Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Finding True Love, No, True Loves ❯ The healing, to pick up life ( Chapter 5 )

Finding True Love, No, True Loves

 

So, here we go again,

NOTE: there will be rape and Mpreg (male pregnancy). If any of the things above are not to your taste, please be nice and go away. Also, there is a one-sided SasuNaru….

…..I am getting tired of this, so I will stop doing the reminder from now on >.<

 

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Recap: After an unfortunate visit from the S-class Nukenin, Naruto was growing weaker by the second, to add to that, Kyuubi is finally out of his cage and instead of getting his revenge on the village, he decided to…

 

“Kyuubi's thoughts/words”

`Thoughts'

 

Finding True Love, No, True Loves

Chapter 4

 

The morning sunshine was painful.

Naruto had woken up only to find himself under the heavy layers of blankets and covers. He didn't feel his clothing against his body, shocked, he thought back, and then he remembered. They were not nightmares, they were real…

 

Tears flow endlessly as scenes from last night hit his brain hard on and brutally kept on playing like a sickening slideshow. When he tried to sit up, Naruto flung straight back onto the bed. It felt like something had handcuffed him onto the bed. The something was inside his… his lower opening. The Chunin was burning up, his anus felt wet and sticky. The sticky liquid felt hot like lava, burning him from inside out.

 

Naruto paused, then, he raised his hands to his face ever so slowly. His wrists were covered in dry blood. He could not feel his fingers at all; they were numb with bruises from his struggling. After what felt like hours, the blonde Chunin was finally able to peel back the covers on top of his body. Naruto regretted it immediately. Disgusting white substances mixed with dried blood were covering his chest while some blood still flow out from the lower region of the lightheaded blonde. `Disgusting,' that was the only thing that kept on repeating inside Naruto's head.

 

It took two hours for the Chunin to finally get out of the bed and into the bathroom, ignoring the painful attacks on every nerve of his whole body and the brutal tearing and burning inside him, Naruto half limp and stagger toward the bathroom by the wall and half crawled there. He lay in the tub letting the hot water rain on him. The water was turn to the highest temperature, yet it felt cool under against the burning fevered boy. It washed away the tears.

 

Through the silence, the fox helped, Naruto regained some of his strength as some wounds started to heal in unseen rate. In restless silence, Naruto started cleaning his body. It was just light scrubbing at first since Naruto had barely any strength, and then it got harder, as if Naruto was trying to get rid of invisible layer of dirt composed of shame and humiliation.

 

The screams he let out form the night before roamed inside his mind. The dark room with little light, the heavy panting for breath, the shameful blush his body colored when the older man kisses and licks his neck. The pumping of his arousal and rubbings of his entrance which creates the undeniable pleasure that ran cross Naruto's body. Everything was coming back. The begging, the pleading, whimpers he let out, and cries of mercy pounded the boy as he drew blood from his body.

 

Sharp animal-like claws continued to dig into the muscles of his arm as he remembered how his body tightens under the Nuke-nin, the heavenly climax that made his body betray his mind. How he hated his body. Then, the pain, the gasps and screams he force out of his dry throat as the, the thing, the thing that thrust so fast and slammed so hard into him, hurting and forcing his way in for pleasure.

 

Naruto could feel it. The pain was coming back, the intrusion, the throbbing. The violation scared the boy. Tears came back out again as he remembered. No matter how much he pull his hands, jerk his waist, pushes his feet, and tosses his head as he sobs, nothing worked. It was futile. It was pointless, useless, and meaningless; it was worthless!

It was hopeless.

 

It took everything Kyuubi had to stop the blonde from further mutilating his body. After Naruto's skin started to shrivel from being in water too long, he got out of the hot, spa like steam room.

 

Looking at the clock and the calendar next to it, the Chunin was grateful that there was no meeting today. He decided to rest, but the scenes from the night before still haunted him. Walking over to the dresser, Naruto took out a black, sleeveless turtle neck shirt with red accents and blue jeans. The black shirt had a red embroiled dragon in the front and it fit tight against his body, but not too tight as to restrict movements. The loose, blue jeans was really long, it was literally mopping the floor. After he quickly dressed, he took out a blanket from another drawer. Moving to the living room Naruto sat down on to the sofa and pulled the first-aid fit from under the table. The Chunin wrapped both his wrists in long, white bandage with experience. When it was done, Naruto looked around the empty place and let his chakra soared throughout the apartment in search of possible intruders. It held little comfort when the result was none since Itachi did slid from his radar once.

 

“Sleep, I will keep guard this time,” spoke the nine tailed fox, “I won't let anything happen to you again.” Guilt hit hard as Kyuubi thought, `Not after I failed to protect you when you persuademe ofwrong'

 

Naruto was rather surprised at how much comfort the fox offered in his words, perhaps due to weariness, Naruto was out in less than a minute.

 

Shadow of the sun moved from west to east, and then it faded as Apollo settled behind the mountains. It was then the Chunin's strength returned, some of it at least.

 

Looking around the empty room, Naruto realized how bare the room was.

 

The wall was almost like art with splashes of paints with cursing, threats, and blood on them. After the first two years of the villagers' constant break-ins, Naruto had give up on cleaning the walls and ceilings. The rooms only held necessities.

 

The kitchen had a standard refrigerator with some food, some stock of food in the pantries, a pot and a pan, some bowls, chopsticks, and spoons.

 

Living room was in poor condition, the coffee table was ready to crumble in any given second with deep cuts and stabbings from different weapons. The couch that he is lying down at is pretty much useless. The stuffing had all came out from the covers due to the brutal mutilation the villagers had cast upon. The light bulb had been broken again.

 

Looking through the door to the bedroom, Naruto hold his arms to wear off the cold shivers. The bedroom was one of the few places he ever felt safe. He had learned to set traps early in his age with Kyuubi's help. Practically no one could go in without Naruto's consent. The traps were foolproof. That is until that man came in and rapes him of his sanctuary, body, and soul.

 

`No, he may have gotten my body,' thought Naruto, `But he is sure as hell won't get my soul!'

 

Sparkles of light were flickering back into the dull, navy-blue eyes. The blonde boy was back to life. Naruto blamed the incident on his weakness. The Chunin believed being weak was a position he could no longer stay in. He could not let this happen again. Wiping the tears from his face, Naruto vowed silently to never let another had their way with him.

 

`I had to be stronger,' pondered Naruto, `How should I start?'

 

Morning came. Clouds were painted in colors of the rainbow. It is still a bit chilly outside with dense moisture. Yet the boy was fazed not one bit. Naruto had thought the whole thing through while the fox was still in slumber inside his cage with much of Naruto's pressure. Planning through, since Kakashi meets at nine rather then seven due to his excuses; Naruto will use the time wisely and train like hell.

 

Getting down to the floor, Naruto reached out for the weapons' pouch under his sofa, gently unlocking it from its hiding place. After he secured the kunai onto his leg, Naruto placed some weapons into a scroll, seal it and put them into the back hanging onto the belt around his waist. Heading out toward the door, Naruto paused to put on a long overcoat.

 

He had gotten rid of the orange jumpsuit as soon as he left the hospital after Sasuke's `incident.' The noir sleeveless coat was made for battle. It was handcraft with materials gather from different environments to withstand to almost every climate. It had many hidden pouches inside to hold weapons and the coat can be a thin blade or thick armor depending on the chakra bend into it. Naruto had purchase the coat from Suna, when he visited Gaara after the success in bring back `Teme'.

 

Black shadow flashed from roof to roof until it inconspicuously landed in the cleaning of beat-up trees in the forest far from the hidden village. Naruto had pick up a habit of moving his training ground every few weeks to conceal his true power and potential from nosy ANBU. It does not help to let the people of Konoha know that the demon brat is leaning forbidden jutsus from the Kyuubi No Kitsune.

 

Landing softly and silently into the opening, Naruto created four clones from Tajuu Kage Bunshin no Jutsu. Currently, Naruto was wearing three-hundred pound of training weight on each limb. Looking around at the damage he had done last time, Naruto added fifty more on each arm and eighty on each leg. Making sure that each clone was low Chunin level, Naruto started to fight with them. To his surprise, Naruto found himself thinking of how the event last night led him to fight harder.

 

Naruto had given up on training harder due to the turning point of his life, but now that he know he was a mere sand compare to ocean as he is to the Nuke-nin, Naruto vow he will never stop till no one, absolutely no one can make him feel like what he felt during the event last night.

 

Naruto had perfected Rasen Shuriken weeks, resulting in the deviating sight before him. Now, in goal of getting stronger, Naruto fought his clones using taijutst and ninjutst. Naruto was a genius despite the mask of idiot he had put on, a genius at inventing or recreating new jutsu. Naruto had hope that by fighting with himself, he will be inspired to create even jutsu. Naruto had lost track of time, when he came to, Naruto found the Sun high in the sky. “Damn”, cursed the Chunin wiping sweat off his forehead as he thought back the fight while mentally taking notes.

 

Naruto appeared once or twice in the meeting with his team in the week after the `Itachi incident' which no one knew. During the spar, with the emo Sasuke and one-eye Kakashi, Naruto was proving to be more than a Chunin. Along with the demon jutsus Kyuubi had taught the blond, Naruto was almost mid-Jounin. Yet, even the knowledge of being able to go even head on with the prestigious ANBU captain, Naruto was still thirst for more. He needed to know for sure the torture he endure that night will never happen again. The blond continue on with his training, nearly killing himself in the process of becoming stronger.

 

Three weeks later

“Urg,” vomiting sound could hear pounding the walls. Naruto was currently holding himself in front of the toilet; his body had sunk to the floor earlier due to exhaustion. This scene had repeated every morning for the past week. Naruto could barely bring himself up, let along to training. The boy was confused. He had stop eating ramen for the past couple of days since he started to pour out his food from his mouth, even starting to eat almost too healthy for his liking, yet he continue to show signs of illness.

 

Finding he could not withhold the boy knowledge of the current condition of his body, Kyuubi decided to let out the bad news.

 

“Kit,” called the fox, “You are not sick.”

 

Raising an eyebrow, Naruto spoke, “You have been holding out on me, Kyuubi-sama.” Putting more irritation in his voice, Naruto asked, “What is happening to me?”

 

Signing again, the fox lift his head to see his jailer in front of his cage. In guilt, the great fox lowered his head and murmured.

Raising both eyebrows, Naruto was no longer pretending to be patient, he demanded, “Kyuubi! What the heck is happening to me?”

“You're…” started the nine-tailed fox.

“I am what?” scream the boy. Naruto had never seen Kyuubi like this and it was scaring the hell out of him.

“You're pregnant.” Came finally from the fox finally in almost whispers.

 

 

Reminder, Kyuubi will appear in next chapter, in human form,

Review please, feedbacks are needed for further editing of this…since I have no Beta…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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