Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ the ceremony of sealing ❯ journal entries ( Chapter 5 )

Naruto soon left the hospital even though he still was silent. Even when arashi scared him, naruto was mute. He learned sign language and just signed to everyone. Soon the entire town was fluent in sign language.

 

Naruto had scars from the attempted suicide and occasionally whenever he was thinking, he unconsciously rubbed the white scar. He started writing in a diary and could be found on top of the hokage monument with his little dark blue book. In side that book naruto's feelings were expressed.

 

Thursday May 6

Today otosan tried to make me talk again. Man I wish he would stop. It bugs me, cant he tell I am really hurt by the way he acted when okasan died. It was like he didn't care. I don't care if he doesn't care but at least he could pretend. I mean okasan was his wife. Don't people get married because they love each other isn't that the point? Any way I wish he would just leave me alone.

 

Friday June 1

Today Kiba tried to get me to play with him. I didn't feel like it. He likes dogs and I prefer cats. Kiba thinks I smell weird because I have a cat. But personally he smells weird too.

 

Monday July 10

Haruno Sakura hit me today. She said I was being a big jerk cause I was the hokage's son. Really I think she should try being the child of the hokage. You have to do everything perfectly because you are an example for everyone else. And your dad is never home. And I mean NEVER AROUND.

 

Saturday August 15

Maybe I should start talking again, I mean I talk to my self quietly because you cant be completely silent. But I am getting the impression that they like me being quiet. That they like having me silent. Was I really that annoying, was I a brat? Was I the spoiled son of the fourth hokage and nothing more than that? No I want to be more than that. I want to be Uzumaki Naruto and not “the honored son of the hokage”. From now on I will decide who I will be, not my dad.

 

Sunday September 1

I cant write much today because I have to go train. They are having exams to enter the ninja academy and I really want to enter. Well have to go.

 

On and on the entries went. All the same depressing note hidden deep with in them mostly covered up by the determination to choose his own destiny. Every single entry had at least one bit of resentment about being the hokage's son in it. Naruto love his father but, he would have preferred if he was just a normal dad.