Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ The scars that never healed ❯ Naruto's scar ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

DISCLAIMER:

i do not in anyway own Naruto because if i did sasuke would be long dead and Naruto will be with sakura.


A/N: The irony of that is this is a sasuNaru fic and though im not really a huge fan i will try to make it enjoyable for you guys but you must review. Enjoy!


WARNING: BLOOD, boyxboy and murder.
This story is rated T+ readers discretion is adviced


CHAPTER ONE.

Ever since naruto could remember, he was never needed. This was a fact that his parents drilled into his brain from birth.

On the very day naruto was born, his mother pushed him aside not wanting to touch him. She said he was cursed and should be killed.

As he grew older, his mothers hostility increased. She beat him for no reason and punish him for any little mistake.
His father was no different he would beat his son to the point of near death. There was never a time when naruto was not beaten black and blue.

The villagers did not help matters for the poor boy either, They cursed him and forbid their children to play with him.

Naruto realize that he was a curse upon himself and his parents, he wanted to die and rid them of him but, he couldn't bring himself to take his own life.

When naruto turned seven, the beating and cursing did not stop if anything they had worsen.

His father had a huge farm land and naruto worked there everyday. he was not allowed to eat until he completed his work.

His job was to make hay, it was so hard and naruto's little hands could not do it faster so he only ate breakfast in the evening.

He became very thin, bony and looked sickly which only increase the villagers hatred of him they wished he would just die already and so did he but, no matter how hard he worked, how hard they beat him, he still survived.

Naruto's bed was outside of the main house where is parent slept. His parents were very poor and they lived in a mud house. Naruto slept in a litte space meant to be the kitchen. He started sleeping there when he was six.

His parents packed the only two shirt and one short he had and threw him out of the main house to sleep beside the kitchen, saying he could kill them in their sleep. it grew unbearably cold at night but naruto got used to it.

After the days work naruto came back hoping for some food, he had not eaten anything since morning.

He dropped the
cutlass in the kitchen and searched for his food. It was normally lying uselessly on the ground waiting for him.

He found a plate of food neatly covered on the ground and blinked. There is no way that food was for him. He decide to continue searching maybe he would find his food but, there was no food other than the one neatly covered on the ground.

His stomach growled reminding him how hungry he was. he opened the food and knew immediately that it wasn't his. There was a large piece of meat on top of it, there was never meat on his food.

"naruto?" his mother called from afar.
Naruto quickly dropped the food and covered it neatly.

"ah naruto there you are" his mother said coming into the kitchen.
She had curly short brown hair and dark brown eyes.

She looked......different.
She was wearing a neatly pressed red gown and....slippers?

Why was his mother dressed so neatly she was normally rough and well dirty.

And also why was she.....was she smiling...at him? Impossible! There's just no way that smile was for him, if it was ever there.

"Naruto did you enjoy your food" she asked smiling softly at him.

"my......"
Naruto was stuck. How was this possible, his mother was smiling and at HIM no less.

"ora you haven't even touched it yet"
she sat on a little stool and carried the food
"come let me feed you"

"why....." Naruto tried.

His mother open the food and mixed the rice and stew together. She scooped a spoon of it and lifted it to Naruto
"Aah" she said.
Naruto open his mouth and she fed him.

"delicious isn't it" she asked laughter in her voice.
Naruto didn't really taste the food he was too focused on the smiling woman infront of him. He wanted to look at her forever if he could, just be there with her....forever.
He nodded.

After feeding him the rest of the food she gave him water to drink.

"Naruto, someone is going to be coming to the house tomorrow and i want you looking nice and neat and do not show any of your bad manners around."she said softly as he drank water from the cup in her hand.

"if you do this, mother will be very happy. Would you do this for mother" she asked looking intently at naruto. naruto stopped drinking.
The softness of her voice as she was talking to HIM was slowly coaxing him to sleep but he stayed awake.

"Aa" Naruto replied.
His eyes widen as he was pulled into a hug.

"ah naruto arigato!" his mother said holding onto her seven years old son.
Naruto's eyes closed as he buried his face into her soft curly hair.
"kaa-san" he whispered wanting to always be with her.

That night naruto slept on a soft bed beside his mother.
The next day she woke him up gently and ask him to take his bath and then she gave some new clothes to wear.

Naruto sat on the couch in the leaving room and waited for his mother to dress up.
Who ever was coming must be really important for even his father to be all dressed up smelling of soap instead of alcohol.
Naruto ignored the man sitting at the other chair to think about his mother who had done nothing but kiss and pat him all morning. He hoped she would remain like that forever.

A soft knock brought him out of his sweet reverie and back to matter at hand. Who were they waiting for.

His father got up and open the door. A woman who was dressed in really expensive looking clothes and jewelry came in.
She looked at the house in distaste, the house was too small and crowded, her eyes worked their way to Naruto's face and she smiled at him. naruto not used to people smiling at him squirm in the couch.

His mother came out of the room dressed in flared white gown that was just below her knee.
She smiled softly .
"good day namikaze-san i hope you didn't find it hard to locate the house." she asked, her hand clasped in front of her.

The woman looked at her then smiled.
"not at all naomi, so is that naruto-kun" coming to stand in front of the blonde.

"yes that's my naruto" naomi said and grin at her son.
Naruto got up and bowed his head.
"konichiwa" he greeted.

They soon settled on snacks and tea this was the first time Naruto had tasted it so he wanted to eat it faster but one look from his mum told him not to.

"so naruto-kun did you go to school today" the woman asked.
Naruto turned sharply to look at her. Was this woman mad, did she even know who she was talking to, who was she anyway he realized he had not asked who she was.

"ano....who are you" Naruto asked
"ah i didn't introduce myself.

Im namikaze kushina i work at the insurance company" she said smiling as if the insurance company was suppose to mean something to him.
Naruto blinked at her as if he did not hear a thing she just said.

"naruto namikaze-san is a friend of the family." his mother explained touching his hand.

"soka...... I did not go to school today because kaa-san wanted me to wait for you" he lied.
He has never even seen the inside of a class room let alone be in one and as a student no less.

The woman nodded in understanding and she asked naruto about other things like was he happy at home, did he have friends and if he was totaly content with how his parents treated him. she pressed this particular question more than the rest and Naruto lied, he lied without blinking he felt he had to and since his parents didn't correct him he was sure he was doing the right thing.

The woman kushina continued to interview him on many matter and finally she stopped. Naruto knew from the smile his mother gave him that he passed the test.

After all the talking the woman was pulled aside and soon a quiet conversation began to go on between his parents and the woman.

"are you sure you ve been taking care of him, he looks skinny " kushina said.

"im trying namikaze-san but the money you people send is bearily enough" naomi said sadly.
Kushina sighed.
"i see, here is a sum of one hundred thousand dollars. I will inform master about it."

"please do, naruto is a very good boy and i want to be able to provide for his every need."

naomi said as she collected the money.

"i know" kushina said as she stared longily at naruto who was busy playing with his fingers.

"well thank you for the hospitality mr and mrs Uzumaki-san"

"please do come again naruto enjoyed your company." naruto's father said.
Kushina laughed. She said goodbye to Naruto and left.

Naruto did not see his parents again until it was very late in the night he was starting to feel sleepy when his mother came .

"Naruto" his mother called.
"kaa-san" Naruto woke up immediately at the sound of his mother voice.

"are you sleepy"she asked.
Naruto nodded.
Naomi sat beside him and placed his head on her lap.naruto smiled, he could get used to this.


The next day naruto woke up at the sound of screaming and shouting, he got out of bed when he heard his father call his name
"Naruto!"
"get your ass here boy, do you know what time it is, get to work." he ordered.
Naruto started running towards the kitchen to get his cutlass.
It's not like he thought for one moment that things where going to be different.

"where do you think you are going with that new clothes, take it off!" he shouted.
"yes sir, "naruto said and took his new clothes off. He glance at his mother to see her look away.

He placed the clothes on his father's feet and went into the kitchen to get his old clothes and cutlass.

When he came out he saw his mother standing there alone. He wanted to call to her but she turned and entered the house that made him wonder if everything that happened was a dream.
Why wasn't she smiling at him, maybe if he worked harder today she would smile at him to make him believe everything that happened yesterday and the day before was not a dream.

He got to work as soon as he arrived at the farm. For some reason his strenght doubled and he worked faster .

He finished his work late in the afternoon and began to head home. he saw some kids playing at the park but he didn't even stop to give them a glance. He went straight home and found his mother in the kitchen crying.

" ka -kaa-san" he whispered.
"are you okay kaa-san " he asked coming closer. she turned to look at him, her eyes became hard as she glared at naruto.
Naruto felt his heart break in two he was expecting her smile and her coaxing voice but this was what he got.

"kaa-"
"don't call me that you monster!" naomi shouted almost hysterical. Naruto tried to touch her but she screamed

"get away from me!" she shouted her eyes filled with fear.

Naruto took a step back at that, his mother who had smiled at him, who had kissed him on his cheek, who held him until he fell asleep was was afraid of him.
He turned and ran away.
He cried his heart out that day by the side of his favourite spot at the park on a old swing tied to a tree.

This continued for three years. When ever that woman kushina was coming, naomi would smile at him and take of him but after, she would curse and beat him.
Naruto started to wish kushina would come everyday but, she only came every six month sometimes later.


One day when naruto was ten his father started beating his mum like he was doing for the past three years. Naruto couldn't stand hearing her scream and cry so he ran out of the house.

He came back and found the man sleeping on the bed, drunk. He found no sign of his mother she probably went to hide and cry.

He looked at the sleeping man and couldn't help but think how better their life would be if he was dead.

He took a candle from the table and set the sheets on fire.
When he started to run scared he took a glass of something and poured it on the fire. The fire flared and grew bigger setting the man on the bed on fire. His father slept like a log and did not even feel the fire on his skin. Naruto tried to wake him up but he couldn't and the fire was starting to spread all over the house. He left his father and ran out.

He stood by the kitchen hut and watch the house burn. They were homeless now, he and his mother would have to survive somehow atleast his bastard of a father would be dead.

Naruto's eyes widen at the sound of a scream then a squeak he looked at the entrance of the house and almost died.
"kaa-san!" he shouted about to move but a voice stopped him.
"stay and live naruto" it said.

He went rigid but when he heard his mother scream again he broke whatever power bounded him and ran into the house.

It was incredibly hot inside and naruto soon made out the figure of his mother and carried her outside.

He called for help but no one came he cried and beg but soon gave up. he carried his mother into the kitchen and laid her on the ground.

"im so sorry kaa-san, im so sorry"

his mother open her eyes and reached out for something but couldn't get it naruto saw that she was trying to reach for the knife not caring what she wanted to use it for gave it to her.

She took the knife and slashed a line on naruto's right cheek Naruto closed his eyes as his cheek began to bleed.

"i...i..hate you" she said in a shaky voice and slashed another line under the first one.
She slashed it again then reached for naruto's left cheek.
"i...hate....you"
Slash

"hate me but please don't leave me" naruto said tears streaming out of his eyes.

"i...." she found it difficult to speak as she slashed the third line on his cheek
" i... Hate you but....i love you my naruto" and her hand went limp sliding off naruto's face. The knife fell from her hand in a silent clatter.

"kaa-san?.....kaa-san" he whispered as he open his blue eyes to look at the pale figure in his arms.

"kaa-san! kaa-san! kaa-san! kaa-san! " he screamed shaking the woman in his arms.
She finally said 'i love you' something he never thought he would hear in his life-time how would he survive now.



A/N: There! Did you like it? I gave it my best shot. it is still a work in progress but if you think things don't fit don't be afraid to let me know critics are welcome after all i know i suck at summary so please please review it helps a lot. Love you guys a ton!