Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Dotless Dice ❯ Is This What Love Feels Like? ( Chapter 9 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
By: VanityWantsYou 
Anime/Manga: Naruto Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Comedy / Angst | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 12.19.2006 | Pages: 3 | Words: 3.5K | Visits: 567 | Status: Work In Progress
Anime/Manga: Naruto Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Comedy / Angst | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 12.19.2006 | Pages: 3 | Words: 3.5K | Visits: 567 | Status: Work In Progress
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto. Simple as cake.
I was amazed that their was actually one reviewer out there that said they loved Orochimaru! You are like me Kitsunechibiko! I adore him and his long tongue :grin: I don't know why people dislike him so much. Cuz he molests kids? Maybe?
And sorry I didn't get this chapter up yesterday, I had a german test to study for. Ich kreig ihn nicht hoch- tut mir Leid! :giggles like an idiot:
This is a SasuNaru chapter full of emotions! And a lemon! For those of you who are squimish or would throw up in your mouth at the descriptiveness of yaoi, please back away now u.u Of course... you wouldn't be reading now if you were squimish... or if you would throw up in your mouth... meh... And this is my second ever lemon. My first was a twincest doujinshi about my own manga :grin: but that was more smut... this is... making love?
Orochimaru narrowed his slitted eyes at the intruder, golden orbs flashing dangerously under the dim classroom lights. But when he took a good look at the raven hair and pale skin, he knew it was Uchiha Sasuke. Naruto's rumored lover.
"Take your fucking hands off of him," Sasuke snarled, black seeping back into his fiery eyes.
"Why should I? He's enjoying it," the snake ran his hand up Naruto's side, "aren't you, Naruto-kun?"
The blond shoved his shoulder forward, slamming himself into Orochimaru's chest. The teacher stumbled backwards and Naruto took that as the chance to run, his legs moving towards Sasuke as if they had a mind of their own. He stumbled and fell against the raven's chest, his arms quickly wrapping around a slim waist.
"S-Sasuke..." Naruto squeezed his eyes shut, hot tears sliding down his cheeks.
Sasuke held the trembling blond against him, his face becoming calmer. His obsidian eyes turned to Orochimaru, their color a more threatening black, as if promising the teacher a painful demise.
"I-I want to go home..." Naruto said with a small voice, his fingers clutching Sasuke's shirt in a death grip.
"There's no way we're leaving without me beating the shit out of this fucker first," Sasuke growled, his hold on Naruto tightening, No one will touch him... He's mine! his eyes softened, ... he's mine...
"Please, Sasuke... just forget about it...!"
The raven gritted his teeth together when he saw Orochimaru smirk. He bent down and pulled Naruto onto his back, his boiling eyes never leaving the snake's cold ones. He hated the fact that the teacher was getting his way, but he wasn't going to go against what Naruto wanted(1). After he had a good grip on the blond, he let go of his anger and his face went completely blank. An Uchiha's way of calming themselves.
"Fine," he turned to go out the door, missing the flash of recognition in Orochimaru's eyes.
"Ah, yes... now I remember... Uchiha Sasuke...You're Itachi's little brother, aren't you?" the snake smirked when the boy stiffened at the doorway, "I used to 'work' with him. Now that I think about it... he sent you to that whore house in Akasaka, didn't he? After your parents died?" he feigned a completely innocent face, but his intent wasn't hidden at all.
Sasuke ignored him and walked out, slamming the door behind him.
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"Sasuke-kun, what happened? You look angry," Sakura asked while following him down the hall. She looked up at Naruto's sleeping face, the boy's cheek lying comfortably against her crush's shoulder. She scowled and glared at him.
"..."
"Sasuke kun!" she whined.
"Go the hell away, Haruno!" he hissed, getting annoyed by the girl's constant whining.
Sakura stopped and watched with wide eyes as Sasuke kept walking. As he turned the corner, Naruto stirred in his sleep, a small smile appearing on his face. She balled her hands into fists and her shoulders started to shake in anger.
"The only one to make Sasuke-kun hot and bothered... the only one to get close to him..." her emerald eyes burned with hatred, "I'll make sure you can't get any closer... I'll make sure that you won't see him ever again... Naruto... I'll make sure he hates you..."
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...ruto...
Naru...to...
"Naruto?"
Blue eyes opened, vision hazy. The blond blinked a few times and glanced over, a worried Iruka sitting next to him, "Iruka?" That must mean I'm at work... he quickly sat up, eyes searching around.
"Looking for Sasuke?" the worker asked softy.
"Where is he?"
"Out venting his anger... He wouldn't tell anyone what happened... but it must've been bad. Kakashi and I haven't seen him this angry since the last time Itachi visited..." Iruka sighed, "Naruto, what exactly happened?"
Naruto flinched when the memories of earlier flooded back to him, I must've fallen asleep when Sasuke was carrying me...
"Naruto?"
Should I tell him? "It was nothing..." he gave a fake laugh, "Sasuke and Sai just got into a fight."
Iruka furrowed his brows, "A fight? Over what?"
Think, Naruto, think! "A girl!"
Now Iruka was confused. Sasuke never got into fights with Sai, mostly because, as Sasuke would say, "it would be too annoying". And now he suddenly decided to fight the other boy? Over a girl? Sasuke was gay for Christ's sake!
"Tell me the truth, Naruto."
"Ehh, but that is the truth!"
"No, it's not. Those two wouldn't fight over a girl. If you haven't noticed, their sexual preference swings the other way," Iruka stated.
"Oh... yeah..." Duh! You knew Sasuke liked guys all along, idiot! he mentally yelled at himself, and it's sort of obvious Sai likes ass... heh...
"Is it really that bad? You know, what happened?" Iruka looked at the younger male, his mother hen side kicking in.
Naruto stared down at his hands, noticing the small scratches on his fingers and palms from the rough wall he was shoved against. Now that he thought about it... it was bad... he was almost raped... "Well... I don't really want to talk about it..."
"I understand..."
A particularly loud crash from outside pulled them from their akward atmosphere. Iruka stood and pulled the door open, glancing out into the hall. Standing by one of the lower hosts' room was Sasuke, his skin covered in a thin layer of sweat, his black bangs sticking to his jaw and neck. His dark eyes were narrowed at the shattered vase lying on the wooden floor.
Iruka smiled slightly at the frustrated boy, "It's good to see you've calmed down a bit, Sasuke. And I believe you've just added 50 yen to your debt."
Sasuke snorted and shoved his hands into his pockets, his lips still down turned into a scowl. His gaze wandered over to the room Iruka was standing in and he suddenly went from pissed off to worried, "Is he awake?"
Iruka chuckled and stepped out of the doorway, "He is. I'll call him out so you can talk to him in private. I'd let you two speak inside, but I have to set the bedroom up for his client tonight," he pushed the door open all the way and told Naruto to come out into the hall.
The blond peeked out and grinned when he saw Sasuke, "Oi, Teme!"
"Dobe..." Sasuke retorted half-heartidly, "come on, I need to talk to you."
Naruto knew exactly where this was going.
"Right... I'm coming..." he followed the raven out into the sitting room while waving good bye to Iruka, "Are we going to your room?"
"Yes, it's more private there," Sasuke answered, a tinge of anger still in his voice. He nodded his head in greeting to a few of the younger hosts as he opened the second hall's door. The both of them trailed inside, Sasuke's door already open.
When the both of them were in, Naruto slid the screen shut, his blue eyes looking around the room.
The last time I was in here... a flashback of the kiss entered his mind and he blushed, dodging Sasuke's questioning stare.
"What's wrong?" the raven asked.
"A-ah, nothing at all," Naruto laughed nervously, "so, uh, what did you want to talk to me about? I'm guessing it has something to do with earlier?" he paused when Sasuke narrowed his eyes and looked away.
"How long has he been harrassing you? Your friends told me that he might've been up to something ever since you bought that apartment from him. Has it been happening since then? That long ago?"
Naruto's eyes widened, "They told you about that?.!"
"I'm glad they did! It was thanks to them that I was able to get to you in time! If they hadn't of told me, you'd... you would have probably been--"
"... Raped..." Naruto finished, lowering his head so that his golden bangs covered his eyes, "I know..."
"Doesn't that bother you?" Sasuke hissed.
Naruto gripped the sides of his pants and bit his bottom lip, his frame shaking slightly, "Of course it does..."
"Then how can you be so calm?.!" Sasuke's anger was flaring at this point. He reached back and grabbed the closest thing to him, which was a glass rice bowl.
"Why does it matter to you anyway...?" the blond asked bitterly.
Then Sasuke snapped, hurling the bowl at Naruto, the item barely missing his head and shattering against the wall, pieces bouncing off and hitting the boy, "Because I fucking care about you!.!" he snarled, his eyes flaring red again.
Naruto put a hand to the side of his head and rubbed his fingers against his temple, feeling blood soaking his skin. He lifted his head and his cerulean eyes were wet with tears. His hand was lowered and he looked at the blood on his fingertips, his tears finally slipping down his face and dripping from his chin.
Sasuke's eyes widened in realization of what he'd just done, "Naruto..."
"I don't... I don't like to show people my weaknesses..." Naruto said, his voice quivering.
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Before Sasuke left to go after Naruto, Ino called after him.
"Sasuke-kun... are you going after Naruto? If you are... you should know that inside... he really isn't that strong... He tries to be," she sighed, "but he isn't. He hides his pain and fear beneath his smile... so don't get frustrated if he acts cool about things... he's just trying to keep himself together... Because without his mask, he'll fall apart... You know?"
He did know... because for eight whole years... Sasuke was hiding behind a mask, too...
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Naruto held back a sob as blood trickled down the side of his face, "so I pretend that I'm not sad... not angry... not scared..." he kept himself from looking Sasuke in the eyes, "but earlier... I was frightened... so scared I thought I would break down and cry... Sasuke..." he didn't get to finish before he was pulled into a strong embrace, his bloody cheek being pressed against Sasuke's school shirt.
"I know what it's like... to try and hide things behind a mask... Everything just builds up and eventually... it breaks loose..." Sasuke whispered and ran his fingers through blond locks, his fingertips becoming damp from the blood. He pulled away and bent down slightly so he was face level with Naruto. His thumb brushed against the wound lightly, "I'm sorry..."
"It's ok..." Naruto lifted his arm and wiped away his tears with his sleeve, a smile gracing his lips.
Sasuke smiled back, his heart fluttering at the simple gesture, Is this what it feels like... to be in love? he ran his other hand up Naruto's neck and rested his palm on a tan cheek, his obsidian eyes gazing into orbs the color of the sky, to feel elated when he smiles, to feel regret when he's sad, to get angry when he's hurt, to feel like I'm flying when he laughs...?
"Sasuke...?"
The raven moved forward, his eyes closing slightly, and his lips met soft pouty ones. The kiss was loving and tender, unlike their first one which was heated and full of lust. When Naruto responded by whimpering and pressing back akwardly, Sasuke felt his heart speed up and his stomach churned nervously. He wasn't dealing with a client, he was dealing with someone precious to him.
Naruto felt a tongue run along his bottom lip and he parted his lips, letting the slick muscle roam around. Yes, he was inexperienced, but he was sure Sasuke would help him. He just... needed the warmth of the other male, he needed to touch him, needed to kiss, needed to feel him...
They both moaned when their growing erections brushed against each other. Sasuke pulled away from the kiss first, a string of saliva connecting his lips to Naruto's. His cheeks were flushed and he was panting slightly, his skills as a host being thrown out the window. He couldn't think of his teaching at a time like this. Not when Naruto was flush against him, his lips red and swollen, his cheeks pink, and his blue eyes begging for pleasure.
Sasuke led Naruto to his traditional cott on the floor, the blond eagerly lying down, his mouth open seductively and legs spread, as if inviting the raven to ravish him. And Sasuke did. His got on his knees and crawled over Naruto, bending his head down to latch onto the exposed collarbone. One of his hands worked on pulling off the tie and unbuttoning the shirt, wanting nothing more than to feel the smooth skin underneath.
"Ngh... Sasuke..." Naruto muttered heatedly, his erection obvious through his black pants. He let out a long moan when his shirt was torn off and a pink tongue pressed teasingly against a pert nipple.
"Hm?" The raven mumbled while busying himself with the blond's luscious body.
"I-It's so hot..." Naruto panted, his head rolling to the side. His wound was already healing so there wasn't any blood on the pillows.
Sasuke groaned at Naruto's husky voice and trailed his kisses downward, dipping his tongue into a cute little bellybutton. He smiled to himself when the boy squirmed under his handling. His teeth nipped at the skin and he gave one final lick before sitting up, pulling off his own clothes. He shivered when cold air hit his heated member.
Naruto glanced down and blushed. He had never really payed attention to men before... but Sasuke was... gorgeous...
Sasuke caught Naruto staring and smirked, "Like what you see, Dobe?"
Naruto snorted teasingly, a small smile on his face, "I've seen bigger," they both laughed and Sasuke ran his hand up his lover's leg, his fingers tracing the bulge in his pants.
"Really now?" he unzipped the black pants and hooked his pointer fingers under the boxers, pulling both layers of clothing down at the same time. He licked his lips when the blond's erection was freed, precum oozing from the tip.
"Mhhnnn," Naruto moaned and thrusted his hips up. Sure, he was inexperienced, but he used to be straight, he read porn. And he knew what women did to heat things up.
The raven felt like he was going to explode. How could a person like Uzumaki Naruto be so damn hott and slutty? He placed his hips by Naruto's, but then an idea came to his mind and he smiled.
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"You'll never feel love, Otouto..."
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You're wrong, Aniki...
"Naruto... I want you to make love to me."
Blue eyes widened and Naruto looked over to see Sasuke's small smile. He was serious! "Y-you sure? I'm not really... knowledgable in this area."
"I'm sure. I need to... prove something to myself..." he watched Naruto sit up and he didn't resist at all when he was gently pushed down onto the cott.
"U-um..."
"Hn, Dobe, prepare me."
"Prepare what?"
"..." long sigh. Sasuke pulled his legs apart and exposed his entire self to the blushing blond, "you need to wet your fingers and--"
"Yeah! Yeah! I got it!" Naruto nervously put three fingers into his mouth and coated them with saliva, pulling them out quickly with a small "pop". He started to feel self conscious and moved over, turning the lamp off and casting the room into darkness except for a flickering candle in the corner by the closet. Sasuke's black eyes seemed to be glowing and the raven grunted when he felt Naruto slowly push a finger inside of him, the digit wriggling around curiously.
"N-Naruto.." he groaned as two more fingers were pushed in. His eyes snapped shut and he let out a wavering moan as the tips of two fingers grazed his prostate. He inhaled sharply when the fingers were removed and a swollen member was pressed against his entrance, Mhhn, for someone so clueless about sex, he's doing pretty damn good so far...
Naruto pushed himself inside slowly, resisting the tight heat that wanted to suck him in. If he let himself be drawn in, he'd end up hurting Sasuke. And that was something he didn't want to do. He grunted as the slick walls encased him, his tongue darting out to lick his dry lips.
Sasuke moaned when the blond was completely sheathed inside of him. He wrapped his legs around a slim waist and begged for Naruto to move, the heat in his stomach becoming unbearable. He felt his eyes roll into the back of his head as his lover pulled out and slammed back in, immediately hitting his swollen prostate.
"Ngh... ahh...!.!" Sasuke breathed in through his nostrils and turned that air into a pleasurable moan.
As hips slammed against a firm bottom, precum slipped down Sasuke's throbbing erection. His mouth was open, every thrust causing a husky cry to irrupt from his throat. The heat in his stomach was quickly unraveling and he gripped onto Naruto's shoulders as he came, a loud cry echoing throughout the room.
Naruto groaned when Sasuke's walls squeezed him for all he was worth. The raven's high-pitched wail was enough to drive him over the edge and he came as well, Sasuke's insides milking him dry.
After a few seconds of "basking in the afterglow", Naruto withdrew from the tight body, cum dribbling out of Sasuke's entrance. He fell next to the teen and smiled to himself.
"Thank you..." Sasuke whispered tiredly. His eyelids were drooping and his breathing was becoming steady, You proved my brother wrong, Naruto... I can feel love... he turned over slowly and wrapped his arms around the blond, his head resting against a heaving chest ... and I can return that love, too...
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Outside of Sasuke's bedroom, Kakashi was leaning against the wall, his mask hanging around his neck, a smile stretching from ear to ear, I'm glad you found happiness, Sasuke... you truly needed it...
(1) Sasuke's not being a wussy or anything. It's just, sometimes, going against a close friend's wishes can piss them off. Hehe.
I hope you liked the lemon! Please reviw! Danke!
I was amazed that their was actually one reviewer out there that said they loved Orochimaru! You are like me Kitsunechibiko! I adore him and his long tongue :grin: I don't know why people dislike him so much. Cuz he molests kids? Maybe?
And sorry I didn't get this chapter up yesterday, I had a german test to study for. Ich kreig ihn nicht hoch- tut mir Leid! :giggles like an idiot:
This is a SasuNaru chapter full of emotions! And a lemon! For those of you who are squimish or would throw up in your mouth at the descriptiveness of yaoi, please back away now u.u Of course... you wouldn't be reading now if you were squimish... or if you would throw up in your mouth... meh... And this is my second ever lemon. My first was a twincest doujinshi about my own manga :grin: but that was more smut... this is... making love?
Orochimaru narrowed his slitted eyes at the intruder, golden orbs flashing dangerously under the dim classroom lights. But when he took a good look at the raven hair and pale skin, he knew it was Uchiha Sasuke. Naruto's rumored lover.
"Take your fucking hands off of him," Sasuke snarled, black seeping back into his fiery eyes.
"Why should I? He's enjoying it," the snake ran his hand up Naruto's side, "aren't you, Naruto-kun?"
The blond shoved his shoulder forward, slamming himself into Orochimaru's chest. The teacher stumbled backwards and Naruto took that as the chance to run, his legs moving towards Sasuke as if they had a mind of their own. He stumbled and fell against the raven's chest, his arms quickly wrapping around a slim waist.
"S-Sasuke..." Naruto squeezed his eyes shut, hot tears sliding down his cheeks.
Sasuke held the trembling blond against him, his face becoming calmer. His obsidian eyes turned to Orochimaru, their color a more threatening black, as if promising the teacher a painful demise.
"I-I want to go home..." Naruto said with a small voice, his fingers clutching Sasuke's shirt in a death grip.
"There's no way we're leaving without me beating the shit out of this fucker first," Sasuke growled, his hold on Naruto tightening, No one will touch him... He's mine! his eyes softened, ... he's mine...
"Please, Sasuke... just forget about it...!"
The raven gritted his teeth together when he saw Orochimaru smirk. He bent down and pulled Naruto onto his back, his boiling eyes never leaving the snake's cold ones. He hated the fact that the teacher was getting his way, but he wasn't going to go against what Naruto wanted(1). After he had a good grip on the blond, he let go of his anger and his face went completely blank. An Uchiha's way of calming themselves.
"Fine," he turned to go out the door, missing the flash of recognition in Orochimaru's eyes.
"Ah, yes... now I remember... Uchiha Sasuke...You're Itachi's little brother, aren't you?" the snake smirked when the boy stiffened at the doorway, "I used to 'work' with him. Now that I think about it... he sent you to that whore house in Akasaka, didn't he? After your parents died?" he feigned a completely innocent face, but his intent wasn't hidden at all.
Sasuke ignored him and walked out, slamming the door behind him.
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"Sasuke-kun, what happened? You look angry," Sakura asked while following him down the hall. She looked up at Naruto's sleeping face, the boy's cheek lying comfortably against her crush's shoulder. She scowled and glared at him.
"..."
"Sasuke kun!" she whined.
"Go the hell away, Haruno!" he hissed, getting annoyed by the girl's constant whining.
Sakura stopped and watched with wide eyes as Sasuke kept walking. As he turned the corner, Naruto stirred in his sleep, a small smile appearing on his face. She balled her hands into fists and her shoulders started to shake in anger.
"The only one to make Sasuke-kun hot and bothered... the only one to get close to him..." her emerald eyes burned with hatred, "I'll make sure you can't get any closer... I'll make sure that you won't see him ever again... Naruto... I'll make sure he hates you..."
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...ruto...
Naru...to...
"Naruto?"
Blue eyes opened, vision hazy. The blond blinked a few times and glanced over, a worried Iruka sitting next to him, "Iruka?" That must mean I'm at work... he quickly sat up, eyes searching around.
"Looking for Sasuke?" the worker asked softy.
"Where is he?"
"Out venting his anger... He wouldn't tell anyone what happened... but it must've been bad. Kakashi and I haven't seen him this angry since the last time Itachi visited..." Iruka sighed, "Naruto, what exactly happened?"
Naruto flinched when the memories of earlier flooded back to him, I must've fallen asleep when Sasuke was carrying me...
"Naruto?"
Should I tell him? "It was nothing..." he gave a fake laugh, "Sasuke and Sai just got into a fight."
Iruka furrowed his brows, "A fight? Over what?"
Think, Naruto, think! "A girl!"
Now Iruka was confused. Sasuke never got into fights with Sai, mostly because, as Sasuke would say, "it would be too annoying". And now he suddenly decided to fight the other boy? Over a girl? Sasuke was gay for Christ's sake!
"Tell me the truth, Naruto."
"Ehh, but that is the truth!"
"No, it's not. Those two wouldn't fight over a girl. If you haven't noticed, their sexual preference swings the other way," Iruka stated.
"Oh... yeah..." Duh! You knew Sasuke liked guys all along, idiot! he mentally yelled at himself, and it's sort of obvious Sai likes ass... heh...
"Is it really that bad? You know, what happened?" Iruka looked at the younger male, his mother hen side kicking in.
Naruto stared down at his hands, noticing the small scratches on his fingers and palms from the rough wall he was shoved against. Now that he thought about it... it was bad... he was almost raped... "Well... I don't really want to talk about it..."
"I understand..."
A particularly loud crash from outside pulled them from their akward atmosphere. Iruka stood and pulled the door open, glancing out into the hall. Standing by one of the lower hosts' room was Sasuke, his skin covered in a thin layer of sweat, his black bangs sticking to his jaw and neck. His dark eyes were narrowed at the shattered vase lying on the wooden floor.
Iruka smiled slightly at the frustrated boy, "It's good to see you've calmed down a bit, Sasuke. And I believe you've just added 50 yen to your debt."
Sasuke snorted and shoved his hands into his pockets, his lips still down turned into a scowl. His gaze wandered over to the room Iruka was standing in and he suddenly went from pissed off to worried, "Is he awake?"
Iruka chuckled and stepped out of the doorway, "He is. I'll call him out so you can talk to him in private. I'd let you two speak inside, but I have to set the bedroom up for his client tonight," he pushed the door open all the way and told Naruto to come out into the hall.
The blond peeked out and grinned when he saw Sasuke, "Oi, Teme!"
"Dobe..." Sasuke retorted half-heartidly, "come on, I need to talk to you."
Naruto knew exactly where this was going.
"Right... I'm coming..." he followed the raven out into the sitting room while waving good bye to Iruka, "Are we going to your room?"
"Yes, it's more private there," Sasuke answered, a tinge of anger still in his voice. He nodded his head in greeting to a few of the younger hosts as he opened the second hall's door. The both of them trailed inside, Sasuke's door already open.
When the both of them were in, Naruto slid the screen shut, his blue eyes looking around the room.
The last time I was in here... a flashback of the kiss entered his mind and he blushed, dodging Sasuke's questioning stare.
"What's wrong?" the raven asked.
"A-ah, nothing at all," Naruto laughed nervously, "so, uh, what did you want to talk to me about? I'm guessing it has something to do with earlier?" he paused when Sasuke narrowed his eyes and looked away.
"How long has he been harrassing you? Your friends told me that he might've been up to something ever since you bought that apartment from him. Has it been happening since then? That long ago?"
Naruto's eyes widened, "They told you about that?.!"
"I'm glad they did! It was thanks to them that I was able to get to you in time! If they hadn't of told me, you'd... you would have probably been--"
"... Raped..." Naruto finished, lowering his head so that his golden bangs covered his eyes, "I know..."
"Doesn't that bother you?" Sasuke hissed.
Naruto gripped the sides of his pants and bit his bottom lip, his frame shaking slightly, "Of course it does..."
"Then how can you be so calm?.!" Sasuke's anger was flaring at this point. He reached back and grabbed the closest thing to him, which was a glass rice bowl.
"Why does it matter to you anyway...?" the blond asked bitterly.
Then Sasuke snapped, hurling the bowl at Naruto, the item barely missing his head and shattering against the wall, pieces bouncing off and hitting the boy, "Because I fucking care about you!.!" he snarled, his eyes flaring red again.
Naruto put a hand to the side of his head and rubbed his fingers against his temple, feeling blood soaking his skin. He lifted his head and his cerulean eyes were wet with tears. His hand was lowered and he looked at the blood on his fingertips, his tears finally slipping down his face and dripping from his chin.
Sasuke's eyes widened in realization of what he'd just done, "Naruto..."
"I don't... I don't like to show people my weaknesses..." Naruto said, his voice quivering.
xXxX flashback XxXx
Before Sasuke left to go after Naruto, Ino called after him.
"Sasuke-kun... are you going after Naruto? If you are... you should know that inside... he really isn't that strong... He tries to be," she sighed, "but he isn't. He hides his pain and fear beneath his smile... so don't get frustrated if he acts cool about things... he's just trying to keep himself together... Because without his mask, he'll fall apart... You know?"
He did know... because for eight whole years... Sasuke was hiding behind a mask, too...
xXxX end flashback XxXx
Naruto held back a sob as blood trickled down the side of his face, "so I pretend that I'm not sad... not angry... not scared..." he kept himself from looking Sasuke in the eyes, "but earlier... I was frightened... so scared I thought I would break down and cry... Sasuke..." he didn't get to finish before he was pulled into a strong embrace, his bloody cheek being pressed against Sasuke's school shirt.
"I know what it's like... to try and hide things behind a mask... Everything just builds up and eventually... it breaks loose..." Sasuke whispered and ran his fingers through blond locks, his fingertips becoming damp from the blood. He pulled away and bent down slightly so he was face level with Naruto. His thumb brushed against the wound lightly, "I'm sorry..."
"It's ok..." Naruto lifted his arm and wiped away his tears with his sleeve, a smile gracing his lips.
Sasuke smiled back, his heart fluttering at the simple gesture, Is this what it feels like... to be in love? he ran his other hand up Naruto's neck and rested his palm on a tan cheek, his obsidian eyes gazing into orbs the color of the sky, to feel elated when he smiles, to feel regret when he's sad, to get angry when he's hurt, to feel like I'm flying when he laughs...?
"Sasuke...?"
The raven moved forward, his eyes closing slightly, and his lips met soft pouty ones. The kiss was loving and tender, unlike their first one which was heated and full of lust. When Naruto responded by whimpering and pressing back akwardly, Sasuke felt his heart speed up and his stomach churned nervously. He wasn't dealing with a client, he was dealing with someone precious to him.
Naruto felt a tongue run along his bottom lip and he parted his lips, letting the slick muscle roam around. Yes, he was inexperienced, but he was sure Sasuke would help him. He just... needed the warmth of the other male, he needed to touch him, needed to kiss, needed to feel him...
They both moaned when their growing erections brushed against each other. Sasuke pulled away from the kiss first, a string of saliva connecting his lips to Naruto's. His cheeks were flushed and he was panting slightly, his skills as a host being thrown out the window. He couldn't think of his teaching at a time like this. Not when Naruto was flush against him, his lips red and swollen, his cheeks pink, and his blue eyes begging for pleasure.
Sasuke led Naruto to his traditional cott on the floor, the blond eagerly lying down, his mouth open seductively and legs spread, as if inviting the raven to ravish him. And Sasuke did. His got on his knees and crawled over Naruto, bending his head down to latch onto the exposed collarbone. One of his hands worked on pulling off the tie and unbuttoning the shirt, wanting nothing more than to feel the smooth skin underneath.
"Ngh... Sasuke..." Naruto muttered heatedly, his erection obvious through his black pants. He let out a long moan when his shirt was torn off and a pink tongue pressed teasingly against a pert nipple.
"Hm?" The raven mumbled while busying himself with the blond's luscious body.
"I-It's so hot..." Naruto panted, his head rolling to the side. His wound was already healing so there wasn't any blood on the pillows.
Sasuke groaned at Naruto's husky voice and trailed his kisses downward, dipping his tongue into a cute little bellybutton. He smiled to himself when the boy squirmed under his handling. His teeth nipped at the skin and he gave one final lick before sitting up, pulling off his own clothes. He shivered when cold air hit his heated member.
Naruto glanced down and blushed. He had never really payed attention to men before... but Sasuke was... gorgeous...
Sasuke caught Naruto staring and smirked, "Like what you see, Dobe?"
Naruto snorted teasingly, a small smile on his face, "I've seen bigger," they both laughed and Sasuke ran his hand up his lover's leg, his fingers tracing the bulge in his pants.
"Really now?" he unzipped the black pants and hooked his pointer fingers under the boxers, pulling both layers of clothing down at the same time. He licked his lips when the blond's erection was freed, precum oozing from the tip.
"Mhhnnn," Naruto moaned and thrusted his hips up. Sure, he was inexperienced, but he used to be straight, he read porn. And he knew what women did to heat things up.
The raven felt like he was going to explode. How could a person like Uzumaki Naruto be so damn hott and slutty? He placed his hips by Naruto's, but then an idea came to his mind and he smiled.
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"You'll never feel love, Otouto..."
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You're wrong, Aniki...
"Naruto... I want you to make love to me."
Blue eyes widened and Naruto looked over to see Sasuke's small smile. He was serious! "Y-you sure? I'm not really... knowledgable in this area."
"I'm sure. I need to... prove something to myself..." he watched Naruto sit up and he didn't resist at all when he was gently pushed down onto the cott.
"U-um..."
"Hn, Dobe, prepare me."
"Prepare what?"
"..." long sigh. Sasuke pulled his legs apart and exposed his entire self to the blushing blond, "you need to wet your fingers and--"
"Yeah! Yeah! I got it!" Naruto nervously put three fingers into his mouth and coated them with saliva, pulling them out quickly with a small "pop". He started to feel self conscious and moved over, turning the lamp off and casting the room into darkness except for a flickering candle in the corner by the closet. Sasuke's black eyes seemed to be glowing and the raven grunted when he felt Naruto slowly push a finger inside of him, the digit wriggling around curiously.
"N-Naruto.." he groaned as two more fingers were pushed in. His eyes snapped shut and he let out a wavering moan as the tips of two fingers grazed his prostate. He inhaled sharply when the fingers were removed and a swollen member was pressed against his entrance, Mhhn, for someone so clueless about sex, he's doing pretty damn good so far...
Naruto pushed himself inside slowly, resisting the tight heat that wanted to suck him in. If he let himself be drawn in, he'd end up hurting Sasuke. And that was something he didn't want to do. He grunted as the slick walls encased him, his tongue darting out to lick his dry lips.
Sasuke moaned when the blond was completely sheathed inside of him. He wrapped his legs around a slim waist and begged for Naruto to move, the heat in his stomach becoming unbearable. He felt his eyes roll into the back of his head as his lover pulled out and slammed back in, immediately hitting his swollen prostate.
"Ngh... ahh...!.!" Sasuke breathed in through his nostrils and turned that air into a pleasurable moan.
As hips slammed against a firm bottom, precum slipped down Sasuke's throbbing erection. His mouth was open, every thrust causing a husky cry to irrupt from his throat. The heat in his stomach was quickly unraveling and he gripped onto Naruto's shoulders as he came, a loud cry echoing throughout the room.
Naruto groaned when Sasuke's walls squeezed him for all he was worth. The raven's high-pitched wail was enough to drive him over the edge and he came as well, Sasuke's insides milking him dry.
After a few seconds of "basking in the afterglow", Naruto withdrew from the tight body, cum dribbling out of Sasuke's entrance. He fell next to the teen and smiled to himself.
"Thank you..." Sasuke whispered tiredly. His eyelids were drooping and his breathing was becoming steady, You proved my brother wrong, Naruto... I can feel love... he turned over slowly and wrapped his arms around the blond, his head resting against a heaving chest ... and I can return that love, too...
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Outside of Sasuke's bedroom, Kakashi was leaning against the wall, his mask hanging around his neck, a smile stretching from ear to ear, I'm glad you found happiness, Sasuke... you truly needed it...
(1) Sasuke's not being a wussy or anything. It's just, sometimes, going against a close friend's wishes can piss them off. Hehe.
I hope you liked the lemon! Please reviw! Danke!