Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Nine Tails, Two Hearts ❯ Chapter 3 ( Chapter 3 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Disclaimer: I don own Naruto or any of the songs mentioned. I don't make any $ from this.

A/N: Welcome to chapter 3 of my first fic. Oddly enough, it's was the last one posted. Go figure. Lmao. I'm going to clear something up, yes, Ino is Sakura's girlfriend. Yes, Naruto knows, but chooses not to acknowledge it. That's why he flirts with her still and asks her out. He thinks Ino's gross in general, not because she's gay. I didn't want anyone to think I was writing him as a homophobic jerk. I also want to thank my beta HJ Trek for the song help. I rewrote a lot of this chapter as I typed it. I hope you enjoy it. You may have noticed the Kyuubi is kind of silly comic relief. I don't know, it made me giggle. Thanks for reading!
-Ani
I picked the song for this chapter for a couple reasons. The first being I love it! It has awesome lyrics. The second is Naruto belatedly realizes that Hinata told him that she's in love with him. And he feels like crap for how he acted.
The Gift-Seether
Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all
I can't face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I'm so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I'll let it go
Until I have something more to say for me
I'm so afraid of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to defy
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all
Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need
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Chapter 3
When Naruto woke from a few hours of un-restful sleep, he felt like shit. He squinted at the clock, 2pm, Well hell, he thought. He got up and stretched. Pulling on pair of sweats, he flicked on the CD player. Some days he would swear he couldn't function without music, it didn't even matter what genre. {I don't think you can function without it, kit.} There wasn't much he wouldn't listen to. As long as it had decent lyrics, he could dig it.
He wondered if she was still there, he didn't expect her to be. He'd acted like an ass, locking his door. She's ninja; she could have picked the lock. I really wanted her to, but she didn't, he sighed and turned the music up and crossed his bedroom to the door of the bathroom. He left the door open and jumped in the shower. Over the sound of the water and music he heard her creep into his bedroom and peek into the bathroom. The corners of his lips curled up into a grin. He'd be forever thankful to the Kyuubi for helping him strengthen his senses. {You should be thankful. Without me, you would've fallen into a hole by now.} I fucking hate you too, you know, he told the fox. At least she's still here; the grin didn't leave his face throughout his shower.
He stuck his head out of his bedroom door and smelled the food cooking. Now he really felt stupid, she was cooking for him. He was trying to make his hair look presentable, but that was a losing battle. {Kit, what the hell? You need a damn comb,} the fox yelled. Oh, were you saying something? Sorry, I wasn't listening. {Such impudence.} He pulled on his boxers and jeans and wandered out to the kitchen.
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She was standing at the stove singing along to the music. He couldn't pull his eyes away from her body swaying in time to the music. Kami, that's hot, he thought to himself and he swore he heard the fox snicker at him. The song ended and the next one began and heard her quiet, "I love this song!" He watched her change her rhythm to match the song. It was really hard for him not to drool as she started to sing,
"I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any girl you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Boy I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me"
{Oi, did you hear that kit? She wants you,} the fox laughed. He couldn't control himself after that performance. He snuck up behind her, pulling her against him. He leaned down and kissed her neck, "'Nata-chan," he sighed against her neck. He brushed his lips over the shell of her ear and whispered, "I'm sorry about last night, I was rude. I didn't mean to be."
She shivered his breath hot against her ear. She smiled and turned her face towards his, "It's okay, and I know how dreams can mess with your head. I made us some uh, lunch." She stood up on her toes and kissed him on the lips. She felt his hands on the small of her back. She ran her hand through his damp hair. I'm never moving from this spot, she thought as she felt his hand slide up her right side.
He kissed her jawline and whispered in her ear, "Dance for me, 'Nata-chan." He nibbled along her neck, listening to the tiny gasps of pleasure escaping her lips. "Dance for me, my beautiful Hinata-chan," he said against her neck.
"Okay," she sighed into his shoulder. She looked up into his eyes, "What kind of dance?"
He kissed her again. "Whatever you think I'll like," he said against her mouth.
She got a wicked grin on her face and giggled. She walked over to his vast music collection. It didn't take her long to find the songs she wanted. She turned around and winked at him while waiting for the song to start.
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He walked in to the living room and sat down in the chair across from her. He let his gaze fall to the stereo, that little minx! She has two songs cued up. This should be memorable, he thought looking at her. {Memorable isn't the word I was thinking of. Rawr! And what the hell? Did you call her a minx?} the fox asked stunned. She had her right hip thrust out and her right hand resting on it. When he heard the first song start, he knew he was going to enjoy the show. Perfect song, because you do have some 'Mysterious Ways' about you, he thought, ignoring the fox's snide laughter.
She watched him through lowered lashes, his eyes following every twist and turn her body made. She ran her hand up her right thigh, her finger hooking the over sized t-shirt she had on. She smiled coyly at him and let the hem of the shirt flutter back down. She had on her 'sexy' underwear, mostly because everything else was dirty. She smirked to herself, everyone thinks I'm sweet innocent Hinata-sama. They've never seen my underwear drawer. She swished her hips in big lazy circles, never breaking rhythm. She looked at Naruto, his eyes were transfixed to her, she saw him mouth, 'Kami'. She moved closer to him, knowing the song was close to being over.
He watched her as if his life depended on it, he watched as she ran her hand up her right thigh again. He saw the flash of royal blue lace riding low on her hip. He really wanted to see her underwear. He reached for her hips, but at the last second she swished them out of his reach. Her dance came to an end then the next song started. Hm... This song seems familiar and why does she have that wicked little grin on her face? he thought. {You're hopeless, kit,} the fox growled in his mind. Kami, I need to get more sleep to keep this fucker quiet, he thought focusing on Hinata, who just so happened to be really close to him all of a sudden.
She climbed on his lap and rocked her hips to the music, quietly singing the song in his ear,
"How I wish you could see the potential, the potential of you and me
It's like a book elegantly bound, but in a language that you can't read - just yet
You gotta spend some time--love, you gotta spend some time - with me
And I know that you'll find--love, I will possess your heart. “She kissed his neck and ran her fingers through his hair, "Naruto-kun," she sighed against his mouth kissing him. Using his shoulders as leverage she slid her body along his.
The feeling of her hard nipples under her thin cotton t-shirt sliding along his bare chest was almost too much for him, "Hinata-chan, where did you learn to dance like this?" he asked with a grunt. {Eloquently put, you should snort too.}
She giggled and kissed him, "Temari taught us at Ino's birthday party." She kept grinding her hips even though the music ended a few minutes earlier.
"I wish I'd of been at that party," he said in a low voice, running his hands up her bare thighs. He grabbed her hips and pulled her closer. He slid his hands under her shirt and ran them up her back. He heard her breath hitch and felt her shiver. He cupped her right breast in his left hand and went to pull the t-shirt off with his right.
Oh no, he's gonna see the scars, she thought snapping her back into reality. "No," she yelled. "I mean, don't take my shirt off. Please, Naruto-kun, don't," she said climbing out of his lap. She didn't mean to yell and she really didn't mean to start crying.
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"Hinata-chan?" Naruto asked, stepping closer to her. "Is everything okay?" He looked into her tear-filled eyes. He didn't know what to do, Fuck, what did I do? Shit, he thought running his hand through his hair. {You didn't do anything, just hopeless,} the fox laughed. He hated insomnia, it made the fox mouthy. He went into the bathroom and got the tissues and gave them to her.
She watched him walk into the kitchen. Great, I'm such a stupid moron. Crying over a little scar, she thought. In reality it was a 29cm scar running from the side of her left breast to her belly button. And she didn't want to tell him the story because she knew what might happen. Her eyes followed him as he came back into the living room with Staind's Chapter V CD on his finger. Fresh tears stung her eyes, He's so calm about this, she thought, I don't deserve him.
Naruto slid the disc into the CD player and looked at her. She had her face buried in her hands. {Kit, you need to comfort her,} kyuubi hissed in his mind. I'm trying to, stupid fox, he growled back in his mind. {It seems to me, you're piddling with the stereo,} kyuubi growled. Shut up, I'm not telling you again, he warned the fox in his mind. The music started, he looked at her. She looked up at him with a tiny smile. "Hinata-chan, are you okay?" he asked.
"Hai, I love this band. I gave you this disc," she smiled at him, but the smile didn't reach her eyes.
Naruto sat next to her on the couch and brushed her tears off her face, "Please, 'Nata-chan, don't cry anymore. It can't be that bad, right?"
She turned her opal eyes his way, "Yes, it can be," she said.
He kissed her and gathered her in his arms, "You can tell me, I won't judge you. You know that." {Why would you judge anyone, kit? That's not what she crying about, baka,} the kyuubi grumbled in his mind. He ignored the fox's griping. He pulled a bottle out from underneath the couch, "Want a drink? I know it's only like, 4:00, but hey, it's five o'clock somewhere right?" {Worst line ever! Boo!} the fox laughed. I swear, don't fuck this up Kyuubi. {Me? I don't think you need my help to do that.}
"I don't know about this, Naruto-kun. I've only had sake twice," she told him thinking about the last time she'd gotten drunk. Ino had snagged a bottle from her parents' house and was strangely protective of her the entire night.
"Hinata-chan? You're a million miles away. What did I do? Can you at least tell me, so I don't do it again?"
She jumped when he spoke to her. "I just need to tell him before someone else tells him. Might as well get it over with," she thought.
"I'd rather have you tell me the truth about whatever you're talking about," he said smiling at her. {She's so cute when she thinks out loud. Huh, kit? Am I right?} Shut up, you, he thought.
Fuck, I'm thinking out loud again, she thought taking a deep breath. "Okay, I'll tell you the whole story," she began, taking the cup of sake from him.
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A/N: The songs mentioned in this chapter are: Lying Is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off- Panic! At The Disco, Mysterious Ways- U2 and I Will Possess Your Heart- Death Cab For Cutie. I don't own them, lmao, not that anyone would think I did. -Ani