Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Breaking the Habit ❯ Chapter 15: So I�m Breaking the Habit ( Chapter 15 )

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Title: Breaking the Habit
Author: DeityOfDeath
Archive: Yes please...
Pairings: Naruto/Sasuke, Naruto/Itachi
Category: Drama, romance, slash, yaoi, Smut, Mpreg
rating: NC-17/R
Spoilers: Most likely.
Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Rape, Non-con, Mpreg, Angst SPOILERS!!!!!!

Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Naruto or its chars. They are property of major companies.

Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction! Enjoy and please review!

The chapter titles are lyrics from the song "Breaking the Habit" by Linkin Park.

Breaking the Habit

Chapter 15: So I'm Breaking the Habit

I found myself a slave to housework when Sasuke was away; whether on missions or doing reports, and I couldn't and can't say that I find it unsatisfying or deplorable…just different. My son usually occupies most of my time and it's only when he wears himself out and naps that I can truly get housework done.

I continue my study of ninjutsu as well as the physical training in rather interesting ways and have even managed to continue using my cloning technique; which does come in handy when dinner is late; the little is in one need of entertaining, and at least two or more rooms in the house need cleaning.

Our lives haven't been peaceful, or at least not the serene life I paint, no quite the opposite. War is in the air as Akatsuki makes their name the on everyone's thoughts and lips. Lady Tsunade has become ill these past few months and it has the village on edge. The time of a Hokage isn't always short but it is not a job one pursues without knowing the repercussions. The strain of past battles and incidents is wearing, no matter how strong the person or their mental state.

It has been decided by all to call a meeting of the Kage's of the various nations with an intermediary. I pretend to be an idiot when it comes to the intricacies of state and diplomacy of our ninja society but I'm anything but…I have to know if I'm to one day be Hokage. Just saying…

It was a sunny day in September, just a few weeks after Kizuna's second birthday when I had a knock at the door.

“Door! Door!”

“Yes Kizuna it's the door; COMING,” I called out as I turned away from Kizuna and his blocks and headed for the door.

I peered through the peep hole and found an unusual group of 3 starring at the door as if willing it open. I blinked and opened the door and stood to the side. It took them a moment; they seemed to be standing there almost depressed or worried.

“Come on in Kakashi Sensei, Yamato Sensei, Shikamaru. What brings you call here,” I asked as I closed the door and made my way back over to Kizuna who sat playing with his word blocks; his black bangs covering his face just like Sasuke's did when he was younger, his eyes a bright blue lit with curiosity like my own.

“We have news and it's best if you sit down,” said Shikamaru.

It was as if there were an elephant in the room they were about to cut the reins on. Tension that hadn't been there before suddenly filled the room and left me without breath, my heart a hammer in my chest.

“Wh…why should I sit, what happened,” I asked as I turned me head so that I could look each in the face in turn.

“Stop being so quiet, you're freaking me out, did something happen to Sasuke? DID IT!?”

It was then that I watched as Kakashi Sensei walk over to Kizuna and kneel down, “How about we take a walk Kizuna-chan?”

I watched as Kizuna nodded and took Kakashi Sensei's hand and they left the room, Kizuna babbling about places to go. When they had left the room I turned to look both Shikamaru and Yamato Sensei in the eye

“What happened,” I asked as I pushed all emotions from my voice and body.

“Sasuke was sent on a mission with a few other Anbu to investigate Akatsuk…we found his teammates deceased in their last reported location a two weeks ago. We didn't want to worry you, this isn't the first time Sasuke's run into trouble on a mission so we sent out the usual teams and this time they came back with a bit of a tall tale…one involving Sasuke attacking other villages, wearing the Akatsuki robes,” said Shikamaru with no emotion, simply giving the facts.

“But…why…,” my voice sounded so foreign…so lost…so…dead.

“That we don't know…but our sources say he isn't being controlled,” panned Shikamaru.

I slumped to the floor and looked up at them hoping for some good news; some punch line saying it was all a joke, hoping for once that it was April first.

“Lady Tsunade wanted us to warn you and also inform you that you are to pack a few essentials for you and Kizuna and come to Hokage tower,” said Yamato Sensei.

I looked up at them silently questioning, silently asking for a reason why.

“You are one of two last jinchuriki and if Sasuke has really joined Akatsuki then you and your son will be targets. We have been told to take you to the tower,” responded Shikamaru with an almost look of pity.

I nodded and stood and turned away from them without as much as a word. I made my way to the room I had shared with the man I loved, the man who held my heart prisoner for all the years I've known him, the man who had become a father my son and his nephew. What had happened? What made him leave us; leave me, and join the enemy?

I found a large duffle bag and began to stuff it with a few pairs of clothes and as I shut the dresser drawer the many picture frames that sat atop it rattled. I looked up and gazed at them all, my chest tight and eyes warm.

My favorite picture of team 7; we look so young, not innocent…just young.

Photo's of me carrying Kizuna and then a few of Kizuna and my favorite recent photo of Sasuke, Kizuna and I all covered in birthday streamers and colorful paper from poppers; Kizuna sitting atop Sasuke's shoulders and me leaning against Sasuke's back, all of us wearing stupid pointed party hats. I turned away and swallowed, not allowing the tears to fall.

I wasn't going to cry over this, especially not until I knew why.

I had done enough crying; now it was time to start fighting back.

I entered Kizuna's room and filled the rest of the duffle bag with a few of his favorite outfits, toys, his favorite stuffed doggy Sasuke had bought him after his birth and lastly…a photo of Sasuke standing behind me while I hugged Kizuna to my chest while he faced the camera, a big grin covering his innocent face.

I zipped the bag closed and threw it over my shoulder and made my way back out to the living room where Shikamaru and Yamato Sensei waited silently for me.

“Kakashi Sensei will meet us there,” said Shikamaru.

“Let's not keep them waiting,” I said as I walked out the door and didn't bother looking back.

To Be Continued….

Sorry, short chapter but at least the stories moving again. Damn my achy hands. Enjoy and hopefully it won't be too long before I update again.

Kat