Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Close your eyes and Feel ❯ Love??? ( Chapter 2 )
[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]
By: Kiomi-chan 
Spoiler- “Why didn’t you tell us sooner?” Asked Naruto.
“Because I didn’t want to bother you guys with my problems. I thought I was doing the right thing, cause I felt I was protecting you. Please forgive me for my insolence.” Kiomi replied.
Anime/Manga: Naruto Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Self Insertion | Uploaded On: 02.03.2008 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.1K | Visits: 223 | Status: Work In Progress
Spoiler- “Why didn’t you tell us sooner?” Asked Naruto.
“Because I didn’t want to bother you guys with my problems. I thought I was doing the right thing, cause I felt I was protecting you. Please forgive me for my insolence.” Kiomi replied.
Anime/Manga: Naruto Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Self Insertion | Uploaded On: 02.03.2008 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.1K | Visits: 223 | Status: Work In Progress
Disclaimer- I do not own Naruto….I only own Kiomi!!!
Spoiler- “Why didn’t you tell us sooner?” Asked Naruto.
“Because I didn’t want to bother you guys with my problems. I thought I was doing the right thing, cause I felt I was protecting you. Please forgive me for my insolence.” Kiomi replied.
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No one
By- Kiomi Mikashi
You think this hurts,
You think you understand,
You think you care,
I know different,
No one cares,
No one ever did,
They took him away,
Cause she was in danger,
What about me,
They never ever cared about me,
And they never will,
And now I’m broken,
Does anyone even care?
They always looked at me as a idiot,
That doesn’t know anything,
Well I’ve got news for you,
For them,
For everyone,
I don’t care about you either,
No one,
I care for no one…..
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Chapter 2- Love???
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Gaara looked at her. He was concerned.
“You do know that we should tell everyone what happened, so that we can help you get through this.” Gaara said gently.
“I-I understand. I guess we should get back now huh.” Kiomi smiled to let him know that she was feeling a little better.
“Yes. I see that you are feeling just a little bit better. That’s good news. So are you going to inform them of what has happened?” Gaara asked quietly.
“Do I really have a choice.” Kiomi stated not really asking him.
“You will always have a choice, no matter what you do. But it’s not good to hold it in. Especially if the memory is still fresh on the mind. You can use all the help you can get. I know I may be of good help but I anger easily. I do not want to see you hurt. You have to understand that we are your friends and will never let that kind of thing happen ever again. You understand me.” Gaara said with a gentle tone.
“Okay well lets get out of this stinky old library.” Kiomi giggled.
Gaara raised an eyebrow, “indeed.”
They swiftly walked out of the room that Kiomi labeled ‘stinky old library’.
As they stated to walk down the hall her phone started to vibrate.
“You should answer that it may be important.” Gaara said quietly.
Kiomi nodded and answered her phone.
------------------------------------PHONE CONVERSATION------------------------------------
“Hello, Kiomi speaking.”
“Hello Ms. Micaru. My name is Keitaro Rei. I am terribly sorry to inform you that your brother Micaru, Riku was not found at the scene of the incident. I am also terribly sorry that we have still been unable to locate him. We have a firm belief that he is after you. We are also aware that the family that you are currently living with does not know of your situation and has probably told him of where you reside. Do you have another location of which you can stay? Give me a call back at the police station with the extension number ‘7995’. Good-day, Ms. Micaru stay safe.”
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Kiomi closed her phone and fell to the floor weeping.
Gaara was comforting her right away. Trying to get what happened on the phone out of her. “Kiomi I need to know what’s wrong so that I can try to help. If you don’t tell me how can I help you.”
“Gaara, can I please stay with you guy’s. I can’t stay there with the preppy bitch. H-he’s still out there. The police believe that the family I currently reside with may have told him that I live with them due to the fact they know nothing of the situation.” Kiomi whispered.
That was enough to set Gaara on edge. “What do you mean still out there?” He whispered darkly.
“I mean he’s out there looking for me. When he finds me he will torture me until my death. I just know it.”Kiomi whimpered.
“Kiomi I promise you will stay with us no matter what the others say. No harm will come to you.” He said with a dark and firm tone. When he silently vowed ‘at least not when I’m around’.
Kiomi sniffled, “Promise?”
“Promise.” He said while offering her his hand which she took. He brought her to her feet. He held her hand and began walking down the hallway with her in tow.
Kiomi seriously thought that he would let go of her hand, his hand in hers made her feel safe. Out of harms way. A wonderful feeling really. But when he didn’t she felt even more safe and secure and that odd feel of longing was gone. She felt she could deal with anything while at his side.
‘What am I feeling?’ she asked herself.
‘What we are feeling is just that the unexplainable.’
‘What? Who are you? Why are you in my head?’ Kiomi visibly tensed.
‘Woah, now calm down missy. I’m you. You don’t want your companion to get worried at your visible tensing do you?’
‘No I guess not Do you have any idea what I am feeling and why I am feeling it? I mean you seem to be the smart one here.’ Kiomi replied while relaxing her body.
‘I have an idea of what you’re feeling. Most call it love, some call it a curse. I think it’s a blessing in disguise. You are feeling it because he seems to care about you and is listening to you. No one has ever done so in your life. That is the most probable reason you feel this way.’
‘You mean that I’m in love? How can you be sure it’s love if we have only known each other for like a day… I take that back a half a day.’ Kiomi asked her inner self.
‘We have been stopped for a while now I think it would be wise to be back among the living.’
‘YOU MEAN TO TELL ME THAT YOU KNEW WE STOPPED AND YOU DIDN’T EVEN BOTHER TO TELL ME!’ She screamed in her head. Effectively giving herself a headache.
‘Damn if I knew you were gonna do that I wouldn’t have told you. Oh and by the way I had just found out. Now talk to them like they have been trying to do to you.’
Kiomi snapped back into reality.
“Huh? What happened? Stupid me I can’t love.” She muttered then quickly realized she had most likely said that out loud. “Umm….Sorry how long have you been trying to talk to me?”
Gaara raised an eyebrow at this then decided to sit in the chair behind him. “We have been trying for several minutes. Are you going to tell them, it’s up to you.” He said softly as to comfort her.
Everyone’s eyes widened. Why you ask, well Gaara isn’t particularly nice to anyone.
“Y-yes I will tell them.” Kiomi stated and the tone she used made sure everyone knew that she was scared.
“Well whatever it is it’s hurting her emotionally and physically. We will listen to what you have to tell us.” Temari stated confidently.
Kiomi’s eyes filled with tears again and the tears were slowly rolling down her face.
Gaara saw her crying and pulled her to him effectively pulling her onto his lap.
“It’s gonna be okay. You are surrounded by friends, nothing bad will come of you. I will not let it.” Gaara whispered in her ear.
She nodded slowly. “I have a very unpleasant story to tell. Do not interrupt me or make any comments what so ever. For I do not want to hear them.” She sighed sadly. ‘Here goes’.
“The reason why I moved here is what makes me shake and hurt all over. For years my older brother Riku had been abusing me, he raped me a couple times too. He always said that I was worthless and that I don’t deserve the family name. The only friends that knew kept on telling me that that wasn’t true and that it was him that didn’t deserve the family name. But deep deep down I knew that I was the one that didn’t deserve to be around. So I isolated myself to the confines of my room, kept myself away from him as much as possible. Until one day I was in my room with one of my friends and he came in and pinned me to the bed I yelled for my friend to run and get somewhere safe. He took me that night in the most torturous ways. It hurt a lot more then the first couple times he was so rough he made me bleed. He scared me so much I couldn’t believe it was me. He had always taken his time, but that time it was incredibly swift and more than anything I wanted to scream. But no one would hear me and I knew it too. That night after he left me in my room the officers came and I thought they took him away. The next day…today I was sent here. To go to school and live a normal life. But I realized I can’t thanks to him cause the memories are still so fresh on my mind. I needed someone to give a damn about me and care about what I have to say. I found all that when I found Gaara.” Kiomi finished her story.
Everyone was seething. How could a brother do that to a person like her…..A BROTHER…..what a sick twisted bastard.
“Now I feel even worse. I can’t believe I brought you into this. I’m so sorry.” She tried to get up but Gaara’s grip on her tightened. She sighed. There is no way to escape. Naruto spoke up.
“Why didn’t you tell us sooner?” Naruto asked.
“Because I didn’t want to bother you guys with my problems. I thought I was doing the right thing, cause I felt I was protecting you. Please forgive me for my insolence.” Kiomi replied while tensing up again waiting for body assault.
“The only thing that bothers us is that we weren’t there to help you. And if you need a place to stay you can stay with me, Gaara, and Kankuro.” Temari said trying to help ease some of the tensing from her new and most treasured friend. She is also silently hoping that Kiomi does choose to stay with them. It would be nice to have another girl in the house. A house full of boys is no cup of tea.
“You mean it? I c-can stay?” Kiomi asked hopefully.
“Yes and it would be an honor to have another girl around. I must warn you it is rather hard when our parents are always gone. I am not a good cook either it is most of the time not able to be defined.” Temari said happily as she started rambling. Then she blushed in embarrassment.
“It’s all good. Lets get out of here. I need to go to preppy bitches house and get my stuff.” Kiomi said happily.
Everyone sighed at her sudden mood swing. But were happy for it none the less.
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Heres your update. Sorry it’s kind of short. I do believe that you can forgive me. Right? Anyway please review. It would be rather pleasant if you did.
Always,
Kiomi-chan
Spoiler- “Why didn’t you tell us sooner?” Asked Naruto.
“Because I didn’t want to bother you guys with my problems. I thought I was doing the right thing, cause I felt I was protecting you. Please forgive me for my insolence.” Kiomi replied.
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No one
By- Kiomi Mikashi
You think this hurts,
You think you understand,
You think you care,
I know different,
No one cares,
No one ever did,
They took him away,
Cause she was in danger,
What about me,
They never ever cared about me,
And they never will,
And now I’m broken,
Does anyone even care?
They always looked at me as a idiot,
That doesn’t know anything,
Well I’ve got news for you,
For them,
For everyone,
I don’t care about you either,
No one,
I care for no one…..
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Chapter 2- Love???
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Gaara looked at her. He was concerned.
“You do know that we should tell everyone what happened, so that we can help you get through this.” Gaara said gently.
“I-I understand. I guess we should get back now huh.” Kiomi smiled to let him know that she was feeling a little better.
“Yes. I see that you are feeling just a little bit better. That’s good news. So are you going to inform them of what has happened?” Gaara asked quietly.
“Do I really have a choice.” Kiomi stated not really asking him.
“You will always have a choice, no matter what you do. But it’s not good to hold it in. Especially if the memory is still fresh on the mind. You can use all the help you can get. I know I may be of good help but I anger easily. I do not want to see you hurt. You have to understand that we are your friends and will never let that kind of thing happen ever again. You understand me.” Gaara said with a gentle tone.
“Okay well lets get out of this stinky old library.” Kiomi giggled.
Gaara raised an eyebrow, “indeed.”
They swiftly walked out of the room that Kiomi labeled ‘stinky old library’.
As they stated to walk down the hall her phone started to vibrate.
“You should answer that it may be important.” Gaara said quietly.
Kiomi nodded and answered her phone.
------------------------------------PHONE CONVERSATION------------------------------------
“Hello, Kiomi speaking.”
“Hello Ms. Micaru. My name is Keitaro Rei. I am terribly sorry to inform you that your brother Micaru, Riku was not found at the scene of the incident. I am also terribly sorry that we have still been unable to locate him. We have a firm belief that he is after you. We are also aware that the family that you are currently living with does not know of your situation and has probably told him of where you reside. Do you have another location of which you can stay? Give me a call back at the police station with the extension number ‘7995’. Good-day, Ms. Micaru stay safe.”
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Kiomi closed her phone and fell to the floor weeping.
Gaara was comforting her right away. Trying to get what happened on the phone out of her. “Kiomi I need to know what’s wrong so that I can try to help. If you don’t tell me how can I help you.”
“Gaara, can I please stay with you guy’s. I can’t stay there with the preppy bitch. H-he’s still out there. The police believe that the family I currently reside with may have told him that I live with them due to the fact they know nothing of the situation.” Kiomi whispered.
That was enough to set Gaara on edge. “What do you mean still out there?” He whispered darkly.
“I mean he’s out there looking for me. When he finds me he will torture me until my death. I just know it.”Kiomi whimpered.
“Kiomi I promise you will stay with us no matter what the others say. No harm will come to you.” He said with a dark and firm tone. When he silently vowed ‘at least not when I’m around’.
Kiomi sniffled, “Promise?”
“Promise.” He said while offering her his hand which she took. He brought her to her feet. He held her hand and began walking down the hallway with her in tow.
Kiomi seriously thought that he would let go of her hand, his hand in hers made her feel safe. Out of harms way. A wonderful feeling really. But when he didn’t she felt even more safe and secure and that odd feel of longing was gone. She felt she could deal with anything while at his side.
‘What am I feeling?’ she asked herself.
‘What we are feeling is just that the unexplainable.’
‘What? Who are you? Why are you in my head?’ Kiomi visibly tensed.
‘Woah, now calm down missy. I’m you. You don’t want your companion to get worried at your visible tensing do you?’
‘No I guess not Do you have any idea what I am feeling and why I am feeling it? I mean you seem to be the smart one here.’ Kiomi replied while relaxing her body.
‘I have an idea of what you’re feeling. Most call it love, some call it a curse. I think it’s a blessing in disguise. You are feeling it because he seems to care about you and is listening to you. No one has ever done so in your life. That is the most probable reason you feel this way.’
‘You mean that I’m in love? How can you be sure it’s love if we have only known each other for like a day… I take that back a half a day.’ Kiomi asked her inner self.
‘We have been stopped for a while now I think it would be wise to be back among the living.’
‘YOU MEAN TO TELL ME THAT YOU KNEW WE STOPPED AND YOU DIDN’T EVEN BOTHER TO TELL ME!’ She screamed in her head. Effectively giving herself a headache.
‘Damn if I knew you were gonna do that I wouldn’t have told you. Oh and by the way I had just found out. Now talk to them like they have been trying to do to you.’
Kiomi snapped back into reality.
“Huh? What happened? Stupid me I can’t love.” She muttered then quickly realized she had most likely said that out loud. “Umm….Sorry how long have you been trying to talk to me?”
Gaara raised an eyebrow at this then decided to sit in the chair behind him. “We have been trying for several minutes. Are you going to tell them, it’s up to you.” He said softly as to comfort her.
Everyone’s eyes widened. Why you ask, well Gaara isn’t particularly nice to anyone.
“Y-yes I will tell them.” Kiomi stated and the tone she used made sure everyone knew that she was scared.
“Well whatever it is it’s hurting her emotionally and physically. We will listen to what you have to tell us.” Temari stated confidently.
Kiomi’s eyes filled with tears again and the tears were slowly rolling down her face.
Gaara saw her crying and pulled her to him effectively pulling her onto his lap.
“It’s gonna be okay. You are surrounded by friends, nothing bad will come of you. I will not let it.” Gaara whispered in her ear.
She nodded slowly. “I have a very unpleasant story to tell. Do not interrupt me or make any comments what so ever. For I do not want to hear them.” She sighed sadly. ‘Here goes’.
“The reason why I moved here is what makes me shake and hurt all over. For years my older brother Riku had been abusing me, he raped me a couple times too. He always said that I was worthless and that I don’t deserve the family name. The only friends that knew kept on telling me that that wasn’t true and that it was him that didn’t deserve the family name. But deep deep down I knew that I was the one that didn’t deserve to be around. So I isolated myself to the confines of my room, kept myself away from him as much as possible. Until one day I was in my room with one of my friends and he came in and pinned me to the bed I yelled for my friend to run and get somewhere safe. He took me that night in the most torturous ways. It hurt a lot more then the first couple times he was so rough he made me bleed. He scared me so much I couldn’t believe it was me. He had always taken his time, but that time it was incredibly swift and more than anything I wanted to scream. But no one would hear me and I knew it too. That night after he left me in my room the officers came and I thought they took him away. The next day…today I was sent here. To go to school and live a normal life. But I realized I can’t thanks to him cause the memories are still so fresh on my mind. I needed someone to give a damn about me and care about what I have to say. I found all that when I found Gaara.” Kiomi finished her story.
Everyone was seething. How could a brother do that to a person like her…..A BROTHER…..what a sick twisted bastard.
“Now I feel even worse. I can’t believe I brought you into this. I’m so sorry.” She tried to get up but Gaara’s grip on her tightened. She sighed. There is no way to escape. Naruto spoke up.
“Why didn’t you tell us sooner?” Naruto asked.
“Because I didn’t want to bother you guys with my problems. I thought I was doing the right thing, cause I felt I was protecting you. Please forgive me for my insolence.” Kiomi replied while tensing up again waiting for body assault.
“The only thing that bothers us is that we weren’t there to help you. And if you need a place to stay you can stay with me, Gaara, and Kankuro.” Temari said trying to help ease some of the tensing from her new and most treasured friend. She is also silently hoping that Kiomi does choose to stay with them. It would be nice to have another girl in the house. A house full of boys is no cup of tea.
“You mean it? I c-can stay?” Kiomi asked hopefully.
“Yes and it would be an honor to have another girl around. I must warn you it is rather hard when our parents are always gone. I am not a good cook either it is most of the time not able to be defined.” Temari said happily as she started rambling. Then she blushed in embarrassment.
“It’s all good. Lets get out of here. I need to go to preppy bitches house and get my stuff.” Kiomi said happily.
Everyone sighed at her sudden mood swing. But were happy for it none the less.
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Heres your update. Sorry it’s kind of short. I do believe that you can forgive me. Right? Anyway please review. It would be rather pleasant if you did.
Always,
Kiomi-chan