Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Silver Cold Self ❯ What we've become ( Chapter 1 )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

. B e f o r e t h i s b e g a n .
“You brought this upon yourself you know.”
It's your fault I have to kill you.
“Hn, I don't care anymore.”
I don't want to care anymore.
“And soon I won't have to either. You shouldn't have annoyed me all the time, then it wouldn't have come to this.”
Why did you have to always be there? Even when you weren't really, I still saw you, in my mind.
“Whatever.”
When ever.
Where ever.
I'll always be there.
“Well, at least now I won't have to listen to your annoying, whiny little voice anymore.”
It won't leave me alone, your voice; it's always there, always in my mind.
. B e c a u s e I l o v e y o u .
“You're talking too much, you never talk this much.”
Why couldn't you talk to me this much before?
“Only because you never shut up long enough to let me. I wouldn't have spoken even if you had anyway; you've never been intelligent enough to understand anything I've said.”
Why can't you understand what I really mean?
“This is stupid, stop playing around and just get on with it.”
Is that all I am to you? A toy to be played with?
“I don't listen to orders, and I'm not about to start listening to fools like you.”
Because every time you speak, I can't hear anything else. Just you.
“Then don't.”
Why not?
. B e c a u s e I a l w a y s l o v e d y o u .
“I'm bored with you now, why couldn't you be more exciting?”
Where did you go? This person I see before me, it's not the real you.
Is it?
“Why couldn't you be quiet and get on with it.”
I don't want to listen to you anymore; it hurts to know I'll never hear you again
But it hurts more to know the last thing you ever said to me was that you hate me.
“Fine, Fine. Stop whining.”
Stop pretending you don't care about dying.
“I already have.”
Do I deserve this? Do I deserve to die?
“Good night, Dobe.”
I'm sorry, Naruto…
“See you in hell, bastard.”
I wish I could have told you Sasuke…
`Bang!'
Gone.
. T h e s i l e n t s c r e a m .
And a lost love that never was…
Author's Notes: This is just another one shot that was done when I was supposed to be doing homework. I've been reading a lot of SasuNaru fanfiction lately to get some inspiration for my own multichapter fics, and so far everything seems to have a happy ending that just works, there isn't any struggles for them, there isn't any problems, they're just happy. And that's wonderful, it is! But I'm a sadistic little bitch who hates the fact that everyone else seems to have a better life then me, . But I was wondering, what if one didn't want to other? Why do they both always love each other? What if they never told one another, what if they feared rejection or pain so much they weren't strong enough just to say it? Because of it all, Sasuke falls into the deep end of things, drwoing in his hate and pain. So he thinks to himself, I'll just go and kill whatevers hurting me, and that just so happens to be Naruto. Yes, it makes no sense at all. But then, I never do.
I'm not really all that happy with the ending, especially the whole `Bang' thing, what does it sound like when a person dies from a Kunia or however he killed Naruto? Guns go bang, knives don't. Oh well, lets just pretend Sasuke used some kind of jutsu that goes bang, okay? Okay.