Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ If Only You Knew ❯ Feelings, make them Stop! ( Chapter 9 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

By the way there is a lemon in this chapter.

Chapter 8 Feelings…make them stop!

"Well I knew that!" I bit off harshly. It was obvious, Kyuubi, itself, had remarked on several occasions that there was no way that all of the youkai had been wiped out.

But still for a supposed human to know all of this…it was…well a bit shocking to say the least.

This is the first time I've seen you at a loss for words gaki, Kyuubi chuckled. I think you've met your match.

Psssh, yeah right, my match is something the Uchiha will never be.

It was at that moment that that particular individual decided to interrupt our conversation.

"Hey I hate to interrupt the conversation with, well, yourself," he trailed off awkwardly, "but I think I'd better explain exactly what happened after Kyuubi was sealed. It might help you better understand why we had to conceal ourselves even from you."

Inwardly I sighed, it wasn't that I minded the story, it was just who was doing the telling. Five minutes ago this guy had been attempting to jump my bones. Hell, I still had a hard-on, and now he wanted to tell me a story? I could have laughed at the ridiculousness of the situation.

However, from the tone of Sasuke's voice it was hardly a laughing matter.

I gathered that Sasuke took my silence as a signal to begin his story because he began telling it without any provocation.

"After Kyuubi was sealed by the Fourth," he began. "The word got out extraordinarily fast, and all of the remaining youkai were at a loss of what to do." Kyuubi and I both snarled at the mention of the fourth hokage.

Sasuke looked up at the sound and arched an eyebrow. "Is this going to be a problem?" he asked condescendingly. The audacity of this bastard! He continually raised my ire with his arrogance and he asked me if I was going to be a problem.

Suddenly I froze.

I was annoyed and frustrated.

Both feelings were not my own considering I was only able to filter them from others.

Which meant I was feeling his annoyance and frustration? A smug smile made its way across my face.

Sasuke's face took on a worried look at my smile. "Is something amusing?" he asked, not able to keep a tinge of unease out of his voice.

Deciding to take advantage of his uncertainty I crawled over to where he was sitting until I was a breath away from his ear. This was going to be so much fun. I love messing with people when they leave themselves vulnerable.

"It's nothing really Sasuke-kun." I purred into his ear "I just noticed that you're feeling a little frustrated."

I grinned in satisfaction as he involuntarily shivered against my ear.

Suddenly I felt excited. This could only mean one thing. He felt excited. Sexually excited if his breathing and tented out pants were any indication.

But damn Kyuubi! Because of his interference that meant any excitement that bastard felt I felt as well.

I groaned into Sasuke's neck as my gradually deflating erection suddenly sprang back to life.

I grit my teeth to keep from jumping the bastard's bones right then and there. But I hesitated…this isn't my own need I'm feeling, it's his,I only feel like this because of Kyuubi.

I would have to restrain myself until I convinced Kyuubi to dispose of this 'emotion radar.'

Sasuke unfortunately had no inclination to restrain himself. He took immediate advantage of my momentary lapse in action and brought his lips crashing down into mine.

He didn't give me any time to react just plowed right through my lips, not bothering for permission. He massaged my tongue with his, as if trying to convince me to participate.

I, however, needed to further prompting.

At that moment I felt a wave of need go through me. It left me stripped bare and wanting. Suddenly I didn't care. I didn't care that what I was feeling wasn't me. I just didn't care. I wanted…something god damn it! And if that bastard could give it to me through his current ministrations, fuck it…I would help him.

Sasuke's eyes opened in surprise as my army went around his neck, pulling him closer. But he didn't' argue, just brought my mouth back down to his. He nipped and bit at my lips as though he wanted to eat me alive.

Somehow that thought turned me on even more and I needed to feel more. I brought both of my hands up to the Uchiha's chest and pushed.

As gravity pulled him back a few feet the bastard's dark eyes lost their glazed look and confusion filled their depths.

"What…?" was all he managed to sputter out before I tore the shirt from his body and flung it into some dark recess in the tent. The rest of his clothing received the same treatment until he was clothed in nothing but the moonlight filtering through the roof of the tent.

I took a moment to observe the bastard in all of his naked glory. He really was pale, definitely paler than I. As with most shinobi, even at a young age, he had pronounced muscle definition, derived from constant training. What astounded me was the condition of his skin. It had no scars, no marks to mar its perfection. It was so unlike mine. My own skin was also unmarred, but so much rougher than his. I had never encountered such softness.

Indeed I had no idea skin such as his even existed. I had a sudden urge to taste it, to leave my own mark on it. So strong was my desire to do so I started towards the Uchiha.

The bastard looked somewhat uneasy as I approached him. He had wriggled under my scrutiny as if he wasn't used to being naked in front of others. Well, I smirked, he would get over that. He was the one who had instigated this little game of seduction, and I would be the one to finish it.

Sensing that he was about to attempt to get away, I made my move. Just as he was about to run I pounced…and landed on top of him. At the look of shock on his face I imitated one of his know-it-all smirks.

"What's the matter bastard?" I asked smugly "Can't finish what you started." Maybe it was wrong to goad him on so, I thought to myself as anger filled his eyes. But at this point in time I was willing to do whatever it took for the idiot to get over his stupefaction. An unresponsive partner was not something I either wanted or needed.

Evidently my ploy to anger him worked because he grabbed hold of my me and rolled our bodies so that he was now the one on top.

"Psssh, about time, teme" I taunted him. "I was beginning to think you weren't up to the challenge."

He just smirked, with his usual self assurance.

"Oh don't worry Uzumaki, I'm more than able to face it." Then he licked the shell of my ear. "But I'll understand if you aren't."

Before I could respond, he was tearing off my own clothes until I was as naked as he was.

He took a moment to gaze at my body. Seemingly as enthralled with the differences between our bodies as I had been.

"Now we can get started." Sasuke purred at me, after a moment. (yes purred). "But where to begin? There are so many places I could start with. Like here for example."

His fingers found my erection and wrapped themselves around it. I couldn't help but groaning at the sensation. I almost came from just that little touch of his hands on me.

"Or here." Sasuke's mouth found mine and he simultaneously rubbed my cock in sequence with rubbing my tongue with his, as though mimicking what he would ultimately doing once the teasing was over.

It was the biggest turn-on I had every experienced (really the only one) and I couldn't contain myself.

I was on the brink of something, something I couldn't control and didn't want to.

Then without any warning I screamed into his mouth and let it all go.

I didn't think.

I couldn't, the feeling was indescribable, it was like everything that had existed in my life, even me disappeared in that moment, and then came rushing back all at once in a blur.

All I really knew is that it was addicting and I wanted more.

Sasuke's stomach was covered with semen, but he didn't seem to care as his mouth took mine again. Then it hit me.

He hadn't had his release yet. A knowing smirk lit my face. Well who was I to deny the bastard what he wanted?

Separating our mouths for a moment to breath I whispered into his ear. "That was great Uchiha, but one of us was left wanting, ne?"

His eyes widened at that and immediately sought out mine questioningly. Then he smirked back at me.

"I was just getting you used to my touch Uzumaki. But don't worry, what I'm about to do will ensure that both of us get what we want."

I stopped thinking and just felt, moaning with renewed arousal when he once again brought my lips to his. The kiss was different this time, it was desperate, and he didn't hold back like he had before, neither did I for that matter.

I felt a finger push into a hole that had never been breached before.

I instinctively tensed up at the intrusion, which made it all that more painful.

"Relax Uzumaki." The bastard murmured into my ear. "It will only be more painful if you don't"

Eventually I got used to the feeling; he then slid a second finger in, scissoring them in and out in and out using my own semen as lubrication. A third finger was slid in, and he began hitting my prostrate dead on every time. It felt good. Really good. It got to the point of where a rhythm was established my hips rising to meet his thrusts. If it hadn't been for his mouth on mine, I'm sure Kakashi Sakura, and/or Tazuna would have woken up long ago.

The next thing I know he had removed his fingers, and I almost cried at the loss.

"Don't worry, dobe…" his voice sending shudders down my back. "I'm not done with you yet." Then he thrust his cock in all the way to the hilt.

The pain that suddenly filled me was definitely new to me. But I'd definitely felt worse so I just grunted and lifted my hips in time with. his thrusts. Once the pain wore off it felt even better than his fingers had and soon the bastard had me moaning even louder than before. His cock was hitting that spot dead on with every thrust.

Sasuke was fastly approaching the same pinnacle as me, and soon I couldn't hold it anymore, I saw a light and knew I couldn't take anymore.

Evidently neither could Sasuke because we both came at the same time. Sasuke coming inside of me.

I didn't mind, it wasn't an unpleasant sensation.

His forehead on mine, we both lay panting for a moment, the reality of what we had just done, beginning to sink in.

I pushed him off me and cleaned myself off as best I could. Putting my clothes on as quickly as I could find them.

Sasuke just sat there on the ground, staring at me.

I could feel his hurt and confusion at my sudden detachment.

I felt like tearing my hair out. I decided I would dash any hopes of…whatever he hoped for right now before this got any more out of hand.

"Look Sasuke," I said, running my hands through my hair. "What just happened….well you might as well forg-."

"—I know that." He responded, his voice unemotional and detached. "I just wanted to see if the great Kyuubi was as good a fuck as the legends say."

What? Kyuubi and I were both shocked by this.

"What you thought I harbored romantic intentions towards you?" he snorted. "You were good Uzumaki…but not that good."

Apparently I wasn't as emotionally dead as I thought because I felt something shatter at his words. And suddenly I couldn't feel his emotions anymore, and I was grateful.

"Good." Was all I uttered. I turned away from him and went back to my cot.

I felt wetness coming from my eyes.

Kyuubi? What the hell is happening to me? You cut off the 'emotion radar'—as you call it—from the bastard didn't you?

Yes gaki, I did, it's voice uncharacteristically sympathetic.

Then what the fuck is up with this pain?

Evidently whatever was locking away your emotions was released when Uchiha gave his little speech about my prowess in bed, its voice was very dry here,in other words gaki, whatever you feel now is your own emotions, not his.

How is this possible? I thought I had been born without emotions?

It snorted at that.

You are smart, gaki, but sometimes you are such an idiot. Every human is born with emotions. You were born human, so it stands to reason that you would have emotions.

I see.

Quite a predicament, eh?

You could say that. But why does it hurt?

I would imagine it's because of what that little bastard said.

It was silent for a moment, then once again spoke.

Gaki, I've changed my mind.

About?

You are to stay away from that Uchiha, except to find out what happened to the rest of the youkai. I no longer want you to be exposed to that little weasel. I know now know he cannot be trusted.

How do you figure?

I'll fill you in later, I just hope I didn't interfere too late…

Too late for what?

For you to get your heart broken.

Now it was my turn to snort, despite the pain I was feeling.

I think you overestimate his appeal and underestimate my resistance.

Let's hope so gaki, let's hope so.

Is he that dangerous?

He wouldn't have a snow-ball's chance in hell of beating us, but…

But what?

If I find out that for some reason you are lying to me about him hurting you, I will not hesitate to tear him apart.

The deadly intent in Kyuubi's voice made me inadvertently shiver.

Goddamn these emotions! They are so fucking annoying.

Best get used to them, they are not going anywhere.

All I could think was fuck.