Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Guilty Conscious of a Black Angel ❯ Bad memories ( Chapter 3 )

 

Disclaimer: I will never own Naruto (tear)

 

Title: Guilty Conscious of a Black Angel

Rating: R slightly rape scene

Description: After having suffered through a traumatic experience once he had return to the village with Sasuke. Naruto runs away and is not seen for 5 years. Only his guilty conscious brings him back to tell the only two people that have ever acknowledged him that he was fine and the reason that no one knows of why he left.

Warning: Sasuke may be OOC and so may other characters.

“…” talking

`…' thought

------ Change of Point of view

--Flashback-- Flash back

(...) - author's notes

Kyuubi - the fox demon talking

I decided to reward u guys with the reason behind Naruto's leaving since it took me so long to update and I also made it longer than usual XD. ONEGAI forgive me!! Hope u guys enjoy.

 

Last chapter:

Tsuname P.O.V

 

It had been only two hours since she had gone to bed when she heard a knock on her door. She was beyond pissed because they had woken her up and was about to kill the person at the door.

 

`What is he doing here'

 

Naruto was standing right out side.

He was in the same cloth from the day before. She could see that he had not slept all night judging by the dark semi circles under his eyes. She could also see that the color of his skin was completely the wrong shade. Naruto looked paled and distraught.

 

“Naruto what's wrong?”

 

Naruto looked at her and said in a shallow whisper “help…me”. Then he crumpled to the floor and started to hyperventilate.

 

 

 

Chapter 3 : Bad memories

 

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Tsunade P.O.V

 

Tsunade hurries to Naruto's side when she noticed the emotional state that he was on.

 

“Naruto what's wrong?” Not getting a response from the blond whose face looked blank she screamed “Please tell me!” She reached for his arm but stopped when he recoiled backwards.

 

“No…please…Don't touch me!!!” He got up from the floor very fast and took a defensive stand while backing up slowly and looking around with a wild glance

 

`Why ….doesn't he recognize me?'

 

“Naruto calm down it's just me, baba- chan…remember? Tsunade said, her concern growing. Still as she tried to approach him once more she went cold when she heard him whispering.

 

“You won't do this to me again …..I'm stronger now ….I will kill all of you this time”

 

 

 

Naruto P.O.V

 

Naruto was lost in memories He could have sworn he was surrounded by those four men.

 

`Why have the come back', while shaking he though, `I didn't tell anyone why are they here'.

 

He could not differentiate between reality and fiction any longer. The concerns and anxieties, that had taken him five years to pacify through hard training, resurfaced and crumbled his will as the memories flashed through his eyes. On the edge of his vision he saw someone approaching him and he panicked.

 

“No…please…Don't touch me!!!”

 

What had happen with all the strength he claimed he had? He could not withstand the images his mind was creating. He knew where he was but his mind was far gone. To him now everyone's faces turn into the faces of the merciless bastards that had…broken him ruthlessly.

 

“You won't do this to me again …..I'm stronger now ….I will kill all of you this time”

 

 

Tsunade P.O.V.

 

`I'm not getting through him!'

 

She could not understand why he didn't recognize her, or why he felt threaten by her.

 

“Naruto…calm down. It's me Tsunade. I would never, NEVER hurt you. Please talk to me.”

The blonde's eyes blinked out of their hazy state as he [Author ID1: at Mon Mar 21 12:34:00 2005 ]faltered from his defensive stand to look at her.

 

“Tsunade-neechan…gomen…I t-thought… I thought y-you were them”

 

He then backed up against a wall and slid down until his was sitting on the floor. She heard him whisper more to himself than to her “why…couldn't I be stronger back then?”

 

She walked across the room and sat in front of him.

 

“Naruto does this have anything to do with why you left five years ago?”

 

Naruto hesitated for a few seconds, “…hai”

 

She looked at his eyes and was a little disturbed by how hollow they looked at the moment. “Do you want to talk about it?”

 

“you…you can't tell no one…ever Tsunade-neechan or.. or they will come for me.”

 

She was wondering who he was talking about and what had happened to hurt him and scare him so much.

 

“I promise” `only if it does not threaten the village…gomen'

When she looked at him again she saw the silent tears falling down his face and she opened her arms as an invitation for him to lean in, which he did.

 

“The reason I left five years ago w-was because…”

 

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Naruto P.O.V.

 

He felt so much pain in his chest but he knew there was no turning back now.

 

“The reason I left five years ago w-was because…I was raped”

 

--Flashback—

 

The battle between himself and Sasuke was finally done. At the moment he could see Sasuke knocked out at the other side of the river just barely since Sasuke had fallen in between some rocks. He tried to get up but could not move because of the injury Sasuke gave him on the chest. Naruto suddenly heard a sound.

 

“I felt the Chakra coming from near here!!”

 

`Who can that be?'

 

“This way! I think the Kitsune went this way”

 

`…what? They are looking for me?'

 

He then saw a group of four shinobis running toward the side of the river he had landed on. The only thing that disturbs him was the fact that they did not look friendly even though he could see their Leaf head bands from where he was lying.

 

“Well, well Boys look at what we found here”

 

Naruto looked at them feeling apprehensive. The one talking had a scar in one cheek while right beside him was another guy who had short brown hair. In the back were two other unimportant guys that were only following their leader who seemed to be the brown haired guy. He suddenly felt cold when he looked at their eyes. `..is that hate?...I can't trust them but…'

 

“If it isn't the monster. What are you doing so far away from Konoha? Thinking about becoming a missing nin?” He could feel their hate radiating but he need to get Sasuke back to Konoha as soon as possible. He closed his eyes and opened them again to clear his vision “…no…help”, he was interrupted by the brown haired guy before he could mention why he was far.

 

“What makes you think we were going to help to begin with? We were just passing by when we felt the evil chakra. How lucky for us it was you.” He looked at me and sneered “Now we can take our revenge on you ONI CREATURE!!!”

 

Naruto stammered “wha..what?”

 

“That's right its time to get what we came for”

 

The blond looked across the river only to see Sasuke still knocked out and closed his eyes.

 

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In Naruto's head

 

`Fuck…Sasuke come on I didn't knock u that hard wake up…what am I going to do now'

 

`BRAT'

 

`What?'

 

`I don't know what you are gonna do but you better do something and quick'

 

`Why?'

 

`Here theycome'

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Narrator's P.O.V.

 

Naruto snapped back to reality only to see he was surrounded and that the shinobis were currently getting closer.

 

`Kuso'

 

When one of the men went to grab him, with the last strength he had in his body he manage to slash out at the man with the scared cheek. But just when he was going to make some deep cut he was kicked in the back by the brown haired man.

 

“You better not move one hair on your head or we will kill you instead.”

 

The blond did not understand what he heard until he felt a kick to the stomach and laid against the ground. Out of the four men two grabbed his hands roughly and painfully held them against the ground while the other two were roughly taking off his pants.

 

Naruto felt shocked and scared “NOOO DON'T!! Don't do this to me!” and started to struggle but to no avail. “HA, you're only getting what was coming to you sooner or later anyways, right boys? The brown haired man said.

 

“Damn straight” they all agreed.

 

The blond was petrified to the spot. “Why?!”

 

***Warning slightly graphic rape sceneand somewhat gory***

 

 

He then felt the brown haired man's staff against his entrance and screamed “NOOOOOOO HELP”, but his mouth was covered by another man's erection as the first shoved into his tight hole. The more he struggle the harder he was punished by the foreign objects.

 

The pain was unbearable. He felt like he was being ripped apart from the inside out. The brown hair man keep going in and out faster and faster making grunts and half moans while whispering into his ear how much Naruto deserved this. Blood was sliding down he's butt dripping on the ground every time the man pulled out and shoved into his body. After the man pulled out of his mouth as the other one continue he screamed until his throat was raw and fainted only to be woken up again when the other men wanted their turn.

 

In between the assaults, the pain and suffering, he could hear the man with the scared cheek and the man with the brown hair arguing about whether to kill him or to cover up with threats before they left but at that point he could have cared less. He just wanted the pain to go away. After they were done with his body they put his pants back on and the man with the brown hair whispered into his ear, “If you live you better keep this a secret or there is no telling about what we will do to you next time” and with that they were gone.

 

He laid there crying and sobbing until he had no more strength or tears.

 

After that it was not until 20 minutes later when Kakashi arrived and found him shaking not wanting to talk about what had happened, and an unconscious Sasuke across the river.

 

*** End of rape scene***

 

--Flashback end—

 

 

Tsunade P.O.V.

 

Naruto had been crying the whole time while telling her what had been done to him and then fallen asleep in her arms out of exhaustion. She slowly moved him to a couch and sat by his side.

 

`Oh…God…Naruto…I'm so sorry, I couldn't protect you', and with that she started to cry silently for many hours.

 

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Sasuke P.O.V.

 

He had come to ask the Hokage for some days off and to tell her about the strange guy he had seen walking around town.

 

When he reached to knock, he heard some one sobbing on the other side of the door. He was deciding whether or not to leave, when he heard a familiar voice.

 

“The reason I left five years ago w-was because…”

 

His eyes widen with recognition `Naruto?!'. He was about to scream his name but felt into silence since he wanted to know why the person that he cared about left.

 

He lean in and put his ear against the door. What he heard in the tran course of that hour left him in a state of shock.

 

An hour later…

 

`Oh God I was there'

 

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Author's Corner: dun dun duuuun!!!! Sasuke knows Naruto's back and also why he left all those years ago! @__@ what will happen next? Lol sorry for leaving it in a cliffy but I do have to keep my readers on their toes. Please review and let me know what you guys think. Good? Bad? Should I stay in school and learn how to write? Lol. You get the point. Oh and of course I have to thank my sister who read my first draftand my wonderful beta Generally Maz, Arigatoo girl!!! . She just started in this chapter people so the spelling mistakes that are found on the first two is all me lol yeah I suck in spelling.