Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Addicted ❯ Bringing on the Heart Ache ( Chapter 2 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
Once again, I do not own Naruto.
After almost a half hour, Kakashi came back in the room. Sakura sat at the edge of his bed, fully dressed and almost in tears. He sat beside her and wrapped an arm around her shoulders.
"Well, he's gone .." The young girl leaned forward, burying her face in her hands and started to cry.
"I'm awful .. I hate myself .." Kakashis hand roamed her back, trying his best to comfort her.
"Don't say things like that."
"But I am! And I do!" He slid on the floor to kneel before her, taking her hands in his. He kissed her fingers softly, shaking his head.
"This is all my fault, Sakura. I never should have let it get this far. I am the adult." She lifted her head, her sad green eyes meeting with his. "I never should have taken adv-"
"I could have said no. Don't blame this on yourself. I'm not a child." She wiped her nose with the back of her hand, tears still sliding freely down her cheeks. "I never even wanted Sasuke as much as I wanted you." She slid her arms around his neck and buried her face between his shoulder and neck. " I love you .."
"I love you too." He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her into his lap. As the girls arms tightened around his neck, he thought long and hard about his conversation with Naruto.
~~~~~
When he woke the next morning, the strawberry blonde was still fast asleep, cuddeled up close against him and he smiled. He wanted her in his life more than anything, but he had to consider his other students feelings as well. He tried convincing himself that her love for him was nothing more than a childhood crush. It was like what she felt for Sasuke. She was infatuated with how dangerous the relationship was. Right? She was at the age where she felt the need to rebel. Surley her parents wouldn't approve of her dating a man more than ten years older than her. And her sensei at that.
He sighed, running his free hand over his face. What was he going to do? He didn't want to ruin Sakura or Narutos lives, but he knew he couldn't live without her. 'Maybe it would be better to just break it off. If we are found out I will never see her again, but if we stop now, I can still watch and love her .. from a distance.' He shook his head, knowing that wouldn't work. While his mind and heart struggled with this issue, he failed to notice those innocent green eyes looking up to him.
"You alright?" She spoke softly, resting her chin on his chest.
"Uh, yeah, I'm fine. Just thinking about last night." She sat up and slid ontop of him. He was pulled from his thoughts, his eyes roaming over and admiring her perfect little body. "I wish I could give you up."
"I don't." She leaned in to place a soft kiss on his lips
"I don't understand why you want to waste time on an old man like me."
"You aren't old, and I'm not wasting my time." Her eyes locked onto his for a second, and then she slid off of him. "It's time to get up." She began to dress herself once again, and he watched. "Are you going to be on time today?"
"Maybe."
"I'll take that as a no." He let out a chuckle, then sat up.
"Give me a break, I had a hard night last night." She pulled her jeans up over her hips and buttoned them.
"What exactly is that supposed to mean?" She put her hands on her hips.
"You work me too hard." She shrugged, fastening her bra, then sliding her arms through the straps.
"Maybe I was wrong. Maybe you are getting old." She said playfully, then being jerked back onto the bed by one of her belt buckles.
"Hey, that's only okay when I say it." She wrapped her arms around his neck, and gave him a deep kiss. He layed her back down onto the bed and crawled ontop of her. Just as he was about to kiss her, he heard a loud knock on his door.
"What the fuck! That's the second time in the last two days!" He cursed whoever was behind the door, and threw on a pair of oversized sweatpants and of course his mask, then left to open the door.
"Oh, Naruto!"
"Kakashi sensei, I just wanted to say I'm sorry about last night." He scratched the back of his head. "I was kind of .. drunk."
"Kind of?"
"Kind of .. really drunk." He laughed nervously. "Anyway, I just wanted to apologize." Before he was able to finish, they heard a loud thud coming from his bedroom. "Woah Kakashi! Now I really am sorry, I didn't know you were "entertaining" last night." He let out a goofy giggle.
"Uh .. there isn't anyone here." Another loud thud.
"Aw come on! Let me see who it is!" Trying to peek his head into the small apartment, something caught his eye.
"Kakashi .. is that .." Naruto pushed pass the man without even thinking twice. "Is that .. Sakuras sweater?" He reached for the coat, not wanting to pick it up. Not wanting to face what seemed to be the horrible truth. He ran his fingers over the pink fabric, and put it to his nose, taking in the fruity smell. Sakuras smell. Against his own will, his eyes began to tear up.
"Naruto, it's not what you think." Kakashi said as calmly as he could, his heard pounding in his chest.
"She was here all night wasn't she?"
"Naruto .."
"Wasn't she?!" His hands tightened into fists, almost ripping the delicate fabric.
"Just calm down." He put a comforting hand on the boys shoulder only to have it smacked away.
"Don't you fucking touch me!" His turned, making his way towards what he knew was the bedroom. "Sakura! I know you are here!"
"Naruto, I told you-" He stopped midsentence when he heard the familiar creekiing of his bedroom door, and watched as his young lover stepped out. Feeling more guilty than ever, she lowered her head.
"We really need to talk, Naruto."
After almost a half hour, Kakashi came back in the room. Sakura sat at the edge of his bed, fully dressed and almost in tears. He sat beside her and wrapped an arm around her shoulders.
"Well, he's gone .." The young girl leaned forward, burying her face in her hands and started to cry.
"I'm awful .. I hate myself .." Kakashis hand roamed her back, trying his best to comfort her.
"Don't say things like that."
"But I am! And I do!" He slid on the floor to kneel before her, taking her hands in his. He kissed her fingers softly, shaking his head.
"This is all my fault, Sakura. I never should have let it get this far. I am the adult." She lifted her head, her sad green eyes meeting with his. "I never should have taken adv-"
"I could have said no. Don't blame this on yourself. I'm not a child." She wiped her nose with the back of her hand, tears still sliding freely down her cheeks. "I never even wanted Sasuke as much as I wanted you." She slid her arms around his neck and buried her face between his shoulder and neck. " I love you .."
"I love you too." He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her into his lap. As the girls arms tightened around his neck, he thought long and hard about his conversation with Naruto.
~~~~~
When he woke the next morning, the strawberry blonde was still fast asleep, cuddeled up close against him and he smiled. He wanted her in his life more than anything, but he had to consider his other students feelings as well. He tried convincing himself that her love for him was nothing more than a childhood crush. It was like what she felt for Sasuke. She was infatuated with how dangerous the relationship was. Right? She was at the age where she felt the need to rebel. Surley her parents wouldn't approve of her dating a man more than ten years older than her. And her sensei at that.
He sighed, running his free hand over his face. What was he going to do? He didn't want to ruin Sakura or Narutos lives, but he knew he couldn't live without her. 'Maybe it would be better to just break it off. If we are found out I will never see her again, but if we stop now, I can still watch and love her .. from a distance.' He shook his head, knowing that wouldn't work. While his mind and heart struggled with this issue, he failed to notice those innocent green eyes looking up to him.
"You alright?" She spoke softly, resting her chin on his chest.
"Uh, yeah, I'm fine. Just thinking about last night." She sat up and slid ontop of him. He was pulled from his thoughts, his eyes roaming over and admiring her perfect little body. "I wish I could give you up."
"I don't." She leaned in to place a soft kiss on his lips
"I don't understand why you want to waste time on an old man like me."
"You aren't old, and I'm not wasting my time." Her eyes locked onto his for a second, and then she slid off of him. "It's time to get up." She began to dress herself once again, and he watched. "Are you going to be on time today?"
"Maybe."
"I'll take that as a no." He let out a chuckle, then sat up.
"Give me a break, I had a hard night last night." She pulled her jeans up over her hips and buttoned them.
"What exactly is that supposed to mean?" She put her hands on her hips.
"You work me too hard." She shrugged, fastening her bra, then sliding her arms through the straps.
"Maybe I was wrong. Maybe you are getting old." She said playfully, then being jerked back onto the bed by one of her belt buckles.
"Hey, that's only okay when I say it." She wrapped her arms around his neck, and gave him a deep kiss. He layed her back down onto the bed and crawled ontop of her. Just as he was about to kiss her, he heard a loud knock on his door.
"What the fuck! That's the second time in the last two days!" He cursed whoever was behind the door, and threw on a pair of oversized sweatpants and of course his mask, then left to open the door.
"Oh, Naruto!"
"Kakashi sensei, I just wanted to say I'm sorry about last night." He scratched the back of his head. "I was kind of .. drunk."
"Kind of?"
"Kind of .. really drunk." He laughed nervously. "Anyway, I just wanted to apologize." Before he was able to finish, they heard a loud thud coming from his bedroom. "Woah Kakashi! Now I really am sorry, I didn't know you were "entertaining" last night." He let out a goofy giggle.
"Uh .. there isn't anyone here." Another loud thud.
"Aw come on! Let me see who it is!" Trying to peek his head into the small apartment, something caught his eye.
"Kakashi .. is that .." Naruto pushed pass the man without even thinking twice. "Is that .. Sakuras sweater?" He reached for the coat, not wanting to pick it up. Not wanting to face what seemed to be the horrible truth. He ran his fingers over the pink fabric, and put it to his nose, taking in the fruity smell. Sakuras smell. Against his own will, his eyes began to tear up.
"Naruto, it's not what you think." Kakashi said as calmly as he could, his heard pounding in his chest.
"She was here all night wasn't she?"
"Naruto .."
"Wasn't she?!" His hands tightened into fists, almost ripping the delicate fabric.
"Just calm down." He put a comforting hand on the boys shoulder only to have it smacked away.
"Don't you fucking touch me!" His turned, making his way towards what he knew was the bedroom. "Sakura! I know you are here!"
"Naruto, I told you-" He stopped midsentence when he heard the familiar creekiing of his bedroom door, and watched as his young lover stepped out. Feeling more guilty than ever, she lowered her head.
"We really need to talk, Naruto."