Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Take Care of You ❯ Chapter 1

 

Chapter 1

 

= Assume =

 

“Ano, Kakashi, don't you get tired of being seme all the time? We should try some new ways...”

 

“ruka? You want a turn at seme?”

(Well, he's not laughing outright but is not hiding his disbelief very well)

 

“Don't I take care of you? I'll have to make sure I do better then.”

(Starts distraction— with hands, lips, tongue and all…)

 

“N-no stop. T-that's not what I me - ahh - ” (Things degenerate from here on)

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Some time later, Iruka is leaning against his lover, both tired out and slipping into sleep.

Then Kakashi mumbles, “Don't worry…

you don't have to be seme `ruka… I'll take care of you…” before succumbing to sleep

 

Iruka hears this and is jolted awake.

`What's that supposed to mean? You don't think I'm capable of taking care of myself? Or of taking care of you for that matter?' He fumes inwardly.

`Egotistical jounin bastard. Doesn't take me seriously. What do you mean I don't have to? Hasn't it occurred to you that I might want to be seme for once? Jackass.'

 

Iruka's a little bit put out and decides not to cuddle anymore. He tries to get up to the kitchen for a glass of water to cool his head but Jounin!Kakashi has a death grip on him, even when asleep. He struggles to escape his arms and Kakashi mumbles “… mmm…go to sleep `ruka…” and doesn't release him. Iruka gives up his futile struggles(he is still suffering from post-coital exhaustion after all) with an exasperated sigh and lays there simmering. A moment later, a smile of devious satisfaction creeps across his face. Holding the thought in his mind, he nods to himself then relaxes into the uninvited embrace and goes to sleep.

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= Setting the stage =

 

Two days later, Kakashi notices Iruka acting odd. He looks like he's depressed when he thinks no one's watching him and his voice is unnaturally bright when he's talking to friends. Kakashi observes that Iruka isn't eating well and is always `not hungry' when he takes him out for lunch. Kakashi also catches Iruka looking sadly at him from time to time. As is his usual reaction to such situations, Kakashi falls back on his preferred method of physical therapy. That is, to get it up with his `ruka every night. Unfortunately, this doesn't seem to work as well as it does in the Icha Icha novels because his little sensei is always tired when he gets back from the academy. Lately though, he's begun to suspect that these were excuses. Iruka returns his embraces and kisses every night and his hands wander in delicious ways that make him shiver just thinking about it. But he doesn't follow through on it and if he does, he does so unenthusiastically, making him finish quickly with only his hands and mouth before Kakashi gets a chance to suggest what he really wants to do.

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= The performance =

 

“'ruka…” Kakashi whispers as he nibbles the neck of studiously marking Iruka.

“…hmm?...” the distracted tone doesn't encourage Kakashi much but he's not one to give up so easily.

He slides one hand up the front of Iruka's shirt, searching. Iruka pulls away and deters him.

“Stop that, `kashi, I'm working.”

“but you can do that tomorrow can't you? It's the weekend… we haven't been - ”

“I'm just really tired `kashi, alright? sorry, I'll help you out later when I've finished this ok?”

 

One week of `frustration' has really gotten to Kakashi. He's worried that something's going on with his `ruka and he's not talking to him about it. The combined stress and anxiety has made Kakashi unusually careless and he says without thinking,

 

“…but you teach kids at the academy! And you don't even bring that much work home anymore now the mid-year exams are over. How can you be `tired' every night?”

 

Iruka's eyes glint in fury for a moment; he smiles inwardly then launches into his act. His face falls and eyes start to water then he pulls out the trembling lower lip, gives Kakashi a moment of the full frontal view for effect then turns away and hides in the bathroom.

 

Kakashi is completely floored by having made his `ruka cry and is very worried. He starts apologising from outside while Iruka is in the bathroom. Iruka emerges after a while, eyes red, and starts apologising for breaking down and stammering things like `we should break up' and `I'm not good enough for you…' He `allows' Kakashi to weasel out that he `feels insecure about their disparity in rank' (“but I don't care about that!”) and Kakashi can `do so much better than just a weak chuunin schoolteacher' (“but I don't want someone better, I want you!”) and starts babbling that he can't even do high-rank missions like Kakashi does and doesn't have control over anything - even in their relationship, Kakashi has to take the lead every time and he feels like such a woman… Kakashi is desperate now, “I didn't know you felt that way, I thought you liked it”, (so you think I'm too weak to be seme?) he protests and finally says what Iruka has been waiting to hear. “How can I show you I'm completely yours? Why don't you be seme this time? That way you can see for yourself that you can take the lead and be in control just as much as you want.”

 

By now, Iruka is only sniffling and has calmed down a bit. He voices a protest, pointing out, “but I couldn't. You're stronger than me and I couldn't make you do anything you didn't want to even if I tried. And how can I be seme? I mean, I do know what to do and I wouldn't hurt you but I've always been uke before. You're a trained ANBU and a jounin, how could you trust me that much? *sniff* I'm just a chuunin…” Kakashi wants to reassure him and tells him `Iruka, you know I trust you completely. It wouldn't matter who's stronger. Tonight I'll be yours to command, I promise to do everything you say and I won't do anything you don't want me to. You can do anything you want with me.' “You promise? Anything?” Iruka seems to brighten a bit now. Then he says with a little hint of disappointment, `but only tonight?' Kakashi hastens to reassure him as he doesn't want a repeat of his `ruka crying. `anytime you want. You just have to say the word. I'm yours, body and soul' he pledges.

 

Iruka smiles at him now, the happy look on his face takes Kakashi's breath away. He thinks anything is worth it for his koibito so long as he can make him smile like that. `I won't have to make you? I just have to ask? I don't want to force you to do anything you don't want to.' Iruka bites his lip and looks worried. `Iruka, look at me. I promised you tonight and I'll keep my promise. You wouldn't be making me do anything I don't want to. I'll want to do it because you want me to.' Iruka doesn't let him continue but captures his lips in a kiss, his tongue licked across his lips, probing into his mouth, running across his molars and he groans, completely lost in the moment. Tongues tangled and time passed before they had to break for breath.

 

`Kakashi, come with me to bed now?'

`God, yes.'

`Remember, you promised. Anything I ask.'

 

Something in the way Iruka said that made alarm bells ring in his head.

He hesitated but answered affirmatively, not wanting to spoil the mood.

After all, looking at that sweet, innocent face on the schoolteacher, it couldn't be that bad, could it?

 

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= Play my game? =

 

“Kakashi? Lie down for me?”

 

He does so and Iruka moves closer, hands running over his body, bringing him to arousal. Iruka's mouth falls onto his and starts to attack him passionately. He responds with enthusiasm and bring his hands round to hold his lover. One hand wraps around his erection and slow strokes coax more blood into it. Teeth sink into his shoulder, making him groan. Then they bit at his neck, now nipping at his skin in various places, then nibbling at his ear in unorganised motion while fingers plucked at his nipples sending shocks to his groin. A wet tongue licked a trail from his face, down his neck, reaching its goal, the twin nubs on his chest. It circled round one and flattened out in one lick, then Iruka's mouth closed over it and sucked hard on the small peak, and he arched into the touch, lost in sensation.

 

Iruka's mouth moved down the length of his body leaving behind a wet trail that blazed to his senses as the cool air caressed him. It moved in a meandering manner, not straight down, but wandering in loops and turns as callused fingertips did more wandering of their own. He groaned into the touch and reached out to touch his lover intimately. Iruka stopped him by moving off him entirely, prompting him to utter a sound of protest.

`Kakashi, could you put your hands above your head?'

Kakashi looked at him perplexed. “But I want to touch you too…”

`And I want you to put your hands up. You promised, remember?'

Kakashi, about to sweet talk his lover into getting his way, was stopped short with his mouth open when Iruka started to lick his hand suggestively, paying particular attention to the sensitive finger pads and the webbing between each finger.

 

Iruka looks at him with those dangerous, watery, puppy-dog eyes and asks in a somewhat hurt tone, “you don't want to play my game anymore?”

Kakashi, still gaping, managed to gather enough wits to speak coherently, “no, no, I'll do it if you say so.”

He put his hands up, then asked plaintively, “can we continue now?”

Iruka shook his head. “I want to play a game. Let me explain the rules first.

First, I want you to keep your hands up there unless I say you can move them. Second, you won't touch me or yourself unless I say you may. Third, you are allowed to beg but not to order me around. ”

As he spoke he moved over to cover Kakashi's body with his own whispering the last sentence into his ear. Kakashi hissed as their erections brushed against each other and groaned when Iruka's leg started moving up and down, rubbing him effectively. “So, `kashi, will you play my game? I'll be disappointed if you don't…” the low voice and soft breath at his ear sent a shiver down his spine and he groaned out an inarticulate agreement.

 

Iruka wrapped one hand around his erection and started moving it in long, slow strokes. This had the effect of making his already hard shaft throb even harder with blood. He started kissing and licking his way downwards again in much the same pattern as before. Kakashi squirmed under his touch wanting him to speed up but Iruka seemed bent on drawing it out. “Iruka, go faster.”

The hand at his groin sped up making him moan him appreciation, then the touch disappeared. He opened his eyes in surprise and looked at Iruka. “It's not even five minutes into the game and you're already ordering me about as usual. You broke my rules. You don't even want to play do you? You were just lying about that. Just like you lied about how you don't mind that I'm just a chuunin. I should have known you couldn't take any orders from me… I'm just not good enough for you am I? You don't have to spare my feelings you know. Just tell me. ” Iruka looked at him, hurt and accusation written all over his features.

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