Lie To Me Fan Fiction ❯ Josh and Reva--The Chase ❯ Discipline ( Chapter 5 )
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By: Vegeta-Sugar-Sweet 
A trip back to what Reva and Josh were and the stark reality of what they are now.
Non Anime: Lie To Me Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Divergence | Uploaded On: 06.06.2012 | Updated On: 06.07.2012 | Pages: 2 | Words: 3.3K | Visits: 295 | Status: Work In Progress
A trip back to what Reva and Josh were and the stark reality of what they are now.
Non Anime: Lie To Me Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Divergence | Uploaded On: 06.06.2012 | Updated On: 06.07.2012 | Pages: 2 | Words: 3.3K | Visits: 295 | Status: Work In Progress
Discipline
He was in a car going fast. It was fun and exciting. Reva was driving. She had begged him to dive and how could he deny her? Josh Lewis could never say no to that pretty face. They were laughing while Reva swerved from lane to lane. There was no traffic however Josh was still a little afraid.
“Reva darlin’ you have to slow down. We could have an accident or worse!” Josh called over the wind that was whipping over the convertible.
“Oh Joshua you are just an ol’ fuddy-duddy. Nobody’s gonna get hurt. Aren’t you having a good time?” she asked.
“Yes, but Reva you have no discipline when it comes to fun” Josh said laughing. “Slow down, please darlin’.”
Reva frowned a bit but complied. Josh, happy that they were safe, tried to hold her hand but was thwarted. “No way Joshua, my hands have to be at ten and two, remember? It’s the law.” Throughout the rest of the ride she wouldn’t allow him the slightest touch.
Finally she pulled into the drive at Cross Creek. Without a word she un-clicked her safety belt and walked quite casually into the cabin. Josh watched her with bated breath. God how he loved to watch her walk. He shut his eyes and tried to figure out how to get this wild woman to calm down so they could talk this out.
Josh climbed out of the car and strolled to the cabin. Upon entry, he nearly stumbled. All the lights were out save for some candles and the fireplace. Carefully, he made his way over to the couch. As he got closer, he noticed Reva sitting there wrapped in a sheet...and nothing else.
“Hi Bud” she said in her most sultry voice.
Josh swallowed. They had been “together” before but he figured since she was mad, he had no chance of that ever happening again.
“Hi Rev”
“Care to join me?” she asked looking at him from beneath her long lashes. Josh lowered himself to his knees to face the blond, sexy woman before him.
“I love you” he whispered as he took her chin between his thumb and forefinger. “If anything ever happened to you, I wouldn’t know how to go on. Don’t be angry at me darlin’.”
Josh’s pleading brought tears to Reva’s eyes. She knew he cared for her--for how long she couldn’t guess, but did he truly love her? She tried to pull away but Josh placed his hand upon her back to still her. Slowly, he brought her body closer to his and looked her in the eyes. Tears always made them sparkle. Josh kissed the tears away from her cheeks one by one. With each kiss, Reva lent further and further into Josh. Soon there was no space left between them. Josh looked Reva over and asked in the faintest utterance “I want to show you how much I love you, can I do that?” Reva didn’t answer. Instead she kissed Josh for all she was worth. Josh melted into Reva’s kiss and took her into his arms. Their tongues danced for what seemed like forever. Josh pulled back and carefully unwrapped his prize. “You are so beautiful, Reva” he said as he lowered his head to kiss his way down her neck to her chest. He laid her down on the now discarded sheet covering her body with his. As Josh lovingly lavished her peaks Reva let her eyes slip closed and moaned--low and sensual. That sound was what Josh loved most in this world. It spurred him further as he explored his love--he wanted to hear that again.
Reva was very stimulated and clawed at Josh’s shirt in order to feel his skin on hers. Josh sat up and quickly discarded the garment. He rejoined Reva staring face to face with her. She could feel his heart racing in his chest. Still looking him in the eye, Reva slid her hand down over his chest and abdomen. Just as she reached the button on Josh’s jeans, his hand stopped her gently.
“You’re sure, Reva? This is what you want?” he asked. He had to know if she wanted him not just someone.
“Bud, I’ve wanted you my whole life. I’ve never wanted something so much. I love you.” she replied with sincerity. It was Josh’s turn to shed tears as he released her and kissed Reva deeply as she undid the button and zipper of his pants. As they feverishly embraced Josh worked his trousers off, finally joining Reva in the evening’s attire.
Josh was so stimulated; he thought he was on fire. He couldn’t wait anymore and needed to be with Reva so very badly. He was going to roll Reva onto her back but was stayed by the female. She pushed his shoulder silently asking for him to lie down. He was surprised by her request but happily complied. Carefully Reva straddled her lover. Josh helped to steady her by placing his hands on her hips.
She gazed into his face. It was so full of joy and happiness; she hoped he’d stay that way for the rest of his life.
She braced herself against his chest as she lowered herself onto him. That motion alone sent bolts through Josh’s toned body. He partially swallowed his moans as Reva set a slow, painstaking rhythm. Her head was thrown back while biting her lip. She wanted this to go on forever. Just as Josh got the courage to push her to a faster pace, Reva stopped all movement.
She leaned over so their faces were but inches apart and whispered, “Why Bud, don’t you have any discipline?” Josh’s eyes opened wide. This was how he was going to pay for ending her joy ride. She was going to answer with a ride of her own.
For what seemed like hours, Reva executed her motions. Josh was near crazed hysteria by this time. His release was so close he could taste it. Each step toward it was sweet agony. His body was covered in sweat and as taught as a bow string. He met her stroke for stroke, delighting in her calling out his name. Josh had bolted his hands to Reva’s waist willing her to end his suffering.
Finally they reached their peak together. Wave after wave of fulfillment enveloped the couple as they crested and came back to Earth. Josh lay there astonished that someone so small had so much power. He loved her even more right then as they fell asleep; she on top of him, his arms around her.
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Josh woke to find himself not at Cross Creek but in the apartment he shared with Olivia. He was still in his clothes from the night before. He had fallen asleep on the sofa trying to understand how he gotten to this point. He put his head in his hands defeated.
“I thought i heard you stirring out here” said Olivia. She had crept up behind her husband hoping to tempt him.
Josh lifted his head quickly. He knew he had to keep up the act for a little while longer.
“Olivia, I’m sorry if I woke you. I must have been restless.”
“Oh, Josh you know me. I’m always up for something” she returned while rubbing his shoulders. He remembered how he loved her massages, now her touch made him more not less tense.
Josh rose suddenly, taking Olivia by surprise. “I umm just remembered that I have an early meeting. It’s what 4:30? I can probably hit the shower then head to the office.” He was scrambling--badly.
Olivia was un-phased as she walked. “I could join you in the shower. Guaranteed to soothe you worried body” she purred.
Josh froze. ‘Not a chance’ his mind repeated over and over. Just as she started to stroke his chest he stepped back. “I’m sorry but I really have to get ready for this meeting. I’ll make it up to you.” he said in consolation. She pouted but perked up when he kissed her on the cheek.
“I love you” she said. All she got in response was the click of the bathroom door closing.
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Dr. Christopher Langhm was holding hands with the lovely blond known as Reva Shayne. Tonight was their first real date and he had to say it was going well. After a wonderful dinner at her home, they were now standing on the porch gazing at the stars.
Reva was trying her best to enjoy the date but she felt nothing. It felt like she was going through the motions with the man. Maybe it was too soon after Noah, she thought. Her inner voice had different notions. ‘Maybe it’s because he’s not Joshua’ said her subconscious. Reva tensed at the thought. She had to stop that thought from gaining steam. Josh was not good for her, an unhealthy obsession that destroys more than heals. No, she would not give him another thought.
“Reva, I don’t think I’ve had a more remarkable evening” said Christopher. He tugged her to him and placed both of his hands upon her waist. Reva gasped at the sudden movement.
“I would like to see you again” he continued softly leaning down, wanting to kiss her.
Reva wished so much that she felt something, but there was no spark. Maybe if she kissed him...? She decided to let him continue and tilted her head to receive his lips.
“Excuse me” called an unwelcome voice. The pair nearly jumped through the roof at the very loud voice of Joshua Lewis. Chris was visibly frustrated as he was finally making some headway with his date. Reva, on the other hand was torn between being annoyed at the interruption and, in a small way, grateful.
“What a surprise, Mr. Lewis. We weren’t expecting you” Chris said emphasizing the word ‘we’. He placed his arm possessively around Reva’s shoulders. Chris was radiating frustration and anger.
“I’m sorry to intrude on your evening, but I need to talk to Reva” Josh says almost authoritatively.
Reva quirked up an eyebrow. What the hell was he pulling? “Can’t this wait?” she asked.
“It most definitely can’t wait” Josh pushed.
She frowned at Josh. “Chris, I’m sorry. Can we pick this up later?” Reva tried to sound hopeful and reassuring. Chris let his icy stare slide over to his date and softened his glare. “Of course.” he said acquiescing. Chris rubbed Reva’s arms and pulled her into a very long hug. Finally, he released Reva and excused himself for the evening.
As soon as he was out of sight, Reva turned on Josh. “What the hell are you doing here? The kids aren’t here so there should be nothing that you need to say.” she fumed.
Josh standing there in a black suit, crisp white shirt, and blue power tie was stunned at his ex-wife’s reaction. “Reva you barely know that guy. And we need to talk.” Reva turned her back on Josh, folding her arms. “You’re hardly in a position to know what i need.” she replied snidely.
Josh felt like she had been slapped. Rage threatened to boil over in his blood as he wrung his hands in frustration. “Reva,” he whispered low and steady, “who knows what you need better than me, hmm?” He took a step forward so that there was nearly an inch between their two bodies. Gazing into her eyes he slid off his jacket and placed it around Reva’s shoulders. “You’re cold” he said. “Let’s go inside, there is so much I want to say to you.”
She could feel his hot breath skating over her skin. More than anything right now she wanted to give in, unbutton his shirt, and nuzzle Josh’s chest, soaking in his scent. But she stood her ground, squared her draped shoulders, and marched into the house with purpose.
Josh followed knowing that this would not be easy. Meanwhile Reva slipped the jacket off and laid it on the back of the sofa.
“Thank you for the jacket” she said, cold and clipped.
“It was my pleasure, Reva” Josh strolled closer but Reva backed up quickly. Josh was shocked by the response. “Come on, Reva. I won’t hurt you” he pleaded
“Like hell you won’t” she snapped. Reva started pacing back and forth angrily. “Every time i do something you don’t approve of you leave me. Remember when i didn’t know if you were Marah’s father or not and I kept that from you, you left me. I find out about my past and react, you left me. When i needed you the most, you left me. You might as well have ripped out my heart every single time you left. And--”
“And,” Josh cut in, “I had my reasons, you know that. But I would never intentionally hurt you. Don’t you know that by now?” Josh caught her by the arms and stopped her pacing.
She pulled back hard on his hold, ripping her arms away from him. “I don’t know what to believe any more. I don’t know what you’re doing here, Joshua but you need to leave. Now.” Reva was adamant. She didn’t want him there, he would just leave again. She couldn't survive another heartbreak. Tears pooled and began to travel silently down her face.
Josh could see she was hurt. And he was the one who did it. Josh slowly extended his hand and traced Reva’s jawline with his index finger. “I can’t leave yet” he said in a voice just above a whisper. “Not until you know how much I--”
“NO!” Reva shouted. She slapped his hand away and stalked over towards the front door. In mid stride Josh caught her and spun her around holding her firmly. Reva struggled to free herself but all she did was become fatigued. Josh’s grip was like iron. She wasn’t getting away.
Josh guided her to the study and pulled her very, very close. “I need your help” he said through gritted teeth. Reva closed her eyes and turned her head away.
“No” was her answer.
“Please Reva, I need you.” Josh pleaded.
“You never needed me. Not ever. You left. Its over” she choked through sobs. Josh’s heart was breaking right now for her. He had done this to her, his other half.
Carefully, Josh slipped his hand into her hair. It was as if he was trying to tame a skittish horse. Very slowly and calmly he said “Olivia and I are through. She was a mistake, a very bad mistake. She had been in bed with Alan in every sense of the word.” To that Reva’s eyes opened wide. She was sleeping with Alan? This was so confusing.
“W-w-why do you need me?” she said.
“I need you to dig up any and all information on the Harbor Project and give it to me. I need this not matter what is revealed. Please, I need you to do this.”
Her natural response would be to jump headlong into this with Josh but now...
“No, I can’t”
“Why not, Reva. Don’t you remember that we are two halves of a whole?” he asked
“I remember, it’s you that kept forgetting.” she said and looked down. “I have to get on with my life and that life has no room for you”
“Reva don’t say that. I know I’ve hurt you but..”
“Hurt?! You destroyed me. My heart was shattered and right when i found that Noah could help heal it, our past wrecked that for me too. I’m done with this fantasy, I want something real with someone who loves me and isn’t constantly judging me.” Reva was till in Josh’s arms crying openly.
“I love you” he said near tears himself. “Always. I never stopped and I never will. Please tell me you believe that.” his voice quivering as he spoke.
Reva just shook her head through the tears. Josh bent down and kissed her forehead tenderly. He tilted her head and kissed her cheek that was wet with tears. “I’m sorry” he whispered over and over as he kissed her face all over. Reva wanted to say something but as she parted her lips she was met with Josh’s passionate kiss. He poured all the love he had into her hoping she would respond.
To Josh’s surprise, Reva stood stock still. Mustering her strength she shoved him hard, breaking the kiss. Josh was trying to recover his position but was met with a stinging slap from his former wife.
“Get. Out. Now.” she said coolly. Reva appeared detached and frigid. Inside she was inches from breaking down and burying herself in Joshua’s arms.
Josh was thoroughly dejected. He couldn’t even raise his eyes up off the floor. Humbled, Josh made his way to the front door trying to reconcile what just happened.
Meanwhile Reva sank to the floor openly wailing as her heart and soul tore into pieces.
He was in a car going fast. It was fun and exciting. Reva was driving. She had begged him to dive and how could he deny her? Josh Lewis could never say no to that pretty face. They were laughing while Reva swerved from lane to lane. There was no traffic however Josh was still a little afraid.
“Reva darlin’ you have to slow down. We could have an accident or worse!” Josh called over the wind that was whipping over the convertible.
“Oh Joshua you are just an ol’ fuddy-duddy. Nobody’s gonna get hurt. Aren’t you having a good time?” she asked.
“Yes, but Reva you have no discipline when it comes to fun” Josh said laughing. “Slow down, please darlin’.”
Reva frowned a bit but complied. Josh, happy that they were safe, tried to hold her hand but was thwarted. “No way Joshua, my hands have to be at ten and two, remember? It’s the law.” Throughout the rest of the ride she wouldn’t allow him the slightest touch.
Finally she pulled into the drive at Cross Creek. Without a word she un-clicked her safety belt and walked quite casually into the cabin. Josh watched her with bated breath. God how he loved to watch her walk. He shut his eyes and tried to figure out how to get this wild woman to calm down so they could talk this out.
Josh climbed out of the car and strolled to the cabin. Upon entry, he nearly stumbled. All the lights were out save for some candles and the fireplace. Carefully, he made his way over to the couch. As he got closer, he noticed Reva sitting there wrapped in a sheet...and nothing else.
“Hi Bud” she said in her most sultry voice.
Josh swallowed. They had been “together” before but he figured since she was mad, he had no chance of that ever happening again.
“Hi Rev”
“Care to join me?” she asked looking at him from beneath her long lashes. Josh lowered himself to his knees to face the blond, sexy woman before him.
“I love you” he whispered as he took her chin between his thumb and forefinger. “If anything ever happened to you, I wouldn’t know how to go on. Don’t be angry at me darlin’.”
Josh’s pleading brought tears to Reva’s eyes. She knew he cared for her--for how long she couldn’t guess, but did he truly love her? She tried to pull away but Josh placed his hand upon her back to still her. Slowly, he brought her body closer to his and looked her in the eyes. Tears always made them sparkle. Josh kissed the tears away from her cheeks one by one. With each kiss, Reva lent further and further into Josh. Soon there was no space left between them. Josh looked Reva over and asked in the faintest utterance “I want to show you how much I love you, can I do that?” Reva didn’t answer. Instead she kissed Josh for all she was worth. Josh melted into Reva’s kiss and took her into his arms. Their tongues danced for what seemed like forever. Josh pulled back and carefully unwrapped his prize. “You are so beautiful, Reva” he said as he lowered his head to kiss his way down her neck to her chest. He laid her down on the now discarded sheet covering her body with his. As Josh lovingly lavished her peaks Reva let her eyes slip closed and moaned--low and sensual. That sound was what Josh loved most in this world. It spurred him further as he explored his love--he wanted to hear that again.
Reva was very stimulated and clawed at Josh’s shirt in order to feel his skin on hers. Josh sat up and quickly discarded the garment. He rejoined Reva staring face to face with her. She could feel his heart racing in his chest. Still looking him in the eye, Reva slid her hand down over his chest and abdomen. Just as she reached the button on Josh’s jeans, his hand stopped her gently.
“You’re sure, Reva? This is what you want?” he asked. He had to know if she wanted him not just someone.
“Bud, I’ve wanted you my whole life. I’ve never wanted something so much. I love you.” she replied with sincerity. It was Josh’s turn to shed tears as he released her and kissed Reva deeply as she undid the button and zipper of his pants. As they feverishly embraced Josh worked his trousers off, finally joining Reva in the evening’s attire.
Josh was so stimulated; he thought he was on fire. He couldn’t wait anymore and needed to be with Reva so very badly. He was going to roll Reva onto her back but was stayed by the female. She pushed his shoulder silently asking for him to lie down. He was surprised by her request but happily complied. Carefully Reva straddled her lover. Josh helped to steady her by placing his hands on her hips.
She gazed into his face. It was so full of joy and happiness; she hoped he’d stay that way for the rest of his life.
She braced herself against his chest as she lowered herself onto him. That motion alone sent bolts through Josh’s toned body. He partially swallowed his moans as Reva set a slow, painstaking rhythm. Her head was thrown back while biting her lip. She wanted this to go on forever. Just as Josh got the courage to push her to a faster pace, Reva stopped all movement.
She leaned over so their faces were but inches apart and whispered, “Why Bud, don’t you have any discipline?” Josh’s eyes opened wide. This was how he was going to pay for ending her joy ride. She was going to answer with a ride of her own.
For what seemed like hours, Reva executed her motions. Josh was near crazed hysteria by this time. His release was so close he could taste it. Each step toward it was sweet agony. His body was covered in sweat and as taught as a bow string. He met her stroke for stroke, delighting in her calling out his name. Josh had bolted his hands to Reva’s waist willing her to end his suffering.
Finally they reached their peak together. Wave after wave of fulfillment enveloped the couple as they crested and came back to Earth. Josh lay there astonished that someone so small had so much power. He loved her even more right then as they fell asleep; she on top of him, his arms around her.
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Josh woke to find himself not at Cross Creek but in the apartment he shared with Olivia. He was still in his clothes from the night before. He had fallen asleep on the sofa trying to understand how he gotten to this point. He put his head in his hands defeated.
“I thought i heard you stirring out here” said Olivia. She had crept up behind her husband hoping to tempt him.
Josh lifted his head quickly. He knew he had to keep up the act for a little while longer.
“Olivia, I’m sorry if I woke you. I must have been restless.”
“Oh, Josh you know me. I’m always up for something” she returned while rubbing his shoulders. He remembered how he loved her massages, now her touch made him more not less tense.
Josh rose suddenly, taking Olivia by surprise. “I umm just remembered that I have an early meeting. It’s what 4:30? I can probably hit the shower then head to the office.” He was scrambling--badly.
Olivia was un-phased as she walked. “I could join you in the shower. Guaranteed to soothe you worried body” she purred.
Josh froze. ‘Not a chance’ his mind repeated over and over. Just as she started to stroke his chest he stepped back. “I’m sorry but I really have to get ready for this meeting. I’ll make it up to you.” he said in consolation. She pouted but perked up when he kissed her on the cheek.
“I love you” she said. All she got in response was the click of the bathroom door closing.
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Dr. Christopher Langhm was holding hands with the lovely blond known as Reva Shayne. Tonight was their first real date and he had to say it was going well. After a wonderful dinner at her home, they were now standing on the porch gazing at the stars.
Reva was trying her best to enjoy the date but she felt nothing. It felt like she was going through the motions with the man. Maybe it was too soon after Noah, she thought. Her inner voice had different notions. ‘Maybe it’s because he’s not Joshua’ said her subconscious. Reva tensed at the thought. She had to stop that thought from gaining steam. Josh was not good for her, an unhealthy obsession that destroys more than heals. No, she would not give him another thought.
“Reva, I don’t think I’ve had a more remarkable evening” said Christopher. He tugged her to him and placed both of his hands upon her waist. Reva gasped at the sudden movement.
“I would like to see you again” he continued softly leaning down, wanting to kiss her.
Reva wished so much that she felt something, but there was no spark. Maybe if she kissed him...? She decided to let him continue and tilted her head to receive his lips.
“Excuse me” called an unwelcome voice. The pair nearly jumped through the roof at the very loud voice of Joshua Lewis. Chris was visibly frustrated as he was finally making some headway with his date. Reva, on the other hand was torn between being annoyed at the interruption and, in a small way, grateful.
“What a surprise, Mr. Lewis. We weren’t expecting you” Chris said emphasizing the word ‘we’. He placed his arm possessively around Reva’s shoulders. Chris was radiating frustration and anger.
“I’m sorry to intrude on your evening, but I need to talk to Reva” Josh says almost authoritatively.
Reva quirked up an eyebrow. What the hell was he pulling? “Can’t this wait?” she asked.
“It most definitely can’t wait” Josh pushed.
She frowned at Josh. “Chris, I’m sorry. Can we pick this up later?” Reva tried to sound hopeful and reassuring. Chris let his icy stare slide over to his date and softened his glare. “Of course.” he said acquiescing. Chris rubbed Reva’s arms and pulled her into a very long hug. Finally, he released Reva and excused himself for the evening.
As soon as he was out of sight, Reva turned on Josh. “What the hell are you doing here? The kids aren’t here so there should be nothing that you need to say.” she fumed.
Josh standing there in a black suit, crisp white shirt, and blue power tie was stunned at his ex-wife’s reaction. “Reva you barely know that guy. And we need to talk.” Reva turned her back on Josh, folding her arms. “You’re hardly in a position to know what i need.” she replied snidely.
Josh felt like she had been slapped. Rage threatened to boil over in his blood as he wrung his hands in frustration. “Reva,” he whispered low and steady, “who knows what you need better than me, hmm?” He took a step forward so that there was nearly an inch between their two bodies. Gazing into her eyes he slid off his jacket and placed it around Reva’s shoulders. “You’re cold” he said. “Let’s go inside, there is so much I want to say to you.”
She could feel his hot breath skating over her skin. More than anything right now she wanted to give in, unbutton his shirt, and nuzzle Josh’s chest, soaking in his scent. But she stood her ground, squared her draped shoulders, and marched into the house with purpose.
Josh followed knowing that this would not be easy. Meanwhile Reva slipped the jacket off and laid it on the back of the sofa.
“Thank you for the jacket” she said, cold and clipped.
“It was my pleasure, Reva” Josh strolled closer but Reva backed up quickly. Josh was shocked by the response. “Come on, Reva. I won’t hurt you” he pleaded
“Like hell you won’t” she snapped. Reva started pacing back and forth angrily. “Every time i do something you don’t approve of you leave me. Remember when i didn’t know if you were Marah’s father or not and I kept that from you, you left me. I find out about my past and react, you left me. When i needed you the most, you left me. You might as well have ripped out my heart every single time you left. And--”
“And,” Josh cut in, “I had my reasons, you know that. But I would never intentionally hurt you. Don’t you know that by now?” Josh caught her by the arms and stopped her pacing.
She pulled back hard on his hold, ripping her arms away from him. “I don’t know what to believe any more. I don’t know what you’re doing here, Joshua but you need to leave. Now.” Reva was adamant. She didn’t want him there, he would just leave again. She couldn't survive another heartbreak. Tears pooled and began to travel silently down her face.
Josh could see she was hurt. And he was the one who did it. Josh slowly extended his hand and traced Reva’s jawline with his index finger. “I can’t leave yet” he said in a voice just above a whisper. “Not until you know how much I--”
“NO!” Reva shouted. She slapped his hand away and stalked over towards the front door. In mid stride Josh caught her and spun her around holding her firmly. Reva struggled to free herself but all she did was become fatigued. Josh’s grip was like iron. She wasn’t getting away.
Josh guided her to the study and pulled her very, very close. “I need your help” he said through gritted teeth. Reva closed her eyes and turned her head away.
“No” was her answer.
“Please Reva, I need you.” Josh pleaded.
“You never needed me. Not ever. You left. Its over” she choked through sobs. Josh’s heart was breaking right now for her. He had done this to her, his other half.
Carefully, Josh slipped his hand into her hair. It was as if he was trying to tame a skittish horse. Very slowly and calmly he said “Olivia and I are through. She was a mistake, a very bad mistake. She had been in bed with Alan in every sense of the word.” To that Reva’s eyes opened wide. She was sleeping with Alan? This was so confusing.
“W-w-why do you need me?” she said.
“I need you to dig up any and all information on the Harbor Project and give it to me. I need this not matter what is revealed. Please, I need you to do this.”
Her natural response would be to jump headlong into this with Josh but now...
“No, I can’t”
“Why not, Reva. Don’t you remember that we are two halves of a whole?” he asked
“I remember, it’s you that kept forgetting.” she said and looked down. “I have to get on with my life and that life has no room for you”
“Reva don’t say that. I know I’ve hurt you but..”
“Hurt?! You destroyed me. My heart was shattered and right when i found that Noah could help heal it, our past wrecked that for me too. I’m done with this fantasy, I want something real with someone who loves me and isn’t constantly judging me.” Reva was till in Josh’s arms crying openly.
“I love you” he said near tears himself. “Always. I never stopped and I never will. Please tell me you believe that.” his voice quivering as he spoke.
Reva just shook her head through the tears. Josh bent down and kissed her forehead tenderly. He tilted her head and kissed her cheek that was wet with tears. “I’m sorry” he whispered over and over as he kissed her face all over. Reva wanted to say something but as she parted her lips she was met with Josh’s passionate kiss. He poured all the love he had into her hoping she would respond.
To Josh’s surprise, Reva stood stock still. Mustering her strength she shoved him hard, breaking the kiss. Josh was trying to recover his position but was met with a stinging slap from his former wife.
“Get. Out. Now.” she said coolly. Reva appeared detached and frigid. Inside she was inches from breaking down and burying herself in Joshua’s arms.
Josh was thoroughly dejected. He couldn’t even raise his eyes up off the floor. Humbled, Josh made his way to the front door trying to reconcile what just happened.
Meanwhile Reva sank to the floor openly wailing as her heart and soul tore into pieces.