Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Broken ❯ his ( Chapter 19 )
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By: blackarora 
His anti drug
Anime/Manga: Naruto Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Psychological / Hentai / Action | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 08.25.2005 | Updated On: 02.27.2006 | Pages: 6 | Words: 7.7K | Visits: 1.8K | Status: Completed
His anti drug
Anime/Manga: Naruto Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Psychological / Hentai / Action | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 08.25.2005 | Updated On: 02.27.2006 | Pages: 6 | Words: 7.7K | Visits: 1.8K | Status: Completed
19
His.
I do not own it.
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Naruto numbly watched as Gai, Shino and Neji held Sasuke down to prevent him from hurting himself during the seizure. Slowly the sporadically jerking muscles stopped and Sasuke lay gasping, limply on the floor. Neji felt Sasukes pulse and poked him in the chest. Feeling the pulse again he swore and poked Sasukes chest three times in rapid succession.
“Damn it, his hearts slowing down and juken is not working. That fucking shit scrambled his chakra.”
Gai picked up the dark haired teen and was about to jump out the window to race to the hospital but Sasuke gave an involuntary jerk followed by another.
“He’s having another seizure.”
Gai set Sasuke back on the floor just as the seizure went in to full force. Sasuke clamped his jaw shut and when he started to gag they pride it open and put the kunai handle back in. This one was lasting longer and Neji had a hand to Sasuke’s throat as the others held the convulsing body down.
“Gai we have to get him to the hospital quickly. His heart can not take much more of this.”
Just then Sasuke gave a violent lurch knocking Shino down and slamming his shoulder in to the wall.
“We can’t transport him like this.”
“We have to, his heart is damn near stopped, his breathing too.”
The world was moving in slow motion for Naruto. Neji’s words cut through him and carved themselves in to his brain.
‘Sasuke’s heart was stopping. He was not breathing. Sasuke was dying. There is no evil snake for me to beat to save him. There is nothing I can do to save him.’
It was worse than any torture he had gone through, standing there knowing that there was no way for him to fix this. That Sasuke was dying and he could do nothing but watch. He was still shaking from the panic the doctors presence had incurred and this was just to much for his battered psyche to handle.
Sasuke was dying, laying on the floor in front of him convulsing so hard his heart muscles were affected. The thought of not having Sasuke there with him was overwhelming. No dark warm form to hold him and make it better. No Sasuke to fight with or give him courage to keep going no matter how horrible it was. He needed Sasuke. He did not want to face the world with out the cold hearted bastard there.
Like all the times at the sound when the pain got to be to much, Naruto found himself at the demon’s cage inside him. The fearsome beast was curled up like a cat, sleeping. The monstrous snores echoing through the chamber.
“Kyuubi.”
With the demon sleeping and Sasuke dying there was no one to comfort him, to make the pain stop or at least make it manageable.
“Kyuubi!!”
The beast twitched and continued to sleep. Naruto’s pain fueled courage rose up and he charged the sleeping demon. Climbing up the furry flank to where the long snout of the beast was tucked. Throwing all care and caution to the wind he punched the beast’s sensitive nose.
“Wake up, damn it, you stupid, idiot fox.”
Each insult was accompanied with a punch to the nose of the huge kitsune. Still there was no response. The punches became erratic and Naruto had tears steaming down his face as he screamed at the demon to wake, to make it stop. Eyes blurry he swung and missed the nose, overbalancing himself, he fell forward. Clinging to the snout of the beast he cried.
“He’s dying, and I can’t do any thing.”
Kyuubi sensed his vessels mental anguish and the presence of the boys mental form in his cage. Lazily the fox opened one huge red eye and looked at the teen clinging to his nose. The Naruto crying on him was a lot different than his physical one. All the wounds looked fresh and the broken bones in his body still looked twisted under the skin. This was how Naruto’s mental state was. Broken and destroyed.
No one could tell just by looking at Naruto’s out ward appearance how fragile the teen truly was. All that was held his sanity together was a dark haired bastard’s promise to hold on and it would be ok. Naruto had believed it and that only hope was what got him through the horrors of Orochimaru.
“He’s dying.”
Naruto was sobbing, holding on to the red fur. The teen was cracking, his mental form withering from the anguish. If Kyuubi did not do some thing Naruto would destroy his mental form completely, leaving him to live in a shell of a human.
Kyuubi wrapped one of his many tails around the boys mental form, comforting the distraught teen. With a sigh, the great Kyuubi no kitsune woke up and turned his attention outward.
Gai had lifted the still convulsing Sasuke up and was heading for the window when a wave of red chakra washed over him. The power and danger in that chakra staggered him. Turning he saw with wide eyes the chakra around Naruto take shape and form ears, tails and a snout over the sobbing blond. Suddenly Gai found himself knocked to the floor and Sasuke was ripped from his grip. The sheer force of the murderous intent weighed him down. It made it hard to move it weighed so heavily in the air.
Looking up, he saw the other members of his team frozen by the chakra in the room. Akamaru had crawled under a bed and Kiba looked ready to join him. Tenten had fallen to her knees, tears streaming down her face. Shino and Neji were still standing but shaking so bad it looked like a soft breeze could blow them over. All were staring at the form hovering near him. Forcing himself to get up the senior jounin was knocked back to crash in to the wall by a blast of pure chakra.
Kyuubi was crouched over Sasuke who was propped up against the wall opposite the one the green man had been thrown against. The demon was straddling one of the raven haired teens legs, his weight on his toes, butt on his heals, arms draped over his knees and was glaring over his shoulder at Gai. Slowly Sasuke began to slide down the wall. With out looking Kyuubi reached out and grabbed Sasuke’s face stopping the slide.
Turning his attention to the teen under him the beast shifted his hold so that he was cupping the side of Sasukes face. He dragged his other clawed hand up the dark fabric and looped his thumb in to the wide collar of Sasuke’s shirt pulling it away from his neck. Leaning forward as Sasuke jerked from the seizure that still ragged through him, the demon sank his fangs in to the exposed neck. Blood dribbled down the pale neck and out of the corners of his mouth, as fangs punctured the jugular vain.
Had his heart been beating normally the life blood would of been gushing forth. But Sasuke’s heart was barely beating and only a steady trickle came out.
Pulling his mouth away from the cooling flesh of the neck Kyuubi let go of the shirt and held his hand out the way the brat would if he was making a rasingan.
Slowly he forced his chakra in to the gaping bite wound he had made, in to the open vein. Forcing the chakra to flow through the blood stream and surround the poison the bastard had put in himself, then forcing it out the wound on Sasukes neck. The drug was collected molecule by molecule in Kyuubis open hand. The other clawed hand stayed cupping Sasuke’s cheek occasionally rubbing his thumb across it.
When the demon chakra found no more of the poison in Sasuke’s system and the teen had stopped convulsing, the fox removed all of his chakra from Sasuke and made a fist around the clear liquid that had gathered in his palm. With a growl he released the chakra holding the poison and the vile liquid oozed out of his fist and down his arm. Shaking his arm to get the offending stuff off he, leaned forward bringing his face once again to Sasukes neck.
Sasukes heart, no longer stifled, had resumed its steady beating making the blood flow out of the bite faster. Slowly the demon began to lick the blood off of Sasukes neck, starting at his collar bone and licking his way up to the bite . The red tongue of the demon dancing on Sasuke’s pale flesh smearing the flowing blood. When the demon got to the bite he started to lick faster, going over the wound over and over until it had closed making wet slurping noises as he lapped up the red liquid.
Growling when the wound had no more blood for him, he pulled his face away from Sasuke. Glancing back to the other humans in the room, he could smell the arousal of the female.
‘Horny bitch.’
Kyuubi smirked as he slowly dragged his tongue up the side of the pale neck, teasingly along the jawbone, then to Sasuke’s lips, leaving a trail of his blood tainted saliva. The demon pressed his blood covered lips against the lips of the unconscious teens in a wet kiss.
He would of loved to have a repeat of what happened during his last rut and maybe have a go with a couple others in the room, but then Naruto would do some thing stupid like try to kill him self and right now he did not have enough chakra to heal him if he attempted it. The beast growled and pulled his face away from Sasukes before he lost control. Slowly his red tongue licked Sasuke’s blood off the blonds lips, savoring the taste of the raven haired teens crimson nectar..
Damn, why did humans have to be so emotional. It’s not like he gave a damn about his partner, he just liked to fuck in general. It felt good. Did he need any more of a reason? Did they have to make it personal? Although he did have to admit he liked the way this one tasted.
Grunting in disappointment at his current state of celibacy, he stepped over Sasuke’s leg so he was crouched next to him. The beast wiggled his way under Sasuke’s limp arm so that it was on his shoulders and set his head on the dark haired one’s chest. Curling his arms around the teen so that this form was in the same position as Narutos mental form that still clung tightly to Kyuubi’s furred snout in the cage inside him. Relinquishing control over Narutos body, Kyuubi returned to his form in the cage.
Naruto was still sobbing and had fists full of red fur in each hand. As gently as the demon could he forced Naruto to take control.
Shino let out the breath he had been holding as the majority of the red chakra rushed back in to Naruto leaving enough to surround the two teens on the floor in a fiery haze. A little disturbed by the show the demon had put on for them, he watched as Narutos body suddenly lurched and the blond screamed. The look on the blonds face one of pure terror.
Trying to get away from the body next to him Naruto screamed again as dark red tendrils of charka wrapped around his arms anchoring him to the unconscious Sasuke.
‘He’s dead, He’s dead, He’s dead, He’s dead, don’t make me touch him!’
Despite Naruto’s mental pleas Kyuubi let out more chakra, anchoring his head to Sasukes chest.
‘LISTEN, NARUTO.’
Naruto shut up at the demons command and a steady rhythm of beats echoed under his ear.
‘He’s not dead. NOW LET ME SLEEP.’
With that Kyuubi curled up in his cage and went back to a frustrated sleep, leaving Naruto to cling to the not dead Sasuke.
Shino was stunned as the screaming stopped and Naruto had Sasuke in a hug so tight it would leave bruises. Tears dripped off the blonds nose only to be lost on the dark fabric of Sasuke’s shirt. The blue eyes had an hollow fear in them that seeped coldness in to his blood. The blond looked nothing short of a beaten puppy clinging to the only thing that gave him comfort.
Neji stepped forward toward Naruto and the blond whimpered and hid his face in Sasukes shirt. The red chakra covering the two surging to give the Hyuuga a jolt.
Sasuke grudgingly awoke when something squeezed him so hard around his chest he thought his ribs would break. Not wanting to open his eyes he wiggled away from the warmth on one side were he was sure the squeeze had originated from. Just moving made him groan, he felt like he had just did the most extensive work out of his life. Every muscle protested movement, a deep ache firmly embedded in to his entire body.
Moving against his bodies complaints, all progress was stopped when the arms around him tightened bringing the body they were attached to closer.
Opening his eyes to see who was clinging to him, a patch a sunshine blond hair obscured his view.
“Naruto.”
It was not so bad if it was the blond that was clinging to him. Naruto had his head resting on Sasukes right shoulder and both of the dobes hands had a fist full of his black shirt. Arms wrapped around Sasukes waist as he sat propped up against the wall. He squirmed trying to get Naruto to release the death grip he had on him, but as soon as he stopped moving Naruto just curled himself tighter around him, refusing to let the raven haired bastard go.
“Naruto its Ok, calm down.”
Lifting his head up to see who had spoken Sasuke saw the other shinobi in the room. Neji was trying to come close to Naruto, but the blond winced away causing a wisp of red chakra to crackle. Neji stepped back avoiding the charged chakra but could not come close to either of them. The red energy that engulfed the both of them glowed red like they were on fire. Whenever anyone came near them the chakra would light off like lightning, protecting them. Sasuke liked the fact that Naruto would not let Neji near him.
Sasuke’s head swum and he was not sure if he was high or not. Looking over and feeling a stab of pain in his neck he decided he was not high. That the fire like substance that licked his skin was not some weird trick of a drug influenced mind. That Naruto really did not want Neji to comfort him.
Naruto whimpered and clutched tighter to his chest. Sasuke could feel the blond shaking from the silent sobs that racked the smaller teens frame. Slowly Sasuke moved his arm that he did not remember draping across Narutos shoulders. His body hurt, evan moving his arm was annoyingly painful. What the hell did he do to him self? What did he do to set Naruto off like this?
His dark eyes focused on the syringe that lay forgotten on the floor. He remembered shooting up. How good it felt than .....nothing. He usually remembered something, how it felt, or walking a round in a daze. The only times he did not remember something was when he took to much and passed out.
‘That’s what I did, I took to much.’
Sasuke set his hand on Naruto’s shoulder and the blond flinched.
“Don’t. Please don’t.”
The blond said more but he had pressed his face in to Sasukes chest muffling the words. Sasuke did not need to see Narutos face to know what he would see there. That lost hopeless look that Naruto got when he was lost in his own memories. Naruto did not even realize who it was that he was holding on to.
Suddenly Naruto clamped down in a crushing hug and the chakra around them surged. The red wave demolished a chair and burnt the wall behind them. Sasuke was gasping for air as the hug compressed his chest. Naruto pulled his head away from his chest and cried out.
“Please don’t go. Don’t leave me.”
Fighting against sore muscles that did not want to move, Sasuke wrapped both arms around the hysterical blond holding on to him.
“I’m not going any where with out you.”
His voice was scratchy and horse, his lungs burned for air but he had said it. Slowly he began to run his fingers through the sunshine blond hair of the teen that so desperately held on to him.
He liked having Naruto cling to him, even with the suffocating hugs. The way the blond spikes felt as they ran through his fingers. The smell of sun and dirt mixed with salt and the metallic twang of blood. Naruto made him feel alive, even as his body felt throughly beaten. He could feel the grip around him slacken as Naruto calmed. Every now and then the blue eyed teen would whimper and hold him tight for a few moments only to relax after a few runs of fingers through his hair.
Sasuke could tell when Naruto stopped crying and sighed. The red around them had just about disappeared but a little bit still lingered on the teen next to him. As he shifted position to get more comfortable, Naruto whimpered at the momentary loss of contact and Sasuke resumed stroking the pale blond hair as Naruto curled against him. Absentmindedly Sasuke gently grazed his thumb against the shell of Narutos ear.
The murmured response from the orange clad form let him know the action was enjoyed. As his hand ran through the soft golden strands Sasuke kept his thumb rubbing the back of Naruto’s ear. It did not take more than a minute for the blue eyed teen to go completely limp next to him. And only another minute for a strange growling noise to rise out of Naruto.
Sasuke stopped and listened to his friend purr in contentment. The sound was deeper than a cats and not so constant. It was a modified growl at best and Sasuke chuckled as Naruto nudged his head against his hand.
When he did not start to pet him right away Naruto looked up at Sasuke. Sasuke could see the two blood red eyes half lidded and lazily looking up at him.
“I didn’t know demons could purr.”
“Bastard.”
The voice was much to deep to be Narutos and the purring stopped as the blond head tucked itself under Sasukes chin. The orange clad form clinging to him started breathing a sleeping rhythm and the demons chakra had faded out completely. Despite his protesting muscles, Sasuke put his sore arms under Naruto. Getting his feet under him he lifted the blond and carried him to the closest bed. He refused to let his pain show as he carried the snoozing teen. Gently as he could with out giving in to his muscles demands and dropping Naruto, Sasuke set him on the bed.
Carefully he removed the hands that still clutched the fabric of his shirt and pulled the blankets over Naruto. Before he stepped back a tanned hand darted out from under the blanket and grabbed the front of his shirt.
“Don’t go Sasuke.”
The raven haired teen wanted to crawl in to bed and go sleep next to the blond like they had in the forest and relax his trampled muscles, but that might be taken the wrong way by the others in the room. So he just reached down and ran his fingers through the soft blond hair and rubbed his thumb behind the ear. Soon the hand fell away from his shirt and the rumble purr returned.
“Hay Kyuubi let him sleep for a while, ok.”
Sasuke whispered hoarsely, he knew that it would take awhile for Naruto calm down and the blond really could use the rest.
There was a low growl as Sasuke pulled his hand away and Naruto wiggled in his sleep to get more comfortable.
Sasuke stepped away from the form he just put to bed intending to crawl in to the other one but a tall green blur grabbed the back of his neck and led him away. When they reached the other side of the room Sasuke was nearly lifted from his feet by his collar to be face to face with a irate Gai.
“ If you were feigning so bad you should of said some thing. We would of taken you to the hospital and gotten you methadone to get you through. It’s one thing to be stoic and cool but what you did put us all at risk. If Naruto had not let Kyuubi heal you, you might of died. The bright flame of your youth could have been prematurely extinguished.”
Sasuke had expected a lecture full of Gai sappiness and was planing on it even before he had left to go get some. But what did he say about Kyuubi healing him? The only other time Kyuubi had helped him was to keep him alive long enough so he could mate with him. If Kyuubi had any involvement with him not dying there was bound to be a catch. Or more exactly, something put up his rear.
‘What did the demon do to me?’
Kyuubi was an opportunist and him laying helpless in the throws of overdose was too similar to the last time the demon had an advantage over him. Looking over he saw the odd look Shino was giving him and felt something on his face.
Kyuubi would not care if they were watching if he were to rape him.
He was still wearing clothes so it did not go that far.
‘WHAT THE HELL IS ON MY FACE?’
In a moment of blind panic over what might of happened Sasuke knocked the large hands away from his collar and fell to the floor. Interrupting Gai’s speech he shouted.
“What did the demon do to me”
Gai was startled in to silence by Sasukes out burst and the edge of panic his voice held.
“He ahhh, just removed the drug from your blood stream.”
“Kyuubi never just does anything, what the hell did he do.”
Gai blushed putting his hand behind his head in embarrassment and Sasuke looked over to see the others blushing as well. A cold stab of mortification drove through him and Sasuke sprinted as fast as his sore muscles would allow to the bathroom.
Not even closing the door behind him Sasuke looked in the mirror over the sink breathing a sigh of relief. The stuff on his face and neck was blood, not some other body fluid. Slowly he brought his hand up to the nasty bite on his neck. It was closed and no longer bleeding but it was going to leave an awesome bruise. Removing his hand Sasuke noticed the pattern of smears around the bite and the trail of blood up to his lips.
Sasukes face drained of all color as he realized that the marks were made by a tongue and that their was blood on his lips as well. Frantically he searched the bathroom for a towel or something to clean him self up with.
Gai stood right were Sasuke had left him with little rivers of tears running down his face.
“Sasuke is just like Kakashi, he never listens to what I have to say, evan if it’s a really good saying I just came up with. I had that speech all planed out too.”
Gai had his fist up and it was shaking, Neji was glad that Lee was not here or else the great Taijustu master would of broke down and hugged Lee crying his name. It was the most embarrassing thing of all when Lee and Gai would hug and shout ‘Leeeee,’ and ‘Gai senseiii.’
While the others sweat dropped at Gai’s behavior, Shino went over to the bathroom and looked in on Sasuke. The Uchiha had found a small washcloth and was using it to get the trails of blood off of him.
Shino knew a lot more than he was given credit for. His bugs kept him informed on meny things that most people would of missed. That was how he knew the moment Sasuke shot up, the bug he had left on Sasukes vest had told him. He had planted the bug there because Sasuke would not go anywhere with out the vest, or so he had thought. Sasuke had not put the vest on to get the drugs so he did not know what he was up to till to late.
But there was something else he knew that the insects had witnessed on his failed mission to retrieve Naruto. The one where he was the only survivor and his left arm was still in bandages from the wounds he received.
Orochimaru had used the demon to rape one of the members of the team after the rest had been killed off and he was in a comatose state. His bugs had informed him of every thing that had happened while he was out cold. How Orochimaru had patted the blond on the head then let the beast out for it’s reward. The beast was vicious and killed the girl as soon as he finished, snapping her neck. It was obvious that Sasuke knew of this aspect of the demon and was not to fond of it.
“All Kyuubi did was bite your neck, draw the drug out and lick the wound closed. After that he kissed you. That’s all.”
Sasuke turned to glare at Shino and let the wet wash clothe fall to the sink.
“That’s all... you make it sound like it’s no big fucking deal.”
“It could of been worse. You know what the demon is capable of.”
Sasuke froze at that.
‘Did Shino know what Kyuubi did to me?’
Sasuke shook his head letting his black hair sway. No one but the people that were there that night knew about that. Shino was just referring to the times Orochimaru had showed others the extent of the control he had over the demon. When the snake let Kyuubi fuck some poor person just for the entertainment of it. Naruto would close up completely for days afterwards.
The first time the snake let Kyuubi mate with someone was after the city of Zao had fallen. It was the second time Naruto had attempted suicide, he had almost succeeded too.
“The only things the demon willingly does is kill and fuck.”
Sasuke agreed, Kyuubi was very single minded and knew what he liked.
“Of course we would of found a way to stop him if he had gone any farther than just kissing you. It would be to cruel to let Naruto’s dick freeze off from sticking it up your frozen ass.”
Sasuke casually looked over the hygiene products that were on the counter. Finding non sharp or pointy in the least, threw the bar of soap at Shino.
Shino dodged the soap and the fist that followed it. Grabbing Sasukes wrist he dragged him back to stand in front of Gai. Smirking, the bug man let go of Sasuke.
“Stop running away like a silly girl.”
“Fucking bastard.”
Sasuke tried to swing again but was grabbed by Gai. Sasuke glared at Shino as the green beast’s hand on his shoulder kept him from attacking.
Kiba had being talking to Tenten who still looked shaken by the encounter with the demon. Looking over to his team mate he gave the ANBU hand signal to move out.
Shino and Neji nodded which caught Gai’s attention and he made a gesture that could only mean leave. The jounins wanted a word with Sasuke about his problem. Kiba had found out the hard way that if it takes more than one jounin to ‘talk’ to you about a problem, you were in some deep shit. Tenten still was shaking from Kyuubis chakra and it was best if she got some air anyway.
She had been assigned to protect one of the city’s destroyed by Kyuubi and barely escaped alive. He did not blame her for freaking out over that chakra, it was the worse he had ever felt. He helped Tenten to her feet and even opened the balcony door for her.
“Come on, lets go find Lee.”
Akamaru barked and got the sent, jumping off in the direction that would take them to their fellow chuunin, leaving Sasuke in the clutches of the three jounin.
Gai had waited for the chuunin to leave before he nodded to Neji. The pale Hyuuga grabbed Sasukes shoulders and started byakugan looking the annoyed teen over.
“He’s alright. His muscle are over exerted but nothing’s torn.”
“Good. Now that your ready your going to stay there and listen got that.”
“Yes.”
“You compromised your team by taking that stuff and no mater how much you want the drug you have to remember one thing. When you go back to Konoha you will have to chose between heroin and being a shinobi. You can’t have both.”
Gai set his other hand on Sasukes shoulder so that he had one hand on each side of Sasukes head.
Sasuke thought Gai was going to start one of his little speeches about trust and friends and that they were here for him and kum-by-ya shit when the hands on his shoulders shifted and grabbed his collar lifting him off the floor. Suddenly Gai started to shake him. The man was yelling things and had tears flowing down his face as he wrung Sasuke like a rag doll.
Suddenly the room stopped pitching at odd angles and Sasuke was crushed against a broad green chest.
“We will not let one of Konohas bright flames of youth die out so quickly, we will help you triumph over your addiction.”
Gai pushed him away from his chest and Sasuke could see the fires burning in the older mans face.
“You will beat this Sasuke do not fear, your friends will help you reclaim your stolen flame of youth.”
The green clad taijutsu master than struck a pose and left the room to go wait for the message from Tsunade.
Sasuke was left wobbling on his feet, dizzy from being shook, gasping for air from being squished and throughly confused from the drivel that the man had spouted.
The next instant had him on his knees as Neji’s fist embedded itself in to his gut. Even Shino was surprised at Neji’s actions.
“Naruto depends on you more than you realize. I don’t give a shit whether or not you go get stoned but don’t fucking hurt Naruto anymore. When he saw you in the middle of a seizure on the floor I thought he was about to kill him self. He needs you, so stop messing around with that shit. Because next time no one might make it in time to help you and where would that leave Naruto.”
Neji reached down and helped Sasuke to his feet. Shino held a finger out and a bug flue on to it.
“This bug will stay on you at all times, don’t kill it or I will tie you to the bed.”
The bug flew off his finger and settled on Sasukes shoulder.
“We’re serious about this and it rather disappointing that you would give in to a stupid drug.”
Sasuke clenched his fists at his sides. What did they know about giving in to a stupid drug. How weak it made him feel to admit he had to have it. How it clawed at his insides if it was not there. They did not know a damn thing.
Despite muscles that were screaming at him to lay down, Sasuke charged forward and punched Shino in the face knocking him to the floor.
“Don’t fucking tell me your disappointed because I need a fucking drug. You have no fucking clue about what it’s like to need anything.”
Shino got up off the floor and got with in an inch from Sasuke’s face.
“A little prick like you has no clue how small he really is until he gets stepped on. I’m disappointed that Uchiha Sasuke a person that at one time I respected, threw every thing away because he could not admit, even to himself, that he could not beat some thing by himself. If you had gotten off your high horse for one freaking second and said something to any one of us, we would of helped you. Naruto would not of had to let Kyuubi out and you would not have to go through the withdrawals again.”
“Bastard!”
Sasuke tried to punch Shino but Neji had come up behind him and held him back. The raven haired teen was pissed though and struggled against the Hyuuga. His tired muscles not letting him fight the way he wanted.
How could Shino say that shit and not expect him to react.
There was a poke to his ribs and Sasuke fell flat on to the floor. Neji’s juken knocking him out cold. Shino grabbed one of Sasukes arms and slung it around his shoulders the white eyed teen did the same and they helped Sasuke to the open bed.
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Sasuke woke as the golden light of twilight shone in his face. Turning over to block the fading light he saw the sleeping form of Naruto. There was something on his shoulder and remembering that it was one of Shino’s, did not kill the bug.
Groaning, the dark haired teen sat up as a light breeze drifted through the room from the open window. This had been one hell of a day. His dreams had been plagued by green demons that shook the shit out of him than large bugs that shoved philosophy down his throat and of coarse a Neji look alike that would not let him go near Naruto. No matter how hard he fought the dream, the bastard would just take Naruto further away.
Sitting up, Sasuke looked around and did not see anyone there. Grunting as he thought that his baby-sitters were slaking. Getting up off the bed he walked around to the balcony and looked out across the small town. There was smoke and signs of fighting coming from the far left, just outside the main gate to the village. Bandits probably.
That would be why he was just being watched by a bug right after the wonderful speech they had given him.
Slowly he made his way to Narutos side. The blond always looked so peaceful when he slept. Before he had enjoyed it because it was the only time that Naruto was quiet. But now the blond dobe had an serine look to him as the golden light was highlighting his face.
The small breeze blew pale blond hair on to the sureal face. Gently Sasuke brushed it away keeping his hand there to trace over the three whisker marks on his cheek. Naruto made a small noise at his caress and a small, prefect smile graced the Uchihas face.
Maybe it was wrong and just not normal, but the dobe was his.
His best friend.
His rival.
His savior.
His pain in the ass.
His dobe
Never less he admitted that he meant something to him. A deep something that made his chest hurt when he found out the pain he had inadvertently caused Naruto. Something that made him smile when Naruto was happy and made him sad when the blond was. Something that made him hate Neji for making him smile because his smiles warmed him up and he did not want to share the warmth. The blond dobe was his, Naruto was the only place he had found warmth and acceptance and unwavering loyalty that he did not deserve.
Naruto deserved it more than he did.
Slowly with out realizing he was doing it Sasuke had leaned in toward Naruto. Their faces centimeters apart, his back hair draping across the serine face. The dobe’s warm breath washed over his pale face and he put one of his hands on the other side of Narutos head to balance himself over his friend.
Hesitantly, he pressed his lips against the sleeping blonds.
Naruto was sleeping lightly and woke as soon as he felt pressure on his lips. Startled blue eyes opened and saw who it was kissing him.
Sasuke.
Not sure he liked this, but not wanting to push Sasuke away either, Naruto froze doing nothing.
Softly Sasuke started to nibble on his lower lip, alternating gentle teeth with running his tongue across his lips. The hot tongue dipped in between Naruto’s pink lips and ran against his teeth not demanding entrance to his mouth like all the others had. It was so soft and caring, Naruto wondered if he was dreaming this.
Giving in to the not asked question Naruto opened his mouth just a little. The hot tongue dipped in, tracing the roof of his mouth and caressing his own tongue. Still not sure of where this was going, or if he liked it, Naruto did not move or respond to the gentle intrusion in to his mouth.
It was so different from every thing he had learned kissing to be. Ths was not the gaging that Orochimaru had ruled a kiss or the plundering that the two men did in mockery of a kiss. But this was something else, something enticing in the way Sasukes tongue ran along his own almost luring it out, asking if it could come out and play.
Sasuke had just the tip of his tongue in his mouth nudging the tip of his own. On impulse he nudged back and Sasuke slid his tongue under his own softly but persistently getting him to kiss back. Slowly drawing his tongue in to Sasuke’s hot cavern where he sucked on it and tangled his tongue against it. Pushing it to the roof of his mouth teaching him how to kiss back with out fear of punishment.
Naruto lifted one hand and ran it up Sasuke’s back in an attempt to keep the form there. Not realizing that he had slipped it under the black shirt. He felt the warm flesh as muscles moved under his hand as Sasuke shifted to straddle him. His eyes were closed tight so afraid that if he opened them that this would be a dream and Sasuke would still asleep in the other bed across the room.
The new position let him reach parts of Sasuke he could not before and he leaned up trying to taste all of his raven haired bastard. Sasuke had slipped his tongue under Narutos dragging his along the underside of the blonds mouth while Naruto did the same to the roof of his. Sasuke dragged his eager hands along the blonds sides slowly rubbing encouraging circles as he worked his way lower. As his hands reached the bottom hem of Narutos jacket and navy shirt the blond pulled away from him with a yelp.
The hands near the top of his pants had jerked him out of the bliss of the outstanding kiss. Opening his eyes to see he was under someone he yelped in to the mouth against his and pulled away, shooting out from under Sasuke and hitting the headboard.
The raven haired teen took the hint and rolled off the bed, blushing profusely.
“Naruto I, I just, I.”
He could not say anything, someone had snuck up on him when he was kissing Naruto and beat him upside the head with a stupid stick.
“Sasuke, you kissed me.”
“Yeah I did.”
Oh yes, his linguist skills were showing now.
“Why did you.”
“I wanted to. I just, I, damn it dobe, I.”
Ahh, what he would give to be able to finish a sentence, any sentence. His face burned from the blush that cover him and he had never felt this flustered in his life. Looking down at the guy he had just kissed he saw the scared look in his eyes and the confusion written all over his face. Sasuke could not stand that fear in the eyes because of him.
“I did it because you looked perfect. I LLo, damn it.”
He could not say it, his lips did not let the sound past them and he stormed a way at saying he thought Naruto looked perfect.
He sat out on the balcony watching the sun finish setting in a blaze of fiery orange and red. Hours after it set and the pleasant breeze turned colder Sasuke reached in his shoe and pulled out his last balloon. He was not stupid, he knew that they would catch him so he had hid his second douse in the sole of his shoe. Rolling the blue balloon in his hand he removed the capped syringe from his sock.
God he was such an idiot, he could not even say how he felt to the dobe. Who was now scarred of him, probably thinking he’s no better then the men that started the attack on him. Looking down at his hands to the things he held, he waited for that little clear liquid voice to tell him that this would fix it and make it all better. He did not want to fight it now. He wanted an escape from his own feelings.
But it was gone.
That startled him so badly he dropped the balloon. It was gone, the ache in his bones, the crawling need that lingered right behind his ears. It was gone, the knot in his stomach that he should have from not taking it for several hours, was not there. He took the top off the syringe and held the needle to his skin.
Nothing.
It
was
gone.
Sasuke started to laugh. It was gone the demon took it away. Hiding balloon in his shoe he walked in to the room. Not noticing the angry form that had landed on the balcony behind him. Or that the bug had left his shoulder the moment he had removed the balloon from his shoe. He strode in to the room not caring that a fuming Gai was asking Naruto where he was. He went right up to Naruto and sat next to him on the bed. Not caring that the blond flinched.
Before anyone could say anything Sasuke had wrapped both his arms around Naruto in a fierce hug and had his head on the blonds shoulder.
“He took it away, dobe. He took it away.”
He was crying, tears streamed down his face, confusing the rest of the team that had just arrived.
“He took it away, I don’t need it any more.”
He was not sure if he was happy that it was gone or sad because he still wanted en escape.
His.
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Naruto numbly watched as Gai, Shino and Neji held Sasuke down to prevent him from hurting himself during the seizure. Slowly the sporadically jerking muscles stopped and Sasuke lay gasping, limply on the floor. Neji felt Sasukes pulse and poked him in the chest. Feeling the pulse again he swore and poked Sasukes chest three times in rapid succession.
“Damn it, his hearts slowing down and juken is not working. That fucking shit scrambled his chakra.”
Gai picked up the dark haired teen and was about to jump out the window to race to the hospital but Sasuke gave an involuntary jerk followed by another.
“He’s having another seizure.”
Gai set Sasuke back on the floor just as the seizure went in to full force. Sasuke clamped his jaw shut and when he started to gag they pride it open and put the kunai handle back in. This one was lasting longer and Neji had a hand to Sasuke’s throat as the others held the convulsing body down.
“Gai we have to get him to the hospital quickly. His heart can not take much more of this.”
Just then Sasuke gave a violent lurch knocking Shino down and slamming his shoulder in to the wall.
“We can’t transport him like this.”
“We have to, his heart is damn near stopped, his breathing too.”
The world was moving in slow motion for Naruto. Neji’s words cut through him and carved themselves in to his brain.
‘Sasuke’s heart was stopping. He was not breathing. Sasuke was dying. There is no evil snake for me to beat to save him. There is nothing I can do to save him.’
It was worse than any torture he had gone through, standing there knowing that there was no way for him to fix this. That Sasuke was dying and he could do nothing but watch. He was still shaking from the panic the doctors presence had incurred and this was just to much for his battered psyche to handle.
Sasuke was dying, laying on the floor in front of him convulsing so hard his heart muscles were affected. The thought of not having Sasuke there with him was overwhelming. No dark warm form to hold him and make it better. No Sasuke to fight with or give him courage to keep going no matter how horrible it was. He needed Sasuke. He did not want to face the world with out the cold hearted bastard there.
Like all the times at the sound when the pain got to be to much, Naruto found himself at the demon’s cage inside him. The fearsome beast was curled up like a cat, sleeping. The monstrous snores echoing through the chamber.
“Kyuubi.”
With the demon sleeping and Sasuke dying there was no one to comfort him, to make the pain stop or at least make it manageable.
“Kyuubi!!”
The beast twitched and continued to sleep. Naruto’s pain fueled courage rose up and he charged the sleeping demon. Climbing up the furry flank to where the long snout of the beast was tucked. Throwing all care and caution to the wind he punched the beast’s sensitive nose.
“Wake up, damn it, you stupid, idiot fox.”
Each insult was accompanied with a punch to the nose of the huge kitsune. Still there was no response. The punches became erratic and Naruto had tears steaming down his face as he screamed at the demon to wake, to make it stop. Eyes blurry he swung and missed the nose, overbalancing himself, he fell forward. Clinging to the snout of the beast he cried.
“He’s dying, and I can’t do any thing.”
Kyuubi sensed his vessels mental anguish and the presence of the boys mental form in his cage. Lazily the fox opened one huge red eye and looked at the teen clinging to his nose. The Naruto crying on him was a lot different than his physical one. All the wounds looked fresh and the broken bones in his body still looked twisted under the skin. This was how Naruto’s mental state was. Broken and destroyed.
No one could tell just by looking at Naruto’s out ward appearance how fragile the teen truly was. All that was held his sanity together was a dark haired bastard’s promise to hold on and it would be ok. Naruto had believed it and that only hope was what got him through the horrors of Orochimaru.
“He’s dying.”
Naruto was sobbing, holding on to the red fur. The teen was cracking, his mental form withering from the anguish. If Kyuubi did not do some thing Naruto would destroy his mental form completely, leaving him to live in a shell of a human.
Kyuubi wrapped one of his many tails around the boys mental form, comforting the distraught teen. With a sigh, the great Kyuubi no kitsune woke up and turned his attention outward.
Gai had lifted the still convulsing Sasuke up and was heading for the window when a wave of red chakra washed over him. The power and danger in that chakra staggered him. Turning he saw with wide eyes the chakra around Naruto take shape and form ears, tails and a snout over the sobbing blond. Suddenly Gai found himself knocked to the floor and Sasuke was ripped from his grip. The sheer force of the murderous intent weighed him down. It made it hard to move it weighed so heavily in the air.
Looking up, he saw the other members of his team frozen by the chakra in the room. Akamaru had crawled under a bed and Kiba looked ready to join him. Tenten had fallen to her knees, tears streaming down her face. Shino and Neji were still standing but shaking so bad it looked like a soft breeze could blow them over. All were staring at the form hovering near him. Forcing himself to get up the senior jounin was knocked back to crash in to the wall by a blast of pure chakra.
Kyuubi was crouched over Sasuke who was propped up against the wall opposite the one the green man had been thrown against. The demon was straddling one of the raven haired teens legs, his weight on his toes, butt on his heals, arms draped over his knees and was glaring over his shoulder at Gai. Slowly Sasuke began to slide down the wall. With out looking Kyuubi reached out and grabbed Sasuke’s face stopping the slide.
Turning his attention to the teen under him the beast shifted his hold so that he was cupping the side of Sasukes face. He dragged his other clawed hand up the dark fabric and looped his thumb in to the wide collar of Sasuke’s shirt pulling it away from his neck. Leaning forward as Sasuke jerked from the seizure that still ragged through him, the demon sank his fangs in to the exposed neck. Blood dribbled down the pale neck and out of the corners of his mouth, as fangs punctured the jugular vain.
Had his heart been beating normally the life blood would of been gushing forth. But Sasuke’s heart was barely beating and only a steady trickle came out.
Pulling his mouth away from the cooling flesh of the neck Kyuubi let go of the shirt and held his hand out the way the brat would if he was making a rasingan.
Slowly he forced his chakra in to the gaping bite wound he had made, in to the open vein. Forcing the chakra to flow through the blood stream and surround the poison the bastard had put in himself, then forcing it out the wound on Sasukes neck. The drug was collected molecule by molecule in Kyuubis open hand. The other clawed hand stayed cupping Sasuke’s cheek occasionally rubbing his thumb across it.
When the demon chakra found no more of the poison in Sasuke’s system and the teen had stopped convulsing, the fox removed all of his chakra from Sasuke and made a fist around the clear liquid that had gathered in his palm. With a growl he released the chakra holding the poison and the vile liquid oozed out of his fist and down his arm. Shaking his arm to get the offending stuff off he, leaned forward bringing his face once again to Sasukes neck.
Sasukes heart, no longer stifled, had resumed its steady beating making the blood flow out of the bite faster. Slowly the demon began to lick the blood off of Sasukes neck, starting at his collar bone and licking his way up to the bite . The red tongue of the demon dancing on Sasuke’s pale flesh smearing the flowing blood. When the demon got to the bite he started to lick faster, going over the wound over and over until it had closed making wet slurping noises as he lapped up the red liquid.
Growling when the wound had no more blood for him, he pulled his face away from Sasuke. Glancing back to the other humans in the room, he could smell the arousal of the female.
‘Horny bitch.’
Kyuubi smirked as he slowly dragged his tongue up the side of the pale neck, teasingly along the jawbone, then to Sasuke’s lips, leaving a trail of his blood tainted saliva. The demon pressed his blood covered lips against the lips of the unconscious teens in a wet kiss.
He would of loved to have a repeat of what happened during his last rut and maybe have a go with a couple others in the room, but then Naruto would do some thing stupid like try to kill him self and right now he did not have enough chakra to heal him if he attempted it. The beast growled and pulled his face away from Sasukes before he lost control. Slowly his red tongue licked Sasuke’s blood off the blonds lips, savoring the taste of the raven haired teens crimson nectar..
Damn, why did humans have to be so emotional. It’s not like he gave a damn about his partner, he just liked to fuck in general. It felt good. Did he need any more of a reason? Did they have to make it personal? Although he did have to admit he liked the way this one tasted.
Grunting in disappointment at his current state of celibacy, he stepped over Sasuke’s leg so he was crouched next to him. The beast wiggled his way under Sasuke’s limp arm so that it was on his shoulders and set his head on the dark haired one’s chest. Curling his arms around the teen so that this form was in the same position as Narutos mental form that still clung tightly to Kyuubi’s furred snout in the cage inside him. Relinquishing control over Narutos body, Kyuubi returned to his form in the cage.
Naruto was still sobbing and had fists full of red fur in each hand. As gently as the demon could he forced Naruto to take control.
Shino let out the breath he had been holding as the majority of the red chakra rushed back in to Naruto leaving enough to surround the two teens on the floor in a fiery haze. A little disturbed by the show the demon had put on for them, he watched as Narutos body suddenly lurched and the blond screamed. The look on the blonds face one of pure terror.
Trying to get away from the body next to him Naruto screamed again as dark red tendrils of charka wrapped around his arms anchoring him to the unconscious Sasuke.
‘He’s dead, He’s dead, He’s dead, He’s dead, don’t make me touch him!’
Despite Naruto’s mental pleas Kyuubi let out more chakra, anchoring his head to Sasukes chest.
‘LISTEN, NARUTO.’
Naruto shut up at the demons command and a steady rhythm of beats echoed under his ear.
‘He’s not dead. NOW LET ME SLEEP.’
With that Kyuubi curled up in his cage and went back to a frustrated sleep, leaving Naruto to cling to the not dead Sasuke.
Shino was stunned as the screaming stopped and Naruto had Sasuke in a hug so tight it would leave bruises. Tears dripped off the blonds nose only to be lost on the dark fabric of Sasuke’s shirt. The blue eyes had an hollow fear in them that seeped coldness in to his blood. The blond looked nothing short of a beaten puppy clinging to the only thing that gave him comfort.
Neji stepped forward toward Naruto and the blond whimpered and hid his face in Sasukes shirt. The red chakra covering the two surging to give the Hyuuga a jolt.
Sasuke grudgingly awoke when something squeezed him so hard around his chest he thought his ribs would break. Not wanting to open his eyes he wiggled away from the warmth on one side were he was sure the squeeze had originated from. Just moving made him groan, he felt like he had just did the most extensive work out of his life. Every muscle protested movement, a deep ache firmly embedded in to his entire body.
Moving against his bodies complaints, all progress was stopped when the arms around him tightened bringing the body they were attached to closer.
Opening his eyes to see who was clinging to him, a patch a sunshine blond hair obscured his view.
“Naruto.”
It was not so bad if it was the blond that was clinging to him. Naruto had his head resting on Sasukes right shoulder and both of the dobes hands had a fist full of his black shirt. Arms wrapped around Sasukes waist as he sat propped up against the wall. He squirmed trying to get Naruto to release the death grip he had on him, but as soon as he stopped moving Naruto just curled himself tighter around him, refusing to let the raven haired bastard go.
“Naruto its Ok, calm down.”
Lifting his head up to see who had spoken Sasuke saw the other shinobi in the room. Neji was trying to come close to Naruto, but the blond winced away causing a wisp of red chakra to crackle. Neji stepped back avoiding the charged chakra but could not come close to either of them. The red energy that engulfed the both of them glowed red like they were on fire. Whenever anyone came near them the chakra would light off like lightning, protecting them. Sasuke liked the fact that Naruto would not let Neji near him.
Sasuke’s head swum and he was not sure if he was high or not. Looking over and feeling a stab of pain in his neck he decided he was not high. That the fire like substance that licked his skin was not some weird trick of a drug influenced mind. That Naruto really did not want Neji to comfort him.
Naruto whimpered and clutched tighter to his chest. Sasuke could feel the blond shaking from the silent sobs that racked the smaller teens frame. Slowly Sasuke moved his arm that he did not remember draping across Narutos shoulders. His body hurt, evan moving his arm was annoyingly painful. What the hell did he do to him self? What did he do to set Naruto off like this?
His dark eyes focused on the syringe that lay forgotten on the floor. He remembered shooting up. How good it felt than .....nothing. He usually remembered something, how it felt, or walking a round in a daze. The only times he did not remember something was when he took to much and passed out.
‘That’s what I did, I took to much.’
Sasuke set his hand on Naruto’s shoulder and the blond flinched.
“Don’t. Please don’t.”
The blond said more but he had pressed his face in to Sasukes chest muffling the words. Sasuke did not need to see Narutos face to know what he would see there. That lost hopeless look that Naruto got when he was lost in his own memories. Naruto did not even realize who it was that he was holding on to.
Suddenly Naruto clamped down in a crushing hug and the chakra around them surged. The red wave demolished a chair and burnt the wall behind them. Sasuke was gasping for air as the hug compressed his chest. Naruto pulled his head away from his chest and cried out.
“Please don’t go. Don’t leave me.”
Fighting against sore muscles that did not want to move, Sasuke wrapped both arms around the hysterical blond holding on to him.
“I’m not going any where with out you.”
His voice was scratchy and horse, his lungs burned for air but he had said it. Slowly he began to run his fingers through the sunshine blond hair of the teen that so desperately held on to him.
He liked having Naruto cling to him, even with the suffocating hugs. The way the blond spikes felt as they ran through his fingers. The smell of sun and dirt mixed with salt and the metallic twang of blood. Naruto made him feel alive, even as his body felt throughly beaten. He could feel the grip around him slacken as Naruto calmed. Every now and then the blue eyed teen would whimper and hold him tight for a few moments only to relax after a few runs of fingers through his hair.
Sasuke could tell when Naruto stopped crying and sighed. The red around them had just about disappeared but a little bit still lingered on the teen next to him. As he shifted position to get more comfortable, Naruto whimpered at the momentary loss of contact and Sasuke resumed stroking the pale blond hair as Naruto curled against him. Absentmindedly Sasuke gently grazed his thumb against the shell of Narutos ear.
The murmured response from the orange clad form let him know the action was enjoyed. As his hand ran through the soft golden strands Sasuke kept his thumb rubbing the back of Naruto’s ear. It did not take more than a minute for the blue eyed teen to go completely limp next to him. And only another minute for a strange growling noise to rise out of Naruto.
Sasuke stopped and listened to his friend purr in contentment. The sound was deeper than a cats and not so constant. It was a modified growl at best and Sasuke chuckled as Naruto nudged his head against his hand.
When he did not start to pet him right away Naruto looked up at Sasuke. Sasuke could see the two blood red eyes half lidded and lazily looking up at him.
“I didn’t know demons could purr.”
“Bastard.”
The voice was much to deep to be Narutos and the purring stopped as the blond head tucked itself under Sasukes chin. The orange clad form clinging to him started breathing a sleeping rhythm and the demons chakra had faded out completely. Despite his protesting muscles, Sasuke put his sore arms under Naruto. Getting his feet under him he lifted the blond and carried him to the closest bed. He refused to let his pain show as he carried the snoozing teen. Gently as he could with out giving in to his muscles demands and dropping Naruto, Sasuke set him on the bed.
Carefully he removed the hands that still clutched the fabric of his shirt and pulled the blankets over Naruto. Before he stepped back a tanned hand darted out from under the blanket and grabbed the front of his shirt.
“Don’t go Sasuke.”
The raven haired teen wanted to crawl in to bed and go sleep next to the blond like they had in the forest and relax his trampled muscles, but that might be taken the wrong way by the others in the room. So he just reached down and ran his fingers through the soft blond hair and rubbed his thumb behind the ear. Soon the hand fell away from his shirt and the rumble purr returned.
“Hay Kyuubi let him sleep for a while, ok.”
Sasuke whispered hoarsely, he knew that it would take awhile for Naruto calm down and the blond really could use the rest.
There was a low growl as Sasuke pulled his hand away and Naruto wiggled in his sleep to get more comfortable.
Sasuke stepped away from the form he just put to bed intending to crawl in to the other one but a tall green blur grabbed the back of his neck and led him away. When they reached the other side of the room Sasuke was nearly lifted from his feet by his collar to be face to face with a irate Gai.
“ If you were feigning so bad you should of said some thing. We would of taken you to the hospital and gotten you methadone to get you through. It’s one thing to be stoic and cool but what you did put us all at risk. If Naruto had not let Kyuubi heal you, you might of died. The bright flame of your youth could have been prematurely extinguished.”
Sasuke had expected a lecture full of Gai sappiness and was planing on it even before he had left to go get some. But what did he say about Kyuubi healing him? The only other time Kyuubi had helped him was to keep him alive long enough so he could mate with him. If Kyuubi had any involvement with him not dying there was bound to be a catch. Or more exactly, something put up his rear.
‘What did the demon do to me?’
Kyuubi was an opportunist and him laying helpless in the throws of overdose was too similar to the last time the demon had an advantage over him. Looking over he saw the odd look Shino was giving him and felt something on his face.
Kyuubi would not care if they were watching if he were to rape him.
He was still wearing clothes so it did not go that far.
‘WHAT THE HELL IS ON MY FACE?’
In a moment of blind panic over what might of happened Sasuke knocked the large hands away from his collar and fell to the floor. Interrupting Gai’s speech he shouted.
“What did the demon do to me”
Gai was startled in to silence by Sasukes out burst and the edge of panic his voice held.
“He ahhh, just removed the drug from your blood stream.”
“Kyuubi never just does anything, what the hell did he do.”
Gai blushed putting his hand behind his head in embarrassment and Sasuke looked over to see the others blushing as well. A cold stab of mortification drove through him and Sasuke sprinted as fast as his sore muscles would allow to the bathroom.
Not even closing the door behind him Sasuke looked in the mirror over the sink breathing a sigh of relief. The stuff on his face and neck was blood, not some other body fluid. Slowly he brought his hand up to the nasty bite on his neck. It was closed and no longer bleeding but it was going to leave an awesome bruise. Removing his hand Sasuke noticed the pattern of smears around the bite and the trail of blood up to his lips.
Sasukes face drained of all color as he realized that the marks were made by a tongue and that their was blood on his lips as well. Frantically he searched the bathroom for a towel or something to clean him self up with.
Gai stood right were Sasuke had left him with little rivers of tears running down his face.
“Sasuke is just like Kakashi, he never listens to what I have to say, evan if it’s a really good saying I just came up with. I had that speech all planed out too.”
Gai had his fist up and it was shaking, Neji was glad that Lee was not here or else the great Taijustu master would of broke down and hugged Lee crying his name. It was the most embarrassing thing of all when Lee and Gai would hug and shout ‘Leeeee,’ and ‘Gai senseiii.’
While the others sweat dropped at Gai’s behavior, Shino went over to the bathroom and looked in on Sasuke. The Uchiha had found a small washcloth and was using it to get the trails of blood off of him.
Shino knew a lot more than he was given credit for. His bugs kept him informed on meny things that most people would of missed. That was how he knew the moment Sasuke shot up, the bug he had left on Sasukes vest had told him. He had planted the bug there because Sasuke would not go anywhere with out the vest, or so he had thought. Sasuke had not put the vest on to get the drugs so he did not know what he was up to till to late.
But there was something else he knew that the insects had witnessed on his failed mission to retrieve Naruto. The one where he was the only survivor and his left arm was still in bandages from the wounds he received.
Orochimaru had used the demon to rape one of the members of the team after the rest had been killed off and he was in a comatose state. His bugs had informed him of every thing that had happened while he was out cold. How Orochimaru had patted the blond on the head then let the beast out for it’s reward. The beast was vicious and killed the girl as soon as he finished, snapping her neck. It was obvious that Sasuke knew of this aspect of the demon and was not to fond of it.
“All Kyuubi did was bite your neck, draw the drug out and lick the wound closed. After that he kissed you. That’s all.”
Sasuke turned to glare at Shino and let the wet wash clothe fall to the sink.
“That’s all... you make it sound like it’s no big fucking deal.”
“It could of been worse. You know what the demon is capable of.”
Sasuke froze at that.
‘Did Shino know what Kyuubi did to me?’
Sasuke shook his head letting his black hair sway. No one but the people that were there that night knew about that. Shino was just referring to the times Orochimaru had showed others the extent of the control he had over the demon. When the snake let Kyuubi fuck some poor person just for the entertainment of it. Naruto would close up completely for days afterwards.
The first time the snake let Kyuubi mate with someone was after the city of Zao had fallen. It was the second time Naruto had attempted suicide, he had almost succeeded too.
“The only things the demon willingly does is kill and fuck.”
Sasuke agreed, Kyuubi was very single minded and knew what he liked.
“Of course we would of found a way to stop him if he had gone any farther than just kissing you. It would be to cruel to let Naruto’s dick freeze off from sticking it up your frozen ass.”
Sasuke casually looked over the hygiene products that were on the counter. Finding non sharp or pointy in the least, threw the bar of soap at Shino.
Shino dodged the soap and the fist that followed it. Grabbing Sasukes wrist he dragged him back to stand in front of Gai. Smirking, the bug man let go of Sasuke.
“Stop running away like a silly girl.”
“Fucking bastard.”
Sasuke tried to swing again but was grabbed by Gai. Sasuke glared at Shino as the green beast’s hand on his shoulder kept him from attacking.
Kiba had being talking to Tenten who still looked shaken by the encounter with the demon. Looking over to his team mate he gave the ANBU hand signal to move out.
Shino and Neji nodded which caught Gai’s attention and he made a gesture that could only mean leave. The jounins wanted a word with Sasuke about his problem. Kiba had found out the hard way that if it takes more than one jounin to ‘talk’ to you about a problem, you were in some deep shit. Tenten still was shaking from Kyuubis chakra and it was best if she got some air anyway.
She had been assigned to protect one of the city’s destroyed by Kyuubi and barely escaped alive. He did not blame her for freaking out over that chakra, it was the worse he had ever felt. He helped Tenten to her feet and even opened the balcony door for her.
“Come on, lets go find Lee.”
Akamaru barked and got the sent, jumping off in the direction that would take them to their fellow chuunin, leaving Sasuke in the clutches of the three jounin.
Gai had waited for the chuunin to leave before he nodded to Neji. The pale Hyuuga grabbed Sasukes shoulders and started byakugan looking the annoyed teen over.
“He’s alright. His muscle are over exerted but nothing’s torn.”
“Good. Now that your ready your going to stay there and listen got that.”
“Yes.”
“You compromised your team by taking that stuff and no mater how much you want the drug you have to remember one thing. When you go back to Konoha you will have to chose between heroin and being a shinobi. You can’t have both.”
Gai set his other hand on Sasukes shoulder so that he had one hand on each side of Sasukes head.
Sasuke thought Gai was going to start one of his little speeches about trust and friends and that they were here for him and kum-by-ya shit when the hands on his shoulders shifted and grabbed his collar lifting him off the floor. Suddenly Gai started to shake him. The man was yelling things and had tears flowing down his face as he wrung Sasuke like a rag doll.
Suddenly the room stopped pitching at odd angles and Sasuke was crushed against a broad green chest.
“We will not let one of Konohas bright flames of youth die out so quickly, we will help you triumph over your addiction.”
Gai pushed him away from his chest and Sasuke could see the fires burning in the older mans face.
“You will beat this Sasuke do not fear, your friends will help you reclaim your stolen flame of youth.”
The green clad taijutsu master than struck a pose and left the room to go wait for the message from Tsunade.
Sasuke was left wobbling on his feet, dizzy from being shook, gasping for air from being squished and throughly confused from the drivel that the man had spouted.
The next instant had him on his knees as Neji’s fist embedded itself in to his gut. Even Shino was surprised at Neji’s actions.
“Naruto depends on you more than you realize. I don’t give a shit whether or not you go get stoned but don’t fucking hurt Naruto anymore. When he saw you in the middle of a seizure on the floor I thought he was about to kill him self. He needs you, so stop messing around with that shit. Because next time no one might make it in time to help you and where would that leave Naruto.”
Neji reached down and helped Sasuke to his feet. Shino held a finger out and a bug flue on to it.
“This bug will stay on you at all times, don’t kill it or I will tie you to the bed.”
The bug flew off his finger and settled on Sasukes shoulder.
“We’re serious about this and it rather disappointing that you would give in to a stupid drug.”
Sasuke clenched his fists at his sides. What did they know about giving in to a stupid drug. How weak it made him feel to admit he had to have it. How it clawed at his insides if it was not there. They did not know a damn thing.
Despite muscles that were screaming at him to lay down, Sasuke charged forward and punched Shino in the face knocking him to the floor.
“Don’t fucking tell me your disappointed because I need a fucking drug. You have no fucking clue about what it’s like to need anything.”
Shino got up off the floor and got with in an inch from Sasuke’s face.
“A little prick like you has no clue how small he really is until he gets stepped on. I’m disappointed that Uchiha Sasuke a person that at one time I respected, threw every thing away because he could not admit, even to himself, that he could not beat some thing by himself. If you had gotten off your high horse for one freaking second and said something to any one of us, we would of helped you. Naruto would not of had to let Kyuubi out and you would not have to go through the withdrawals again.”
“Bastard!”
Sasuke tried to punch Shino but Neji had come up behind him and held him back. The raven haired teen was pissed though and struggled against the Hyuuga. His tired muscles not letting him fight the way he wanted.
How could Shino say that shit and not expect him to react.
There was a poke to his ribs and Sasuke fell flat on to the floor. Neji’s juken knocking him out cold. Shino grabbed one of Sasukes arms and slung it around his shoulders the white eyed teen did the same and they helped Sasuke to the open bed.
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Sasuke woke as the golden light of twilight shone in his face. Turning over to block the fading light he saw the sleeping form of Naruto. There was something on his shoulder and remembering that it was one of Shino’s, did not kill the bug.
Groaning, the dark haired teen sat up as a light breeze drifted through the room from the open window. This had been one hell of a day. His dreams had been plagued by green demons that shook the shit out of him than large bugs that shoved philosophy down his throat and of coarse a Neji look alike that would not let him go near Naruto. No matter how hard he fought the dream, the bastard would just take Naruto further away.
Sitting up, Sasuke looked around and did not see anyone there. Grunting as he thought that his baby-sitters were slaking. Getting up off the bed he walked around to the balcony and looked out across the small town. There was smoke and signs of fighting coming from the far left, just outside the main gate to the village. Bandits probably.
That would be why he was just being watched by a bug right after the wonderful speech they had given him.
Slowly he made his way to Narutos side. The blond always looked so peaceful when he slept. Before he had enjoyed it because it was the only time that Naruto was quiet. But now the blond dobe had an serine look to him as the golden light was highlighting his face.
The small breeze blew pale blond hair on to the sureal face. Gently Sasuke brushed it away keeping his hand there to trace over the three whisker marks on his cheek. Naruto made a small noise at his caress and a small, prefect smile graced the Uchihas face.
Maybe it was wrong and just not normal, but the dobe was his.
His best friend.
His rival.
His savior.
His pain in the ass.
His dobe
Never less he admitted that he meant something to him. A deep something that made his chest hurt when he found out the pain he had inadvertently caused Naruto. Something that made him smile when Naruto was happy and made him sad when the blond was. Something that made him hate Neji for making him smile because his smiles warmed him up and he did not want to share the warmth. The blond dobe was his, Naruto was the only place he had found warmth and acceptance and unwavering loyalty that he did not deserve.
Naruto deserved it more than he did.
Slowly with out realizing he was doing it Sasuke had leaned in toward Naruto. Their faces centimeters apart, his back hair draping across the serine face. The dobe’s warm breath washed over his pale face and he put one of his hands on the other side of Narutos head to balance himself over his friend.
Hesitantly, he pressed his lips against the sleeping blonds.
Naruto was sleeping lightly and woke as soon as he felt pressure on his lips. Startled blue eyes opened and saw who it was kissing him.
Sasuke.
Not sure he liked this, but not wanting to push Sasuke away either, Naruto froze doing nothing.
Softly Sasuke started to nibble on his lower lip, alternating gentle teeth with running his tongue across his lips. The hot tongue dipped in between Naruto’s pink lips and ran against his teeth not demanding entrance to his mouth like all the others had. It was so soft and caring, Naruto wondered if he was dreaming this.
Giving in to the not asked question Naruto opened his mouth just a little. The hot tongue dipped in, tracing the roof of his mouth and caressing his own tongue. Still not sure of where this was going, or if he liked it, Naruto did not move or respond to the gentle intrusion in to his mouth.
It was so different from every thing he had learned kissing to be. Ths was not the gaging that Orochimaru had ruled a kiss or the plundering that the two men did in mockery of a kiss. But this was something else, something enticing in the way Sasukes tongue ran along his own almost luring it out, asking if it could come out and play.
Sasuke had just the tip of his tongue in his mouth nudging the tip of his own. On impulse he nudged back and Sasuke slid his tongue under his own softly but persistently getting him to kiss back. Slowly drawing his tongue in to Sasuke’s hot cavern where he sucked on it and tangled his tongue against it. Pushing it to the roof of his mouth teaching him how to kiss back with out fear of punishment.
Naruto lifted one hand and ran it up Sasuke’s back in an attempt to keep the form there. Not realizing that he had slipped it under the black shirt. He felt the warm flesh as muscles moved under his hand as Sasuke shifted to straddle him. His eyes were closed tight so afraid that if he opened them that this would be a dream and Sasuke would still asleep in the other bed across the room.
The new position let him reach parts of Sasuke he could not before and he leaned up trying to taste all of his raven haired bastard. Sasuke had slipped his tongue under Narutos dragging his along the underside of the blonds mouth while Naruto did the same to the roof of his. Sasuke dragged his eager hands along the blonds sides slowly rubbing encouraging circles as he worked his way lower. As his hands reached the bottom hem of Narutos jacket and navy shirt the blond pulled away from him with a yelp.
The hands near the top of his pants had jerked him out of the bliss of the outstanding kiss. Opening his eyes to see he was under someone he yelped in to the mouth against his and pulled away, shooting out from under Sasuke and hitting the headboard.
The raven haired teen took the hint and rolled off the bed, blushing profusely.
“Naruto I, I just, I.”
He could not say anything, someone had snuck up on him when he was kissing Naruto and beat him upside the head with a stupid stick.
“Sasuke, you kissed me.”
“Yeah I did.”
Oh yes, his linguist skills were showing now.
“Why did you.”
“I wanted to. I just, I, damn it dobe, I.”
Ahh, what he would give to be able to finish a sentence, any sentence. His face burned from the blush that cover him and he had never felt this flustered in his life. Looking down at the guy he had just kissed he saw the scared look in his eyes and the confusion written all over his face. Sasuke could not stand that fear in the eyes because of him.
“I did it because you looked perfect. I LLo, damn it.”
He could not say it, his lips did not let the sound past them and he stormed a way at saying he thought Naruto looked perfect.
He sat out on the balcony watching the sun finish setting in a blaze of fiery orange and red. Hours after it set and the pleasant breeze turned colder Sasuke reached in his shoe and pulled out his last balloon. He was not stupid, he knew that they would catch him so he had hid his second douse in the sole of his shoe. Rolling the blue balloon in his hand he removed the capped syringe from his sock.
God he was such an idiot, he could not even say how he felt to the dobe. Who was now scarred of him, probably thinking he’s no better then the men that started the attack on him. Looking down at his hands to the things he held, he waited for that little clear liquid voice to tell him that this would fix it and make it all better. He did not want to fight it now. He wanted an escape from his own feelings.
But it was gone.
That startled him so badly he dropped the balloon. It was gone, the ache in his bones, the crawling need that lingered right behind his ears. It was gone, the knot in his stomach that he should have from not taking it for several hours, was not there. He took the top off the syringe and held the needle to his skin.
Nothing.
It
was
gone.
Sasuke started to laugh. It was gone the demon took it away. Hiding balloon in his shoe he walked in to the room. Not noticing the angry form that had landed on the balcony behind him. Or that the bug had left his shoulder the moment he had removed the balloon from his shoe. He strode in to the room not caring that a fuming Gai was asking Naruto where he was. He went right up to Naruto and sat next to him on the bed. Not caring that the blond flinched.
Before anyone could say anything Sasuke had wrapped both his arms around Naruto in a fierce hug and had his head on the blonds shoulder.
“He took it away, dobe. He took it away.”
He was crying, tears streamed down his face, confusing the rest of the team that had just arrived.
“He took it away, I don’t need it any more.”
He was not sure if he was happy that it was gone or sad because he still wanted en escape.