Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Breaking the Habit ❯ Chapter 17: Clutching My Cure ( Chapter 17 )

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Title: Breaking the Habit
Author: DeityOfDeath
Archive: Yes please...
Pairings: Naruto/Sasuke, Naruto/Itachi
Category: Drama, romance, slash, yaoi, Smut, Mpreg
rating: NC-17/R
Spoilers: Most likely.
Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Rape, Non-con, Mpreg, Angst SPOILERS!!!!!!

Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Naruto or its chars. They are property of major companies.

Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction! Enjoy and please review!

The chapter titles are lyrics from the song "Breaking the Habit" by Linkin Park.

Breaking the Habit

Chapter 17: Clutching My Cure

Grin and bear it. That had always been something I was good at no matter the situation, time or place. I was good at putting on my big goofy grin and making it seem like everything was okay and always would be. Maybe that made me seem like the idiot everyone always thought I was. I had even heard others say ignorance was bliss where I was concerned. If only such a thing were true.

It seemed like those who commented were the ignorant ones. I suppose that was how it was supposed to be. Others worked hard so that the peaceful ignorance could be achieved.

The perverted hermit, the Great Jiraiya himself had fallen victim to Akatsuki. I went into a dark place that not even my son could pull me from. If it hadn't been for all my friends I don't think I could have overcome his death so quickly. Sakura and her parents had kindly looked after Kizuna while I tried to get over the death of the man who I had considered my grandfather. I was helped mainly by Iruka Sensei who always had kind and harsh words alike as well as actions and Shikamaru who; with his partners Ino and Choji, had overcome his own mentors death and had even gotten his revenge.

I was able to help the old sage toad, Shikamaru and the code officials crack a secret code Jiraiya sensei had left us and in doing so we now had valuable information on the members of Akatsuki.

Pregnant or not I was offered the chance to get the same training the perverted hermit had received and I was not going to turn down the offer.

I had found myself training and waiting for a sign of what was to come, staying in the Hokage tower where I would be safe with Kizuna and yet I felt anything but. The future was changing so quickly and I was more uncertain of it now than I ever had been when I was younger. I could sit and worry for my future and for that of my son Kizuna and the unknown child I now carry or I could do something about it so I chose the latter. I trained with Yamato and Kakashi and on the occasion that I would train with the Sage Frogs. It was harder to train with them but sometimes I needed the extra work and tough training to center my concentration.

I wasn't allowed to train long because of my new condition but any training I could get was a nice stress reliever. I was amused by Kizuna's stubbornness in leaving my side and more often than not he sat in on training sessions, learning the basics. I was proud and I'm sure Sasuke would be too. He had the Uchiha tenacity. His second birthday came and we celebrated it in grand fashion with many village youngsters and his many Aunts and Uncles in attendance.

It was a month after Kizuna's birthday when I had all but finished my sage training when a panicked toad arrived announcing that the village was being attacked. I left Kizuna in the care of some of the frogs in their village and left to go into battle.

I arrived in a torn and ravaged place that I could no longer recognize. It took me a moment to realize that the piles of debris and rubble were none other than the homes and businesses of Konoha. It angered me as I faced off against the almost Uchiha eyed individuals in front of me. It was a hard battle that ended finally