Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Naruto: The sands of time ❯ Chapter 4 Not Alone ( Chapter 4 )
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Chapter 4: Not Alone
“I can’t believe all of that happened! And you went back in time with them?” Rock Lee was laying next to him on the roof, looking up at the clouds. It was warm, the wind was blowing a soft, cool breeze, and the sky was blue and full of clouds. It something never noticed unless you took time to do so.
“Yeah.” Shikamaru said carelessly, closing his eyes. “Take me with you next time.” Lee asked, in an almost begging voice. “Hn…I don’t think there is going to be a next time.” Shikamaru told him, he could practically feel his face drop. “No way! You can’t just waste something like that.” Lee said strongly.
“It’s dangerous to go back in to the past, changing the smallest thing could set off a horrible chain reaction.” Shikamaru said, “But it could also change the world for the better! doing one thing could save a lot of people.” Lee replied, sitting up and looked down at Shikamaru who now was looking up at him. Shikamaru never really thought of it in this perspective.
“You’d never be able to tell, it could be a complete disaster.” Shikamaru said. Lee shook his head, “No you can’t tell, it could be the opposite.” Lee shot back, he found it much easier to look at the potential good things while Shikamaru always analyzed the bad. “You couldn’t predict something like that so it would be better just to leave it alone.” Shikamaru told him.
“You could in some instances.” Rock Lee was practically on top of him now. “Really? Go ahead then.” Shikamaru laid his head back down and waited for Lee’s answer, he thought about it for a second and decided to use himself as an example.
“Alright, what if we go back in time and stop me from seeing the Janken match between Kakashi-sensei and Gai-sensei. Gai-sensei would have never agreed to train me and I would have never gotten where I am today.” Lee said with a sense of victory. “Uh-uh, you have to go deeper then that, the smallest things could change someone’s life.” Shikamaru said, a technicality.
Lee started to think harder, “Ok then, I remember I was walking down the street with no place to go in particular. A leaf fell on my head….and and stopped to take it off and see where it came from. It was a young tree that I remember was planted….5 years before. When I stopped I herd a voice, it was really low and I wouldn’t have herd it over my own footsteps. I looked to see where it was coming from and I saw Neji. I went to talk to him and I saw Kakashi-sensei and Gai-sensei. If someone hadn’t planted that tree in that particular spot, then I wouldn’t be here.” If Lee hadn’t proven his point before, he did now.
“Hmm…..” Shikamaru looked up at Lee, who had moved over Shikamaru to prove his point before now was just laying there. His face only a few inches from Shikamaru, “And if you need more convening, I could theorize how something small in the past got me and you together.” Lee kissed him, pressing one hand against Shikamaru’s chest. “Heh, someone’s happy to see me.” Shikamaru said, feeling an erection pressing through Lee’s body suit and rubbing against his chest.
“I guess so.” Lee laughed a little before burying his face into Shikamaru’s neck, still holding himself up with one hand while the other roamed around the other boy’s body. “Hyper’s more like it, try putting that energy to good use.” Shikamaru said teasingly, keeping his hands behind his head and his eyes closed. Lee gave him a small nod, letting his body press against Shikamaru’s completely, and going in for another kiss on the willing body.
Lee peeled away Shikamaru’s shirt, kissing down the warm torso underneath, gently sucking and licking his nipples. Shikamaru reached down and started working on his pants, pulling them off while Lee lifted himself off of him to take off the now very restricting body suit. Shikamaru looked up, admiring Lee for a moment. Lee naked was one thing, but it was even better from this angle.
Lee pressed his body to Shikamaru’s again, pulling himself into another kiss and grabbing hold of the other boy’s body, running his hands down the sides until he had his waist. Lee looked up at Shikamaru with a small smile before taking the erection into his mouth and sucking it intensely. “Ahh! Lee--” He instantly to a reaction from Shikamaru, forcing the boy to squirm and moan.
Each time Shikamaru had gotten a little used to the strong feeling, Lee pulled the cock in deeper. A bandaged hand reached up and pressed at Shikamaru torso, holding him down when he arched up. And preventing him from thrusting.
Lee pulled away from the cock, getting a disappointed moan from Shikamaru. Lee only smiled his trademark smile before climbing up and sitting on his chest, pushing his cock in to Shikamaru’s mouth.
Shikamaru ran his tongue over the warm flesh slowly, swirling around the head. Lee found himself leaning over Shikamaru’s head with his hand on the ground on both sides moaning softly. He was reluctant to pull his length from the mouth, moving down between Shikamaru’ leg and pressing his cock against Shikamaru’s entrance.
Lee let one hand come to rest on Shikamaru’s chest, the other wrapping around the hard cock pressing against him as he pushed in. Starting off fast and hard in his own rate while running his hand along Shikamaru’s erection at it’s own pace. Shikamaru reached forward, sitting up so that to stretch farther. He grabbed on to Lee’s waist, holding there for a moment and enjoying the movement. Then he pulled the thrusting hips in deeper.
His senses were completely over loaded, he couldn’t stop a moan from tearing from his throat. The feeling of pleasure that covered Shikamaru’s whole body was slightly interrupted by his lungs burning. He had to tell himself to breath.
Lee looked down on Shikamaru and he loved the look his face, it was almost enough to make him stop and savor the moment. But more so enough for him to do the opposite, he lifted his both hand up to Shikamaru’s shoulders. Pressing his chest against the boy below him and pulling him down as he thrust upward.
Shikamaru let his head fall back, clinching his eyes tightly as Lee’s moving cock and the rubbing against his own pressed between them sent a spray of cum upward on to both of their torsos. Shikamaru fell back on the padded surface, too out of breath to moan. His body tensed and clinched when he felt another thrust from Lee push another spurt of cum out of his sensitive cock.
Lee found himself unable to keep going, Shikamaru’s body tightened around forcing him to unload his seed inside of boy. Lee fell on to Shikamaru, effectively knocking what little air he had in his lungs. Not that it mattered, it wasn’t enough for a good breath and Shikamaru found that he could breath easier now that Lee was close to him and wasn’t fucking him.
He had to admit, he did like Lee better when he was trying to prove something. Even better when he was angry, which gave him ideas.
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“Is there a Jutsu you used?” Iruka asked, he and Kakashi were at Naruto’s house after helping Gaara, who had no Chakra left to do it himself with out being seen. They helped him mainly out of curiosity of, now they were basically seeing what his intentions were. From the explanation Gaara had given of how the power worked, he could have just came here so that he could go back in time and destroy the Leaf from it’s very roots.
“No, I’m not sure how it works, I just know that when I control the sand in the glass, time moves along with it.” Gaara was trying to be as corporative as he could, to show them that he wasn’t a threat. But was annoyed by all of this, conversation wasn’t his strong point and he didn’t try to change that or hide it. He didn’t talk to someone unless he needed to and even then only said what he had to.
In Naruto’s case, unless he liked them.
“Let’s go.” Kakashi said, folding his arms and leaning against the wall and his one reviled eye closed. Iruka looked at him and shrugged, It was clear that Gaara didn’t want to do any damage. Weather he wanted to do any or not, he could potentially do a lot. It was a sure thing that he would go back in time again, something was bound to be wrong with this reality that they wanted to change.
“Since Orochimaru did impersonate Kazekage and order the attack, it’s clear that it’s he is the one that caused this. Gaara was only following orders.”
He couldn’t stop them, but he could go with them, make sure they don’t do anything stupid. Well, make sure Naruto didn’t do anything stupid, he screwed up the future once.
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“Are you sure it was a good idea to leave them alone?” Iruka asked, rubbing his head. “They wouldn’t do anything unless they see anything different from what they’re used to.” Kakashi looked down at his book as he sat down at his usual spot near Iruka’s home. Under a large tree, the largest one around. This whole area was surrounded in a small forest, which was completely different from what it used to be.
When the Nine-tails came after Naruto, Gaara, and Shikamaru in the past, they took it on a course that it didn’t take before. Because it took a different path, it saved some landscape in that area, where Iruka’s house was now. The nine-tails took a different path then before, meaning different people died, different people stayed alive, a completely different outcome.
“What will happen then?” Iruka sat next to him, looking up through the leaves and the rays of sun light that filtered through. “Anything could happen, we make sure it’s not too bad.” Kakashi carelessly flipped through the pages, feeling Iruka’s head lay on his shoulder. He looked down at the man, finding himself being drawn more and more from his book until he was more content just to watch him.
Iruka smiled, leaning up and pulling down the mask around his face and giving a him a soft kiss on the lips. Kakashi wrapped his arm around Iruka’s shoulder and pulled him in deeper in to the kiss, tossing the book someplace behind him. Iruka reached up and wrapped his arms around Kakashi’s neck, making the awkward position less so.
Iruka pulled back and moved so that he was on he knees, almost sitting on Kakashi’s lap with both arms wrapped around his neck again. Another soft kiss followed before Iruka lifted up the head band covering Kakashi’s other eye. He always got a strange feeling looking in to the two contrasting eyes, It was almost hypnotic, as if one of them saw him and the other saw in to him.
Kakashi brought him out of his daze by abruptly pinning him down to the ground, running his hands down his back until they got to the rim of his pants and abruptly pulled them down. Kakashi was very direct, lifting himself up to unbutton his own pants and let his own cock free.
Kakashi ignored his own arousal for the moment and wrapped one hand around Iruka’s length and rubbed the small crease between the head and the base. Iruka immediately started to squirm, which was quickly halted by Kakashi pressing his body against Iruka’s.
The pleasure was added by small licks and sucking on his jaw line by Kakashi, as well as his cock pressing at his entrance. It was slow, and pleasurable, torture that pull anxious moans and a heavy breath for Iruka. All of this was making Kakashi painfully erect, pre-cum from his cock now coated the small ring of muscles of Iruka’s ass.
Kakashi had enough will for it, Iruka on the other hand didn’t, which is what Kakashi was waiting for.
He started rubbing the head of the cock with his thumb slowly and just barley pushed at his entrance with his erection to tease him. “Please….” Iruka moaned softly, clinching the soft grass under him.
Kakashi continued, softly nibbling on his ear. “Hmm?”
Iruka groaned, shifting his head a little and suddenly wishing he had taken off his shirt, all of this was really making him hot. “Please…I can’t take this….I--” Iruka’s voice trailed off when another mock thrust from Kakashi made him moan, he would have arched up it Kakashi wasn’t on top of him. “Please what?” Iruka could tell Kakashi was enjoying this, and he really was. Hearing Iruka moaning and begging for him, what wasn’t there to enjoy?
“I need you…please--” Iruka moaned, attempting to thrust upward in to Kakashi’s hand, but failed miserably because Kakashi was holding him down. “You need me to?” It was clear Kakashi would keep going with this until he said it, there was no way he would give in before Iruka did. “I need you inside of me, I can’t take it, stop teasing and go already!” Iruka nearly shouted, getting smirk from Kakashi.
He finally pushed in, his wet cock moving easily into the clinched entrance. Iruka sighed in some what relief but more so because of the immense tension built by the teasing. Kakashi grabbed Iruka’s hands, wrapping both of them around his cock, Iruka began to move to run his hands along the arousal, wrapping his legs around Kakashi and thrusting in to his hand while he drove his body back on to Kakashi.
It didn’t more then a few strokes before a wave of pleasure coursed through his whole body. Iruka let of his erection, clinching the ground below again. “Ka--kashi!” Iruka moaned loudly, cum spurting out of his cock and on to Kakashi’s stomach.
Kakashi stopped, grabbing on to Iruka’s waist. The half lidded expression with his mouth slightly open, his chest rapidly rising and fall, the feeling of his hart racing in his chest, looking at Iruka right now was enough to make him follow after. His cock twitched in the tight ass, filling Iruka with cum.
The heavy breaths faded quickly. Iruka looked at Kakashi laying on top of him with his face buried to in to Iruka’s neck. He found him self perfectly content just to lay there, he sure as hell didn’t want to move. A small smile appeared on his face as he herd Kakashi’s breathing slow and his body drift off to sleep. He wrapped his arms around Kakashi’s waist and closed his eyes, letting his mind wander.
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Gaara lay lazily on the bed with Naruto almost clinging to him, resting on Gaara’s chest with his hands behind his head. He found himself unwilling to move, this position was surprisingly comfortable, he was happy just to lay here.
“Something is different about this place….” Naruto said, looking up at the ceiling, Gaara was silent and Naruto really didn’t expect an response from him. “I don’t know what it is be something feels….different.” He wasn’t sure if it was a good or bad difference, he’d find out sooner or later. He couldn’t explain it by the felt this strange feeling, it was more physical then mental. It was like being surrounded by water, only less intense.
If anything it was like being surrounded by static electricity, it was gently pushing on him from all sides, But it was so light that he would hardly notice it. It was almost enough to worry him, almost.
“Gaara, I been meaning to ask you. Don’t you want to see anything from your past?” Naruto asked.
‘No.” Gaara said plainly, almost coldly. “Well….Don’t you want to change anything?” Naruto asked. Gaara couldn’t think of enough reasons, he didn’t dwell on the past, he never looked back. Now he was forced to. “Maybe….” he didn’t care right now, he had Naruto and that was literally all that mattered.
Not who he was, what he did or how he acted in the past. But now that he thought about the past, he started to worry about the present. Again his mind wondered back to when Yashamaru tried to kill him, her words still lingered like an open wound that just wouldn’t heal. Maybe it never would.
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“It was an order, I was ordered to assassinate you by your Kazekage-sama…”
“Father…Why….would he want me dead…?”
“You were born to be possessed by the sand Shukaku, Until today, you have been watched over as an experimental subject. However, you are yet unable to control the powers of the living spirit Shukaku… Before long your existence will become too dangerous to the village itself. We simply couldn’t let that happen.”
“….Then you had no choice… It was because of my father…”
“No, you’re mistaken. Yes, I did receive Kazekage-sama’s order…But I would’ve declined it if I wanted to. Lord Gaara…deep down inside…I must’ve always resented you. For coming into this world, stealing life away from my beloved sister. I trued my best to love you by thinking of you as her memento, but I couldn’t. She never wished to give birth to you…she was sacrificed for the village and therefore died while cursing at it.
Perhaps…from that moment on, I’ve been carrying never-healing emotional scars…. Your mother gave you your name. This child’s name is ‘Gaara’. ’A demon that loves only himself.’. Love only yourself…and fight only for your sake… She wished and believed that your existence is forever as long as you live so…
But she didn’t give you the name out of concern or love for you…. The name was given to you in the hope of your eternal existence…to let her grudge be carried down…and be known to the world…
You were never loved.”
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Those words where the reason he wouldn’t, he couldn’t love. It’s why he lived only too-- “Gaara? Are you alright?” Naruto asked, looking up at him. His blue eyes full of concern.
I’m alone. I won’t tryst anyone any more…I won’t love…I’m on my own… Haha…that’s right I’m all alone.
He remembered when he said that, all of it was rushing back. Gaara didn’t answer, he just looked up at the ceiling. Naruto could see the silent furry growing on Gaara’s face and his hands clinch, it was starting to make worry, and a little frightened.
Any number of things could be running through Gaara’s mind, his personality was unstable because of the sand that possessed him. Naruto was slowly making him more stable, but maybe he wasn’t doing so fast enough.
That mentality was starting to make itself known, it was conflicting with what he was now. Worst of all it was starting to win.
“Gaara!”
Gaara’s eyes focused on to Naruto, he had zoned out and didn’t even know it. Naruto was really worried now, he was on Gaara’s chest, holding him by the collar of his shirt. Only an inch at the most for his face. “What’s wrong?” Naruto couldn’t stand seeing him like this anymore.
It started to bring up an entirely different set of memories
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“Physical and emotional scars are a bit different…Unlike physical ones, there’s no ointment available for emotional ones and the pain may never go away. There is only one thing that can stop such heartache. However, as inconvenient as it may seem, This cure can only be given by someone other than yourself. “
“What is it?”
“It’s love.”
“H, How can I receive that?”
“Love is…..care and devotion you feel for the precious ones around you.
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Gaara’s expression softened and he looked up at Naruto with confusion and sadness in his eyes. “I thought I lost you there for a minute.” Naruto rubbed his head, smiling with a sigh of relief. All of this conflicting thoughts, feelings, ideas, hate and love, it was driving him crazy. But all of that seemed to fade away when Naruto kissed him, this was the reason he existed now, for him.
I knew it… It doesn’t go well at all…How come…only I am such a monster!?
Why do they always look at me with those eyes.
‘Hn…I’m not the only one…I’m not alone anymore.’
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“I can’t believe all of that happened! And you went back in time with them?” Rock Lee was laying next to him on the roof, looking up at the clouds. It was warm, the wind was blowing a soft, cool breeze, and the sky was blue and full of clouds. It something never noticed unless you took time to do so.
“Yeah.” Shikamaru said carelessly, closing his eyes. “Take me with you next time.” Lee asked, in an almost begging voice. “Hn…I don’t think there is going to be a next time.” Shikamaru told him, he could practically feel his face drop. “No way! You can’t just waste something like that.” Lee said strongly.
“It’s dangerous to go back in to the past, changing the smallest thing could set off a horrible chain reaction.” Shikamaru said, “But it could also change the world for the better! doing one thing could save a lot of people.” Lee replied, sitting up and looked down at Shikamaru who now was looking up at him. Shikamaru never really thought of it in this perspective.
“You’d never be able to tell, it could be a complete disaster.” Shikamaru said. Lee shook his head, “No you can’t tell, it could be the opposite.” Lee shot back, he found it much easier to look at the potential good things while Shikamaru always analyzed the bad. “You couldn’t predict something like that so it would be better just to leave it alone.” Shikamaru told him.
“You could in some instances.” Rock Lee was practically on top of him now. “Really? Go ahead then.” Shikamaru laid his head back down and waited for Lee’s answer, he thought about it for a second and decided to use himself as an example.
“Alright, what if we go back in time and stop me from seeing the Janken match between Kakashi-sensei and Gai-sensei. Gai-sensei would have never agreed to train me and I would have never gotten where I am today.” Lee said with a sense of victory. “Uh-uh, you have to go deeper then that, the smallest things could change someone’s life.” Shikamaru said, a technicality.
Lee started to think harder, “Ok then, I remember I was walking down the street with no place to go in particular. A leaf fell on my head….and and stopped to take it off and see where it came from. It was a young tree that I remember was planted….5 years before. When I stopped I herd a voice, it was really low and I wouldn’t have herd it over my own footsteps. I looked to see where it was coming from and I saw Neji. I went to talk to him and I saw Kakashi-sensei and Gai-sensei. If someone hadn’t planted that tree in that particular spot, then I wouldn’t be here.” If Lee hadn’t proven his point before, he did now.
“Hmm…..” Shikamaru looked up at Lee, who had moved over Shikamaru to prove his point before now was just laying there. His face only a few inches from Shikamaru, “And if you need more convening, I could theorize how something small in the past got me and you together.” Lee kissed him, pressing one hand against Shikamaru’s chest. “Heh, someone’s happy to see me.” Shikamaru said, feeling an erection pressing through Lee’s body suit and rubbing against his chest.
“I guess so.” Lee laughed a little before burying his face into Shikamaru’s neck, still holding himself up with one hand while the other roamed around the other boy’s body. “Hyper’s more like it, try putting that energy to good use.” Shikamaru said teasingly, keeping his hands behind his head and his eyes closed. Lee gave him a small nod, letting his body press against Shikamaru’s completely, and going in for another kiss on the willing body.
Lee peeled away Shikamaru’s shirt, kissing down the warm torso underneath, gently sucking and licking his nipples. Shikamaru reached down and started working on his pants, pulling them off while Lee lifted himself off of him to take off the now very restricting body suit. Shikamaru looked up, admiring Lee for a moment. Lee naked was one thing, but it was even better from this angle.
Lee pressed his body to Shikamaru’s again, pulling himself into another kiss and grabbing hold of the other boy’s body, running his hands down the sides until he had his waist. Lee looked up at Shikamaru with a small smile before taking the erection into his mouth and sucking it intensely. “Ahh! Lee--” He instantly to a reaction from Shikamaru, forcing the boy to squirm and moan.
Each time Shikamaru had gotten a little used to the strong feeling, Lee pulled the cock in deeper. A bandaged hand reached up and pressed at Shikamaru torso, holding him down when he arched up. And preventing him from thrusting.
Lee pulled away from the cock, getting a disappointed moan from Shikamaru. Lee only smiled his trademark smile before climbing up and sitting on his chest, pushing his cock in to Shikamaru’s mouth.
Shikamaru ran his tongue over the warm flesh slowly, swirling around the head. Lee found himself leaning over Shikamaru’s head with his hand on the ground on both sides moaning softly. He was reluctant to pull his length from the mouth, moving down between Shikamaru’ leg and pressing his cock against Shikamaru’s entrance.
Lee let one hand come to rest on Shikamaru’s chest, the other wrapping around the hard cock pressing against him as he pushed in. Starting off fast and hard in his own rate while running his hand along Shikamaru’s erection at it’s own pace. Shikamaru reached forward, sitting up so that to stretch farther. He grabbed on to Lee’s waist, holding there for a moment and enjoying the movement. Then he pulled the thrusting hips in deeper.
His senses were completely over loaded, he couldn’t stop a moan from tearing from his throat. The feeling of pleasure that covered Shikamaru’s whole body was slightly interrupted by his lungs burning. He had to tell himself to breath.
Lee looked down on Shikamaru and he loved the look his face, it was almost enough to make him stop and savor the moment. But more so enough for him to do the opposite, he lifted his both hand up to Shikamaru’s shoulders. Pressing his chest against the boy below him and pulling him down as he thrust upward.
Shikamaru let his head fall back, clinching his eyes tightly as Lee’s moving cock and the rubbing against his own pressed between them sent a spray of cum upward on to both of their torsos. Shikamaru fell back on the padded surface, too out of breath to moan. His body tensed and clinched when he felt another thrust from Lee push another spurt of cum out of his sensitive cock.
Lee found himself unable to keep going, Shikamaru’s body tightened around forcing him to unload his seed inside of boy. Lee fell on to Shikamaru, effectively knocking what little air he had in his lungs. Not that it mattered, it wasn’t enough for a good breath and Shikamaru found that he could breath easier now that Lee was close to him and wasn’t fucking him.
He had to admit, he did like Lee better when he was trying to prove something. Even better when he was angry, which gave him ideas.
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“Is there a Jutsu you used?” Iruka asked, he and Kakashi were at Naruto’s house after helping Gaara, who had no Chakra left to do it himself with out being seen. They helped him mainly out of curiosity of, now they were basically seeing what his intentions were. From the explanation Gaara had given of how the power worked, he could have just came here so that he could go back in time and destroy the Leaf from it’s very roots.
“No, I’m not sure how it works, I just know that when I control the sand in the glass, time moves along with it.” Gaara was trying to be as corporative as he could, to show them that he wasn’t a threat. But was annoyed by all of this, conversation wasn’t his strong point and he didn’t try to change that or hide it. He didn’t talk to someone unless he needed to and even then only said what he had to.
In Naruto’s case, unless he liked them.
“Let’s go.” Kakashi said, folding his arms and leaning against the wall and his one reviled eye closed. Iruka looked at him and shrugged, It was clear that Gaara didn’t want to do any damage. Weather he wanted to do any or not, he could potentially do a lot. It was a sure thing that he would go back in time again, something was bound to be wrong with this reality that they wanted to change.
“Since Orochimaru did impersonate Kazekage and order the attack, it’s clear that it’s he is the one that caused this. Gaara was only following orders.”
He couldn’t stop them, but he could go with them, make sure they don’t do anything stupid. Well, make sure Naruto didn’t do anything stupid, he screwed up the future once.
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“Are you sure it was a good idea to leave them alone?” Iruka asked, rubbing his head. “They wouldn’t do anything unless they see anything different from what they’re used to.” Kakashi looked down at his book as he sat down at his usual spot near Iruka’s home. Under a large tree, the largest one around. This whole area was surrounded in a small forest, which was completely different from what it used to be.
When the Nine-tails came after Naruto, Gaara, and Shikamaru in the past, they took it on a course that it didn’t take before. Because it took a different path, it saved some landscape in that area, where Iruka’s house was now. The nine-tails took a different path then before, meaning different people died, different people stayed alive, a completely different outcome.
“What will happen then?” Iruka sat next to him, looking up through the leaves and the rays of sun light that filtered through. “Anything could happen, we make sure it’s not too bad.” Kakashi carelessly flipped through the pages, feeling Iruka’s head lay on his shoulder. He looked down at the man, finding himself being drawn more and more from his book until he was more content just to watch him.
Iruka smiled, leaning up and pulling down the mask around his face and giving a him a soft kiss on the lips. Kakashi wrapped his arm around Iruka’s shoulder and pulled him in deeper in to the kiss, tossing the book someplace behind him. Iruka reached up and wrapped his arms around Kakashi’s neck, making the awkward position less so.
Iruka pulled back and moved so that he was on he knees, almost sitting on Kakashi’s lap with both arms wrapped around his neck again. Another soft kiss followed before Iruka lifted up the head band covering Kakashi’s other eye. He always got a strange feeling looking in to the two contrasting eyes, It was almost hypnotic, as if one of them saw him and the other saw in to him.
Kakashi brought him out of his daze by abruptly pinning him down to the ground, running his hands down his back until they got to the rim of his pants and abruptly pulled them down. Kakashi was very direct, lifting himself up to unbutton his own pants and let his own cock free.
Kakashi ignored his own arousal for the moment and wrapped one hand around Iruka’s length and rubbed the small crease between the head and the base. Iruka immediately started to squirm, which was quickly halted by Kakashi pressing his body against Iruka’s.
The pleasure was added by small licks and sucking on his jaw line by Kakashi, as well as his cock pressing at his entrance. It was slow, and pleasurable, torture that pull anxious moans and a heavy breath for Iruka. All of this was making Kakashi painfully erect, pre-cum from his cock now coated the small ring of muscles of Iruka’s ass.
Kakashi had enough will for it, Iruka on the other hand didn’t, which is what Kakashi was waiting for.
He started rubbing the head of the cock with his thumb slowly and just barley pushed at his entrance with his erection to tease him. “Please….” Iruka moaned softly, clinching the soft grass under him.
Kakashi continued, softly nibbling on his ear. “Hmm?”
Iruka groaned, shifting his head a little and suddenly wishing he had taken off his shirt, all of this was really making him hot. “Please…I can’t take this….I--” Iruka’s voice trailed off when another mock thrust from Kakashi made him moan, he would have arched up it Kakashi wasn’t on top of him. “Please what?” Iruka could tell Kakashi was enjoying this, and he really was. Hearing Iruka moaning and begging for him, what wasn’t there to enjoy?
“I need you…please--” Iruka moaned, attempting to thrust upward in to Kakashi’s hand, but failed miserably because Kakashi was holding him down. “You need me to?” It was clear Kakashi would keep going with this until he said it, there was no way he would give in before Iruka did. “I need you inside of me, I can’t take it, stop teasing and go already!” Iruka nearly shouted, getting smirk from Kakashi.
He finally pushed in, his wet cock moving easily into the clinched entrance. Iruka sighed in some what relief but more so because of the immense tension built by the teasing. Kakashi grabbed Iruka’s hands, wrapping both of them around his cock, Iruka began to move to run his hands along the arousal, wrapping his legs around Kakashi and thrusting in to his hand while he drove his body back on to Kakashi.
It didn’t more then a few strokes before a wave of pleasure coursed through his whole body. Iruka let of his erection, clinching the ground below again. “Ka--kashi!” Iruka moaned loudly, cum spurting out of his cock and on to Kakashi’s stomach.
Kakashi stopped, grabbing on to Iruka’s waist. The half lidded expression with his mouth slightly open, his chest rapidly rising and fall, the feeling of his hart racing in his chest, looking at Iruka right now was enough to make him follow after. His cock twitched in the tight ass, filling Iruka with cum.
The heavy breaths faded quickly. Iruka looked at Kakashi laying on top of him with his face buried to in to Iruka’s neck. He found him self perfectly content just to lay there, he sure as hell didn’t want to move. A small smile appeared on his face as he herd Kakashi’s breathing slow and his body drift off to sleep. He wrapped his arms around Kakashi’s waist and closed his eyes, letting his mind wander.
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Gaara lay lazily on the bed with Naruto almost clinging to him, resting on Gaara’s chest with his hands behind his head. He found himself unwilling to move, this position was surprisingly comfortable, he was happy just to lay here.
“Something is different about this place….” Naruto said, looking up at the ceiling, Gaara was silent and Naruto really didn’t expect an response from him. “I don’t know what it is be something feels….different.” He wasn’t sure if it was a good or bad difference, he’d find out sooner or later. He couldn’t explain it by the felt this strange feeling, it was more physical then mental. It was like being surrounded by water, only less intense.
If anything it was like being surrounded by static electricity, it was gently pushing on him from all sides, But it was so light that he would hardly notice it. It was almost enough to worry him, almost.
“Gaara, I been meaning to ask you. Don’t you want to see anything from your past?” Naruto asked.
‘No.” Gaara said plainly, almost coldly. “Well….Don’t you want to change anything?” Naruto asked. Gaara couldn’t think of enough reasons, he didn’t dwell on the past, he never looked back. Now he was forced to. “Maybe….” he didn’t care right now, he had Naruto and that was literally all that mattered.
Not who he was, what he did or how he acted in the past. But now that he thought about the past, he started to worry about the present. Again his mind wondered back to when Yashamaru tried to kill him, her words still lingered like an open wound that just wouldn’t heal. Maybe it never would.
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“It was an order, I was ordered to assassinate you by your Kazekage-sama…”
“Father…Why….would he want me dead…?”
“You were born to be possessed by the sand Shukaku, Until today, you have been watched over as an experimental subject. However, you are yet unable to control the powers of the living spirit Shukaku… Before long your existence will become too dangerous to the village itself. We simply couldn’t let that happen.”
“….Then you had no choice… It was because of my father…”
“No, you’re mistaken. Yes, I did receive Kazekage-sama’s order…But I would’ve declined it if I wanted to. Lord Gaara…deep down inside…I must’ve always resented you. For coming into this world, stealing life away from my beloved sister. I trued my best to love you by thinking of you as her memento, but I couldn’t. She never wished to give birth to you…she was sacrificed for the village and therefore died while cursing at it.
Perhaps…from that moment on, I’ve been carrying never-healing emotional scars…. Your mother gave you your name. This child’s name is ‘Gaara’. ’A demon that loves only himself.’. Love only yourself…and fight only for your sake… She wished and believed that your existence is forever as long as you live so…
But she didn’t give you the name out of concern or love for you…. The name was given to you in the hope of your eternal existence…to let her grudge be carried down…and be known to the world…
You were never loved.”
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Those words where the reason he wouldn’t, he couldn’t love. It’s why he lived only too-- “Gaara? Are you alright?” Naruto asked, looking up at him. His blue eyes full of concern.
I’m alone. I won’t tryst anyone any more…I won’t love…I’m on my own… Haha…that’s right I’m all alone.
He remembered when he said that, all of it was rushing back. Gaara didn’t answer, he just looked up at the ceiling. Naruto could see the silent furry growing on Gaara’s face and his hands clinch, it was starting to make worry, and a little frightened.
Any number of things could be running through Gaara’s mind, his personality was unstable because of the sand that possessed him. Naruto was slowly making him more stable, but maybe he wasn’t doing so fast enough.
That mentality was starting to make itself known, it was conflicting with what he was now. Worst of all it was starting to win.
“Gaara!”
Gaara’s eyes focused on to Naruto, he had zoned out and didn’t even know it. Naruto was really worried now, he was on Gaara’s chest, holding him by the collar of his shirt. Only an inch at the most for his face. “What’s wrong?” Naruto couldn’t stand seeing him like this anymore.
It started to bring up an entirely different set of memories
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“Physical and emotional scars are a bit different…Unlike physical ones, there’s no ointment available for emotional ones and the pain may never go away. There is only one thing that can stop such heartache. However, as inconvenient as it may seem, This cure can only be given by someone other than yourself. “
“What is it?”
“It’s love.”
“H, How can I receive that?”
“Love is…..care and devotion you feel for the precious ones around you.
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Gaara’s expression softened and he looked up at Naruto with confusion and sadness in his eyes. “I thought I lost you there for a minute.” Naruto rubbed his head, smiling with a sigh of relief. All of this conflicting thoughts, feelings, ideas, hate and love, it was driving him crazy. But all of that seemed to fade away when Naruto kissed him, this was the reason he existed now, for him.
I knew it… It doesn’t go well at all…How come…only I am such a monster!?
Why do they always look at me with those eyes.
‘Hn…I’m not the only one…I’m not alone anymore.’
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