Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ I'll be your Guardian Angel ❯ I cant do this anymore ( Chapter 5 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

-Back at Kakashi’s house.

Kakashi wandered around aimlessly, she was usually back by now, it was early morning now, the sun had risen and the sky was blue. He was very worried that something might have happened to her.
“Where could she be?” He asked himself angrily. That’s when he heard a light creeping of a door. It was Ankoku.
“Where have you been?” He asked, sounding like a parent. Ankoku almost fell asleep right there, but she opened her eyes half way and looked at him.
“Visiting an old friend.” She yawned.
“Oh visiting an old friend? God Dammit Ankoku, I was up all night worried about you.”
“I told you I was going out.” she yawned once again.
“Ankoku, I thought you’d be back by like 10.” He said, his voice still sounding like a parents he eyed her, looking for anything that could have been scathes or, any marks that would show that she’d been cheating on him. He wanted to peer into her thoughts, but he knew that wouldn’t be right. It wasn’t a battle he was fighting; it was a simple fight with his girl friend.
“Look Kakashi, I’m going to be honest with you. I was out seeing an old friend, an old friend that I love very much, a friend I haven’t seen in six years. He knows who I really am, what I’m capable of. I cant do this anymore, I know you could never love me for who I am, I’m not who you think I am. I think of you as more of a father than anything else. And only time has shown me that.” Ankoku said as a big long speech. This angered Kakashi more than he has ever been. He quickly lifted up his headband, exposing the Sharigan. He grabbed her by the neck and shoved her up on the wall.


Kakashi pov-


“Are you a spy?” I said angrily.
This wasn’t a little fight anymore; this was going to be a battle if it had to be. I peered into her thoughts, into her memories, her fears, and weaknesses, but most of all her powers. I saw it then. Why she said that he could never lover her for who she really is, why she almost killed Sakura yesterday. She was the angel of death, or that’s the name people call her. She has two of the oldest bloodlines in her body, two that clash unfortunately. She gets the name angel of death, because on one bloodline, she is very angel like, this is called the sun or light side. They specialize in making poison and medicine, also they can control the suns light. That is why there is a village called Village hidden in Light. That is where they originated, and they also have the best hospital around. The other side is the exact opposite. People with this bloodline grow large Bat-like wings, and look like the devils minions. They can bend darkness to whatever they’re hearts desire and usually become murderers. They originated in the Village called Village hidden in Darkness. Sunlight has never even touched that village so it’s heard. Both villages are mortal enemies, there is a treaty in place there right now, but that shouldn’t last long. Even now, she’s going though a battle on the inside of her body, if she gets to angry, the blood thirsty side will come out. And if she gets too happy, her angel wings will spread. There is a very old legend about the one who can control both light and dark, I don’t really know it, but it’s why she is wanted dead.
“No, but you can believe what you want. Kill me if you must.” I saw her eyes sadden, but they looked as if she was numb inside. Why didn’t I notice this before? I was a horrible boyfriend to her. She seems like she has lost all hope.
“Ankoku….” I let go of her and hugged her tight. She didn’t hug back, she didn’t move.
“What’s going on? I thought you were going to kill me.” She said. Her voice, it seemed like it changed. Now that I know this. Why didn’t I know before? “I see now. You know who I am. Scared, like the rest? Are you going to turn me in? So I can die, die without doing anything bad to anyone. Funny how this world works, your mentioned once in an old legend, you’re a daughter from a murderer. And everyone wants you dead. You see what I’ve done at the hospital, but it will never be enough. So I made a promise to myself, they day I do get caught and sentenced to death, is the day I become a murderer.”
“I always had a feeling you were the little girl I saved years ago. But I saved you years ago, so why would I turn you in now?” I was puzzled. But she has a point. Her life is dramatic.
“Because I just broke up with you? Because I made you angry. I don’t know. Most people do it for the money.” She said, she was so confident.
“Look I wont turn you in. Alright?” I said. I was determined to get her back. I will show her that I’ll love her even for who she is.
“I’m going to go to sleep.” She clearly said, and walked into the guest bedroom.
I peered over at the clock; it has only been twenty minutes. And I was tired as well. So I crawled into bed.


-Where Gaara is staying
-Gaara Pov

I could feel the urge to kill come along again as I slid open the door to see Temari and Kankuro.
“Where have you been Gaara?” Temari asked.
“We’re supposed to be watching you, you had better stay in now.” Kankuro said sternly. I’d kill those two if I could.
“I was seeing my guardian angel.” I smirked. I don’t know why, but I always say that instead of her name.
“We all know who your guardian angel is, you don’t have to keep saying that.” Temari said. She looked at me weirdly.
“Whatever.” I didn’t want to deal with them, so I walked into the other room. I walked over and sat down in the corner.
She was actually happy to see me. I can’t believe that. And she said she loved me. An intense pain shot though my heart as I grabbed my chest. I missed her dearly. But I’ll never tell anyone that. I’ll never tell anyone but her, I’ll tell her I love her; I’ll devote myself to her. Her eyes showed happiness when we split up. Like the pain went away. The pain went away for me too, but only temporarily. Now I wanted to kill more than ever. I don’t know why though. I shouldn’t but as long as I’m alive there are people too kill.


-3 hours later
-Back at Kakashi’s house
-Narrator


Ankoku woke up, only wanted to fall back asleep. But she forced herself up anyways. She promised she would go find Gaara. Then it hit.
“Shit, I have a mission today.” She said to herself. “Well no one will notice if I skip.” Ankoku gave a small smirk and got on a kimono, that had one arm slit off and ending in a strap, while the other sleeve was normal, it also cut off as a mini skirt, and you could see a little bit of cleavage. She put her headband over her neck, so nobody saw the scar. She then snuck out of the window and walked to the main streets of the village.