Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction ❯ The Next World ❯ the last day of life as we know it ( Chapter 7 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Disclaimer:Kingdom hearts isn't mine sadly but you guys that because as gay as everyone seems it isn't a yaoi game which is why this called fanfiction and it isn't the game you're playing but you guys know what is mine. Shyra, Kouda, and their inhabitants.
I frowned as I looked at Riku. "We're alone now but there’s nothing we can do really. We don't know were anything is around here. Not only that but we look kind of funny wearing all black with hooded cloaks and swords at our sides."
Riku just stood there. He looked in the sky and started laughing. "It's something I've dreamed of for so many nights. So many nights, ever since he first forced me to do that. I've woken up and dreamed of the day I would do it and it's made me so excited. I've wanted it for so long and now I see it's going to happen and no matter how much I want to do it I don't know if I can. Isn't that funny Sora?" He asked me in his laughter.
"What are you talking about Riku?" I asked him.
"If someone stole something from you that you that was meant for you to give to the most special person in your life but you could never get it back would you want to kill them? I think even you would want to kill them." Riku said.
"Riku what tell me happened. You're starting to scare me." I said, needing to know what was driving him crazy.
He suddenly pulled me close to him in to a tight hug. I looked in to his eyes and saw they were full of hurt and desire. He leaned towards my face like instead he brought his mouth to my ear and whispered "He stole my innocence and I've dreamed of stealing his life. He raped me and I've wanted to kill him since I was fifteen. Is it wrong that I want to kill him for that?"
I looked at him in shock. I froze and couldn't speak for a long time. When words were finally able to come to me I slowly and carefully said "I don't know if it's wrong or right. I know I would want to do the same thing but that doesn't make it right. I don't think killing is ever right but it seems we're going to have to do it if we want to get out of here and go back home."
"This has got to be the worst place we've ever been to. This fucking world is going to make murders out of us. We're going to go home as fucking murders. We're going to be touching each other with bloodstained hands for the rest of our lives after we get out of here. We're going to have take lives to get out of here and then what? We go home and take everyone in our arms with smiles. I don't know if I can take it." Riku said.
I tightened my arms around him and said "We're going to have to do what we have to do and think about it later. Just promise me one thing. Promise me that after we do it this once we never do it again, we never speak of it, and we forget it ever happened."
"You know we'll never forget this." Riku said bitterly as he gently pushed me off of him. "We'll never forget this and it's going to haunt us for the rest of our lives. This place is going to ruin us Sora. We're going home as killers. As men who've committed the worst of sins. We're going to damn ourselves to hell just so we can go back home." He said as he pulled out moonlight and held the blade at an odd angle.
The tip was pointed to his chest and he said "The only thing holding me back is the fact that you would be alone. I would have done this a long time ago but you always seemed to save me. You're my hero Sora. I love you so much but I don't think I can take this."
I gently took hold of his wrist. I moved his hand so that the blade of the sword was pointed at the ground. I then took his face in my hands and kissed him softly on the lips. When I broke off the kiss I said "I've saved you every time before and I'll save you again. I'll save you every time you need it from me so never be afraid to tell me you need it. I love you and I'll do anything for you."
"Then I guess we should just enjoy ourselves if we can for today." Riku said as he stepped away from them and put moonlight in its sheath.
"Sounds good to me." I said as I took his hand in mine. We walked around the town until we came to a theater. I looked at the poster in front and smiled.
"Looks like some kind of romance play. What do you say we watch it?" I asked him.
"We don't have any money and even if we did I don't want to spend my time watching people fake love for entertainment. I'm sorry for being harsh but I want to find a place were we can be alone." Riku said.
I gave a nod and we walked around until we came to a small park. There were two little boys in the park. They were starring at each other intensely. Each held a stick in his hand.
I watched as the two boys ran at each other and began swinging at each otter and blocking. They were laughing and smiling as they fought.
"It's like we were when we were kids." I said with a smile.
Riku gave a nod and said "I wish we could go back to that time."
I looked at the ground and saw a large branch that had fallen from a tree. I walked over to the branch and broke off two long sticks. I held on in my right hand and one in my left. I walked over to Riku and held out one of the sticks to him.
"What's stopping us? Let's just pretend we're little kids, pretend we're back home, pretend this isn't happening, forget everything about the past few years but the fact that we love each other. Let's just go back to when we were innocent little kids." I said.
He took the stick from my hand and said "Sounds good to me."
We each took five steps away from the other and stared each other down. I ran at Riku with my stick held high above my head. I brought the stick down for his head but he blocked it with his own.
He jumped back and swung at my stomach. I blocked his attack and pushed his stick aside before attacking back myself. I swung at his legs but be countered. I laughed as he swung at my shoulder and I blocked.
"You're not going to make this easy on me are you?" I asked as I pushed his stick back.
"Nope." He said as he jumped back and put both his hands in the middle of the stick. He broke it in half and charged at me. I blocked one but he caught me in the shoulder with the other.
"Cheater." I said laughing.
"You never said there were any rules." He pointed out as he dropped the sticks. I gave a nod and dropped my stick as well.
I took his hand and we walked back to the small home we were sharing with Kage and Daius. We unlocked the door and heard nothing at first. I was quiet as I walked though to the room Riku and I shared.
A moan broke the silence. About to break out laughing, I looked at Riku who just pulled me in to his arms and kissed me. He pulled me close to him and we walked back to our bedroom.
"Do you think they're having sex?" I asked Riku.
He shook his head and said "They're making love and with good reason. Tomorrow could be the last day of all of our lives. I think they have the right idea."
I looked in to Riku's eyes and nothing more needed to be said. I pushed him down on the bed and we stated kissing passionately. Before I knew it we were both laying there naked in each other's arms.
"How do we do this?" I asked him. He looked around the room until his eyes rested on something. I followed his gaze and saw a small bottle of lotion on the nightstand.
He reached over, grabbed it, and began to rub some on his erection. I watched as he did this. I was entranced by his actions. He was moving so slowly and deliberately as he covered himself in the slippery cream.
I finally couldn't take it anymore. I pushed him down on the bed and pinned his wrists above his head with one of my hands.
He looked at me in surprise but smiled and said "I'm guessing you want it right now."
"Right this second. I've waited too long for this." I said as I let go of his hands.
He grabbed my shoulders and flipped us so that I was on bottom. I looked at him in surprise but he just smiled. He scooted down so that he wasn't on top of me anymore. He grabbed my ankles and lifted them on his shoulders.
"Are you really sure you're ready for this?" He asked me as he positioned himself at my entrance. I gave a nod and he slowly slid himself inside of me.
There was a slight pain for a few seconds as I lay there, getting used to the feeling of him inside of me. When I had adjusted to the feeling I gave him a nod and said "You can move now."
He gave a nod and began to slowly slid in and out of me. The pain gave way to pleasure and then all of sudden I felt the most intense pleasure I had ever felt in my life. I moaned loudly and he smiled.
He began stroking me in time with his thrusts, hitting that spot inside of me on every thrust. It went on for what seemed like an eternity and then I felt my release coming.
"I'm so close." I said as began pushing against him. He quickened his pace and felt myself climax on to his hand. Seconds later I felt him empty himself in to me.
He collapsed on top of me and smiled. "I love you so much." He said.
"I love you too." I told him as I wrapped my arms around him. I felt myself drifting off to sleep. I decided to let sleep come to me in Riku's arms.
I frowned as I looked at Riku. "We're alone now but there’s nothing we can do really. We don't know were anything is around here. Not only that but we look kind of funny wearing all black with hooded cloaks and swords at our sides."
Riku just stood there. He looked in the sky and started laughing. "It's something I've dreamed of for so many nights. So many nights, ever since he first forced me to do that. I've woken up and dreamed of the day I would do it and it's made me so excited. I've wanted it for so long and now I see it's going to happen and no matter how much I want to do it I don't know if I can. Isn't that funny Sora?" He asked me in his laughter.
"What are you talking about Riku?" I asked him.
"If someone stole something from you that you that was meant for you to give to the most special person in your life but you could never get it back would you want to kill them? I think even you would want to kill them." Riku said.
"Riku what tell me happened. You're starting to scare me." I said, needing to know what was driving him crazy.
He suddenly pulled me close to him in to a tight hug. I looked in to his eyes and saw they were full of hurt and desire. He leaned towards my face like instead he brought his mouth to my ear and whispered "He stole my innocence and I've dreamed of stealing his life. He raped me and I've wanted to kill him since I was fifteen. Is it wrong that I want to kill him for that?"
I looked at him in shock. I froze and couldn't speak for a long time. When words were finally able to come to me I slowly and carefully said "I don't know if it's wrong or right. I know I would want to do the same thing but that doesn't make it right. I don't think killing is ever right but it seems we're going to have to do it if we want to get out of here and go back home."
"This has got to be the worst place we've ever been to. This fucking world is going to make murders out of us. We're going to go home as fucking murders. We're going to be touching each other with bloodstained hands for the rest of our lives after we get out of here. We're going to have take lives to get out of here and then what? We go home and take everyone in our arms with smiles. I don't know if I can take it." Riku said.
I tightened my arms around him and said "We're going to have to do what we have to do and think about it later. Just promise me one thing. Promise me that after we do it this once we never do it again, we never speak of it, and we forget it ever happened."
"You know we'll never forget this." Riku said bitterly as he gently pushed me off of him. "We'll never forget this and it's going to haunt us for the rest of our lives. This place is going to ruin us Sora. We're going home as killers. As men who've committed the worst of sins. We're going to damn ourselves to hell just so we can go back home." He said as he pulled out moonlight and held the blade at an odd angle.
The tip was pointed to his chest and he said "The only thing holding me back is the fact that you would be alone. I would have done this a long time ago but you always seemed to save me. You're my hero Sora. I love you so much but I don't think I can take this."
I gently took hold of his wrist. I moved his hand so that the blade of the sword was pointed at the ground. I then took his face in my hands and kissed him softly on the lips. When I broke off the kiss I said "I've saved you every time before and I'll save you again. I'll save you every time you need it from me so never be afraid to tell me you need it. I love you and I'll do anything for you."
"Then I guess we should just enjoy ourselves if we can for today." Riku said as he stepped away from them and put moonlight in its sheath.
"Sounds good to me." I said as I took his hand in mine. We walked around the town until we came to a theater. I looked at the poster in front and smiled.
"Looks like some kind of romance play. What do you say we watch it?" I asked him.
"We don't have any money and even if we did I don't want to spend my time watching people fake love for entertainment. I'm sorry for being harsh but I want to find a place were we can be alone." Riku said.
I gave a nod and we walked around until we came to a small park. There were two little boys in the park. They were starring at each other intensely. Each held a stick in his hand.
I watched as the two boys ran at each other and began swinging at each otter and blocking. They were laughing and smiling as they fought.
"It's like we were when we were kids." I said with a smile.
Riku gave a nod and said "I wish we could go back to that time."
I looked at the ground and saw a large branch that had fallen from a tree. I walked over to the branch and broke off two long sticks. I held on in my right hand and one in my left. I walked over to Riku and held out one of the sticks to him.
"What's stopping us? Let's just pretend we're little kids, pretend we're back home, pretend this isn't happening, forget everything about the past few years but the fact that we love each other. Let's just go back to when we were innocent little kids." I said.
He took the stick from my hand and said "Sounds good to me."
We each took five steps away from the other and stared each other down. I ran at Riku with my stick held high above my head. I brought the stick down for his head but he blocked it with his own.
He jumped back and swung at my stomach. I blocked his attack and pushed his stick aside before attacking back myself. I swung at his legs but be countered. I laughed as he swung at my shoulder and I blocked.
"You're not going to make this easy on me are you?" I asked as I pushed his stick back.
"Nope." He said as he jumped back and put both his hands in the middle of the stick. He broke it in half and charged at me. I blocked one but he caught me in the shoulder with the other.
"Cheater." I said laughing.
"You never said there were any rules." He pointed out as he dropped the sticks. I gave a nod and dropped my stick as well.
I took his hand and we walked back to the small home we were sharing with Kage and Daius. We unlocked the door and heard nothing at first. I was quiet as I walked though to the room Riku and I shared.
A moan broke the silence. About to break out laughing, I looked at Riku who just pulled me in to his arms and kissed me. He pulled me close to him and we walked back to our bedroom.
"Do you think they're having sex?" I asked Riku.
He shook his head and said "They're making love and with good reason. Tomorrow could be the last day of all of our lives. I think they have the right idea."
I looked in to Riku's eyes and nothing more needed to be said. I pushed him down on the bed and we stated kissing passionately. Before I knew it we were both laying there naked in each other's arms.
"How do we do this?" I asked him. He looked around the room until his eyes rested on something. I followed his gaze and saw a small bottle of lotion on the nightstand.
He reached over, grabbed it, and began to rub some on his erection. I watched as he did this. I was entranced by his actions. He was moving so slowly and deliberately as he covered himself in the slippery cream.
I finally couldn't take it anymore. I pushed him down on the bed and pinned his wrists above his head with one of my hands.
He looked at me in surprise but smiled and said "I'm guessing you want it right now."
"Right this second. I've waited too long for this." I said as I let go of his hands.
He grabbed my shoulders and flipped us so that I was on bottom. I looked at him in surprise but he just smiled. He scooted down so that he wasn't on top of me anymore. He grabbed my ankles and lifted them on his shoulders.
"Are you really sure you're ready for this?" He asked me as he positioned himself at my entrance. I gave a nod and he slowly slid himself inside of me.
There was a slight pain for a few seconds as I lay there, getting used to the feeling of him inside of me. When I had adjusted to the feeling I gave him a nod and said "You can move now."
He gave a nod and began to slowly slid in and out of me. The pain gave way to pleasure and then all of sudden I felt the most intense pleasure I had ever felt in my life. I moaned loudly and he smiled.
He began stroking me in time with his thrusts, hitting that spot inside of me on every thrust. It went on for what seemed like an eternity and then I felt my release coming.
"I'm so close." I said as began pushing against him. He quickened his pace and felt myself climax on to his hand. Seconds later I felt him empty himself in to me.
He collapsed on top of me and smiled. "I love you so much." He said.
"I love you too." I told him as I wrapped my arms around him. I felt myself drifting off to sleep. I decided to let sleep come to me in Riku's arms.