Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Finally ❯ Finally ( Chapter 1 )

NaruSasu fanfic

 

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto and Sasuke, if I would, they would be screwing like rabbits ^_^

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FINALLY

 

There was so much blood. And screaming and pain. The pain was numbing, it felt good. Was he causing the pain himself? What had happened, somehow he just couldn't get himself to remember. He felt someone drag him away and fought back until he was shoved against the ground forcefully

“Stop it! Do you want to die?” He heard a voice whispering into his ear… or maybe it was yelling, what or who ever it was, it felt distant and somehow familiar.

 

Then he was being dragged again. He didn't fight this time, no reason to fight, since he really didn't know what was going on. Distantly he felt that something bad had happened, but he couldn't remember what it was. The pain in his head felt so good, it cleared his mind from the screaming voices around... And from the throbbing in his heart.

 

***

 

Sasuke stared at the man next to him. He had changed so much. It had been years, forever, since they had seen last. The blond messy hair was still there, only slightly longer now. And he had seen those searing blue eyes for a moment after the man came back and the beast retreated, his eyes were the same, big and stunningly blue.

 

That irritating, high bitched voice of his was gone too, that was the first thing he had noticed. Now Naruto had a deep, raspy voice. Gone was also his small, thin frame. The man he had grown into was slightly taller than Sasuke and more muscular, but still slender and… beautiful.

 

He chuckled slightly, looking at the mans clothes… no matter how much he had grown up, some things would never change. An orange shirt peeked under his ANBU vest. So, he had joined ANBU. It wasn't a big surprise, Konoha needed his strength.

 

And what a strength. His powers were huge! It had made Sasuke horrified when the Kyuubi had lashed out, six deadly tails swishing through the air. Nobody near him had survived when the beast had furiously attacked. It was mad with sorrow.

 

Sasuke had considered fleeing… for a second, but then his heart had started to ache too much and he remembered that this was still his best friend… his best friend who he had betrayed and abandoned so long ago. He deserved so much more, and with the way things were going, he would soon loose his life, the enemy was getting reinforcement, he had seen the men run away.

 

He had stepped in and smacked some sense into that thick skull of his, earning some really bad bruises from the man, even when the kyuubi was already letting go, he was truly strong.

 

One thing was clear, no matter how strong Sasuke had become, Naruto could win him now, there was no doubt about that anymore. But the surprising thing was that instead of feeling anger or bitterness, all Sasuke felt was bride, bride that his best friend had won him and become this man in front of him, so strong and amazing… not that he would ever admit it to Naruto.

 

Now the man was sleeping so calmly, his face almost angelic. He had imagined that face in his mind and his dreams millions of times during his time with Orochimaru, but never had it looked so… so… like that. His Kyuubi whiskers were darker now, deep scars on his face, marking him so that nobody could mistake him for someone else. But still, it was part of the Naruto he knew and he wouldn't be the same without those marks…

 

Sasuke rubbed his eyes tiredly, wondering how his thoughts had once again followed this path. He was so tired. He had been awake this whole time, watching over them, making some arrangements, getting something to drink and looking out for a possible danger. Because danger there was, no matter who would find them, it would not be good.

 

Nobody in Konoha would invite him happily back, he was a deserter, a traitor. If the Snakes and Kabutos group would find them, they would both be in a lot of trouble. They would have to hide from everyone to survive. Maybe when Naruto awoke, they could return to Konoha, although even the mere thought about it terrified Sasuke.

 

His mind was still confused by what he had done and why he had done it. He had saved Naruto, his enemy… the boy who he had been so close to killing all those years ago. This would change everything, there was no turning back, he knew it. And still, he had not regretted his decision once after making it. This… this felt right.

 

He sighed and leaned to the cold rocky wall against his back. It would not be easy when Naruto would finally wake up. An apology would not be enough anymore. And Naruto would have a new sorrow to handle, something he would probably never forgive Sasuke if he would think there was a chance he could have done something to prevent how things had went… but he couldn't have stopped it. There were too many enemies and he had decided who meant more to him and went for him, leaving the other person to the mercy of the enemies. And now… Sakura was dead.

 

***

 

He woke up with his head sore and mind mumbled. The silence was nerve wrecking and strangling. The darkness around him was strange, the cold cave that echoed his breathing was not familiar… `Where am I?'

He lifted his body slowly and his head began to swim. `Too fast. owwww'

 

Then he felt the presence, the presence of someone so familiar and still so strange, so distant. He turned his aching head to look to his right and saw the dark shadow close to him. The cave was not that big, he could hear his breathing and smell him clearly now. The Kyuubi's sense of smell was amazing and came in handy in situations like this. That's when he finally recognized who it was.

 

“Sasuke.” The name left his lips before he could stop himself. And with it came all the memories, the hurt and pain and frustration the years had brought him rushing back. His heart hurt so much more than his head. It was blinding him and all he could do was to stare, his mouth gaping open.

 

He could see the pale man clearly with his strong eyes, even in the darkness. Sasuke said nothing, just kept staring back, from under those thick black lashes, his eyes like black, deep pools. Naruto could not turn his head away. Gods, how he had missed those eyes!

 

He could see something new on Sasuke's face. Something there was not before, when he was just a boy. His eyes used to be so cold, so empty, so emotionless. Now, the look he had on his face gave Naruto the chills. He could sense that something was really wrong, but still couldn't place everything together.

 

He rose a bit more, so he could lean his back to the opposite wall from Sasuke. The man handed him a water bottle and he reached to take it from him. Their fingers brushed and Naruto almost dropped the bottle. Sasuke's breath caught into his throat.

 

Naruto grabbed the bottle and drank, turning his gaze finally away, yelling at himself angrily `What the hell is wrong with me?' He drank too fast and had to stop to cough. Sasuke `pfff'ed' like he did so many times when he was younger and Naruto had to chuckle.

 

The voice made Sasuke's eyes widen and he fell silent again. Then he seemed like he remembered something important and started to go trough his pockets, soon finding a few food pills that he tossed for Naruto.

“Energy.”

Naruto grabbed the pills and flushed them down his throat with the help of the water, trying not to think about Sasukes voice that filled his mind. It was Sasuke's voice.

 

For one passing moment he doubted if those were really food pills, but then again, it would have been pointless to wait for Naruto to wake up and then kill him. He trusted Sasuke… into a certain point.

 

They stared at each other again, not knowing what to say or do. Naruto was still confused what was going on, but didn't know if he could or should ask Sasuke. Sasuke was waiting for Naruto to start talking, to start the questions, to yell and insult him. He had always been a loud mouth, why couldn't he now say anything when he really needed to hear that voice? He started to get irritated.

 

Naruto stared at the man, the man, not the cute boy, but a very, very good looking man! He couldn't believe Sasuke was really there. His Sasuke. The Sasuke he had searched and longed for so long that he had finally almost given up. Almost. And now he was there with his black eyes and black hair and pale skin that he wanted to touch so badly. So familiar and still so different.

 

His raven hair had grown out, his rooster tail now tied into a short ponytail, but his familiar bangs were still there, covering half of face. He was wearing a mesh, see trough shirt and black pants and Naruto could not stop his gaze slowly dropping to his tightly muscled chest and stomach… damn, he had grown into one gorgeous man. He had always looked cute, all the village girls were drooling after him, but that was nothing compared to the man that now sat in front of him. If it wouldn't have been too improper for the situation, Naruto could swear he would have drooled.

 

Sasuke glared at him, at Narutos blue eyes that had dropped onto his chest and body and made him feel like he should cover himself. Ok, Naruto had definitely spent too much time with that pervert Jiraya. Though Orochimaru had thought him a nice trick or two that he could do with his tongue too, those sannins… he emotionally smacked himself. `What the hell am I thinking? This is my best friend… and I am not supposed to think about this now!'

 

He turned his head away and Naruto couched, realizing that Sasuke had seen him eating him with his eyes. But really, he couldn't help it, it was Sasuke's own fault, why was he wearing only a fishnet shirt? Damn, it was not healthy.

 

The nervous silence went on for a while before Sasuke finally opened his mouth. He was getting really frustrated by the fact that Naruto was acting like a stranger, none of his weird, nerve wrecking old habits were there anymore, no loud mouth, no stupid talk about embarrassing things… no embarrassing things, he kind of missed those. Besides, Naruto wasn't watching him anymore like `that' and it made him feel rather… disappointed.

 

“Aren't you going to ask me why you're here? And what happened…” His voice faded away as Naruto turned his head to look at him again, those deep blue eyes searching for his gaze. He felt uncertain and turned his eyes away, looking at the mouth of the tunnel, where some purple rays of light told them that night was coming. They would soon need some light if they still wanted to see each other… and Sasuke wanted to see Naruto.

 

Naruto frowned. He didn't know where to begin and what to ask. There were so many things he wanted to know. So many things that made him feel confused. And it was disturbing that he couldn't remember what had happened, the Kyuubi had been out again. He knew that much, the rest… nothing came to mind.

“So, what happened?”

 

“You and your party were attacked. I was only following you. I was never going to reveal myself to any of you and then things got so bad that I had to step in…”

Naruto interrupted him, his voice a bit higher and nervous.

“What happened to the others? I was out with a patrol… Sakura was with us too, did you see her? She wanted to come with her husband.”

`Husband? That was new…'

 

Sasuke stared at him. How could he say it without making it too… much, all at once? Naruto could loose himself again and attack him. He should have tied him up… to keep safe. He kept staring at him until Naruto growled

“So, it's that bad huh…” He said with a painful voice, scratching his forehead, then retreating his empty hand back and staring at it.

 

“Where's my forehead protector?”

“It was lost in the hassle… We can get it later if we find it… there was a lot of stuff and the whole ground was a mess. Kyuubi came out and you trashed all over, I think you dropped it when I smacked you.”

“You smacked me? Heh, yeah right. Nobody smacks me when the Kyuubi is out.”

“I did.”

 

And there it was, that arrogant smile of his. Naruto had to snigger. Sasuke was just the same he had always been, deep inside. The little laugh made Sasuke's face drop in confusion. What was the dope laughing at now? For getting beaten up? Haha, funny… He still couldn't follow his train of thoughts.

 

Then Naruto fell serious again. His voice was dark when he started to talk again “Something really bad happened, right? Other way, I would still be there and the others would be…” He couldn't continue as he started to realize what he was saying. He didn't want to think about it further. His ability to reason had improved highly since he had finally learned how to control his short temper. But right now, he didn't want to realize what he was about to realize.

 

“All the others?”

Sasuke only had to nod. Naruto dropped his head into his hands and growled. It started to come back to him slowly, images flashing in his mind, bloody, violent images of team-mates who he had trusted and had called friends. Memories he didn't want to remember

 

They had been ambushed, outnumbered, there were a lot of men, all dressed in strange, white ninja outfits he couldn't recognize. They were all strong ninjas and his team only had six members. The enemy had been all over them, and then everything went blurry, the Kyuubi had taken over. But what had trickered it, it didn't come out like that anymore unless Naruto lost it completely…

 

As the memories rushed back into his mind, he went limp, falling to the ground and burying his face into the dirt, gasping for breath and staring in front of him, seeing nothing. Sakura… he had seen her scream of pain as the ninjas had attacked her, they had long katanas they all seemed to know how to use, she was a medical ninja, why the hell did they attack her? Her husband had run to help, only to see the sharp point of the katana pushing from her flesh… god damn! He screamed in pain.

 

Sasuke looked at him helplessly, not knowing what to do. He had waited for him to attack, to yell at him, to do… something else than this, the man seemed to be in so much pain that it was hurting him too. Then Naruto began to sob, his body shaking violently. Sasuke jumped up without thinking and then he was there, reaching for Naruto and gathering the man into his arms, holding him tightly when he started to fight against his embrace.

 

Naruto clawed at him, growled against his skin and bit his neck, he tried to kick, but his legs were too tangled and he couldn't reach him. He tried to push Sasuke away but he held him too tight. He just hushed at him, petting his back slowly and holding him close, not even flinching when he bit him, Naruto tasted his blood in his mouth. He cried out, reaching his arms around the other man and squeezed him so tight he could feel his heartbeat against his skin.

 

***

 

They hunched there for a long time, holding each other and calming down. Slowly Naruto got his reason back and started to breath more calmly, shaking a bit less. He didn't let go of Sasuke, only tightened his hands around him when Sasuke moved. Then he felt the pale hand reach his cheek and stroke his blond locks out of his face.

 

“You ok?”

Naruto `hnnn'ed' and sighed deeply, burying his face into Sasukes skin, smelling the calming, dark scent of his.

“We need to go back, maybe they survived, maybe they got away too… did you look for her?”

“Naruto…” He reached for his face and pulled back a bit, holding Naruto softly.

 

“She didn't survive, none of them did. She was cut in half, nobody can survive that, not even a medical ninja like she was… I'm sorry… I went back there later, when I had brought you here to check if any of them had survived. I buried Sakura and the others before the wild animals could get them.”

 

Naruto flinched at his words and pushed him back and this time he let go without a fight. It felt cold without his hot skin next to his. Narutos eyes were empty and cold. He didn't want to believe his words.

“And how can I trust you? As far as I know, you could be one of those who attacked us and planned all this! You could be keeping them in captivity somewhere and fucking with my mind” He growled at him, brushing his fumbled clothes back in order. Sasuke sighed.

“I guess you can't… trust me. I have given you no reason to trust me. After all, I betrayed you then.”

 

Naruto stared at him. `Then…' both of them knew what he was talking about without saying it out loud. Naruto wanted to yell at him but couldn't find his voice. It hurt. Sasuke's eyes had fallen down and his face was behind those long bangs of his.

“I-I… why did you?” Naruto asked, his sorrow forgotten for a moment. He had waited to ask this for years. He needed to know. Why? It had broken him, completely. Life had lost all its appeal to him after that.

 

“Because I was young and stupid.” Sasuke laughed with an ironic voice, lifting his face up, his eyes gleaming strangely. “There is no better reason I can give you. I was seeking power and was ready to loose everything that mattered to me to reach that coal… I got the power, but realized it too late, that the price I had to pay was… too high.”

Naruto couldn't say anything, the words ran in his mind without making any sense.

“What do you mean?”

 

Sasuke laughed a cold laugh, but when he lowered his eyes to look into his, they were soft, he looked scared. “You stupid… you! That's what I'm talking about. I was too idiotic to realize how much I lost until I had lost it and there was no way to get it back.” He spoke quietly, his hands fumbling nervously with the long leg of his pants.

 

Naruto blinked. `What?'

“What?”

Sasuke laughed and smiled a warm smile, a smile Naruto had never seen on his lips. He wasn't aware Sasuke could look like that.

“You are still a dope, but that just makes me love you more.” He said with a familiar grin.

 

Naruto's eyes widened huge, his chin hanging on the ground, his heart started to race so fast that it drowned all other sounds under it, he was sure it was so loud that even Sasuke could hear it. <i>`He has lost his mind… gone mad, completely mad! Orochimaru has made him mad.'</i>

 

“WHAT?” He yelled, and for a moment, his voice sounded like the boys Sasuke had missed so much, his gaping mouth was just like then, his huge, shocked, blue, gorgeous eyes looked exactly like they did so long ago. Sasuke couldn't help but chuckle. Naruto digested his words slowly, staring at the floor, not being able to believe any of it, not daring to, it hurt too much to think that he was lying. He could not take that.

 

Finally Sasuke had to talk again, it was too quiet. He was talking so much, it felt like he had never talked this much in his whole life!

 

“I'm sorry. This was not the right time to tell you all that… you have other things in mind… You slept for three days, so I have had time to get it all into my head and accept it… but this is too much. I'm sorry.”

 

“Stop saying you're sorry you idiot!” Naruto yelled at him and turned his eyes to his again. He looked so pained. Sasuke stopped talking and swallowed hard.

“Do you really mean it? Is this some fucking sick joke?” He growled. Sasuke reached for him but did not dare to touch. “I really mean it. It's not a joke… Naruto…”

 

“Why the fuck did you wait this long to tell me then? What the hell have you done all this time? Do you know how long I have been waiting to hear that, and I was so sure I would never hear those words come out of your mouth!” He kept yelling, jumping onto his knees and moving closer to Sasuke who backed down until he was trapped against the wall and the fuming Naruto.

 

“I'm sor-“ He couldn't finish his sentence before he had a fist on his face.

“GOD DAMN STOP THAT!” Naruto screamed and reached for his shirt. He waited for another blow but was surprised as Naruto only leaned his forehead against his chest heavily, still yelling against his skin “I just found out that Sakura is dead. She was like a sister to me. It hurts, it god damn hurts so fucking much that I feel like ripping the whole fucking world into pieces. And then this… NOW? Of all times. Now you choose to tell me this? What the fuck?”

 

Sasuke stared at his blond hair, since it was all he could see on top of him. He was frozen, waiting for some violent attack to follow. But nothing came. Naruto was still, gripping his mesh shirt into his fist, his breath ghosting against his skin.

“I wasn't going to say anything. But then I had to. I thought I would never get the chance to tell you, and I didn't want to wait any longer because I was afraid I would loose this only opportunity I finally had. I- I can't loose you again. Naruto…”

 

Naruto shivered. Sasukes hand was reaching his face and lifting him up. He stared to the black fabric in front of him, not daring to lift his gaze to see Sasuke's eyes.

“Damn you… damn you.” He whispered with a tired voice. This was draining him so completely. He felt like the smallest touch would make him fall. But when he felt Sasuke's soft hand on his chin, he didn't fall, not even flinch, instead, it made him flame inside.

 

“Do you still hate me Naruto?” Sasuke whispered softly, caressing his skin with his thumb.

“Hate? I never hated you…” Naruto answered tiredly, finally lifting his eyes to meet his and letting go of his shirt. Sasukes cheek was red from the hit before.

“Why do you think I've been looking for you all these years? To revenge?... Stupid. I'm not an idiot like you” He chuckled. Sasuke didn't say anything, only kept staring at him with those black eyes that sucked him in so deep that he felt hypnotized.

 

Then he did something he could have never imagined he could do, something he had been dreaming for years but never thought it would ever come true.

He was kissing Sasuke. The black eyes were wide open, staring into his, shocked. His mouth opened as he gasped in surprise. Naruto slid his tongue in. Sasuke tasted so sweet, the touch of his soft lips feeling so good. This felt so right. It made his heart soar.

 

Sasuke whimpered, but when Naruto was about the pull away, he gripped his hair into his fingers and pulled him back. He closed his eyes, savouring the taste of the man in his arms. He had wanted this so damn much that now that it was really happening… he couldn't believe it was true. He had to grip the hair tighter, pull him a bit more, make sure he was really there. Naruto yelped.

 

“Owww! You don't have to rip my hair out you know.” He glared at him, his eyes just an inch away from his. Sasuke breathed deep.

“Ah…I was afraid you were going to move away.” He snarled.

“Don't worry about that, I have no intention of letting you go… ever.” Naruto growled back, sliding his arm around his back and pulling him closer to his body. Sasuke blushed heavily.

 

“Aww, come on… you're still not a virgin, are you? With all those fangirls… It's been ten years. No one can live on celibacy that long.”

Sasuke frowned and stared back into his eyes as his black eyes filled with rage.

“No, I'm not a virgin anymore, more like a whore, if you must know… but it never happened by my choice.”

His voice was chilling. Naruto stared at him shocked.

“Who the hell dared- … Orochimaru?” He only had to look back into his eyes to know he had guessed right. He growled. “That fucking bastard, I'm going to kill him!”

 

Sasuke chuckled “No need for that, way ahead of you there.” Naruto's eyes widened. “What? You killed him?”

Sasuke only nodded.

 

Naruto was looking at him strangely, with a wonder in his eyes. He was afraid his confession would make Naruto disgusted and moved slightly closer to him. Right now, he <i>really</i> wanted to change the subject before it got too personal. He was not ready to share all that… shit, with Naruto just yet. “So, does this mean that you're not a virgin either?”

 

Naruto looked embarrassed.

“Well… it seems that after I grew up, I wasn't as appalling to the girls as I used to be. There were a few who actually kind of even liked me. It felt good… to be accepted. I tried to live normally. But nothing could make me happy...” his voice dropped into a whisper “… none of them was you.”

 

Sasukes heart was beating painfully hard and he felt his cheeks turn warm. He couldn't look him in the eyes anymore, he averted his gaze, looking at the cave walls like they were the most interesting thing in the world. He cleared his throat and waited for a while. It stayed silent but he could feel Naruto watching him.

 

That gaze on his face made his inner do funny things. He felt hot, feverish and nervous like never before. “I really… want you.” He said loud enough for Naruto to barely hear the words, feeling how his cheeks flushed deep red. Damnit, he was a fierce, powerful ninja, he had defeated Orochimaru himself, one of the legendary sannins… and he definitely was no virgin anymore! And still, this made him so nervous he just wanted to run out and hide.

 

He could hear Narutos breathing turning ragged, and he could feel his gaze, the heated blue eyes on his face. He lifted his head quickly. Naruto was staring at him, his blue eyes wide and his lips parted, he looked like an alert predator about to attack… Sasuke wanted him to attack. So badly.

 

His strong arms were still behind his back, though he was not holding him close anymore. Sasuke changed that, reaching his own arms over the mans neck, bringing him closer so their faces almost touched. He breathed fast, Naruto was so close.

 

He grinded his body against Naruto's, feeling the firm muscles rippling under his touch. Oh gods, this was so… right. He couldn't stop the breathless moan coming out of his mouth. Naruto stopped breathing altogether. “Unh” He finally grunted. That was clever. Sasuke chuckled.

 

Naruto buried his face into his neck and embraced him tighter, bringing their bodies firmly together. He could feel the hardness between Sasuke's legs pressing into his stomach and breathed harder.

“I- I've never been with a man… before.” He whispered against Sasukes neck, his voice muffled.

 

Sasuke smiled and kissed the neck that was in front of his lips. His hands travelled down Narutos back and lifted his anbu vest and shirt off slowly when coming back up.

“Before?… And you want it to happen now?” He chuckled with his familiar teasing voice and pushed Naruto further to lift the shirt over his shoulders. Naruto lifted his hands obeying and tossed the shirt to the ground next to them.

 

Then he was grinning that foxy grin of his in front of Sasuke's face and Sasuke felt his heart… and cock, throb. “You have no idea how much I've missed that foolish smile of yours” Sasuke laughed, his voice so full of happiness, it was filling the whole cave with its echo. Naruto's smile turned warm and soft as he grasped Sasukes face between his hands and kissed him passionately, spilling all the longing into the kiss. Sasuke moaned and arched against Naruto, his mesh shirt tickling his now bared, tanned chest.

 

Naruto reached for the shirt on Sasuke's back and ripped it off, not caring to lift it up, he didn't want to be that far away from Sasuke anymore, only to feel that body against his…always. Sasuke helped to peel the shreds of the shirt off him and then attacked him, pushing him to the ground on his back and climbing onto his lap as soon as he could. Now it was Narutos turn to moan into his mouth as their bodies ground together, bringing their erections in touch. He grasped Sasukes buttocks firmly into his hands and pulled him closer, thrusting his hips up to meet Sasukes identical thrusts.

 

His head fell back and he moaned as the deep waves of pleasure washed over his body, making him shiver. He smiled, almost laughed, as Sasuke hurried to kiss him again, filling his mouth with his sweet scent. This was truly… perfect.

 

…Though his pants, which were now getting really tight, were starting to really bother him. He wanted them off. Right now. He wanted to feel Sasukes skin on his, his warmth on him, against him… and he wanted to see him naked!

 

He had to laugh at his own train of thoughts and Sasuke lifted his head questioning. “What's so funny?”

Naruto grinned his foxy grin “Nothing… I just want those pants off!” He reached for Sasukes pants and tugged at them. Sasuke stared at him with his black eyes and did nothing. Then he slowly sat on Narutos thighs, opening his own pants slowly. Naruto whimpered. Sasuke gasped as his aching erection was finally freed from the tightness of his pants. Naruto was staring at his every move with hungry eyes.

 

He felt embarrassed in front of that intense gaze, but at the same time, it made him feel incredibly good. He lifted his hips up and moved the pants off, then lifted his legs one at a time and finally kicked the pants off. He was completely naked, sitting on top of Naruto, whose erection was clearly visible even thru his pants. Naruto was staring at him, his eyes so full of admiration and lust that he wanted to attack him, but decided to let him admire him a little while longer.

 

He knew he looked good. He had been told that, over and over again. A perfect new body for Orochimaru… but the snake never got it, not completely. He had tried to rip him open, to tear down his soul, to make him loose himself, using so much mental abuse that Sasuke was sure he would never recover… but the snake never succeeded. In the end, he was stronger and now Orochimaru was dead… and he was here, right here where he belonged, feeling good, for the first time in ten years.

 

Naruto slid his hands slowly on his silky, pail skin. His firm muscles were toned to perfection, his skin flawless, if you don't count those little scratches that came from battles. But he was free of any big scars, which was really unusual for a ninja. He smiled down at Naruto who was now sliding his hands slowly up his thighs.

 

While Naruto studied his body, he had time to look at Naruto. He was gorgeous. All muscles, firmness and tanned skin. The kyuubi seal on his stomach had spread all the way down and up his stomach, to his loins and almost up to his chest. The swirling black pattern covered his skin like a tattoo. Sasuke followed the marks until he got to Naruto's nipples and pinched them softly.

 

“For fuck sake… Sasuke.” Naruto whispered, staring at him and practically drooling. Sasuke had to laugh. “Poetic.” He teased, thrusting his hips up when Naruto reached his waist. “Ah, sorry… all blood has escaped my brains.” Naruto grinned.

“Yeah, I noticed, its all gone here.” he chuckled and pressed his hand against Narutos crotch. The man groaned and ground himself against his hand. `Ah, gods, need friction'

 

Sasuke kept massaging his erection through his pants, but soon reached to open them. Naruto froze and watched him again, as his fingers fumbled at the laces of his pants. Then he was pushing them down, only stopping when the aching member was finally free. It was pulsing against Naruto's lower stomach, looking beautiful and… really big.

 

“Wow.” Sasuke looked at his face and then back to his groin.

“Well… you won that battle.” He smirked, not seeming to be offended at all. And Sasuke definitely had no reason to be jealous. Naruto was loving every spot of his body. It was lean, long and beautiful, everything, including his cock, a perfection.

 

Naruto had never been interested of men, he had visited in common bath houses all his life and seen naked men, some of them really gorgeous ones, and still, none of them ever excited him in this way. But Sasuke, holy fuck!… He couldn't get enough of his body, he could have stared at him for hours and hours …But then again, he was starting to want something a lot more than just stare. A lot, his body ached. Sasuke stared at his face as his eyes turned desperate and his hands clung to his skin a little more tighter.

 

“Sasuke…” he said pleadingly, lifting his upper body off the ground and leaned up for a kiss. Sasuke smiled against his lips and lifted his hips up to move higher on his body.

“Naruto…” He whispered as he took a hold of Naruto's cock and positioned himself above it.

“Hey, hey wait… aahhhh!” Naruto yelled out in surprise. Sasuke shivered as he sat on the pulsing organ, feeling it filling him completely and making him gasp for breath.

 

One thing he had learned from Orochimaru was to be quick about it. That man had never been gentle to him, not once, and even this, to be the one controlling how fast things were going, was enough for Sasuke to be pleased, it hurt but he could take the pain. He stopped when Naruto was completely sheathed inside of him, holding his hands on his chest and looking into Naruto's still shocked eyes that were now filling with such lust that it made him shiver more.

 

And damn, was he big, he looked big, but now… he really felt big, he was so full that he felt like his insides were crushed. He had to fight not to spasms his muscles around Narutos cock. He centered his attention to talking so he would stay still.

 

“You… haven't bathed for three days. I'm sorry, but I didn't feel like preparing more… we have time to do it better… later” He breathed sharply, spilling out the words one by one. Naruto stared at him, his cheeks turning slightly red.

 

“I-I didn't think, sorry” He answered breathlessly. `Fuck, this feels amazing'… his mind started to disperse and nothing seemed to make any sense anymore… except for Sasuke sitting on him. He was inside Sasuke. Holy fuck, his cock was inside Sasuke's ass! He almost came as the realization hit him.

 

Sasuke stared at him, looking slightly confused as the many emotions rushed into his eyes. Naruto had to close his eyes and he fell back down to the ground.

“Do-don't move!” He gasped, gripping his firm buttocks with his fingers. Sasuke chuckled and held his hand on his face. “Relax.” He whispered softly. Naruto's firm, but gentle touch felt so different from the snakes. Naruto was inside of him. Naruto, his best friend… No, the man he had loved almost all his life… was inside of him. He moaned.

 

Naruto gripped his buttocks more firmly as he pulled slightly up and then sat back down. “Sorry, I can't keep still much longer, I need to feel you…” Sasuke whined, with hazy black eyes. Naruto answered by thrusting his hips up and smiling a lopsided grin “Then… move.” he groaned out and pulled him in for a mind searing, deep kiss. Sasuke started to move with a slow rhythm, flexing his hips.

 

They both moaned into each others mouths and opened their eyes to look at each other. Naruto held Sasuke by the neck, not letting go of his gaze. They watched each others faces with wonder, both feeling unreal and amazed. `This is really happening, this time, its not a dream' Sasuke though as he touched Narutos torso softly, pulling himself up, down, up, down, speeding slightly up and making Naruto gasp and moan.

 

The Kyuubi whiskers were glowing on his flustered cheeks. Sasuke kissed both cheeks and ran his fingers along the long marks. Naruto shivered and groaned. “Wait… no!” He gasped and suddenly he was pulling Sasuke, pushing him up, turning him over, and then he found himself under the strong body, as Naruto settled between his legs and thrusted in softly, carefully not to be too forceful.

 

Sasuke folded his hands onto his back, pulling him closer, burying his face into his soft hair and breathing his scent. Naruto wanted to be gentle, to make it slow and to make it last, but the touches, the little moans Sasuke was making… it was all too much. He thrusted in more forcefully, speeding up until his thrusts were hectic and shaky, he was loosing his control.

 

Sasuke felt the huge cock, sliding in and filling him up deeper than he had ever been filled, bringing him such a mix of pain and pleasure that he thought he would loose his mind. He moved his position slightly to let Naruto in from a better angle and… screamed! Naruto froze, scared that he had somehow hurt Sasuke… until he felt his nails rip his back and his voice full with lust and anger “Don't you dare to stop now… fuck… move!”

 

He had to grin as he thrusted in again, feeling Sasuke answer his movements, then he was screaming again. His nails made bloody gashes onto his back as Sasuke clung to him desperately, rising higher and higher in his pleasure scale as Naruto kept hitting his prostate. `Holy fuck this was… new' He thought in his mumbled mind and then all thoughts dispersed. He felt a tightening in his lower parts, his mind swirling with images of explosions, and then he came with a loud yell.

 

Naruto was not ready for that intense feeling Sasukes inner muscles caused him when Sasuke spasmsed around him, clutching his cock inside of him. He grunted, whined and pleaded, moving shallowly until he felt his cum rushing into Sasuke's tight tunnels and filling him with his final, violent shove.

 

Both men breathed hard, holding each other and resting their heads against each others foreheads. Sasuke felt how Naruto's cum started to spill out of him and flow down his thighs, and his own cum smearing their stomachs… He snickered. So, this was what it felt like… to be happy.

 

Naruto lifted his face to focus his eyes on Sasuke, who was still snickering to himself.

“What?” he asked confused, burying his fingers into his black locks. “Nothing. I'm just happy.” he smiled up at his flustered face and nudged him a bit closer with his legs. Naruto grunted and smiled back, a sated, blissful smile. “So am I… I wish we could stay here forever and forget everything else.”

 

Sasuke closed his eyes. He was getting really tired. Three days without proper sleep were finally catching up to him. Naruto stared at his closed eyes and his beautiful face, swirling his fingers in his hair.

“You should sleep… my love.” He whispered, still not moving an inch. Sasukes eyes flashed open. He stared at him, his eyes huge.

 

Naruto smiled and pulled out, stretching himself next to Sasuke. “I thought I should say it back. Since… that's how I feel. And as you said, we have waited too long to say it.” Sasuke turned to his side, pulling Naruto's hand into his and entwining their fingers. He nuzzled Naruto's neck like a cat and Naruto could sense his smile. That smile he didn't know Sasuke could smile.

“I love you too.” He mumbled into his neck. Naruto's heart missed a beat.

 

***

 

They fell asleep there, in the deep darkness of the night. It was almost day when Sasuke finally woke up, finding himself alone in the cave. Narutos orange shirt was covering him up from the cold. He woke up smelling the familiar scent that still clung to the shirt. Then he sat up and felt a painful stab in his heart. `He's gone? He left me… after last night he still left… was it just a revenge?' He buried his face into his hands and slumped down, not being able to move, not wanting to move, ever again.

 

Then he gathered his strength and pulled himself up, wincing slightly at the pain in his ass. `Next time you escape the snake's lair, after killing him, remember to bring the lube', he thought blurrily as he pulled on Narutos orange shirt and walked to his pants, pulling them on too, slightly slower, grimacing.

 

Then he crawled out from the small cave, to find Naruto sitting on the crass in front of it. His heart jumped and a smile rose to his face, but when Naruto looked up at him, his emotionless look was back, he couldn't show too much happiness or Naruto would get cocky… or so he told himself… probably it was just that he still couldn't trust himself enough to reveal all of himself to the other man.

 

“You should have told me you went out… I… I… thought you had left.” He groaned and went to stand next to Naruto.

 

Naruto looked up and jumped up to his legs, giving him a firm hug. “I'm sorry, I thought you would sleep for longer… I didn't think”

Sasuke shook his head. “you never do” He chuckled “No matter, you're here.”

He realized he was talking to Naruto's neck and looked slightly up into his eyes. Naruto was grinning from ear to ear

“I am taaallleeeer” He signsonged and ruffled Sasuke hair. Sasuke sniggered.

 

Then Naruto was serious again. “I'm not going anywhere without you… but we do have to decide what we are going to do. Konoha has surely formed some sort of search party already and are after us… what about Orochimarus group?”

“They were scattered all over after I killed the bastard, but Kabuto must have gathered some of them back already. We shouldn't be here longer than needed.”

 

“And where will we go from here?” Naruto asked quietly.

“First, to the grave… after that: Anywhere, as long as you come with me.” Sasuke answered, letting go of him and sitting on the ground. Narutos smile was gone as he moved away, but Sasuke was already pulling him down with him. He kissed his serious lips and stroked his hair.

“Yeah… I need to say goodbye to her.” He whispered.

 

They fell silent until Naruto smiled a lopsided grin at him again

“And a bath… we definitely need to take a bath before meeting anyone else.”

“Are you suggesting that I smell?” Sasuke smiled that arrogant smile of his. Naruto didn't answer, just sniggered. “What ever you smell like, its still a wonderful smell to me.”

“… That didn't sound as romantic as it was probably meant to be you know.” Sasuke made a face at him.

 

“When did you start to talk so much? And your face… you show a lot more emotions than before.”

“It's you… I've been waiting for a long time to get to talk with you, it feels natural. And you're the only person who has ever gotten any emotions out of me.” He said, staring at the sky above.

 

Naruto settled down smiling, his head on Sasuke's lap, starting to stare at the cloudless sky too.

“You know… Konoha will always be my home…”

“Then we go back and I'll surrender myself. I hope they will let me be free after interrogating me first…”

“They will, if I vouch for you.”

“You think they are going to take your work for it.” Sasuke chuckled, still feeling relieved to know he could trusts Naruto.

 

“Well, they have to listen to me, in a few years, they are all going to obey me anyways…”

Sasuke chuckled more. “What, you're still planning on becoming the hokage?”

“It's not just planning anymore, its all settled. I've been in training with Tsunade for five years now… after she retires in a few years, I'm taking over.”

Naruto said calmly, but Sasuke could hear laughter bubbling underneath his words. His eyes went into slits and he stared at Naruto, not believing any of his words.

 

“You're lying.” he poked at his bare chest. Naruto started to laugh

“No, I'm telling you the truth.”

Sasuke couldn't believe. His face went long as he kept staring at the foxy grin in front of him.

“You really made your dream come true?” He whispered finally. Naruto stopped grinning and smiled at him, nodding.

 

“Aha. And now that you are with me…”

“What?”

“I have the perfect bodyguard. You are the second strongest man alive.”

Sasuke started to laugh.

“Second? I am the strongest by far”

 

“No way, hahaha, I will beat you any day. Want to bet on it?”

Sasuke laughed louder, messing Narutos blond hair.

“I'll take that challenge.”

“I'm sooo going to beat you!” Naruto shouted and grinned like a fool that he was ten years ago. Sasukes heart ached as he leaned closer and gave a kiss to that grinning face. Narutos grin dropped and he looked at him surprised.

This was… pure happiness.

 

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