Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ stand by you ❯ gone[Hinata] ( Chapter 1 )

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[Hinata]

I can’t stop myself from crying, so I let my tears slide down.

Why? No matter what I do, I just won’t success. I worked so hard but there’s just no progress…not at all. I did try, didn’t I? But…but every time I try, I lost. Every things I did…is wrong. Wrong! Wrong! Wrong! I’ve trained with my teammates. Obviously, they’ve made progress…but me…I’m still a poor little weakling. Yes, I am weak, physically and spiritually.

Weak, talentless, useless, babyish… I hate these words! But yet, I couldn’t find anything more specific to describe myself. All these years, I tried to be stronger, I tried to change myself, but nothing worked. I can't do anything about my fate, right? That's what big brother Niji said. I don't want to believe in his words, but I have to admit it... He is right. I'll always be a failure. Then why should I even try to success? There's no point of doing that.

I admire Naruto, I wanted to be like him. Then I can change myself like he did, then I could prove that...I am worth something. But now I see, I will never be like that. Naruto...he have people that he wanted to fight for, he have people that treasures him because of who he is. But I don't. My family hate me for being weak. My brothers and sisters tease me because of my position in the clan. The whole clan wish I don't exist in the world. And even...even my own father find me in the way. I am the next leader of my clan, but everybody knows that I'm not worth it. Hyuga clan...do not need unworthy shinobis.

"Go!"

"But...but father..."[Hinata]

"You are in the way!"

"I..."[Hinita]

"You couldn't even beat you little sister Hanabi. Unless you could be ten times stronger than you are now, do not bother me again."

"..."[Hinata]

"You are a waste of my time!"

I'm...a waste of your time...? But father...I...

I see...My clan want me to be gone, because I can't give then what they wanted. That's why...that's why I must prove to them, that I am worth something! (Please automatically picture the Hinata in vol.5…with the white eyes...the creepy one...)
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H anabi-the little daughter of Hyuga Hiashi, and also the sister of Hinata.