Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ I failed you daddy blue eyes ❯ Chapter 2
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I sincerely hope this chapter is longer. I May bring Naru in this chapter...
Chapter 2
As I made my way towards the garden field, I was filled with a sense of foreboding. I brushed it off. Though normally I wouldn't do something like that, brush off my instincts. I don't know what's wrong. I can't shake the feeling off though. But I ignore it, perhaps I'll speak to Sasuke about it. It had been three months since he had been here. I wonder briefly when I had started to call him by his first name. Sighing I sat down under our tree. In amusement I chuckle at the fact that I call it 'our' tree instead of the 'sakura' tree. It has been a while now, I wonder when I will be able to see my friend. I begin to worry. No, nothing is wrong with my friend.. I can't believe this. I calm my breaths, I refuse to believe that anything happened to him... he is the only form of constancy that I have... Though yesterday I do remember us defeating our partners... they were of the highest rank that my... no... that Orochimaru had. I refuse to call him father any longer. What is wrong with this... Sasuke never misses our spars. I stand up with the intention of finding him when I see that he is coming towards me. He has an odd look in his eyes. I see... he is limping, I don't mention it. "We do not have to fight today Sasuke-niisan, we can just sit here and talk under our tree..." He stares at me as if I have three heads and five tails. I tilt my head to the side in confusion. I have no problem being myself in front of Sasuke. Though, 'myself' is a bit weird. I remember him telling me one day that my face is always in a mask, that I don't really smile that much, and if I did smile it would be an abnormally tiny smile. He also told me that when I smirked it was scary. I had to laugh at that, the great Uchiha afraid of a smirk. He had attacked me when I laughed. Though I had been prepared for it. Wow, look at me going off in la la land. Sasuke was staring at me... yeah... ok. "What?" I ask in annoyance. "Spar. Now." I start at the tone he uses. I'm sure he is in no shape to spar with me. But, I understand. I rise and walk to my starting point. I wait. He seems to have no patience today as he attacks me without pause. The fight was fierce, he was letting off stress, and I was helping. simply because I understand. I see he's tired, but I don't let up because I know he'd hate me for it. "You don't have to put up with this..." I say in the middle of a round house kick. He merely grunts as he grabs my leg and flips me over his head. I had an odd feeling of weightlessness, before I grounded myself gracefully. I landed in a crouch. I turn around slowly feeling the odd foreboding from earlier. He is seven years my senior, he's my niisan, my brother... I am worried. I turn around... He's standing there his head bowed. "Sasuke-niisan?" I ask walking towards him in worry. I see his cursed seal is flaring red. I tense as a pain in my back stops me from coming any closer. My own seal, no one knows of it, and I didn't tell Sasuke, I couldn't. After a moment I walk closer to him. "Uchiha!" I barked at him. This seems to cause him to come back to himself. He sits tiredly under our tree, and I did not miss the wince that the action caused. I walked towards him and sat down at the base beside him. He was shaking, though if one was just to glance he would seem like normal. "I Do have to put up with it... I killed my friend... my somewhat brother... to gain power to kill my real brother... I..." I slapped him upside the head and he stared at me in shock I suppose. "YOU... You, need help... serious help. You have to realize that the whole world does NOT revolve around you or your petty reven..." The look he sent me was enough to freeze magma. "Don't talk like you know me... gaki" I stared at him. "I DO know you... apparently better than you yourself... This isn't about avenging your family... this is about YOU and YOUR issues against your brother... you want to one up the up and up... I know about your family, don't think I don't listen in on conversations once in a while..." He stared at me... "You can't become stronger being my fathers'..." I cut myself off abruptly as I looked away from him. "He really wants your eyes..." I murmured in annoyance. For a moment I forget that he is here...
I sit in the shadows, as I listen to my f.. Orochimaru talk. "He has the most splendid eyes... scarlet when his emotions are heightened..." I don't jump to conclusions as I listen... Orochimaru finds pain a pleasure... how sick is he... I'm his spawn... am I like that.. nah... no way. "You know I stabbed him in the arm and his eyes changed into that lovely dark color... seemingly a coal like color only to change back to the sharingan.. a lovely red..." I shudder... where is this leading? "Kazuo... I know you've been training with him... care to explain what he's like outside of training?" I flinch as I walk out of the shadows... "He allows his sharingan to fade, and he relaxes..." I had to put it simply. "Tell me... do you enjoy... the 'company' of my latest conquest?" I frown... he... no... "Father, what are you doing?" He walks towards me.. I frown, but I don't back away. " I want to warn you... if anything...ANYTHING, happens beyond friendship, I will kill you... that..." He said flippantly, "and I don't want to see any damage to his eyes... The body will be mine... make it stronger, but the eyes... I want... NO.. NEED those eyes..." I wince as he grabs my arm... "I will train him, in every way possible... because if I will not have his body, I will have him... and his eyes... those eyes... those delightfully RED eyes..." He lets me go, his eyes lose focus and I leave, apparently he is going into one of his sick fantasies... my last thought was that I had to find a way to get Sasuke out of here...
I feel him shaking me. "What?" I ask in annoyance. He stares at me and I wonder what I had done before it hit me... "Sorry," I murmured after a moment. He just grunted. "You have no proof that you killed your friend..." I said in slight annoyance. "I do you idiot... I saw him..." He said. I just looked at him. Then I stood and walked away. Hmm... "I'm leaving someday... I'm going to be free... you'll come with.." I murmur this because I know I must get him out of here, though I know I will never be free. Orochimaru made sure of that. I don't realize I'm touching my back until I feel Sasukes' hand on my shoulder. "Are you ok?"
I look at him. I mean I really look. HE looks at me as if I've lost my mind. Perhaps I looked too hard. "I am fine." I say shortly and I know I am bitter. "I can't escape..." He said to me. His eyes full of pain. "There is no cure for this curse... I don't want a cure... I need the power." I stare at him... I've said it before and I'll say it again. I understand him... "You have... had it... this seal. It... it eats you from the inside out until you are no longer yourself... I... Do you know who I am?" I ask. He looks at me. "Yes, you are Kazuo, demon servant and body guard to Orochimaru..." Hmm... maybe he isn't so observant. "I'm his daughter..." I say in an annoyed tone of voice. He smirked before walking off. I sigh and continue onto what I had to do.
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I woke up. How old was I? Oh, um... right.... I'm tired. With a sigh I stand. I begin to walk down the hall. Something catches my ear and I'm worried. 'Sasuke,' I thought as I rushed towards the sound. I was feeling weird. Kind of like a month before when Sasuke and I had spared. I tensed against the wall as I turned into my shadow form.
"Sasuke... It is time..." I recognized that as Orochimarus' voice. "Yes, master," Said the Uchiha. Yes, I said the 'Uchiha' instead of Sasuke because only 'Uchiha' would say this... not my Sasuke-niisan. I wince. I looked around the corner and I feel like the bottom has dropped out of my stomach. I rush out to them and stood in front of Sasuke. "NO! You will not do this!!" I stand in front of Sasuke... remembering what had happened during the month before. What had been happening every day since the day of the spar. I don't realize that I look green, all I see is Orochimaru standing in front of me... like before... before...
I was walking towards my room when I was pulled from the hall way... "So, you don't care for warnings..." I recognize the voice of Tayuya. "I have done nothing..." I say defensively. All I got was a 'hn.' before I was sent into a room. I don't remember this room. This scares me... I sit down cross-legged on the floor. "You never heeded my warnings... You are not a disappointment, this surprises me. Now, I want to see how well you are against me... Sasuke seemed to enjoy himself... Do you have that kind of control? hmm...?" I shiver. "You sick... sick... snake!" I yell, momentarily forgetting that I was supposed to be the perfect daughter. The perfect tool. For a moment, I was just me. "You will learn obedience even if I have to kill you to do it..." I sigh trying to calm myself. I stand and back away slowly. "That's defeating the purpose... isn't it?" I say in annoyance. I know its a cover up to get out of the room by the door and he knows also... He can tell... and he gives me a smug smirk... I put my hand against the door and grabbed the knob, I tried to turn the knob... it was locked. I found fear creeping into me. "You know what... you need help... what are you trying to do?" He smirked. "Simple, I'll take Sasuke, mind body and soul and you wont save him... and you know you can't save yourself either." I shiver. "You want to know what happens to Sasuke... I see that you are curious.. aren't you daughter... Well, I'll begin to call you in before I get Sasuke... You'll get a preview of what he will be getting... perhaps more if you can turn your eyes that delicious red color... Pity, your eyes cant copy jutsus' then you'd be able to save your precious 'Sasuke-niisan'"He must have heard my gasp because he sneered at me. "What you don't think I have my subjects..." I mutter the word 'minions' under my breath. "watch you two... closely."
He stalks closer to me and I attempt to make myself apart of the wall. I don't know... but I think I've just enhanced my eye sight. "I'm your body-guard, I'm supposed to get close to your 'toys'..." I ignore the fact that I see that familiar lustful look in his eyes. "Your eyes..." he murmured, his tongue coming out of his mouth in a way that only a snakes could, and I tremble... how disgusting... He stalks forwards. "Stand still... I'll test your endurance..." I do as asked of me. He pulls out a knife and nicks my chin. I barely feel it as I stare into his eyes... is he trying to hypnotize me... I can't make myself move... what is wrong with me... he cuts my upper arm and I curse myself for choosing something so revealing to spar in. He stabs my shoulder, and then, to my surprise though I should not have been surprised. His tongue runs across my wounds, his tongue is rough, dry, his eyes were alight as if he were eating a delicacy. He sickens me, to the point of gagging. To the point of... I don't know... "mm... sooo good..." his eyes close and I feel like retching. "His eyes would be read right about now... though only because of his mark... funny though, you can imagine what I'd do with him by the little I do to to you..." I stare incredulously before comprehension dawned on me. "You...You sick... b-" I don't get to finish my sentence for he slashed my side and hit the pressure point on my neck. The last thing I heard that day was 'I'll see you tomorrow'
I shiver... I refuse to allow this to come to pass. No, I refuse to allow him to do this to Sasuke. "What happen to your eyes?" asked Sasuke out of nowhere as he just noticed this.. he hadn't noticed during our spar because I usually go after... "What happened to your eyes?" He asked me forcefully. I could see the worry... Orochimaru chuckles as he sees me standing protectively in front of Sasuke-niisan. His chuckle turns dark and I can't help but remember what had happened just yesterday...
I stare at him, this isn't our usual meeting spot. This is his rooms, and I distinctly feel as if my body is under a jutsu, NO! I think, frantically I fight against the jutsu. "Kukuku..." My eyes turn dark, I can feel them turning... turning a disturbing red color... naturally my eyes are purple... So I understand how it would go to red... But then My sight is covered. "You've tied something around my eyes... what are you hiding?" I asked softly. I had been trying to be a bit more submissive lately. I hear more laughter, before I feel a tongue against my cheek. I shiver. No... "wha...?" Something is inserted into my mouth. "Chew" he commanded. So I did... I recognize this... "You..." was all I could get out... He cut my cheek, then used the kunai to carve towards my eyes and I could do nothing. I felt drained. The chakra was being... drawn out of my body by a little pink pill, only reason I know what it is, is because it was given to the failed projects, to kill them, it would cause cuts to appear and the cuts would not heal because the chakra would force it to be unable to heal.... Tears fell... No, I can't desert Sasuke. He'll do worse to my niisan... "Yes, you are special, this is my birthday present to you..." He cut into my eyes, I could feel the 'x' being cut into them... Moments later, I lost consciousness. When I had initially awoken, I felt too weak, I felt cuts all around my body. I shivered... then I fell back into the black void of unconsciousness.
"So, you turned out to have a large chakra reserve... hmm... maybe your genes cause you to be immune.... No matter," He murmured before looking over my shoulder at Sasuke. "I won't let you do it!" I yelled at him. What is this... hmm... Oh, he's attacking me. I threw a shadow rope at Sasuke. It wrapped around him, and she yanked it towards her. Her hand already in a seal. She noticed another presence.. presence she didn't recognize... so as she tapped Sasuke's arm she sent him to that person. Orochimaru came towards her, "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!!?!" She gave him a smirk. She had saved Sasuke she was sure of it. Sasuke was safe. Fate was not kind enough to her. But then again when was fate ever kind to her. She smiled. Kind of nice knowing that her fate was to come to an end. Hopefully today... yes... she had gotten her friend out of him... hopefully he knew not to come back. "Come on then, snake, I'm ready to take you on," I said assuredly even when I know I'm going to die, I refuse to allow him to follow my friend and take away all that hard work on saving him... please don't make it any harder... "You will die..." he stated simply. I shrug. I notice him coming towards me. I dodged and stepped away from the round house kick. I was annoyed beyond reason. I could sense Sasuke-niisan and the other unknown presence still there. I glare at father though the glare was meant for the two idiots who were taking my sacrifice lightly. I send an upper-cut, he backs up, I kick he blocks, I jump-flipped he stepped to the side, I was prepared for this as I did a turn in mid flip and kicked him in the head. He flies against the room and I cheer mentally until I see a puff of smoke. A log! Great... just frikin great... I turn in order to block the kick and I'm caught surprised at the kunai that he had tied securely to his leg. It cuts my arm. "Wow, you took my style... the whole knife kick thing..." I say, even though I was still prepared to attack him. I swung my arm around with my kunai in hand. "Hey!" I yell when he caught my hand. I was ready to act childish, I wanted to be childish for once in my six years of life. I wanted to go out like a child... in a childish fashion. "That hurt," I mock whined. I wasn't going to do anything adult... If I wasn't going to live to be the adult person I portrayed, then I was going to die being the childish person I was supposed to be. Orochimaru sneered at me. I merely smiled 'innocently'. He glared. I dodged the punch directed to my abdomen. He stood straight and stock still. "This ends here!" He said. He began a familiar jutsu, and I was attempting to move. When the force of sixty kunai grazed my arms, my legs, and my shoulder. He sent several kunai at me. I stared as he walked towards me. He pushed a Kunai against my neck. I was weary and nearly ready to pass out from blood loss. He slashed my eyes and I screamed... He kicked me across the room, as I hit the ground I distinctly heard the sound of kunai against kunai. My Sasuke-niisan is safe was my last thought... that and I was finally in peace.
