Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Ashiteru ❯ Look At Me ( Chapter 3 )

Aishiteru

A Sasuke x Naruto fanfic

With a bit of ItaDei

 

Chapter Three: Look At Me

 

“I still don't get it.”

 

I sigh. You look like you don't get it.

 

It's almost an hour after school's been let out. The sun's almost setting, you know. I bet everyone's gone. Even Itachi and Deidara left. Said something about Deidara sleeping over. They're probably in Itachi's room, making out or something.

 

It's not that I don't want to be with you. It's just that I'm feeling so uncomfortable. I don't want to do something stupid.

 

I look down at my notes and read out the same line I've been reading for the past 15 minutes.

 

“An expression is the act of expressing: showing feelings, opinions, etc. by words or actions. For example; 'An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth' is an expression used to convey feelings of revenge, or giving/taking an equal amount of something.”

 

I look from my binder to you.

 

“What part is confusing to you?”

 

You scrunch up your face for a moment. Then your it goes totally blank. I want to smile. You're so adorable.

 

“Everything. I mean, what's the good that comes out of the whole `eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth' thing anyway? English is sucha screwy language.”

 

You frown.

 

“I mean, in the end all that's left over is a whole bunch of toothless blind people.”

 

I laugh. You grin too.

 

You look sheepishly at your own notes. They're messy. And wrinkled.

 

“Hey, can I just borrow your notes? I'll copy them tonight and you'll get them back tomorrow.”

 

I close my book suddenly. I shove it into my bag.

 

“Um…no, it's alright. I'll photocopy it and give it to you.”

 

You look confused for a moment. Then you grin and nod. “Okay.”

 

I think I'm heating up again. I've been so lightheaded throughout this whole lesson, its hard to even think straight.

 

Something drops out of my bag.

 

I blink and look down on the floor. I seethe box of candies on the ground that Deidara had given to me on the rooftop.

 

You tilt your head as you reach for the box on the ground. I feel myself flush again as you read the label on the side.

 

I swear. It's not mine.

 

But you're grinning now.

 

“Ano, Sasuke, can I have this??”

 

I blink. “You want it?”

 

You nod wildly. It's…adorable how hyper you always are.

 

“Yaa~!! Jiraiya never lets me buy candies. Says it's a waste of money since I always finish the whole box in less than fifteen minutes.”

 

You look to me again, big blue eyes turned upwards. Oh. God. If I didn't have a conscience, I'd ravish you right now.

 

“…You can have it.”

 

Fuck.

 

You're popping the box open now. Slip a few candies between your lips. For some reason, I feel like I'm looking at porn.

 

Once again. Fuck.

 

dididididididiiii didididididiiiiii

 

You yank out a cell phone. Flip it open.

 

“Eh?”

Silence. There's yelling at the other end.

 

“GOSH, YOU PERV, JUST SHUT UP A MOMENT ALREADY, `KAY? I'LL BE THERE IN A MINUTE!!”

 

You huff and snap the phone shut. You're shoving your already wrinkled papers back into your bag, snatching your jacket too.

 

Blue eyes look back at me. I blush again.

 

You grin again as you make it to the door.

 

“Sorry Sasuke, Jiraiya needs me to make dinner. Tell me when the next lesson is on Monday!!”

 

“Yeah…See ya….”

He's gone before I even finish.

 

I sigh. I finish up putting my books away in a few minutes. I look at my watch.

 

It must be dark outside.

 

I step outside.

 

I think someone's watching me. But when I look around, I don't see anyone. Still. That feeling won't go away.

 

But everything's better as soon as I step into Itachi's apartment.

 

…not really though.

 

“Oto -hic- Otouto-kun!!” Deidara shrieked. He stumbled over to me, but tripped on some shoes. He fell on top of me too. I smell alcohol.

 

Itachi's on the other side of the small living room. But he's not like he usually is. He's hugging our lamp. Talking to it.

 

They're drunk.

 

“Sas -hic- Sasuke…” He lets go of the lamp. It lands on the sofa. He's stumbling over to me too. But he trips on Deidara's leg. And bumps into me. I'm gonna fall soon, with two seventeen year old drunks on me.

 

“Hahahaha, Sasuke…guess what?!?!?” Deidara giggles, cheeks flushed.

 

“…What.”

 

I'm just trying to get them distracted enough so I can toss them into Itachi's room.

 

I need to study.

 

Deidara giggles again, hiccupping too.

 

“I WAS BORN A WOMAN!!”

 

He starts cackling with laughter. Itachi looks at him with his mouth wide. Then they both crack up.

 

“Ughhh, guys…why did you pick tonight to get drunk??”

 

I shove the two loads into Itachi's room. I close the door too, and your yells became muffled.

 

I run a hand through my hair while I yank off my school uniform.

 

 

 

 

 

This was going to be a long night.

 

 

 

 

 

Ack. This was the hardest chapter to write. Really.

 

>w< But everyone likes the fikku so much!! So I didn't want to keep you guys waiting for too long.

 

*sigh*

 

Forgive the drunken Itachi/Deidara-ness.