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Foolish Heart

Uchicha Sasuke is the most beautiful boy I have ever met in my entire life.

I love how his deep, dark eyes take in every little detail. Whether it be the simple shadow of an object of the direction that the wind is blowing. They hold such intelligence and beauty, I feel weak simply looking at them.

But it is those same eyes that stare right through me.

-You're too important for anyone,
You play the role of all you want to be,
But I, I know who you really are,
You're the one who cries when you're alone.-

His hair has always captivated me, so glossy and shiny. I often want to reach out and run my fingers through it, comb out those spikes and see what he looks like with his hair down. I imagine it feels soft and silky, there are no knots or snags in those wonderful bangs.

But I can only ever imagine what those stands would feel like in my fingers.

-But where will you go,
With no one left to save you from yourself,
You can't escape,
You can't escape.-

A tiny corner of myself is forever questioning, forever tormenting me with unanswered questions. Why won't you see me? Why do you act as if I am not here, am I that unnoticeable? When will you understand how much I love you?

But I ignore them, I will be patient. With time, you will realize.

-You think that I can't see right through your eyes,
Scared to death to face reality,
No one seems to hear your hidden cries,
You're left to face yourself alone.-

I've seen the way you act towards others, you distance yourself and pretend that you don't need them. The same way you act towards me. But I know you need someone to hold you, to comfort you when you see and remember things you don't wish to.

I am that someone.

-But where will you go,
With no one left to save you from yourself,
You can't escape the truth,
I realize you're afraid,
But you can't abandon everyone,
You can't escape,
You don't want to escape.-

But you don't act this way towards one, do you Sasuke? No, you don't ignore him when he speaks, when he acts, when he insults or praises you. Why him? What is so special about him? He's not handsome or smart or talented. He doesn't even want you, doesn't love you like I do.

So why Naruto?

-I am so sick of speaking words that no one understands,
Is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone,
I can hear you in a whisper,
But you can't even hear me screaming.-

I've cried for you so many times, I'd die for you Sasuke. It isn't as though I've not told you, I've screamed my love to you and still you ignore me. Why do you reject me so? All this time I fought and bled, It was only ever for you.

It was always you.

-Where will you go,
With no one left to save you from yourself,
You can't escape the truth,
I realize you're afraid,
But you can't reject the whole world,
You can't escape,
You won't escape,
You can't escape,
You don't want to escape….-

But I will tell you now, despite all of this, I will continue my fight for love. I will battle for us even when the darkness has taken over and there is no light left. For I love you Sasuke, Forever and past the end of time. And if it will take forever to make you love me, then I will wait til forever's end.

For be sure of this Sasuke, you will love me.

[When did I lose out?]

Author's Notes: Yet another short writer's blocker getter-ridder-of thingy. Come to think of it, that's all I really seem to be writing lately…hmmm…. Anyway, Please review.