over and I'm busy...I'd never let her know I'm gay. I wouldn't give her the satisfaction...Like I'm nothing without her...”
“But...you are something....to me, you're somebody important to me...I swear it...” Roxas bent his head down and kissed Axel's hair and the red haired boy looked up and smiled with watery eyes and stood. He wrapped his arms around the blond and held him tight and in the back they could hear Demyx “Well, she's a little flat chested but I would still totally hit that...Well oooookay...I'll tell him-uh- her you said hey...And Axel says...” he looked to Axel for help so he yelled
“Tell her I hate her!” so Demyx said
“Axel says he hates you buh-bye!”
Axel stifled a laugh and Roxas kissed him softly.

Ironically: Sora, Riku, and Xigbar were not paying attention to the 3 other boys at all. They were too busy watching the two naked men on the huge TV. Xigbar had his right hand in the zipper of his black pants and was rubbing around slowly...
Sora was still on the floor between Riku's legs and said, “Riku, you're poking me...” and he rubbed the back of his neck with a grimace.
“What you don' like it?” the silver-haired boy bent around and licked his lovers cheek which made him shudder but he didn't say no. Riku 'gyrated' his hips, rubbing his lower body against Sora's neck making him moan.

Demyx had walked over to Xigbar and assisted him in his, um, self pleasure and was sucking on his neck...

“Um...Go for a walk...?” Axel asked his boyfriend
Roxas nodded thankfully and headed towards the door..


A/N: Well that was chapters 1-5 I know I hate flipping through chappies so I put them all at once ^_^
Um...If you don't like it..YOU SUCK! If you want me to continue I shall, but only if I get comments so ... yeah ...I LubS You!!!! - Aly
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