Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Dreams of the Heart ❯ Dreams and Sacrifice ( Chapter 3 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
Naruto bowed his head, his blonde hair creating shadows that covered his eyes.
`That's right…Sasuke is mad at me, and yet I have no clue why. I don't understand what I have done wrong. Besides the fact I kept pushing him away so that we wouldn't make love…I don't see how that could of made him so mad.' Naruto though as he remembered the night before where he only assumed he had pushed Sasuke too far. Sakura gazed at the slouched blonde before her. Her eyes beckoning him to look at her and tell her his feelings, tell her what was wrong. They sat there for what seemed two minutes, not moving; being as silent and still as stone statues. Sakura couldn't take it anymore, this was Naruto and Sasuke, and they always had fights but nothing that would ever dampen Naruto's mood or personality. She came to the honest conclusion that something was extremely wrong. She slowly removed her body from the lounge and gracefully walked over to where Naruto sat still slumped down on the lounge. A delicate hand was placed onto the blonde's shoulder, with two light aqua eyes watching his own sky blue ones,
“Naruto. Please tell what's wrong. I know it's been four years since we had a decent conversation but… your still my best friend, nothing has changed that. Nothing.” Her eyes softening, it was almost like…a mother's touch. The blonde stared blanking at her, slightly blushing from embarrassment, before swiftly turning the other way to hide it. Naruto's eyes become dull, `Things did change it. She never came by to say hello, she even forgot I existed for a long time, it didn't help that she disappeared also. The only reason she came to mine and Sasuke's wedding was because Sasuke asked her. Was her distance a way of her recovering?' once again Naruto was drowned in his thoughts; they slowly seeped to show onto his face, which caught Sakura's attention. Naruto looked back at Sakura watching her aqua eyes shimmer with concern. He wasn't sure if he could bring himself to tell her, he wasn't sure if she could help…
The blonde gave into her, and slowly began to explain what he was feeling and the events that had occurred until now,
“Sakura…please don't see me any differently than you did before after I tell you this. It all started a couple of weeks ago. Everything had been fine, we were being sent on A-rank and S-rank missions without us having too much difficultly, each of us eager to return home to see one another. Of course Sasuke would take advantage of me and completely dominant me during love making, I didn't mind of course, except…then `it' started happening. After the erotic moment was over, he would stare at me, directly in the eyes and give me this…strange look of dissatisfaction, his lips would twitch and he would then get off the bed, would place his clothes back on, without saying a word he would head for the door, only to say `I'm going for a walk' just as he left the room.
So I recently began to stop him before our love making would progress, but now…somehow I've made him so mad that it seems he's avoiding me.” Naruto felt some un-requested guilt rise up inside him, rising so high that it wrapped itself around his heart making it ache.
Sakura moved herself into a thinking pose, she wanted to help, she didn't know much about Sasuke but she did know that, a lot of things were sacrificed when he fell in love with Naruto, then it hit her,
“Naruto you dobe, I can't believe you don't see what's wrong. It's logical really, but its not really your fault, its just an unavoidable problem.” Sakura replied before giggling softly to herself.
“Eh? No What? What is it Sakura?” there was urgency in the blonde's voice now.
“Naruto, you remember the day Sasuke told us his dreams. The two only dreams he ever had?”
“Ah…nope I don't” the blonde scratched his blonde hair.
“God…you really are an idiot. That day, Sasuke said that his dreams were to kill his brother AND to revive his clan. Now Naruto think long and hard, you guys have been married for awhile right? In any normal marriage the women and man would begin to think about having a family. Seriously no wonder Sasuke so annoyed at you. You really shouldn't of stopped the love making, it just made him more mad.” Sakura finished, placing her eyes on the blonde, his face all twisted with shock. `Had the dobe misunderstood me' was the first thought that came to Sakura's mind,
“Are you telling me Sasuke is gonna divorce me for a women so that he can bring back his clan?” the blonde stood up waving a single finger at Sakura in a threatening way. Sakura rolled her eyes `I knew he would misunderstand. That idiot.'
“Geez Naruto you really are dumb sometimes, that's not what I meant at all! What I meant was Sasuke wants to have a family with YOU. But he knows it physically impossible for you two to have children together so he's frustrated at himself and his heart. Geez you really are stupid sometimes.” Sakura proceeding to smash Naruto in the head.
The blonde placed two hands over a large lump on his head repeating the word ow over and over again, tears forming in his eyes cerulean eyes. Sakura had become extremely strong, being able to use her precise chakra control to give herself superhuman strength and Naruto had just experienced it first hand. The blonde began to feel a certain regret for taking anyway the Uchiha's dream, Naruto seemed to now understand why Sasuke had given him those type of looks, acted that way towards him, a short pain in Naruto's heart began, the blonde grabbing his shirt tightly just above where his heart pounded.
“I broke his dream…I…let him down” the blonde whispered this to himself hoping that Sakura wouldn't over hear, so that she wouldn't notice his regret, his pain. Rage began to well up inside the blonde; he was slowly loosing control, until he finally lashed out, his chakra flaring down into his arm as he swung his arm across the coffee table before him; smashing everything that had been placed upon it onto the floor. Tears threatening to leave his eyes and come cascading down his whiskered cheeks.
“ITS ALL MY FAULT ISN'T IT? IF WE HADN'T OF FALLEN IN LOVE HE WOULD NOW HAVE HIS DREAM FULLFILLED! I-Its all my fault…” the blonde's rage continued to rise, releasing large amounts of chakra into his body, the tears beginning to form. Sakura calmly rose from the lounge, she listened to Naruto's heavy breathing, waiting for him to turn and face her, Naruto slowly turned to faced Sakura, his eyes the colour of blood red. Suddenly a hand collided with the blonde's left cheek; Sakura had pooled some of her chakra into her hand, trying to slap some sense into the blonde,
“Wasn't it you the one that told me Sasuke willingly choose to be with you? Wasn't it? So then what's with this self blaming? If you truly love Sasuke you should tell him how you feel, tell him your sorry and try to find a way around all this. Instead of mopping around blaming yourself!” Sakura withdrew her hand from Naruto's cheek, placing it beside her side once more, a pink imprint of her hand remained on the blonde's cheek, withdrawing the chakra from her hand and back inside her, shutting her eyes while letting loose a deep sigh.
Meanwhile just beyond the glass window of the lounge room a shadowed figure crouched on top of a large tree branch watched them, its eyes glinting before slowly disappearing into the shadows of the tree.
* * * *
A lonely cold house. Ramen for one. Bath for one. Naruto had spent his entire afternoon alone, his encounter with Sakura earlier on that day had led the blonde to the truth behind Sasuke's strange moods around him, making the blonde want to sob silently in a corner, blaming himself for robbing the Uchiha of his dreams. Placing the trash outside at the front of the mansion the blonde gazed up at the clear velvet night sky. There were no stars or moon to be seen tonight, just the vast emptiness.
“Oi Kit. I've got some news ta tell ya.” The voice of a beast ran through the blonde's head.
“Eh? What is it you damn fox! Haven't you caused enough trouble for one lifetime?” Naruto replied.
“Kit I've got unlimited powerful Chakra, who wouldn't use it to their advantage?”
“Geez…So what was it that you wanted to tell me Kyuubi?”
“Well….It really depends how you see it, it can be either good or bad. For me its good, for you…actually I don't know how it will be for you. Come to think of it, I think I will wait, I will tell you later.” The demon's voice slowly disappeared as it retreated back into the sealed prison within Naruto.
“Oi oi oi you damn fox you can't just come on up saying you got something to tell me and then just disappear back just to keep me in suspense!” Naruto loudly complained to himself, knowing the nine-tailed fox could hear him but no reply came.
The blonde returned inside the house, making his way up the stairs and into the bedroom that he shared with his lover. The room was cold and empty, the blonde slipped into his pyjamas, feeling the fresh fabric brush against his body sending shivers down his spine.
`Tonight if Sasuke wants to…to make love I'll let him advance forward. I miss the soft touch of his skin, his lips pressed against mine…' the blonde thought to himself just as he slouched down into his side of the queen size bed, touching his lips with the tips of his fingers at the thought of the Uchiha pressing his lips against Naruto's. He fell asleep in a state of bliss from the thoughts of the one that was most precious to him.
It was late at night when Sasuke returned home from his mission, he wasn't hungry and he was completely soaking wet, he slowly began to make his way up the stairs, heading straight to the bedroom. All he wanted was to be with Naruto. The Uchiha opened the door to the bedroom, he found his lover sleeping soundly in the bed, lying on his back. The darkness in the room shrouding everything except the blonde's figure.
Sasuke leisurely walked over to the bed, pulling off pieces of his wet clothing and throwing them aside onto the wooden floor.
`He can't escape tonight' was the only thought running through Sasuke's head.
The Uchiha climbed onto the bed, positioning himself above the blonde, staring at his sleeping lover. He carefully rested his hand onto Naruto's cheek, feeling the warmth radiate from his soft skin. Sasuke began to then plant soft kisses onto the blonde's neck, wanting to advance downwards, he pulled the covers off the blonde and slowly began to unbutton his lover's shirt revealing Naruto's bare chest, making Sasuke's insides churn with wanting, with needing.
He continued his trail of short kisses down from the blonde's neck to his chest, making the blonde stir, his brilliant blue eyes gradually opening to see an onyx pair looking back.
Naruto blushed a crimson red. Sasuke had already made his first move while he had been sleeping, `Had he thought I would say no again?' Naruto's eyes widened, he had almost forgot what he was going to do tonight, he raised his arms to mid-length of his chest, bringing his has together, beginning to create the seals,
“Sexy no Jutsu” with a puff of smoke, there lying before Sasuke was a half dressed female version of Naruto, the curves on his body were perfect, but the current clothes on him now, weren't. Sasuke gazed down, this wasn't what he had expected, but no matter what form Naruto took, Naruto was Nartuo nothing could change that. The Uchiha recovered from the change of physical appearance and continued with his sexual assault on his lover. He carefully cupped one of the newly formed breasts holding it gently in his hand, `It's so soft'.
He slightly squeezed, a small groan escaping from the blonde's lips. Pleased with the results, Sasuke opened his mouth, placing his lips over his lover's nipple, sucking ever so slowly, his tongue tracing circles over the now erect nipple. Blissful moans coming from the blonde encouraging the Uchiha to continue.
The trail of kisses moved forward, going down from the chest to the abdomen, suddenly realizing that his lover's pants were still on, and his instinctive reaction to pull them off. Sasuke knelt onto the bed, revealing to the blonde his fully naked body, his large erection visible, the blonde blushing furiously from the view. Sasuke grabbed the waist line of Naruto's pants and the underwear below it, sliding them down the blonde's legs and then tossing them both aside.
He trailed his fingers along the blonde's legs until he reached the inner length of the leg, his hands firmly on Naruto's thigh moving his legs apart revealing a most sacred spot. Continuing to hold the blonde's legs, Sasuke brought his lips and placed delicate kisses on Naruto's inner thighs, coming close to the space between his legs, but then progressing onwards onto his other leg, moans coming from his lover as the Uchiha toyed with him.
Naruto just wanted Sasuke inside him, the foreplay was killing him, he just wanted it to be over with, so that the real ecstasy could enter his body, its source from Sasuke. Amongst the moans Naruto managed to say,
“J-Just get on with it! Please just put it in, I can't take it anymore” for a split second both their eyes met, as though in an unconscious agreement Sasuke stopped the foreplay, he moved in closer, scooping up Naruto's legs over his shoulders, positioning himself into a ready pose. Without any hesitation, he slid himself inside the tight warm opening, moving slowly at first than gradually getting faster, keeping to a steady rhythm. Erotic ecstasy washed over Naruto, drowning him in pure heaven
“n-nnnn ahhhh S-Sasuke” not much was able to be said from the blonde, his body arching upwards, wanting more of Sasuke.
“I'm…I'm…OH GOD! S-S-Sasuke I think I'm…” Naruto's words being cut off from all his moans.
“Not yet! Not before me Naruto” Sasuke growled.
“But…I d-don't think I can h-h” the blonde's words cut off once again.
Sasuke in an effort to also release, started to thrust harder and deeper, almost placing his entire member inside Naruto, `Just a while more. Just a while more'
Suddenly Naruto's back curved upwards, a long moan escaping his lips, not long after, the blonde came before Sasuke, not long after Sasuke cried out a groan, as he released inside Naruto. Sasuke letting out a jagged sigh as he slowly pulled his member out of the blonde, dropping the blonde's legs from his shoulders; he collapsed next to Naruto, tiny beads of sweat running down both of their bodies. Naruto gazed over at Sasuke, heaving out raspy breathes. This was the moments he cherished, the utter happiness of the one he loved.
Not far from the Uchiha mansion, in a relatively large apartment two young lovers came at the same time, both moaning out in unison, each over come with a sense of bliss.
Sakura's aqua eyes stared lovingly at a pair of onyx ones, quickly pulling the face that they belonged to into a frenzied kiss. Staring into the face of the one she loved most, her eyes unwilling to fall asleep, fearing that she would never see that face again, her eyes slowly shutting as she gazed upon the face of her lover, until she was asleep; dead to the world.
Itachi pulled her into a tight embrace, her head resting on his arm as she slept, a somewhat evil smirk playing upon his lips, as he also shut his jet black eyes.
* * * *
Naruto awoke to the sweet smell of a new day; he gazed up only to find a sound asleep Sasuke. Naruto's lips broke out into a large grin, `Sasuke looks so cute when he is asleep, even somewhat innocent' Naruto laughed quietly to himself. It had been a week since that erotic night where he gave in to making love with Sasuke, what worried Naruto the most was after that night he had had some difficulty returning to his normal form, it had taken him a whole day to fully be able to release the sexy no jutsu, but after returning to normal the thought of how strange the event was disappeared from his mind.
Naruto closed his blue eyes, it was still early in the morning, and he hoped that he could sleep awhile more before having to head off on a mission.
As the blonde tried to fall asleep his conscious was drawn in front of a barred prison inside him, the entrance to where the Nine-Tailed Demon Fox was kept.
“What am I doing here? What do you want damn fox?” Naruto harshly said to the darkness beyond the bars.
“Oi don't speak like that to me kit, you should be thanking me right about now!” the Kyuubi sneered, two glowing red eyes opening in the darkness.
“Now tell me why I should be thankful to you? Huh?”
“There are a lot of reasons you damn weak brat, but there is one currently that you might find useful”
“What you mean?” just as the words left Naruto's lips a stream of red Chakra by-passed him heading off behind his back. The blonde quickly turned around to see where it was heading, fearing that the Fox had somehow figured out a way to escape his eternal prison, instead he found a large glowing ball of chakra, his eyes widening in fear,
“What the fuck is that!” the blonde turned back around staring at Kyuubi straight in the eyes.
“Ah geez you really are a dobe just like that Uchiha says. So that you fully understand I'll start from the beginning.
After hearing that Sakura girl talk about the Uchiha's dream, I though that it couldn't come at a better time, you see every one hundred and fifty years the female nine-tailed foxes come into season and are able to conceive a child.”
“Yeah so? What does that have to do with you? Or me for that matter?” Naruto curtly replied.
“Shut up you damn brat I'm not finished! Has it ever occurred to you to question my gender? Geez does everything look like a man to you? I'm a female fox; do I need to spell it out for you? F.E.M.A.L.E. I just turned five-hundred last week, which is my fourth one hundred and fiftieth cycle, now tell me boy can you put two and two together?” the fox finished its sharp fangs showing through its smirk
Naruto's eyes opened in shock, `It couldn't be it couldn't be!' Naruto once again turned around to the large glowing ball of chakra behind him,
“You damn fox you didn't? YOU DIDN'T!!! I'm a boy A BOY I tell you, this is impossible I don't believe you! Oh god…this isn't possible this isn't natural!” Naruto began to panic, he felt guilty for robbing Sasuke of his dream but he wasn't going to lose his dignity as a man trying to give it back to Sasuke.
A chuckle came from the Kyuubi,
“It would have been natural if you hadn't of tried to turn back into a man you damn brat! It took a lot of my chakra to keep your internal organs those of a woman's geez…If you don't believe me go to that old hag and get her to check you up, since she is a medical ninja.”
“Eh? Old hag?….You mean Tsunade? FINE! I will go and see her and prove you damn wrong.”
With that Naruto opened his eyes, his face hot red, `That damn fox, doing stupid things, I'll prove her wrong. “Her” it sound so strange saying it.'
The blonde glanced over, he found Sasuke getting out of bed, it had been another hot night and both Naruto and Sasuke had slowly stripped all their clothes off during the night, in some effort to keep cool. The Uchiha grabbed his clothes that had been abandoned on the floor during the night, slipping them onto his body. It was still fairly hot even though it was early in the morning. Sasuke turned to his lover on the bed, giving a small smirk,
“Was it really that embarrassing to see me naked? I thought you were over that?” Sasuke said, a smile dancing on his lips.
Naruto looked at Sasuke in shock, he seemed so happy, he hadn't seen Sasuke this happy in a long while. Naruto's eyebrows furrowed, a look of worry crept across his face and concern filled his eyes, `If…that damn fox is telling the truth…I don't…I don't know if I can tell Sasuke, what will Sasuke think of me? Will he think I'm a freak? I don't know…I don't know!' Naruto glanced away from Sasuke, avoiding his eyes he got out of bed walking over to the bathroom door, in a low voice he said,
“I'm going to have a shower” with that Naruto disappeared into the bathroom. Once inside he slowly removed his pants, the only thing that had remained on the entire night before, `This is ridiculous!' The blonde began to turn the hot and cold water taps, waiting for the water to be released. Water began to gush down, inviting the hot sweaty blonde into its mitts, just as Naruto stepped into the shower he noticed that the seal on his stomach was glowing the same colour as that of the red chakra ball he had seen just before the nine-tails prison, Naruto's eyes opened in shock, `What is going on? Why is it glowing like that? I wonder…' his eyes slowly began to soften,
“Everything will be cleared up when I see the old hag” the words left the blonde's mouth with a mingling feeling to them, Naruto placed his head under the rushing water, letting the water wash all over him. Would it really be alright?