Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Beautiful ❯ Beautiful ( One-Shot )

This is a companion piece to my story set that is now officially called 'Of the Sun and Stars' trilogy (Only the Moon Knows, Strong As the Sun, When Stars Speak).
This takes place before the first of said trilogy. I can't really call it a prequel, especially since I recommend reading this after 'Of the Sun and Stars'.

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Beautiful

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I don't know what possessed me to sneak in like some common thief.
I don't even know why I'm in this part of the village…except to watch you sleep.

I've been doing that a lot lately. When I can't lie in bed.
When my demons threaten to catch me.

When it feels like I'll go crazy if I don't see you.

It's pathetic, but watching you helps calm the storm inside me.
But that doesn't explain why I snuck in here.
You should lock your doors and windows, dobe.

You're resting peacefully in the darkness.
The only light is a sliver of moonlight that sneaks in through your open window.
It's more than enough to drink in the sight of what's in front of me.

I sit on the edge of the bed, careful not to wake you.
You look so innocent…peaceful.

Breathtaking.

I want to see more. It won't hurt just to see.
With great care, I pull away the thin blanket covering your slender form.

You still wear full pajamas to bed. How cute.

You mumble something incoherent before shifting; your top riding up to reveal a ribbon of smooth skin.
I've seen you topless before, but this is…different.
This makes my heart beat faster, makes my breath heavier.

I can't stop myself from reaching out, from caressing your face, thumbing over those whiskers.
You shiver and press into my hand.

It's the last straw.

I've seen the way you look at me.
The way you move when you know I'm around.
You want me.
You don't know it, but you want me.
And I want you.

NOW.

I can barely restrain myself enough not to tear your shirt off, instead taking the time to unbutton and push it over your shoulders. Your skin is soft…I wasn't expecting that. It feels tougher when we spar.

Your lips open from my touch.
So tempting.
Only a fool could resist.

You still taste like miso.

Your hands are on my shoulders, pushing me away. I flash my eyes open to meet your brilliant orbs of stunning blue.

"Sasuke?!"

I kiss you again without saying anything.

You say no but don't resist.
You cry my name again and again, making my blood boil like magma under my skin.
I can clearly feel where your nails dig into my back as you pull me closer.

But I need more.

"Don't! I-!"
"Shh…"

It's all right.
I've never done this before either.

I cut off your cry with more kisses.
It's amazing.
So hot.
So tight.

I can't hold back.
My hips slam into you over and over. My efforts only increasing with every sweet sound you make.

It ends too soon.

I hold you as you tremble from the aftermath.
I breathe in your scent.
I rub your back to soothe you until you drift off to sleep.

It's quiet except for our soft breathing.
The moon hangs low in the sky, casting its light into the room.
For a while I watch you, caressing your face still sticky from sweat.

You pull away.

I gasp. There's a pain in my chest.
What's this feeling…?
Guilt?
Yes…guilt.

I forced myself on you.
I ignored your protests. I had no right.
Even though your body asked for more, you never gave me consent.

I'm disgusting.

Dammit! How could I?!

I untangle myself from the sheets and dress quickly.
I don't want to see you when you wake.
To see disgust and betrayal in your eyes.

How could I?
How could I?
How COULD I?

But I know…
The reason why I came tonight.
The reason why I couldn't hold back.

You're beautiful when you sleep.