Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Blood, sweat, and tears ❯ What I never told you ( Chapter 8 )

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Rating: R

 

 

 

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Chapter 8: What I never told you

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Iruka ran into his room, slamming the door behind him so hard the paintings trembled on the silk - hung walls. He walked across the rich white carpet to the king sized bed and fell onto it. He layed there, with his hands behind his head, trying to figure out what just happened. He hadn't meant to scream at Kakashi like that, but he couldn't help himself. Something inside of him just seemed to snap, and he lost it. Sure, he wanted Kakashi, but being in love was just to much trouble, and their was a lot more pain then pleasure. Well...from his experience at least.

 

He didn't know what to do and he was confused beyound all reason. '*Sigh* What am I going to do now?'

 

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Sasuke watched as Naruto's breathing slowly began to improve while he slept.

Amadare placed a hand on the blonds forehead, "His fever's going down. I think it best if we wake him up so that he can eat a light meal. It may even make his fever go down completly."

Sasuke shook the sleeping boy gently, "Hey, Naruto....wake up."

Slowly he opened his eyes, "Huh? Wh - what?" He looked slighty dazed and confused for a short moment.

"You have to get up. Amadare wants you to eat something."

"I'm not really hungry."

 

"You have to," Amadare insisted. "Unless you get better by dinner time, you won't be able to enjoy the great feast Sakura helped prepare. It includes all of your favorite foods."

"Sakura?" He sighed. "No way. She hates me, remember?"

Amadare sat next to him, "No she dosen't sweetie. When people are mad, they say things they don't mean."

Sasuke snorted, "Didn't she say she wanted him dead? I think she knew exactly what she was saying."

She shot him a dirty look before smiling at Naruto, "Don't pay Sasuke any mind. He dosen't know what he's talking about, and if he knows whats good for him, he'll shut up before I break his other arm, and both his legs." She said this while maintaining a sweet smile and soft voice, which made them even more nervous.

 

Sasuke gulped loudly, "I meant to say....nevermind." Amadare could be creepy at times.

"Good boy. Silence is a virtue that saves the lives of many. Naruto, will you eat something?"

He nodded, "Okay."

"Good. I'll go get you something."

 

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By night fall(6:00pm), everyone sat in the loungeing area together, each telling of their own experience of their battle.

"Mother almost killed me!" Kagayoku told them. "She nearly cut me in two! I ducked just in time."

"Hah!" Amadare laughed from her spot, sitting in Kagayoku's lap with her head on the older girls shoulder, "Your shuriken nearly cut my head off! Not once, not twice, but six times!"

She smiled, "Koi, I told you that thing had a mind of it's own."

"Yeah, well I almost got caught in the middle of little Hato's chain sythe," Kakashi remembered.

Hato giggled, "I was only trying to keep you on you toe's!"

"Yeah, by trying to cut open my neck."

 

"I thought I was going to get eaten by those awful things," Amadare cringed. Ame, who sat on one side of the couch while Alecto sat on the other, nuzzled her face, "And then Ame saved me just in time. Didn't you girl?" She rubbed Ame's head gently.

Daiya smiled, "If it wasn't for Naruto, we probably would still be fighting."

Naruto, who's fever had gone down completly and breathing was normal, laughed, "It wasn't just me. It was Kyuubi as well."

"Well, he helped us through you."

"If it wasn't for my stupidity, Naruto wouldn't have gotten hurt at all," Sasuke said.

"Amen!" Amadare said clapping her hands. "Preach it brother Sasuke, preach it!" The others gave her a look, "What? It was his fault!"

Naruto shook his head, "It wasn't your fault. And I wasn't hurt, I was only weakened."

 

"But still. I know you. If Kyuubi hadn't intervined you would have tried to attack her anyway and she would have hurt you badly...possibly killed you." He trembled at the thought.

"Preach it like you mean it!" Amadare said.

"Naruto's stronger than that!," Hato said. She liked Naruto better than the other guest.

Naruto smiled at her, "Thank you Hato."

Sasuke still felt slighty responsible, "But what if - "

"Forget about it," Naruto held his hand, "I should feel bad. If I had acted sooner, you wouldn't have four fractured ribs and a broken arm."

Sakura snorted, "Sasuke could have done it on his own. Remember all the times he has saved us?"

"Remember all the times he saved you?" Sasuke retorted bitterly.

"As long as we're all alive, thats what matters," Amadare said. "When is dinner going to be ready?" He stomach growled loud enough for all of them to hear.

Daiya looked at the grandfather clock next to the fireplace, "Another two or three hours."

"Oh poopie! Well, I'm going to my room. Maybe I'll sleep or read or - " Kagayoku nipped her ear and whispered something to her, "Yeah, I think I'm going to my room." She and Kagayoku raced up the stairs.

Daiya smiled, "To be young and in love."

 

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Sasuke and Naruto had also gone upstairs to Sasuke's room. Naruto layed on the freshly made bed and Sasuke did the same.

"Be careful not to lay on your arm," Naruto warned him. "And don't move so much, you'll hurt your ribs."

"I'm only laying on the bed. But since we will be waiting for two hours, why don't we - "

Naruto stood up and moved away, "No! No way! You're hurt! There's no way we are going to do that!"

"But Naruto - "

"No buts!"

 

"Come on, koi. I won't irritate my arm, or my ribs."

"Yes you will, so no!"

Sasuke walked over to him, "I have an idea," He pulled Naruto towards the bed, sat him down and whispered, "You could sit on me. I wouldn't even have to move. My injuries will be fine, and you could come, over and over again, as many times as you wish."

Naruto closed his eyes, getting tempted by the delightful offer but he resisted, "No! I don't want you to damage anything further. No. Thats final." Naruto foldehis arms over his chest and raised his head slightly in victory.

 

But Sasuke wasn't about to give up so easily. He sat next to him and nipped his ear, "But think of how good it feels when I fill you, how your body quivers and trembles, when the ache between your legs dissolves through your body like liquid ecstasy. How you always scream my name at the end." He placed his hand between Naruto's legs, agaisn't his evident arousal, to prove him point.

"Sasuke....I just don't think - " He couldn't even finish his sentece. He was torn between doing what he thought was right and what Sasuke wanted. "No. A ninja is supposed to be able to resist temptation and - "

"There are only two types of temptation. Bad temptation and sexual temptation."

 

"You just aren't going to stop are you?" He said, trying to blame Sasuke for his giving in.

"It's to late. As hard as I am, I could fill you with rivers of come."

"Of all the people I could have fallen in love with, I fell for a hentai," He said playfully.

"A damn good one," He kissed Naruto's neck. "What do you say?"

No longer to resist any longer he smiled, "If I say yes, you have to stay still.."

"I will."

Naruto helped Sasuke out of his shirt, being careful not to hurt his splintered arm. He looked at his bandaged torso, "Are you sure - "

"Positive."

 

He smiled as he slowly and teasingly removed Sasuke's shorts, and boxers. "You weren't kidding about how hard you were." He said. Sasuke's length lay flat agaisn't his belly, pulsing veins feeding his arousal, streching it.

He pulled of Naruto's shirt, "See what you do to me?"

Naruto quickly discarded his own pants and tried to glare at Sasuke, "I swear you'll pay for this one day." He promised, rising to his knees, as his body reacted traitorously to Sasuke's size.

"It'll be well worth the price," He said, holding out his hand to help steady Naruto as the blond moved over him. "Well, worth the price." He urged Naruto up onto his knees, guiding him into place, his thumb holding his erection upright. Gently, Sasuke forced his erection into the blond, as Naruto slid down.

"Not so fast," Sasuke warned. Naruto only moaned as an answer. He'd get Sasuke back for this one day.

 

Just not now, not today.

 

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"Hello Daiya," Iruka said as he walked back into the loungeing area. "You wouldn't have seen Kakashi by any chance, have you?"

"No, I believe him to be in his bedchamber. You are feeling better, I daresay?"

He took a seat on the couch across from her, "Much, thank you."

"Is there anything you would like?"

"...Well...you wouldn't happen to have anything that contains large amounts of alcohol would you?" He laughed slighty and was surprised to see her stand up and walk over to a large oak cabinet next to the grandfather clock.

She opened it up, "What would you like?"

"......" He was only kidding, but since she was asking...."I don't normally drink, but I've always wanted to try a cosmopolitan. The guys at my office guzzle those things like holy water."

She smiled, "Coming right up."

 

Sitting down, she handed him the crystal glass and smiled, "Now, tell me what troubles you."

"Huh?"

"Something is obviously bothering you. It seems every time you and Kakashi end up alone together, on of you ends up acting...strange.

He took a sip of his drink and sighed, "It's nothing serious. As a matter of fact, it's quite childish. It's nothing to get to overwhelmed about."

"You love him, do you not?"

His eyes widdened and his mouth dropped, "I - I - Of course not! I mean - No - You see it's - "

"You don't have to admit it. I can tell. With great age, comes great wisdom.

Cocking his head, he looked at her. She didn't look a day over thirty or even younger, "If you don't mind my asking, exactly how old are you?" He sipped his drink.

"I'll be fifty in three months."

 

Iruka spat out his drink, nearly chocking in the process, "But...when...how...what?!"

"Mystics, we stop ageing after the age of thirty. The DNA of a Mystic is missing a link that allows the ageing process to continue after that age. The normal life expectancy of our land is about one hundred and forty. Our bodies do not decompose either. Pretty odd wouldn't you say?"

"......" He blinked a few times, processing the infomation. "Um...Forgive me if I sound to...disrespectful, but..."

"I already know. I come from a very strange race of people. Now back to the more pressing matter at hand, what is going on between you and Kakashi?"

He sighed, "I guess...I think I'm just....confused. I'm so, terribly confused, and it gets even worse with each encounter. One minute, I want to give him a chance, the next, I want to cut off his head and place it on a golden plate. I want to believe, that if I gave him a chance, he won't hurt me like....the other one did." He shivered, thinking about his ex - lover. He had been an elite ninja just like Kakashi, but he turned out to be a ruthless bastard.

 

"What did he do to you that was horrible enough to make you so afraid of love?"

"A lot. He had a problem of keeping his hands to himself..."

"So you mean, he was abusive?"

"Very. And he...well I don't really want to get into it. I really thought he cared."

"Thought who cared?" Daiya and Iruka turned around to see Kakashi standing at the foot of the stairs. Both his mask and his headband in place.

"Kakashi! What are you - " Iruka hopped agasin't hope that he hadn't herd anything.

"I just got here. I was looking for Sakura to see if she decided to forgive Naruto. She told me that she would never forgive worthless trash like that. Oh, and that she still loved Sasuke, and he will be hers. Bitch is crazy if you ask me."

Iruka stood up, wanting to kick down the whore's door, and rip off her neck. He took a few deep breaths and headed to the grand kitchen. He really needed something to calm him down.

 

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Iruka walked into the kitchen and sighed. He had never felt so stressed out in all his life. Pulling out the ribbon that held together his high ponytail, he ran his fingers through his shoulder length hair. Grabbing a few strands a bringing it to his face he looked at it, 'About time for another cut I suppose. I definatly have to wash it tonight.' He smiled and streched. After a nice cup of tea and a hot shower, he was sure he'd at least feel a little better. He looked through the many cabinets, searching for a simple, old fashioned tea pot, but all he could find was intricately designed, and expensive looking ones. Feeling frustrated, he thought about skipping the tea and getting right to the shower when Kakashi walked in, "Daiya said use whatever pot you like. And there are china cups in the third cabinet to the left. She said choose any color."

 

He flashed his trademark smile, "Thank you. Since you're here...would you like a cup?"

Shrugging he took a seat at one of the islands in the middle of the room, "Sure. Um...Iruka."

Iruka set a water filled pot onto the lit stove, "Yes?"

"...I heard what you and Daiya were talking about. Not all of it, just the part about 'the other one'"

Slamming the pot down angrily, he turned to face Kakashi, "So you're saying you were listening in on us?!" His hands were balled up into fist while his hair shook as he trembled with anger.

"No, no, nothing like that! I just overheard. I swear to you it wasn't on purpose."

He looked down, "So...what do you know?"

"He was a bastard. He didn't treat you the way you deserved to be treated."

He snorted as he retrieved the cups, "And what way is that?"

"With dignity, and respect. Love and kindness."

"Well, let me be the first to tell you, he made absolutely sure that I understood men like that didn't exist."

"Thats not true. Sometimes the hardest thing to find, is right underneath your nose. Tell me, what did he do to you?"

Iruka froze, his back turned to Kakashi while he looked at the heated water, as a few memories began to play themselves over in his mind, "....I remember my first time. It wasn't at all like I thought it would be. Probably because I wasn't ready. But he was, and told me it didn't matter. That was the first time I was raped. It sure as hell wasn't the last. He claimed to be so much in love with me. Always telling me how there could never be another person in his life as important as me. And yet....it never occured to me that if he really loved me....truly loved me like he said....I wouldn't go to bed every night with another bruise, another injury. He always reminded me that I was worth absolutely nothing. And I believed him. I believed every word."

 

Kakashi sat there, still as stone. Trying to make sure he had heard right. "Why...why didn't you leave before it got so..."

Iruka chuckled darkly. He walked toward the stunned ninja, removed his vest, and lifted up his shirt, exposing a long scar that started at his navel, went up to his to chest, and then back down halfway, "This is what happened the first time I threatened to leave. He did this and left me for dead. Then came back and apologized."

Kakashi gasped and touched the scar lightly, to make sure it was really there. Not wanting to believe any had done this to Iruka. His Iruka. "My god....what did he do to you?" He pulled the brunett closer, and Iruka watched as the elite placed delicate little kisses over the bottom half of the scar. He felt cold hands go up his shirt and caress his back gently.

Iruka pulled away, "Kakashi...." He didn't know what to say, so he walked back to the stove and looked at the boiling water.

 

Kakashi walked up behind him, and wrapped his arms around the chunin waist, "Never," He whispered. "Never would I do anything to ever hurt you. And never will I let anyone else do anything to hurt you."

Unable to stop himself, he placed his hands over the ones at his waist, "....You know, he said the same thing. And I fell for it. I fell for him. And it cost me so much."

He ran his hands up Iruka's shirt, letting his fingers touch the now familiar scar, "I'm nothing like him."

Pushing agaisn't the warmth of the body agaisn't his, he sighed, "I want to believe it...I really do...but it's much harder that you think." He raised his hand up, and pulled down the ninja's mask, letting his hand brush over the petal soft lips. "Maybe...I am as weak as he thought. Maybe - "

Kakashi brought a finger to the brunett's lips, quieting him, "Shhh. That's not true and you know it as well as I do."

Iruka took the finger into his mouth, swirling his toungue around it slowly, and the copy - nin let him. Soon, he slid his finger out of the chunins mouth, glideing the wet finger down the brunetts chin, neck and chest.

 

Iruka raised an arm up and wrapped it around Kakashi's neck. Taking this as a sign, the elite leaned down, letting his lips press firmly agaisn't the others. Iruka would have given anything to just be able to get past his fear, and pain, and love Kakashi. He poured his emotions into the heated kiss. All his fear, anxiety, sadness, and Kakashi accepted them all. Each one. He pulled back only slightly. Just enough to see the pale haired man, "I'm sorry....I just don't deserve you. And....you deserve so much better than me." Pulling out of Kakashi's comforting grasp, he held the tears in his eyes, giving the elite one final saddened look before walking away. Had he stayed a little longer, he would have seen the single tear fall down Kakashi's cheek.