Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Of Love and Betrayal ❯ Winds of Love ( Chapter 12 )

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Warning: Lots of sexual content, violence, swearing! You have been warned.

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Her eyes started to get heavy and she knew that she was getting tired again. As her emerald eyes slipped close and she fell into the comforting darkness of unconsciousness she uttered the name of the man that she had unknowingly began to fall in love with.

“Kakashi…”

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- XII -

Winds of Love(Revised)

 

The next morning Sakura was awoken by her favorite loud mouthed friend. She squeezed her eyes shut trying to block out the loud shouts he was making outside of her door. She gave up and opened her eyes. Just as Naruto walked in the door he was hit in the face by a white pillow. His startled blue eyes flew to the bed where Sakura was smirking.

“That's what you get for waking me up so early baka!” She said pleased with her work.

Naruto's face fell almost comically and she smiled feeling bad for the guy.

“Aww come on Naruto I was just kidding, so what are you doing here?”

Naruto sat in the chair beside her bed and stared at her, worried.

“I heard that you had been taken to the hospital, I just got back from a mission myself. So what happened did you get hurt?”

Naruto saw a dark look go over Sakura's face and he frowned.

“Yea I just got punched in the stomach which upset some old wounds I had that's all, nothing to worry about.”

At that moment Tsunade came barging through the door. Sakura rolled her eyes. It seemed as though she would be having a lot of noisy visitors today.

“So you're awake, good.” Tsunade's eyes fell on the other person in the room.

“Ah Naruto I'm glad you're here I wanted to talk to you too.” She turned back to Sakura.

“Sakura we had to take it out… we had no choice it was so rotted that it would have been irreplaceable.”

Tsunade saw the anger start to bubble up in her student and she quickly went on.

“Sakura I know you didn't want us too but if you had kept it in whatever Kabuto used might have moved on to your vital organs, We couldn't risk that. I'm sorry.” Tsunade turned to Naruto who had been staring confused at both of them.

“Naruto can you meet me in my office in twenty minutes?”

Naruto nodded slowly “uh yea no problem.” He turned back to Sakura.

“Hey are you sure you're okay?”

Sakura nodded and smiled. “Yea you go ahead I need to talk to Tsunade-sensei alone. Oh and thanks for visiting Naruto.”

“You know I would always come if you needed me. Hey baa-Chan don't yell at her she is still hurt. I'll see you in twenty.”

When Naruto had left Tsunade turned back to Sakura who had wiped the fake smile off of her face.

“So it's final, there is no more hope that I'll have children… somehow I knew. I knew that after he took my first child I would never have another.”

“Sakura, are you sure you don't know what happened to that embryo?”

“No… I never saw what he did with it. You never found it when you went through his lair?”

“Unfortunately no.”

Sakura got up from her bed and walked to the closet where her clothes hung. She took her clothes out and began to change.

“Am I good enough to get out of here?”

“Yea, just don't over do it okay?”

Sakura turned from her sensei and opened her window.

“Thank you sensei and please don't tell Naruto what you told my team… I don't want him to know.”

Tsunade nodded. “If that's what you want.”

Sakura nodded as well and jumped out the window to the grass below.

-0o0-

When night fell Sakura found herself on the Uchiha compound. She walked the streets she had walked through just two months prior. Unlike then, she did not want to have anything in common with this place. She was beyond enraged and she was itching to tear something apart. She stood in the middle of the Uchiha sector, breathing heavily. She could feel the anger bubble up through her and she let it, she no longer wanted to hold back her anger, instead she fed it with all the pain she had been holding inside of her body for years.

`It was his fault… Sasuke how could you, you took my heart, my body, and now my future. Even from death you still mock me.'

She unconsciously channeled chakra to her hands as her rage began to build to new heights. She didn't feel the hot trail of tears that seeped from her eyes, nor did she notice as the sky released its own cold tears; all she saw was Sasuke's smirking face.

Sakura let her head fall back and she emitted an almost inhuman howl of pain and anger. She punched the building closest to her and it crumbled under her power. She ran through the buildings that held the red and white Uchiha fan on them. Her fists going through rock and wood until all that was left was Uchiha Sasuke's house. She approached it, her shoulders heaving with uncontrollable sobs that wracked her body.

“SASUKE YOU BASTARD! HOW COULD YOU….how could you.”

She landed a kick to the side of the house and the wall crumbled. She then continued to pummel the building until her hands bled with open wounds and the building was reduced to rubble. She stood in the middle of what was left of the Uchiha compound. All around her the once stubborn buildings were reduced to rubble. She sank to her knees and covered her face with her bleeding hands. She couldn't hold back the tears anymore, so she let them go, she let everything go. Her shoulders shook and her body heaved with the force of the sobs that wracked her. She cried for herself, she cried for the baby she knew nothing of, she cried for her lost dream. She cried until she could cry no more and even then she stayed there in the middle of the ruined compound. She didn't know how much time had past since she had stopped crying but she stood her face emotionless, tear stains on her cheeks. She walked away from the ruined buildings her anger spent. She needed to feel again, she needed comfort, she needed him…

-0o0-

She made her way up the stairs until she stood before his door. Without hesitation she knocked on the faded and cracked wood and waited. She knew he was in there, she could sense his chakra. The door suddenly swung open and there stood Kakashi in his towel, drying his hair with another towel. His movements froze when he saw Sakura. His eyes swept over her catching her bloodied hands and the tear stains on her pale face. He stepped aside without a word and she walked in.

Now that she was here she felt the nervous knot in her stomach begin to spread. Her eyes traveled to Kakashi and her mouth almost watered at the sight of him. She had never seen him without his jacket much less just a towel. He had broad shoulders and strong arms. His bare chest glistened with the beads of moisture from his recent shower and her eyes followed a drop of water as it made its way past the small patch of curled silver hair at his chest and down his toned abs, finally disappearing beneath the towel at his waist. He made his way to the kitchen and gave her a glass of water. She took the cup and sipped the water, her eyes still locked on him. The way his wet hair hung over his face made him appear so much sexier and she started to feel her body respond to the sight before her.

“What happened to you?” Kakashi asked softly not meeting her eyes.

Sakura frowned and set down the empty cup. She then made a seal and started to heal her ravaged hands. When she was finished she pulled her pink hair from the ponytail it was in and unzipped and shrugged out of her Jounin jacket leaving her with only her loose tang top. She walked over to where Kakashi stood wearily gazing at her. She approached him until she was a hairs breath from him. She could see the tension in his shoulders but she didn't care, she reached out and touched the soft skin of his chest. When he didn't pull away she pressed her hand against his skin and ran her hand down his chest and over his abs. She could feel the muscles under her touch jump and quiver and she smirked feeling the affect her touch had on him. His hand came up and covered her own, stopping them.

“Sakura please… we can't do this,” He said his eyes pleading.

She could see the barely restrained control he had on himself and she knew that in his own way he was trying to protect her but she didn't want his protection she wanted him, all of him.

`Live your life with no regrets… Naruto told me that once a long time ago.'

She knew if she walked out that door tonight she would regret not having the courage to do this for the rest of her life. She needed to know if this feeling she always had in the pit of her stomach was real. She needed to know that she was able to love again, to feel again.

She stepped closer to him and brought her free hand up to bury in his damp hair.

“I want this… Kakashi please just tonight, just give me tonight,” She pleaded and then tugged his head down and claimed his lips eagerly. He tensed for a minute but then dropped the towel in his hand and wrapped his arms around her, pressing her up against his body. He slanted his lips across hers and slipped his tongue into her sweet mouth, tasting her, savoring her. She slipped her tongue into his mouth loving the feel of his velvet tongue on her own. He tasted so good to her and she couldn't get enough of him. She pulled away and nuzzled her face into his neck and nibbled at his soft skin. She could feel his heat surrounding her and she suddenly felt so hot, so alive. She wanted to feel more of him; she wanted to feel his skin pressed against her own. She pulled away from him and pulled her shirt over her head and then ripped her bindings off, freeing her breasts from their confines. She then pressed herself into Kakashi's chest loving the feel of her breasts being pressed against his bare skin. She caressed his face with her fingers, kissing his jaw line.

She felt him lift her up and she immediately wrapped her legs around his slim waist, loving the feel of her sex pressed so intimately against his own. He moved them through a door and she found herself in his room. He quickly deposited her on the small bed and lay down next to her. She climbed atop him, straddling his waist, and started to run her hands down his body again. She couldn't get enough of him, his taste, his smell, the way he felt, he was intoxicating.

She could feel his heated stare burn into her as she let her hands travel down his body. His skin was warm and smooth to the touch but she could feel the raw strength that lay beneath. She could feel his manhood harden beneath her and she slowly rolled her hips, grinding into him. He groaned at the friction it caused and he quickly rolled them over, rolling her beneath him. Her emerald eyes gazed up at his face and she could see the raw need in his eyes.

“Are you sure about this Sakura... we can stop now if you want.”

Sakura shook her head and rolled her hips against him again grinding her sex into his. She saw his eyes close and she could see him tense above her. She loved the control she had over his body and she reached down and slipped her hand under the towel grabbing his engorged cock. Her eyes widened slightly as she felt just how big he really was. She could hardly wrap her hand fully around him. He groaned when her small hand wrapped around him. She experimentally moved her hand down the leather soft skin and was satisfied when he made another noise.

He took her erect nipple in his mouth and she made a noise of her own as his tongue did amazing things to her. He licked and nibbled and sucked until she was thrashing beneath him. He reached down and slid her hand away from his cock. He gently kissed her flat stomach and beyond until he reached her waist band. He undid the buckle and slid her black pants past her hips and slipped them off her legs revealing the plain white panties she wore. He curled his fingers around the waist band of the panties and pulled them off of her hips revealing her pink curls to his hungry gaze. As soon as her panties came off he moved up to cover her with his body, putting a knee between her legs to separate them. She willingly opened her legs so that he fit snuggly between them. He worked his way back down her body until his face was level with her sex. She felt a small blush heat her cheeks as she realized just what he was planning on doing. He kissed the inside of her thigh sending fire through her to the pit of her stomach. He then spread her legs more and plunged his hot, wet tongue into her pink lips stroking the sensitive nub of her clitoris, sending liquid fire throughout her body. She moaned loudly and her hand made its way to his still damp hair where it entangled in the silky locks and kept his head in place. She felt him smile against her lips but she didn't care she wanted more and she would damn well get it. He plunged his tongue into her folds again but this time he entered two fingers into her. Her wet walls stretched and clamped around his fingers surprising him at how tight she was. He pulled his fingers out only to plunge them back in, slowly driving her crazy. He expertly licked her and fingered her until she was on the very edge and about to fall into waves of pleasure. Just as she was about to fall, he pulled away completely, shocking the hell out of her. She opened her eyes to see him smirking down at her, making him seem even sexier.

“Kakashi… please don't tease me,” she almost moaned but he moved over her and kissed her lips.

She could taste herself on his tongue and it only turned her on even more. She could feel the tip of him at her entrance and she rubbed against him eager to have him inside her. He pulled away from her frowning.

“Sakura why do you want this?”

Sakura could have killed him at that moment, she didn't want to talk she just wanted him inside of her NOW!

“It doesn't matter, stop talking.” She said and kissed him again.

He pulled away. “I'm serious why did you come here tonight?”

Sakura sighed rolling her eyes. “I don't know… I just wanted to see you again; I needed to see you…” She didn't elaborate and she didn't need to because at that moment he kissed her again and slowly entered her. She winced a little as her walls began to stretch to accommodate his large size. He didn't rush her instead he entered surprisingly slow, entering inch by inch letting her get accustomed to him. Once he was seated deeply inside of her he froze. He had been right earlier, she was very tight and the way her walls clamped around him made him groan from the sheer pleasure of it. When he felt her move below him he slowly began to move, rolling his hips lazily letting her get used to the feel of him inside of her. He looked down into her face and saw that she was biting her lip and her eyes were closed. He stopped. “Sakura am I hurting you?”

She opened her eyes and he was surprised at how much desire burned in them. She wrapped her lean legs around his waist causing him to enter her more deeply. Taking the hint he began to move again at a faster pace. She moaned beneath him her nails digging into his back as he thrust into her. She suddenly moaned and arched her back when he hit a spot within her causing waves of pleasure to roll through her. She tightened her hold on his waist and met him at every thrust. He could feel his climax coming and he wanted her to orgasm before he did. He moved one hand from the side of her face to the juncture of her thighs and rubbed her clitoris causing her to arch again and pant beneath him. The sounds she was making only made him hotter and he thrust harder into her hitting the same spot over and over again causing pleasure to rack her body in wave after wave until she felt herself fall into a pool of pleasure as her orgasm overcame her. He could feel her wet walls clamp around him and he couldn't hold on anymore, he let himself go and went rigid above her, every sinewy inch of him straining and throbbing with release. She was already sore by the time he collapsed on top of her panting with a look of astonishment. His face was buried into her shoulder and he was lying halfway on top of her. Her face burned with embarrassment as she felt him move, realizing he was still inside of her. She could feel his shallow breaths as warm air whispered over her shoulder. He rolled to his side taking her with him and wrapped his arm around her pulling her close. Her emerald eyes gazed into his mismatched eyes, surprise present in both.

“Do you regret it?” She asked hesitantly.

He sighed and held her tighter. “No.”

She breathed a sigh of relief and rested her head on the soft pillow closing her eyes. She knew that tomorrow she would leave and they would never speak of this again but she didn't care, she was happy that he had given her this one night. She didn't regret her decision and she knew that she never would. She opened her eyes and lazily drew designs on his chest with her finger. She didn't know how or when but she had stopped hating Kakashi and had started loving him. She knew that he would never fully return her feelings but she was alright with that because she knew that she had this one night with him and she would always hold the memory close to her heart. She smiled then and snuggled closer to his warm body, loving the feel of his silky skin against her own.

Kakashi held Sakura in his arms never wanting to let go. He didn't regret sleeping with her, he only regretted the fact that this was to be their only night together. He knew he could never tell her the way he really felt about her but he hoped he could show her in his actions tonight. He pulled her on top of him and she gazed down at him surprised.

“Again?”

Kakashi chuckled and pulled her down for another kiss, which would be one of the many they shared that night.

-0o0-

As the sun began to shine in through the window Sakura slowly opened her emerald eyes. She stretched, feeling deliciously sated. She looked around and found that Kakashi had left already. on the pillow next to her she found a note and picked it up.

Sakura,

Thank you for last night, I will always treasure the memory. Unfortunately as I had mentioned before this could not last any longer then last night. Breakfast is in the fridge help yourself.

 

Kakashi

Sakura stared down at the scratchy writing her fingers numb. She knew that last night was all she had but even knowing that, she felt a deep, sad and lonely feeling spreading through her. She ripped up the note and left it on the pillow and got up, looking for her clothes. Once dressed she turned and left the apartment not looking back because she was afraid if she did she would break down and cry at the unfairness of the world.

`The one man I want I cannot have.'

She laughed bitterly silently cursing Kami. So it was true she was destined to be alone. She continued to make her way back to her house unaware of the red eyes that followed her every move.

`Aw there you are Sakura… I've finally found you again.'

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Authors note:

So there you go the much awaited lemon, I'm not all that great at writing them but I tried my best so I hope you guys liked it. Well I'll be updating in a week so please review and tell me what you think so far thanks for reading! Quick Update I am starting college again so I won't be updating as much as before but I will try to update every two weeks. Ja Ne!

 

Next Chapter:

Team wolf is sent on another mission a week later which will test the team to its limit. Both Sakura and Kakashi are captured by someone very familiar…