Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Homeless Harlot ❯ Felt Up ( Chapter 5 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

A.N.: Ohhhhh so you're the one who hurt my feelings and made a boy cry. I'll never forgive you, ya know hahaha I'm kidding. Don't be so polite, you don't have to apologize I'm not hurt just bummed at the request. But you're good. Thank you for a review my deary and everyone who's reading thank you too. Enjoy this chapter.


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Sasuke would never stop loving this part of home life; waking up to the smell of delicious hot food would hold him close and take away any troubles his mind brought up in the night. Number one last night being thinking about his roommate Kakashi. He couldn't believe that the man had him resort to touching himself. But that's the punishment for falling for someone, constantly thinking about them, and when you think about it your body is going to react; being a man just makes that reaction a lot more unfortunate than if he were a woman, then you end up hiding the thing away by giving it what it wants however you can. Flipping the blanket over to free himself from beneath it he's shocked to see that the pajamas which he'd changed out of last night are still on him. But he was sure that he changed after taking another shower to clean up, so then how? Thinking back on it he did notice that he wasn't exactly feeling the shower water on his body, it was just sort of there and when climbing back into bed he couldn't really recall going back to sleep, he was just sleep. Had he dreamt the whole thing? A smile suddenly broke out on the male's face.

'It was a dream! A dream! Now I don't have to feel guilty for doing that over someone's husband.' With an air of relief and renewed self love Sasuke resumes waking up for the day with a long stretch, arms in the air over his head, and a small yawn. Getting out of bed he makes his way down the back stairs that lead directly to the kitchen.

"Good morning, Sasuke!" Greets Gai with his usual chipper tone.

Kakashi flipped the pages of the newspaper then continued reading.

'Look at him... how can I want someone like that?' Just that question alone made his member twitch, so he put it out of his mind. 'I can't tell him anyway; it'd hurt Gai too much, and he's been ridiculously nice to me. I could see if the guy were a jerk then maybe I'd kind of feel like he has it coming and- stop it, dammit, do you hear yourself? You're talking like you actually have a shot with the man and Gai's in your way. Just shut up and eat your breakfast.' Taking the plate he didn't even notice was being handed over to him he walks to the table choosing a seat right next to the man of his body's dreams so that he wouldn't have to look at him directly. Peripheral vision would do just fine.

"You can get some juice from the fridge, Sasuke." Says Gai taking a seat then sips casually from his glass.

Sasuke was five bites into his spanish omelet before getting up for a drink.

"Gai," Sasuke opens the fridge pulling out a container of apple juice. "could you give me another massage if you have the time."

The two men snicker.

"You're a lot bolder than Kakashi when asking for massages; he always comes up with the same line everytime. "My shoulders ache from teaching all day, have a look at it will you?" He does this everytime."

"My shoulders really do hurt from teaching all day."

"Mhm. Sasuke, I would love to give you a massage whenever you like." Gai replies.

Kakashi shakes his head in dismay of the service their young friend gets over him. Its cruel really.

"You're a reading teacher, right?"

Kakashi cocked a brow at the gruff tone the male has been taking with him lately, almost like the thought of speaking to him makes him wanna vomit or something. It could, though, just be his imagination. "That's right."

"Then why do you bring home math papers to grade?"

"My friend Asuma, you met him over new years, has a new baby and I thought I'd help him out." He shrugs.

Sasuke made a thoughtful sound then returns to his breakfast.

"That reminds me, I have to leave a little later on today for an appointment." This he says to Sasuke since Kakashi will be at work so his knowing does not matter.

"For work?" Asks Sasuke.

"Mhm. This oldman continues his youthful lifestyle- I applaud the man but his wife beats into us otherwise." He laughs heartly recalling purse beatings on the arm by the woman. "Will you be alright with the run of the house alone?"

"Its not his first time, I leave him alone plenty- besides, Sasuke is not a child he's a juvenile." The man smiles at the teen missing the heat that rose in Sasuke's cheeks at the attention.

'Kage, its this bad! The guy can't say one word to me without me getting worked up?! I'll just have to try harder to avoid him.' With an affirmed nod his resolve is shot to hell when his shoulder is brushed by said desires exiting the table to head off to work. Expelling a breath, he swallows the last of his food then takes his things to the sink. He needs a distraction.

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In big bold, red, letters reads: I'd like healthy snacks please. And beneath those words is a cavity covered tooth, with a sickly look on its cartoon face. Sasuke and Gai are at the dentists office. They've been sitting in the waiting room since 9 o'clock this morning, its now 10:16 a.m. It started when Gai decided to take a look inside his roommate's mouth then after a low whistle and an "its unbelievable this doesn't hurt" the two got their coats and sneakers on and headed for the dentist. Sasuke didn't see why this visit was so urgent, he's never seen a dentist before in his life and nothing hurt or whatever so why should there be a problem? Gai, of course, being as motherly, yet, fatherly as can be told him that bad teeth leads down a long line of problems later on in life and he should always strive for a healthy smile at which point the man ended the conversation with a reassuringly blinding sun-kissed grin.

After looking at the poster, Sasuke found his tongue searching his mouth for any 'cartoon sickly' teeth. It crossed over two small holes on the side of a back tooth near the top and a big crater in another back tooth that he's both never noticed too much and just never cared about.

"Are you nervous?"

"No."

"Are you sure, I can go back with you to hold your hand if you'd like?" He raised a big brow in question to Sasuke's answer.

"No. I'll be fine."

Shrugging a suit-yourself, Gai picks up a magazine from the table being done with watching the replaying video of someone getting dental work done. It looked like dentures being put in.

A tall man comes from the back hall: spiked dark hair, a broad nose and shoulders, clipboard in hand and a tiny smirk on his mouth he looks around the waiting room and says "Uchiha Sasuke?" in a voice that's higher than it should be for the man's outer looks.

"Here." He stands.

The doctor smiles at the teen. "I'm Doctor Alfred Benson. Follow me, please."

"Sasuke!" Gai shouted in a whisper. "Are you sure you don't need me?"

Sasuke waved the man's offer away saying nothing more as he followed the dentist into a back room.

"I need you to climb on this chair, make yourself comfortable." The man drops his weight down onto a stool placed beside the long chair that could easily double as a single bed.

Sasuke has slept on single beds before, on those colder winter nights when sleeping in the car with a broken heater just wouldn't cut it; he was always fortunate enough to sleep with his brother's and father's beds pushed up beside his to sandwich him into a body-heated oven. Only those cots at the shelter were flimsy and hardly offered a good nights sleep.

A winter green bib is placed around his neck laying over his shirt. The nurse smiles at him, her pretty face accented with wrinkles from smiling too much.

"For the mess later." The man says. "But right now," The nurse is sticking a thicker object onto the boy's body. It seemed like a blanket in thickness but the texture was more rubbery, like the casing of a hot water bottle and after that a pair of sunglasses with an orange tint. "we have to get an x-ray of your mouth."

A bright light is turned on, causing the male beneath the beam to squint for a second. Before he knew it the x-ray was over, it didn't even seem like anything had happened it was just that quick.

"I'll be right back and then we'll get started with the procedure."

The nurse took over the doctors seat once the man was out of the room. "It won't hurt at all, youngman, is this your first time at the dentist? I think I'd remember a cutie like you coming in."

Sasuke nods to her question.

"Well it won't hurt a bit." She repeats her console and pats him on the shoulder for good measure.

The doctor came back in after about three minutes then shows Sasuke a blue and white picture. "This is the inside of your mouth."

"Okay."

"See these white patches, those are cavities."

"Okay."

"We're going to be filling those in today, the smaller ones should take- ooohhhhh, about ten minutes, but this one here" He points it out with his finger. "You'll have to get a temporary filling then come back to get it capped off. Alright?"

"Okay." He says again; it seemed to be his new favorite word with how many things he had to show that he understood.

The weird blanket is removed. "This is a gas mask, now" He places it over the teens mouth. "I need you to take three very deep whiffs then slowly count, out loud, backwards from ten."

Nodding, Sasuke does as he's told. Three deep breaths. "Ten.... Nine.... Eight.... Seven... Si-...." Yawning, the last thing the male feels is his weight become heavier then he fell sound asleep.

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"How was it?" Gai asked on their way out. "Are you in too much pain to speak?"

Sasuke shakes his head. "I don't feel anything; Doctor Benson might have stuck me with something to numb the pain."

"Novocain."

"Maybe." He closes the car door once he's in the seat.

"Then what's the problem?" Asks Gai with concern that something unsavory might have happened to the boy. If that were the case he'd march himself right in there and give that man the beating of his lifetime.

"I had a weird dream when I was under the gas, that's all."

"What kind of dream?" The car is started; seatbelts are on.

'Stop asking me questions!' Thinks the male heatedly. 'Last thing I wanna do is tell you that I had a sex dream about your husband.' And he did. Sasuke was being pleasured by the man's mouth while Kakashi somehow managed to do his dental work without looking- or maybe it was his fingers that were stuck into his mouth; it was hard to say when what was happening to his lap was so heady- no pun intended. And Kakashi looked heavenly glancing up at him, one black eye and one burnt brown eye, watching the patients enjoyment of the procedure, mouth still around his erection, and that bright light casting an unearthly glow around that beautiful face. 'I'd better make something up- wait, why say anything at all? He won't know that I'm lying if I say that I can't remember, although, my being quiet while thinking about it is a dead give away that I do remember it.' Gritting at the man he shakes his head, then says to Gai. "I can't remember. I've been trying to but I can't." With a shrug he then turns his attention out the window.

"Hm. If it was the kind of dream that bothers you its always good not to remember." Says the man with a good amount of cheer that he hoped would lift the youths spirits.

"Yeah. You're right." Sasuke answers hoping to let the matter drop with that. He didn't want to put a spot on his record after getting lucky last night by having that whole scene being just a dream. His dreams being the damned problem, because whether awake or asleep its just going to keep coming until he can sate it. Kakashi, bare and wanton of him. That won't happen. Balling his fist he bites his tongue to distract his thoughts back to other things so the image would go away.

'This would be a lot easier if I didn't like Gai so much.' He side-longs the male. Images of the first time they'd met went through his head; that big warm coat that got him through the second coldest night in Konoha history. He won't do this, exhibit this kind of behavior, he'll keep his cool for Gai's sake. Because the first moment he finds pleasure from Kakashi out loud he'll seek it again and again. Cold turkey is the key to kicking anything so long as you're well distracted from it. 'I live with the guy, though, it'd be easier on me if I open the car door and jump.'

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Sasuke was asked to lay in his bedroom for the massage. He oblidged by laying on his stomach, arms folded up under the pillow that his head is resting on.

Gai enters the room taking a seat beside the teen. "Does your back hurt or do you simply want the massage?"

"Massage."

Snickering, the man's skilled hands press down into the youths tensed up back. "You do need this!" He declared after locating four knots in the male's back. "I'm gonna lift your shirt alright?"

Sasuke only nods to the request not really caring either way. He's been with the two men long enough to trust them and know that they're not shady in anyway. But he still has his questions about their reasons; sometimes he thinks about them and other times he doesn't. Now, though, seemed like as good a time as any to ask. "Gai... can I ask you why you're so nice to me? It can't just be because Kakashi got my home stolen." Glancing down at the man, he adds. "I'm not a charity case, you know, I was doing just fine out on the streets."

"Hmhm. Its true, if you're a whole sixteen and counting you were doing alright out there but... I don't know, you're young." His hands ease the tension in a muscle as if they were magic wands. "Its silly to hear out loud but my parents once said to me that when you're older than people they naturally see you as someone that will give them guidance or protection whether you or they know it or not. So, I feel its my place to see the world as someone close to me that way it can continue on and being kind to each other will take the place of other nasty things in the world- at least the harder things." He chuckles. "I can't bring world peace or make a mass murderer see the light but, I can be a man holding a door open for anyone, or walking a child or elderly person across the street rather than pretend that they're in a hurry and keep on going. Maybe even just a woman consoling a crying child in the super market instead of judging parenting skills; those little things add up to becoming bigger things. Because of that, I know that things are changing in some ways."

"Hn. Maybe some people don't deserve the kindness."

"Don't tell me you think that you're one of those people?" He moves on to another knot smiling at the muscles relaxing beneath his touch.

Sasuke shrugs. "Maybe. I could have killed someone out there."

"Hmhmhm. I doubt that."

"I could have hidden agendas- I did steal from you my first night here."

"You took cans because you thought we meant one night- and you did give the money back, right?"

"Kakashi swindled it back by saying it was payment for the room."

Smiling the man said. "Did he now?"

"Yeah." He frowns.

"....Now its my turn to ask a question."

That was unexpected, what could the man possibly wanna know about a street rat? "Go ahead."

"Its nothing too serious, I'm sure, but you seem really prickled whenever Kakashi is around."

Sasuke thought that his heart had stopped dead, he knew that his lungs have quit on him. 'Does he know? He can't.... And look at me, I'm so afraid that my body is going to kill me by shutting off just to run from the truth. So much for it not being real if even Gai can see it when I haven't even done anything but avoid the man.'

Sasuke was ready to explain but Gai cut him off before a word could get out. "You've been acting strangely towards him for a month now, has... has Kakashi done something to bother you? I'm sure that whatever it was he was just messing with you. He gets that way sometimes, teasing people, just ask any of our friends and they'll tell you."

"No, he hasn't done anything wrong." Sasuke can feel his heart beating again, his lungs functioning normally. "I guess I'm just getting a little stir crazy sometimes and he's an easy target because we usually bicker back and forth ...I don't want to take it out on you."

Gai laughed about that. "I see. So than you're fine?" Sasuke nods. "That's good to know. I didn't want a battle going on in our home." His hands move up to the teens neck. "You know, Sasuke, anytime you like you can ask for some cash and go on out to a movie, get something to eat, hang out with the neighborhood kids- hang out with kids in other neighborhoods! The world is a big playground of entertainment."

"You don't feel weird about giving me money?"

"Not at all." He felt his heart break a bit at the teary waver in the teens voice. Does he really think that this is all charity? The two of them honestly like Sasuke, Him most of all! So whats with the sadness sometimes. Maybe he really does need to hang around guys his own age. The boy once told him that he only had his older brother and father in his life. Never anyone his own age to carry on conversations with or imitate, just adults. He's probably really nervous to leave the house. Maybe the best thing for Sasuke is to get out there and experience it head-on. Its never too late to start going to school.

"There's a movie coming out, I saw a commercial for it, The Briefcase." He looks down at the man. "Wanna see it with me- just the two of us?"

'There he goes excluding Kakashi again. Something must be going on that he isn't telling me or him, but what could it be?' Wonders Gai but it doesn't show on his face as he says to the teen. "I'd love to go with you, thanks for the invite."

Sleepy from the comfort of his eased pains, he nods a reply to the mans politeness.

"Looks like I'm all done here. You get some rest if you're tired, I might not be home when you wake up."

"I'll be fine." He closes his drowsy eyes. 'I'm used to being on my own.'

Gai leaves the room, glancing back at the male before he closes the door after him. 'So much tension for someone so young, but considering he's never been comfortable a day in his life out there in the world it makes sense. But this thing with Kakashi doesn't seem like what he told me is going on. But then what.... it... it couldn't be that. Hmhm that's just riduculous.' Slapping a hand to his forehead he heads downstairs. "I really need help sometimes."

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Gai had meant what he'd said Sasuke did wake up alone and a little late for lunch. Fixing a sandwich to sate his growling stomach he walks about the house as he eats it. Never having thought about it before, he found his way into Gai and Kakashi's bedroom deciding to take a closer look around. He's been in here on those days when the three of them are just chatting or something, they'd sit on the bed like it were a couch and just hang out until one of them got tired and shooed the others away to go to bed. So it wasn't as though he was un-invited to be in the bedroom, this will just be his first time alone.

Finishing the last bite of his sliced chicken sandwich, he steps over to the closet. The best secrets are in the closet- well, not that he'd know since he's never had access to any closets up until moving in with the men. But from the many soap operas and other television shows when you have things to hide or hang on to you stick them in a box in the closet on the shelf. Sure enough there is a large box on the closet shelf. Reaching for it he pulls it down with ease lowering it gently to the floor. Curious eyes look over the exposed contents in the box with quick care. It's bright enough in the room for him to make out everything in the box: a photo album, flipping through it he can feel a tug of a smile over the pictures, the box also contains some un-opened shower caps, video tapes and dvd's, some homemade others are just movies but the thing that caught Sasuke's nosing attention the most is a purple box containing-....

'A sex toy.' He stands up holding the box tightly in his hands. 'Why would they-...' He blinks as something passes by his vision becoming inwardly startled when said blinder locked a hand- a human hand- onto his shoulder.

"It was a gift from my bachelor party." Says that low crisp voice belonging to Kakashi.

Sasuke's heart begins to race; the man's arm has him barred between airspace and his chest- well, his entire front to be precise; his chin is resting upon the top of his head. Swallowing hard, he tries to play cool. "Who would give you something like this?"

The man laughed softly. "It waaasss, Jiraiya I believe." Taking the box from the male's trembling hands, Kakashi turns it over in his hand to the front of the box then to the back as if he honestly had never seen the thing before in his life and where he'd gotten it from was just a lie.

"Do you use it?" He asked with as much I-could-care-less-about-the-answer in his tone that he could muster.

"Not together, and I've never used it alone but that Gai," He rocks the dying boy back and forth gently. "who knows, he could be an in the closet sex-fiend."

'Bastard. Does he know? There's no way he's doing this to me by accident.' Lifting one of his freed hands to the man's forearm he tried to indicate that he wanted to move away but Kakashi didn't seem to be through with messing with him as he leaned in to his ear and whispered seductively.

"Do you wanna use it?"

The teen paled at the thought both excited and disgusted at the idea of shoving that rubber, purple colored thing inside of himself.

"Ahaha." The man popped Sasuke on the butt with the box before dumping the dildo over into the box filled with the rest of their things, placing the large momento holder back onto the shelf where it belonged. "I'm only joking! Don't look so scared, I didn't mean to offend you." Walking towards the door he's just about in the hall when he turns around to say. "I brought something home for you, come downstairs when you're done snooping, I'll be in my office."

Humiliated, and a little turned on, Sasuke waited a few minutes before joining the man in his office. It probably wasn't anything good, just more school papers to help grade- not that he minded, this is the one thing he can do with Kakashi that doesn't lead him to thinking about other things since the work takes time to go over. The first time he'd done this with him was a nightmare of desk, chaise, and floor ridden fantasies but the second and third time were like... well like when they'd first met each other and he felt nothing for the man.

When he sat down across from Kakashi in a comfortable seat, he's handed a brown packet. "What's this?"

"Its a test package. I've been thinking about how well you've been doing helping me with grading papers and thought maybe you're not a lost cause to an education." Handing Sasuke a number 2 pencil he says to him. "A placement test, to see what year level you'll be going into."

Sasuke was speechless. He's never thought of going to school before- well, once he did when his brother used to go Itachi would tell him about what school was like and he would listen and think that it sounded like an alright place to go but he's never been and his brother, needless to say, wasn't attending after a while due to their living situation and the expenses.

"Is that alright with you?"

Sasuke didn't answer, he only opened the papers to look them over. Its a large packet too. It seemed to cover all the subjects. With a new hunger brewing inside of him he grabs the pencil then starts the work. Kakashi watched him, pleased at his enthusiasm, then started into his own work. The two worked silently for a good two hours- Kakashi was finished ahead of that time but remained to watch over the teens shoulder and hand him a blank sheet of paper when he needed it. But time was bringing the day into the evening and dinner had to be made.

"You don't have to finish it all in one day if you need to think some things-..."

"Done." He sets the pencil down. "Are you checking it or the school?" He stuffs the papers back into its folder.

"You're done, huh?" Picking up the bundle he smiles. "I'll look over it for just incase, but the school will ultimately be incharge of the results." Setting it back down onto his desk, he pats the male on the shoulder. "Help with dinner? We're having fried chicken."

Sasuke answered by following the man into the kitchen.

"Peel and slice the potatoes then put them into this pot, I'll do the rest."

Taking a seat at the kitchen table, Sasuke goes to work on his task half paying attention to what he's doing as his glance betrays him over and over stealing peeks at the man's back. He always liked the way Kakashi looked in his work clothes: comfortable pants, a crisp, ironed shirt of many colors with the same basic outlook, and a matching tie. It was the tie that made him ache; to be tied up or do the tying, maybe even blindfolded!

'I should stop reading those books before my mind turns to mush like Kakashi's.' Looking down at his busy hands he drops the last of the spuds into the bowl then takes them to the sink to rinse the dirt off before chopping them.

"How did it go at the dentist? Any cavities?"

"You mean aside from the crater you heard about this morning, there were two but the guy filled them already. He said that I have to come in to get a perminant molding."

"Aaa, pick the silver its better than the gold."

Not sure what that means he brings the potatoes over to the table to chop them.

Dinner was delicious as always and after the three of them watched a little television, listened to the others' stories about their day, and had a slice of vanilla cake for dessert Sasuke retired to his room. Tucking himself into the covers he closes his eyes then snaps them open. In his mind waiting for him was again, a bare Kakashi gently stroking his hardening erection only this time he's repeating something over and over again as he does this.

"Do you wanna use it?"

Covering his ears, as if the whisper is on the outside of his subconcious, he tries to think about other things instead. 'Like what?! There's nothing to think about!' He snaps at his mind or maybe at his body or at whatever is making these images stronger and more frequent. 'Think about school, think about classes, and students... maybe I'll see the kids from the other day. I can spend days hanging out with them instead of being here reading those damned books and thinking sinful thoughts about a friend's lover.' Yawning, he was glad that sleep was taking over him. Maybe he has managed to distract his mind enough to dream about school instead of the handsome, joke telling, constantly harrassing roommate of his.

In said man's room. He and Gai are still awake reading together from Kakashi's newest Icha Icha book. Gai's got his head on the man's shoulder snickering along with him over the cheesy lines the woman sometimes says or the bizzare situations that she lands in.

"I brought home a placement test for Sasuke. I think he'd really benefit from going to school."

"Get out of here! I thought that exact same thing today- about getting him into school. How do you think he did?" He seemed like he was mentally out of the bed and checking over the work sheets.

"Probably really well. Sasuke is very smart, a natural at learning." He shrugs off his use of words. "He'll be bringing home A's in no time."

Nodding Gai can't help but grin. "Kakashi, I feel my heart swelling at how well we're doing by this cast away."

"So he's a cast away now?"

"Nevermind that. The boy is a real marvel."

"Say Gai," Changing the subject of Sasuke only a bit, he asks. "Have you noticed that Sasuke has been a bit jumpy lately? Like he's sort of bothered by something."

"I have, I thought it was my imagination but I think he's kind of stand-offish towards you but he wouldn't tell me the truth or all of it. He said you just liked bickering and he has some deeper thoughts going on." Poking the man pointledly he asks. "Did you do or say something to offend him?"

"Not that I know of." He turns the page in the book.

"Oh... then... no it couldn't be that, good night, Kakashi." Kissing the man on the cheek he rolls over to the other side then relaxes into the mattress. "Don't stay up too long reading that smut."

"I have to read it if I can't do it, you know that."

Gai only laughed, closing his eyes he waits for sleep to craddle his body and soul. With a sigh, the gray haired man slips a book mark between the pages then turns off the lamp.