Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ To Find Warmth In The Snow ❯ Chapter 2 Disgusting ( Chapter 2 )
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By: Shinosuke 
Anime/Manga: Naruto Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance / Drama | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 02.14.2007 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.4K | Visits: 1.2K | Status: Work In Progress
Anime/Manga: Naruto Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance / Drama | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 02.14.2007 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.4K | Visits: 1.2K | Status: Work In Progress
Chapter 2
Disgusting
I was lying on my bed starring up at the ceiling but not sleeping. When I slept I would dream, when I dreamed it was of Sasuke, and when I thought of him, it hurt.
I sighed when I heard, yet again, a knock at my door.
I’d been getting numerous visits. I guess Sakura was right. People really were worried about me.
After a brief inner battle on whether I should answer the door or pretend to not be home, I stood and sighed shuffling to the door and opening it annoyed.
Until that is I saw the face of the person who had knocked.
“Iruka-sensei?” I said happy with the nice surprise. He’d been busy lately and I hadn’t gotten to see him much.
“Hey Naruto!” he said, “I wanted to treat you to some ramen since I’ve been so preoccupied.”
That was the third ramen offer I’d gotten all day.
Was I so obviously depressed?
“Uh…sure.’ I said rubbing the back of my head slightly embarrassed about all the attention I was receiving.
I quickly pulled on my shoes and stepped outside with Iruka-sensei.
“So…” he said as we walked to Ichiraiku’s ramen shop.
“Iruka? Why is everyone so worried about me?” I asked, “I’m fine.”
But even I could tell that last statement wasn’t exactly true.
“Naruto…I can tell when you’re upset. Even though that’s usually because you yell about it but… I know you so remember, you can always talk to me.”
*God I’m sick of hearing that line* I thought.
I sat down on the stool and ordered one bowl of misu ramen.
“Maybe it would help if I told you a secret about me first.” Iruka said rather quietly but I heard him nonetheless.
I stared at him.
“…Sure.’ I said letting my curiosity get the better of me.
“Well…lately…I’ve been…well… how should I put this?” He said a pink tint rising up to his cheeks.
“Well…Kakashi and I… I’m…gay.”
I stared at him and then my eyes got really big and I could only think of one thing.
*I’m not alone. *
“Kakashi and I have been “together” for a little while and I realized how much I really liked him and…” he let his head droop in shame, “I was afraid that people would stop liking me or that people would stare at me for being different. Adults have the same problems as teenagers they just don’t admit it.”
He looked up at me with a surprised look.
Everything seemed to be moving so fast like someone had pressed the fast-forward button.
Almost three years of keeping my feelings to myself and in one week I was being rushed into thinking about them.
Sakura’s words still rang in my ears,
*Meant for each other…you’d make wonderful best friends…have lots of fun together…*
“Iruka, I think I’m going through something kind of like you.”
“Really?” he asked staring at me and my untouched bowl of ramen.
“Yeah, but I’m afraid of telling him…I’m afraid of rejection.”
“Naruto, being rejected isn’t the end of the world, it’s not like you’ll die from it.”
I glanced up thinking that I just might.
He smiled, “Don’t ever hold yourself back and tell yourself you’re not good enough for what you want. Go for it, Naruto! Plus… who in their right mind would reject you?”
I smiled at the compliment.
“You should eat your ramen before it gets cold.”
I nodded.
“Itadakimasu!”
e–f
I was sitting on my bed again thinking. That’s what I’d been doing allot of this week.
I’d gotten visits from Hinata, Ino Chouji, Shikamaru, Lee, Kakashi, Iruka, Tsunade, Jiraiya, and many other random people who had stopped by with nice words to say or some kind of gift.
I’d never had so much attention in my life. Though I’d craved it in my younger years, it wasn’t all that wonderful.
Especially since I had gotten it from everyone except the one I wanted it from the most.
A full week off and I’d wasted it away thinking of him.
I glanced at my clock, it was almost 11:30 pm I should get up and clean a little before I go to bed.
I stood with effort not really wanting to clean but knowing it was better to do it now than have a chore waiting for me in the morning.
And then there was a knock.
*Not again…*
I thought and answered the door annoyed.
“What do you-”?
I looked up into the face of Sasuke and my heart stopped.
“Hey,” he said his voice made of velvet melting my heart.
“Hey…what is it?”
“Well…”
*You’re here to profess your undying love for me! *
“Can I borrow five dollars?”
My face dropped.
“WHAT?!?!?”
“Well, I’m a little short on money, I’ll pay you back.”
I sneered.
“yeah, yeah come in.”
I said turning around to go and search for my wallet.
I handed the money to him and he thanked me, but didn’t leave immediately.
“You’ve been…weird lately.” He said avoiding eye contact by staring down at the money, “I’m sure you’ve heard this a billion times but…” his right eye twitched, meaning that he was having trouble saying what he meant because he either couldn’t find the words to say it or he was embarrassed.
“You can talk to me, dobe.”
My heart literally stopped.
I nodded slowly not really sure any other way to react.
He nodded back and moved towards the door.
Then I realized… this was my chance!
*You were meant for each other…go for it…*
The words ran through my head and before I could stop myself I grabbed onto his arm.
He turned quickly and I looked at him hearing my heart increase and the heat rise in my cheeks. My legs trembled slightly and I felt like time itself had stopped for this moment.
“Sasuke…” I started.
“Sasuke, I…I love you.”
I said it… I’d finally said it.
“I have for a while and… would you go out with me?”
it sounded so childish, I could tell but… I couldn’t think of any other words.
This was the climax of my cliché little love story.
(But not every love story follows its story line. Forgive me I’ve ruined the moment…)
I smiled at him, and then I heard the most terrible word I’d ever heard in my life.
“No.”
“What?” I asked in shock. I was almost positive he would say yes.
“I’m your rival and your teammate. It’s almost disgusting to think of us as any more than that…No.”
and at the moment…. My world crashed. And the word that struck me hardest was…
Disgusting
Well… there you go. Email me at chidori_nagashi15@yahoo.com to tell me anything. Thanks
My Myspace is Yami as well oh and on youtube I’m ShinosukeKage and well… I share it with my twin so it says I’m a girl. I still don’t know why we share accounts….
Oh well!
I know that sucked but what can you do I’ll fix it up later if I get enough complaints.
Especially having Iruka say he’s gay O.o
Sorry…
Well I’m gonna go off and write chapter three now. Promise it’ll be better and longer
But the really good yaoi won’t be till part four but it starts in part three so read that too!!! Oh and it’ll be bondage and rape. Forgive me but I love scenes like that!
See ya soon
Disgusting
I was lying on my bed starring up at the ceiling but not sleeping. When I slept I would dream, when I dreamed it was of Sasuke, and when I thought of him, it hurt.
I sighed when I heard, yet again, a knock at my door.
I’d been getting numerous visits. I guess Sakura was right. People really were worried about me.
After a brief inner battle on whether I should answer the door or pretend to not be home, I stood and sighed shuffling to the door and opening it annoyed.
Until that is I saw the face of the person who had knocked.
“Iruka-sensei?” I said happy with the nice surprise. He’d been busy lately and I hadn’t gotten to see him much.
“Hey Naruto!” he said, “I wanted to treat you to some ramen since I’ve been so preoccupied.”
That was the third ramen offer I’d gotten all day.
Was I so obviously depressed?
“Uh…sure.’ I said rubbing the back of my head slightly embarrassed about all the attention I was receiving.
I quickly pulled on my shoes and stepped outside with Iruka-sensei.
“So…” he said as we walked to Ichiraiku’s ramen shop.
“Iruka? Why is everyone so worried about me?” I asked, “I’m fine.”
But even I could tell that last statement wasn’t exactly true.
“Naruto…I can tell when you’re upset. Even though that’s usually because you yell about it but… I know you so remember, you can always talk to me.”
*God I’m sick of hearing that line* I thought.
I sat down on the stool and ordered one bowl of misu ramen.
“Maybe it would help if I told you a secret about me first.” Iruka said rather quietly but I heard him nonetheless.
I stared at him.
“…Sure.’ I said letting my curiosity get the better of me.
“Well…lately…I’ve been…well… how should I put this?” He said a pink tint rising up to his cheeks.
“Well…Kakashi and I… I’m…gay.”
I stared at him and then my eyes got really big and I could only think of one thing.
*I’m not alone. *
“Kakashi and I have been “together” for a little while and I realized how much I really liked him and…” he let his head droop in shame, “I was afraid that people would stop liking me or that people would stare at me for being different. Adults have the same problems as teenagers they just don’t admit it.”
He looked up at me with a surprised look.
Everything seemed to be moving so fast like someone had pressed the fast-forward button.
Almost three years of keeping my feelings to myself and in one week I was being rushed into thinking about them.
Sakura’s words still rang in my ears,
*Meant for each other…you’d make wonderful best friends…have lots of fun together…*
“Iruka, I think I’m going through something kind of like you.”
“Really?” he asked staring at me and my untouched bowl of ramen.
“Yeah, but I’m afraid of telling him…I’m afraid of rejection.”
“Naruto, being rejected isn’t the end of the world, it’s not like you’ll die from it.”
I glanced up thinking that I just might.
He smiled, “Don’t ever hold yourself back and tell yourself you’re not good enough for what you want. Go for it, Naruto! Plus… who in their right mind would reject you?”
I smiled at the compliment.
“You should eat your ramen before it gets cold.”
I nodded.
“Itadakimasu!”
e–f
I was sitting on my bed again thinking. That’s what I’d been doing allot of this week.
I’d gotten visits from Hinata, Ino Chouji, Shikamaru, Lee, Kakashi, Iruka, Tsunade, Jiraiya, and many other random people who had stopped by with nice words to say or some kind of gift.
I’d never had so much attention in my life. Though I’d craved it in my younger years, it wasn’t all that wonderful.
Especially since I had gotten it from everyone except the one I wanted it from the most.
A full week off and I’d wasted it away thinking of him.
I glanced at my clock, it was almost 11:30 pm I should get up and clean a little before I go to bed.
I stood with effort not really wanting to clean but knowing it was better to do it now than have a chore waiting for me in the morning.
And then there was a knock.
*Not again…*
I thought and answered the door annoyed.
“What do you-”?
I looked up into the face of Sasuke and my heart stopped.
“Hey,” he said his voice made of velvet melting my heart.
“Hey…what is it?”
“Well…”
*You’re here to profess your undying love for me! *
“Can I borrow five dollars?”
My face dropped.
“WHAT?!?!?”
“Well, I’m a little short on money, I’ll pay you back.”
I sneered.
“yeah, yeah come in.”
I said turning around to go and search for my wallet.
I handed the money to him and he thanked me, but didn’t leave immediately.
“You’ve been…weird lately.” He said avoiding eye contact by staring down at the money, “I’m sure you’ve heard this a billion times but…” his right eye twitched, meaning that he was having trouble saying what he meant because he either couldn’t find the words to say it or he was embarrassed.
“You can talk to me, dobe.”
My heart literally stopped.
I nodded slowly not really sure any other way to react.
He nodded back and moved towards the door.
Then I realized… this was my chance!
*You were meant for each other…go for it…*
The words ran through my head and before I could stop myself I grabbed onto his arm.
He turned quickly and I looked at him hearing my heart increase and the heat rise in my cheeks. My legs trembled slightly and I felt like time itself had stopped for this moment.
“Sasuke…” I started.
“Sasuke, I…I love you.”
I said it… I’d finally said it.
“I have for a while and… would you go out with me?”
it sounded so childish, I could tell but… I couldn’t think of any other words.
This was the climax of my cliché little love story.
(But not every love story follows its story line. Forgive me I’ve ruined the moment…)
I smiled at him, and then I heard the most terrible word I’d ever heard in my life.
“No.”
“What?” I asked in shock. I was almost positive he would say yes.
“I’m your rival and your teammate. It’s almost disgusting to think of us as any more than that…No.”
and at the moment…. My world crashed. And the word that struck me hardest was…
Disgusting
Well… there you go. Email me at chidori_nagashi15@yahoo.com to tell me anything. Thanks
My Myspace is Yami as well oh and on youtube I’m ShinosukeKage and well… I share it with my twin so it says I’m a girl. I still don’t know why we share accounts….
Oh well!
I know that sucked but what can you do I’ll fix it up later if I get enough complaints.
Especially having Iruka say he’s gay O.o
Sorry…
Well I’m gonna go off and write chapter three now. Promise it’ll be better and longer
But the really good yaoi won’t be till part four but it starts in part three so read that too!!! Oh and it’ll be bondage and rape. Forgive me but I love scenes like that!
See ya soon