Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Happy ❯ Happy ( Chapter 1 )

Hey, this is my first story, flames and crititism welcome.

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto or `Happy' by Saving Jane

Here's the link to the song, if you want to listen:

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile& amp;friendID=12184604

 

 

Filling up my empty days with red wine
Wonder what you think of me?
Lying in the grass alone and wasted
Nothing's how it used to be

 

That bastard. Leaving me like that. Well he can go to hell now. Ugh, I hatehim. Kami, why'd did I ever fall in love with him. Some boyfriend he was. Saying he was too busy to go out with me or too tired. Did he really think I believed him? Not when I knew he was sneaking off with the slut.

 

I wanna be the first to call and tell you
Yesterday I heard the news
I hear you oughtta be congratulated
So I guess that's what I'll do

 

Yeah. The bitch. My god, I was such a fool. Thinking he was off training. Instead he was off fucking the tramp. Now they're engaged and I expect I won't be invited to the wedding. But ……….I think I still have some feelings for him. I'm beating myself up for even thinking of him in terms of affection, rather then terms like bastard, and unfaithful.

 

I'm so happy for you
I could cry
Yeah, I'm so elated
Cross my heart and hope to die
I don't think about you every night
Before I close my eyes
I'm so happy for you baby,
I could cry.

 

Now this is ridiculous. Now I'm crying? Pathetic. Crying over him. Yuck. Now I'm just disgusted. I guess sometimes I do think of him sometimes. Often wishing he would come back to me. Probably now is not the best time to be thinking of that. What with the engagement with the bitch.

 

Listen to the sound of my head pounding
Wish that it was make-believe
Praying for the skies to open up and
Wash away your memory

 

Now I'm ripping up all our photos together. Throwing out all our stuff I saved for Kami-sama knows what. I'm acting like I still care for him, which I definitely don't .Kami,I still think about what could have happened if he didn't leave. Now I am questioning my sanity. Think about life with him?

 

I can walk around with a pretty face on
Even when I'm black and blue
What's the point in telling everybody
I'm not over you.

 

Oh shit.I just realized. Why would I be thinking about him, thinking about life with him? I'm still not over him. And now he's going to marry that slut. Shit.Why now? Just when my life was going back on track. He came back. Shit. I'm now totally screwed. Shit.

 

I'm so happy for you
I could cry
Yeah, I'm so elated
Cross my heart and hope to die
I don't think about you every night
Before I close my eyes
I'm so happy for you baby,
I could cry.

Cry about the love we used to have
Cry that I won't ever get you back

 

I'm so happy for him.Yeah. But what he doesn't know is that I hate hate , hate, hate, hate, hate, him. But I love him too.

 

I'm not over you, Uchiha Sasuke.

 

Filling up my empty days with red wine
Wonder what you think of me?

I'm so happy for you
I could cry
Yeah, I'm so elated
Cross my heart and hope to die
I'm so happy for you
So, so happy for you
I don't think about you every night
Before I close my eyes
I'm so happy for you baby,
I could cry

 

Ok that's the end! I hope that wasn't too bad. But this is only my first time. Review and I will give you virtual cookie!!