Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Trial ❯ Chapter 6 ( Chapter 6 )
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By: littleolmee 
Sasuke and Naruto's relationship finally heads in the direction they both long for.
Anime/Manga: Naruto Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Psychological / Hentai / Romance / Shounen | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 06.01.2007 | Pages: 3 | Words: 7.0K | Visits: 671 | Status: Completed
Sasuke and Naruto's relationship finally heads in the direction they both long for.
Anime/Manga: Naruto Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Psychological / Hentai / Romance / Shounen | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 06.01.2007 | Pages: 3 | Words: 7.0K | Visits: 671 | Status: Completed
CH 6-Released From Judgment
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Warnings for this chapter: This story contains slash pairings (SAS/NAR), talk concerning a sexual act that could be considered nonconsensual, talk about M/Preg, adult situations, cursing, fight scene, oc's and oc death, and a full-detailed LEMON between SAS/NAR. If you are not of age to be reading such things or anything listed above is offensive to you then please push the back button now. Reviews and comments are encouraged and appreciated as long as they are not flames.
My deepest thanks to Jaded Lady for her work as beta on this story. I appreciate all your hard work.
'thinking'
"talking"
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Leaning against the doorframe, Sasuke watched as Naruto rushed around preparing for his mission. "How long will you be gone?" He asked, pushing off the frame to catch a runaway spool of trip-wire, handing it over he received a smile in return. "A little over a week, it's just a simple escort mission." Nodding, Sasuke ventured to see how much more information he could get. "It's not a high ranked mission is it?" Stuffing the last of his gear into his pack Naruto stalled for a moment, he just hated it when Sasuke tried to get information out of him. "Well it isn't an A rank mission . . . but it's not a D either. . . . " He trailed off biting his lip. Sighing, Sasuke let the blonde off the hook. "Just so long as I know you're not going to be in a lot of danger." Brightening up, Naruto gave him a sly grin, batting his eyelashes he answered in a shrill voice. "Oh Sasuke-kun I didn't know you cared." Putting his hand on Naruto's face Sasuke gave him a shove as he walked away. "Dobe."
Walking towards the entryway Sasuke caught himself before he fell, their son Nobuyuki was now wrapped around both his legs. Naruto shook his head at their son while pulling him off. Turning the boy so he was facing him, Naruto held him up so they could look eye to eye. "You've got to quit doing that Nobuy, you're almost five now." Naruto reminded the boy as he placed him on the floor. Pouting Nobuyuki crossed his arms over his chest. "Don't call me Nobuy, Dobe." The little boy replied. Growling Naruto pointed his finger at Sasuke. "Look what a bad influence you've been on my son." Rolling his eyes Sasuke looked away. "Like it's my fault the boy has no manners. He was like this before my return."
"Are you saying I'm a bad father?" Naruto demanded, leaning toward the dark-haired shinobi shaking his fist. "I should kick your ass for that." Huffing Sasuke reached over, placing his hand on top of Naruto's fist. "You got a mission, remember?" Blinking Naruto lowered his fist. "Oh, yeah. The mission, right." Squatting down by his son he wrapped his arms around the boy. "Be good for Sasuke. Daddy will be back just as soon as he can." Returning his father's hug Nobuyuki nodded his head against his blonde father's chest. "Be safe daddy."
Just as he stood from hugging his son Naruto felt Sasuke's hands on his shoulders, looking up at the other man he blushed as Sasuke pulled him into a light hug. "Be safe Naruto." Smiling Naruto returned the hug, quickly pulling away.
Sasuke had been living with him and Nobuy for about two years now. In the last year they began what Shikamaru referred to as a prudent semi-platonic relationship, whatever in the hell that was suppose to mean. They did touch one another more freely than when Sasuke first moved in, but they hadn't done anything that could be considered sexual; the most risque` thing he had allowed was a few timid kisses and some cautious caresses but only hugs in front of Nobuy. Sasuke was the only one he'd had any kind of relations with so it wasn't like he was knowledgeable about such things. During the three years Sasuke was gone, getting into a relationship was the last thing on his mind. And now that he was back Sasuke was doing everything he could to make up for those years and the embarrassing way their son was conceived. Not once did Sasuke push him though, for that Naruto was grateful. He was well aware of the feelings he had for the dark-haired shinobi but he just couldn't go any farther until he could get over his fears of abandonment and sex.
"Take care of Nobuy and don't forget to help him with his studies, he's still having trouble with a few characters . . . "
Placing his hand over Naruto's mouth Sasuke smirked at Naruto; who was glaring. "Don't worry so much, I've got everything under control. Keep your mind on your mission." Releasing his hand Sasuke opened the door, putting a hand on Nobuyuki's shoulder. "You're going to be late if you keep this up. We'll be fine." Looking up at his dark-haired father Nobuyuki smiled reassuringly at his daddy. "That's right daddy don't worry, me and the old man will be fine." Sasuke glared at his son then turned his gaze to Naruto when he started giggling. "You were saying I was a bad influence on Nobuy?"
"Hey don't call me that bastard." Taken aback by his son's reprimand Sasuke could only blink at the boy until the sound of Naruto snickering returned him to his senses, turning to the blonde shinobi he glared at the other man.
Knowing the look he was being given held no good for him Naruto rubbed the back of his head. "Nyhee, hee . . . would you look at the time. Well, I've got to be going now, don't want to be late for that mission. Don't tear the house down while I'm gone. Bye."
Grinding his teeth Sasuke watched the younger man run from their home, he knew he couldn't hold Nobuy's way of talking against Naruto. The boy did hear them speak to one another in that manner everyday after all. Besides Naruto had done a fine job raising their son. Looking out at the busy street in front of their home Sasuke knew that Naruto had given Nobuy the one thing neither of them had growing up; lot's of people who accepted and loved the boy for who he was not his name. What had once been a deserted district was now bustling with life, only these people were all accepting and friendly to their family providing Nobuy with an extend family of sorts. He was brought out of his thoughts by Nobuy pulling on his shirt, Looking down at his son he raised one eyebrow to question what the boy wanted.
Pressing his lips in a thin line Nobuyuki snorted, he hated it when his father would talk without speaking. "Old man, you promised we'd go get some melon today." He reminded him. "Hn." Growling Nobuyuki glared at his father for his grunted answer. "Daddy says that's not even a real word."
Pulling away from his son Sasuke began putting on his sandals. "Hn." Letting his arms hang loose beside his body for a moment he watched his father put on his shoes, sighing the boy reached for his own. "Don't forget the list of chores daddy left on the table." Nobuyuki reminded, running out the front door. Reaching back into the house for the list Sasuke sighed as he looked at the things he needed to do. "Did you get it?" Nobuyuki yelled from the road.
Locking the door behind him Sasuke joined his son on the road, falling into step with the boy. When the boy continued to stare at him Sasuke acknowledged he had the list. "Hn." Rolling his eyes at his father's skill at talking without making any real words, Nobuyuki tried again. "Where to first? Can I go talk to Uncle Lee over there?" Looking to where his son was pointing Sasuke noticed Rock Lee at one of the vendors; it was close to the seamstress shop he needed to go to. "I've got to pick up a few things at the seamstress shop, there." He pointed out for his son. "You may go speak with Lee-san but if he leaves before I get there you come to the shop I'm at alright?" Excited that his father had said a whole two sentences and he was being allowed to go talk to Uncle Lee, Nobuyuki nodded. "Thanks old man." He replied as he ran from his father's side to latch onto Lee's leg. Sasuke snarled when Lee didn't even flinch when the boy hit him full speed. He really needed to workout more. Returning the other shinobi's wave when Nobuy pointed to him, Sasuke made his way to the seamstress's shop.
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"Did you hear Shin-san is going to open a second store in the empty building on the corner?" Kimi asked, rechecking the length of the kimono she was working to put a hem in. "No . . . I hadn't heard that." Leiko replied, working on threading a needle. "Hmm, yes it seems Naruto-kun talked him into expanding his business." The younger seamstress explained to her partner. Leiko nodded, "it'll be nice to have a convenience type food store here."
"I'm sure Shin-san will make sure to carry plenty of instant ramen." Kimi laughed.
"I saw young Naruto leaving this morning with his pack." Leiko reported, changing the subject on her young friend. Blinking at the sudden change of topic Kimi sobered up. "Is that so?" Leiko answered with one jerk of her head. "I guess that means Nobuyuki was left in the care of his other father then." Kimi ventured, moving the fabric.
"I know Nobuyuki is the son of that Uchiha but I think it's very foolish that Naruto moved him in so quickly, and to trust Nobuyuki's well being to that man . . . ." Leiko trailed off shaking her head. "Well he has proven himself loyal at least." Kimi asserted. "He did stop those horrible missing-nin's from entering the village a few months ago. I heard they were out to cause harm to Naruto." Kimi reminded her business partner, she wasn't terribly fond of the Uchiha boy either but she was willing to give him a chance since he was trying to prove himself. He was still a ninja of Konoha even if he never left the village and only once a month got to do late night sentry duty.
"That is true . . . still I think Naruto has a bigger heart than brain." Leiko accused. Lying her hand over Leiko's, Kimi chastised her, "that was mean." Though a second later both broke out laughing.
Shaking her head Leiko continued. "Still, if I were in that Uzumaki boy's place I don't believe I would be able to forgive enough to allow the man to live with me."
"I'm not from a shinobi family so I can't speak with first hand knowledge mind you, but Yamanaka-san told me that those Uchihas were a strange clan. Too proud for their own good is what she said." Leiko explained. "Yes, I heard that as well. Growing up with a family like that and then to loss them all by the hand of his own brother . . . " Kimi trailed off. "Its a wonder that poor boy didn't go insane."
Biting off the extra string from the needle she had threaded Leiko sighed. "Hmm, actually I'm very surprised young Nobuyuki doesn't have a sibling by now, you know it was some forbidden ninja technique that Uchiha used that allowed Naruto to carry a child after all. I wouldn't be surprised to find out he was using that boy to fulfill his depraved sexual fantasies again. I mean really, who willingly has sex in front of the Hokage."
At the sound of someone smacking the doorjamb both ladies turned to find Sasuke Uchiha pulling Nobuyuki off his leg. They knew they were in trouble when the boy began firing off questions.
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Nobuyuki waved bye to his Uncle Lee, who was on his way to meet up with his Genin team. Finding his father standing off to the side of the seamstress shop engrossed in the two older ladies conversation the young boy stopped to listen as well. From the sound of it they were talking about his fathers and how Nobuyuki had come to be born. He might not be all grown up yet but he wasn't stupid, he had overheard such things his whole life. He knew he was something special, understanding that most kids had a mommy and a daddy, not two daddies, well Kado had two daddies but his real mommy and daddy died and his new daddies had taken him in. He didn't care what had happened to allow him to be with his daddy and old man but if it were possible a baby bother would be really nice.
Feeling the waves of anger coming from his father Nobuyuki wondered how it was civilians couldn't feel such things. Deciding it was time to let his father know he was there Nobuyuki attacked, knocking his father off balance not only by hitting him in the back of the knees so he fell into the doorjamb but also unbalancing him with his questions. "Old man, what do they mean by you made daddy have a child? Is that how Nobuyuki got here? Can you do it again? Can Nobuyuki have a little brother?" Nobuy shook his head adding. "I don't really want a sister . . . girls have cooties you know."
The seamstresses looked properly distressed that they had been overheard as they handed over the clothes Naruto had left to be altered. Not speaking to the two old hens Sasuke lead Nobuy out of the shop and on to the next place on the list. Looking back Nobuyuki waved to the two ladies. Chancing a look at his father he decided to keep his mouth shut for awhile at least.
Sasuke was seething, he knew Naruto would not be happy about Nobuyuki overhearing what the women had been discussing; their son's conception was a taboo subject. On top of that they hit his taboo list as well; speaking about his clan in a negative manner, talking about him with pity, plus questioning his and Naruto's relationship. One thing was certain, after he calmed down he was going to Sakura and demand she teach him how to sew.
The two old hags did have a point though. Truth be told he would love to have more children, not that Nobuy wasn't a wonderful child but since he could have children with Naruto a part of him wanted a large family. The idea of lots of children that looked like him and Naruto sent a rush of excitement right to his groin. Making sure no one was watching he discreetly adjusted himself. 'Looks like I'll be getting friendly with my hand tonight.' He sighed to himself. 'Oh well, it's not like after five years the two don't know each other quite well.' Sometimes it was hard to imagine it had been five years since he'd last had sex, it was a depressing thought. During those years he had tracked Itachi he had been given plenty of offers but it never seemed right, not when Naruto was in Konoha with their child. And now that they were working towards a real relationship there was no way he was going to jeopardize it with some fling just to release some tension.
He wished he could persuade Naruto to talk to him about what had happened five years ago, then maybe he could help his dobe get over his fears about intimacy. But every time he tried, he sent the blonde running. Just in the last year he had been able to coax Naruto into more of a relationship than they had at first. If Naruto wasn't ready he'd wait. What else could he do?
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Taking a deep breath to steady himself Naruto continued to hold Akeno's hand. The younger Chuunin's head was resting in his lap while Ino was working to heal the boy. In the background Seiji-san was pacing, trying hard not to look towards his ninja escorts. Releasing a shaky breath Naruto wondered how a simple escort mission could have gone so wrong so quickly. It seemed Seiji-san had made some enemies that had enough money to pay for an assassination mission. They had been ambushed by some Cloud ninja's, their team had managed to defeat the men but Akeno had been run through by a sword. "Naruto-kun . . . tell Rin I'm . . . I'm sorry I never told her I loved her." Squeezing the younger man's hand Naruto shook his head, smiling at his comrade. "Don't be stupid. You'll tell her yourself when we get home."
Akeno's eyes took on a glazed over look; they looked to have lost some of the brightness they normally held, when his breathing took on a gurgling sound Naruto jerked his eyes back to Ino who had leaned back from the younger Chuunin. "Ino?" Naruto questioned only for the medic-nin to shake her head and look away. Naruto held onto Akeno until the boy grip went lax and his last gurgled breath was expelled. Standing Naruto got a blanket out of Akeno's pack and prepared to carry the body with them, he'd be damned if he left him behind.
Naruto took first watch that evening, sleep was the last thing on his mind right now. By late morning they would drop Seiji-san off at his destination then it was home to Konoha. Looking back down at Akeno's body tightly wrapped within his blanket Naruto sighed. The boy had been seeing a civilian named Rin and now it seemed it would be up to him to deliver his last message to her. It was sad and maybe a little cruel in his opinion to tell the young girl that Akeno loved her now he was dead and nothing could come of it. But it wasn't his place to question a man's dying wish, he figured Akeno probably just didn't want to die with that regret hanging on him.
Tearing his eyes from Akeno, Naruto went back to keeping watch. Thoughts of what if it had been him wouldn't leave him. To die having regret on your heart was not a thing anyone would want. It was a fact that shinobi's faced death everyday; it was a truth no one could escape and Naruto wondered if there was anything he'd regret if it had been him instead of Akeno.
The first thing that popped into his mind was an image of Nobuy standing by Sasuke. He'd hate to leave them alone but at least they did have one another. Plus he was proud that he'd given his son the things he'd not had growing up; Nobuy was surrounded by those who loved and accepted him. The boy had grown up knowing him; Sasuke did return and was in his life everyday. The only thing he had wished he could have given Nobuy that he couldn't was a sibling; another thing he'd not had as a child, well he could but that would mean . . . .
An image of him and Sasuke popped into his head; blushing Naruto reached up and rubbed his nose. Truth be told if he died he'd regret that he'd only had sex once in his entire lifetime. He wasn't a pervert like a lot of ninja's he knew but still that was almost as bad as having never experienced it. Having sex with Sasuke hadn't been some terrible thing, actually Sasuke had made him feel really good. No, what kept him from furthering their relations was his fear that Sasuke would leave him. Gazing up at the star-filled sky Naruto wished he could just leave his insecurities behind him, looking back at Akeno's body he knew it could just as easily have been him there instead.
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Naruto pushed Ino to her limits so they could rush back to Konoha. Going directly to the Hokage Tower Naruto delivered Akeno's body to Tsunade and explained what happened. Walking Ino home, Naruto said good-bye then headed straight home.
It was late, all the lights were off so when the door opened before he could step up on the porch he was shocked. Sasuke leaned against the doorway, wearing only a pair of sleeping pants. "It's not like you to have your chakra all over the place." Blinking, Naruto realized he was right, so lost in his own thoughts that he hadn't realized his chakra was flaring up. "Are you alright?" Sasuke's question grabbed his attention again. "Yeah." Sasuke reached out and took hold of his wrist, leading him into the house. "Hungry?" Shaking his head Naruto headed towards the bathroom. "I'm taking a shower . . . you can come in and talk if you want." Shocked Naruto would offer to let him see him naked, Sasuke cleared all the emotions he was feeling from his face, he knew something was wrong but that didn't mean he was going to miss a chance like this.
Rubbing some soap into his hair Naruto had to admit that he was glad he'd spent the money for the stall shower and separate tub. He had discovered how handy these showers were during one of his missions to Suna; in Suna they used showers instead of tubs to save on water. After Sasuke had left the whole Uchiha district and inheritance to him this stall shower was the first improvement he made to Sasuke's childhood home before he moved in with Nobuy.
"Did you just want my presence while you showered or are you going to talk?" Sasuke asked, sitting on the sink while playing with a bottle of lavender oil they used for nighttime bathes. Sighing Naruto leaned into the spray of water as he began to explain what had happened.
Turning off the water Naruto stuck his hand out of the curtain, reaching for his towel. Sasuke snagged the bath towel, handed it over he waited patiently until Naruto opened the curtain, towel now wrapped around his waist.
Leading Sasuke into his bedroom Naruto sat on the bed and gestured for Sasuke to sit as well. Setting the bottle of oil he had been playing with on Naruto's bedside table Sasuke took a seat on the bed, cautiously he placed his arm around the younger shinobi's shoulder. "I'm sorry you lost a comrade." Lying his head against Sasuke's shoulder Naruto sighed. "Tomorrow I have to go speak to a girl I've only met once to tell her the guy she was dating is dead and that he loved her." Sasuke gave him a little squeeze. "When did you meet her?" Naruto drew in a breath. "Once at Ichiraku's, they were there on a date. Turns out her family lives in a little house just before the Uchiha district begins."
Taking hold of Sasuke's hand Naruto admitted. "All this got me thinking . . . about what I would regret if it had been me." Pressing a kiss to Naruto's temple Sasuke asked. "Is there anything you would regret if it had been you?" Pulling his hand away from Sasuke's, Naruto wrapped his arm around Sasuke's waist twisting so he could face him. "Yeah . . . I would have regretted letting my fears stop me from having the type of relationship I really wanted with you." Blinking Sasuke drew back a bit. "N . . ..Nar . . . Naruto?" Sighing Naruto looked away from Sasuke's dark questioning eyes. "I've been afraid to let things go farther Sasuke. I've been worried that if we have sex, you'll leave."
Grabbing hold of Naruto's shoulders Sasuke bent down to look the blonde in the eyes. Biting his lip Naruto jerked his head up so he could face Sasuke. "But when Akeno was lying on me using his last breath to beg me to tell Rin that he really loved her and he was sorry he didn't have the balls to tell her." Reaching up Naruto rubbed his nose as he sniffed. "I realized I don't want to die regretting I didn't let you in." With sad smile Naruto admitted. "I guess I forgot that I'm the one leaving the village doing missions and if anyone might leave it's me." Cupping Naruto's cheek in the palm of his hand Sasuke slowly leaned in until their lips met. "Don't ever say that. I don't know if I could survive loosing you." Sasuke admitted against his lips, then he began to kiss Naruto.
Their kisses began chaste and slow until their passion for one another grew, and with their passion their kisses turned eager. Slowly Sasuke opened his mouth, trying to coax Naruto's open as well. Lightly sucking Naruto's lower lip before tracing the seam with his tongue. Shyly Naruto opened his mouth just enough to allow the tip of Sasuke's tongue to enter and lick the tip of his tongue. Breaking the kiss Sasuke moved to pull them higher on bed so they could lie beside one another. Running his fingers through Naruto's slightly damp hair Sasuke was determined that this time he would take his time with Naruto and work to help him with his fears.
"Not a moment went by during those years I was gone that I didn't wish there had been another way. But I knew if I returned I'd never be allowed to leave after all the stupid things I did." Running his thumb across Naruto's marks on his cheek Sasuke leaned in to kiss him again but stopped just short of touching their lips. "I know it's difficult to understand but Itachi had to die. He would have come here to kill you and Nobuy if I wasn't pursuing him all those years. After my clan's death . . . I couldn't allow him to live knowing there was a chance he'd come here and kill those I cared about." Swallowing he searched Naruto's eyes in hopes of a sign that his love understood. "I didn't leave you Naruto. I was protecting you and Nobuy. Forgive me, say you understand." Sasuke demanded trailing his fingertips across Naruto's chest.
Sucking in as much air as he could Naruto could feel his nipple growing hard and Goosebumps erupted all over his body from Sasuke's teasing touch. He still didn't like the choices Sasuke had made, but if he thought someone was going to hurt those he held precious nothing would have stopped him either. "I don't like it . . . but I get it." Chuckling Sasuke leaned down taking one of the pink nubs into his mouth making Naruto cry out. "I'm not asking you to like my reasons just accept them dobe." Sasuke replied, lavishing the hard nipple with saliva by running his wet tongue all over it. While his lover had his eyes closed Sasuke reached over and nabbed the bath oil from the side table, putting it between his knees to hold onto it for later use.
Working his way down Naruto's body with his lips, Sasuke didn't stop till he was between Naruto's legs but instead of touching his member Sasuke bypassed it, going lower. Taking hold of the blonde's legs Sasuke raised them till they were laying on his back over his shoulders. Pushing his hands under Naruto's butt Sasuke raised him up a little using his hands to open Naruto up to his view. There, hidden between the two fleshy globes laid the puckered opening that had been the center of many of his fantasies for the last five years. "Sasuke, what are you doing?" Jerking his head up Sasuke locked eyes with Naruto's glazed ones. "Lay down, I was looking that's all."
Sighing Naruto lowered himself mumbling "pervert". When he realized Sasuke had stopped touching him, he pushed up on his elbows to find out what Sasuke was doing. Taking a deep breath Naruto tried to will his blush away, but knowing that Sasuke was looking at that part of him made it impossible.
Sasuke chuckled at Naruto's charge, it was true when it came to Naruto he was a bit of a pervert. Leaning forward Sasuke pressed on, his agenda to taste every inch of Naruto's body.
Just as his blush was starting to fade Naruto cried out, jerking his body away from Sasuke; one moment Sasuke was looking and the next he was licking him. "Bastard." Breathlessly he said. "Don't do that." Chuckling once again Sasuke peered over Naruto's lower body. "Do what? This?" He asked leaning in to once again run is tongue around Naruto's entrance. Quickly he brought his arms around Naruto's hips to hold him in place as the blonde's body jerked again. Raising back up on his elbows Naruto glared down at his dark-haired lover. "That's unsanitary." Meeting Naruto's eyes Sasuke smirked. "You're clean." Sasuke reminded him pulling his hips till he fell back down on the bed. "Shut up and enjoy."
With that Sasuke began working the wet muscle into Naruto's tight passage, as soon as it was in Sasuke closed his eyes imagining his tongue was another part of his body as he thrust it into him over and over. For a few moments Naruto thrashed about, getting used to the sensation he settled down allowing Sasuke time to sneaked one hand back, reaching up he began to massage Naruto behind his soft sac. His lover seemed to loose all fight after that.
Naruto could do nothing but lay there and pant, the things Sasuke was doing to his body was too much for him. He'd allowed no one to touch him in this manner, after Sasuke had taken his virginity and promised to return he couldn't stomach the idea of anyone else. Sure he had relieved himself many times over the last five years, especially after this last year Sasuke and he had begun touching but they had never done anything sexual. The feeling of something in him tightening was a signal he knew all to well. 'Damn, I'm going to come without him even touching my dick.' Flowed through his mind as he gasped.
Feeling Naruto's body tense, Sasuke stopped stimulating him, moving quickly he allowed Naruto's legs to slip off his back as he gasped the base of Naruto's penis tightly, now kneeling between the blonde's legs. It wouldn't do for him to be done before they even really started. Sasuke smirked; he had plans for his lover. The first time he'd touched him had been about creating their son's life; this time was about renewing their bond.
"Nghah . . . Sasuke, you bastard. Let go." Naruto cried, he felt like something in him was going to snap. Sasuke had successfully stopped him from going over but his body was crying out for relief.
Having worked open the vial of oil Sasuke held it between his knees he dipped his fingers in, while Naruto's attention was else where Sasuke coated Naruto's entrance with the oil before dipping his fingers again and slowly pushing one finger into Naruto. Pumping his finger, Sasuke searched for only a moment before he found the spot he was looking for. Gently running the pad of his finger over that spot Sasuke watched as Naruto shivered. "Calm down, we don't want this to end too soon do we?" Biting down on his lip Naruto shook his head. "Take some deep breaths Naruto." Sasuke instructed him.
He was really trying but for a few moments he just couldn't control his body, it was still wound too tightly. Rocking back, his body pushed against the finger that was in him making it go farther in. He grunted and was able to stop the rocking when the one digit became two, the stretching feeling at least let him gain control of himself again. He listened this time when Sasuke told him to take a deep breath and took several to clear his mind. In doing so he found whatever had been wound up inside of him was no longer ready to spring.
Sasuke watched as Naruto's scrotum twitched a few more times before finally relaxing once again. Now that his lover wasn't ready blow they could continue. Oh he had ever intention of making Naruto come unglued but he wanted it to be like their first time, he wanted Naruto's orgasm to milk his own from him. Releasing the grip he had on Naruto's member he went back to preparing Naruto's body to welcome him inside. Once he deemed Naruto's muscles were as softened as they were going to get he oiled himself then moved to lie between Naruto's legs.
"Are you sure?" He asked searching Naruto's face for any signs that he might be having second thoughts. Unable to resist he did bump the head of his penis against Naruto's entrance, just so he could remember how it felt in case Naruto did change his mind. Taking a deep breath Naruto nodded, determination shown in his eyes. Smiling Sasuke leaned forward given him a light kiss. "Don't be so serious dobe, relax already."
Kissing back Naruto forced the tension to leave his body, as soon as he did he could feel Sasuke pushing against his opening, the head slowly breaching it. Pressing his lips together he fought to hold in the moan that was welling up inside of him, he didn't open his mouth but the sound still escaped him. He couldn't help it; the feel of Sasuke entering him had to be the most erotic experience he had ever had.
Sasuke pressed his face against Naruto's neck, when he heard his moan he attacked that neck with open mouth kisses, slightly sucking on the skin there. Ever so slowly he continue to rock his body against Naruto's, inching his flesh into Naruto's body. When the blonde would cry out and pant, Sasuke would stop giving him time to adjust. As soon as the tension would lessen and Naruto's body would stop spasming around his flesh he continued until his balls were pressed against Naruto's flesh. Reaching up Sasuke stroked Naruto's lips with his thumb. "Okay?" Naruto nodded, he was as breathless as Sasuke was and wasn't going to waste his energy on talking for once. Pressing his butt against Sasuke's groin he smirked when Sasuke groaned.
Laying his cheek against Naruto's shoulder Sasuke slowly rock his body against the blonde's, loosing himself in the heat and grip Naruto's body had on him. Naruto felt just like he had five years ago, still as tight as the day he took his virginity. Remembering his training he arched his back searching for that little gland when Naruto gasped clutching onto him Sasuke smirked, knowing he had found his target. From that moment on he aimed for that area, his blonde lover's vocalizing making him swell even more. Pressing his hips against Naruto's, Sasuke trapped the blonde's penis between their bodies. Naruto's precum and their sweat coating their abdomens, making it easier to slide against one another working Naruto's penis with their combined friction.
Naruto was helpless against what Sasuke was reawakening within him; he had denied himself this for so long. The feelings he was experiencing from the movement of Sasuke's hard flesh pushing deep within his body pressing on that area that made flashes of pleasure run up his spin then slowly pull away rubbing against the sensitive flesh of his inner chamber. He wasn't going to last long but it was all right, he wasn't about to wait five more years before they did this again. That tight feeling in his gut was back, even if Sasuke squeezed his penis Naruto didn't think it would stop this time. Against his will he could feel his body tightening around Sasuke making it hard for the dark-haired man to move, each stroke slightly stung but he could care less because they made his body feel like it was on fire. Unable to take it anymore Naruto arched, his body grabbing hold of Sasuke's penis and squeezed it hard causing Sasuke to scream his name. The sound of his name spoken with such passion and love made that spring give way inside of him; he found himself orgasming, his seed flowing between the two of them. He could feel Sasuke's filling his body full and he decided he liked the feeling, knowing part of Sasuke was still in him even as his lover was pulling out of his body.
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Leaving the house that next morning Nobuy took his place between his two daddies, taking hold of both of their hands he raised his feet making the two men swing him as they walked. He had been so happy that morning when he came into the kitchen for breakfast to find his daddy home from his mission. Nobuyuki wasn't sure but something seemed different between the two men that morning. The old man kept giving his daddy a very strange look plus Nobuyuki had noticed the dark-haired man kept touching him and his daddy just kept blushing and smiling. Something was up and sooner or later he'd figure it out.
Stopping in front of a small house just outside of the old clan district Naruto let go of his son's hand. He eyed the house warily hating what he had to go do. Looking back at Sasuke, his lover gave his a smile letting him know he had his support, smiling back Naruto nodded then walked to the door giving it a quick knock.
A red-eyed Rin answered the door; it seemed Tsunade baa-chan had already sent word about Akeno. Biting his lip Naruto hated to make the girl cry anymore but it had been Akeno's wish, for a moment he cursed the young man for making him do this. "I'm sorry to bother you. I was with Akeno when he . . . you know." Naruto explained gesturing with his hand. Nodding Rin snuffed and wiped her eye. "He asked me to tell you . . . before he . . . anyway he wanted you to know . . . damn it."
Naruto huffed; wondering why finding the words had to be so hard. He was brought out of his thoughts by Rin squeezing his hand. Finding the courage Naruto blurted it out. "Akeno wanted you to know he was sorry he didn't tell you he loved you." Searching her eyes for a sign he hadn't hurt the girl he was surprised when she smiled at him. "It's alright Naruto-kun. I didn't need Akeno to tell me he loved me to know it was true. He showed me how much I meant to him everyday, even when he was in the wrong it was still done with love. He might be gone but I have the memory of that love to hold onto at least."
Confused but glad he hadn't made her feel worse Naruto nodded, said his good-byes, and headed back to his family. Looking at Sasuke and his son he realized that maybe Rin was right. Words were not as important as actions. Sasuke had made a lot a stupid mistakes and wasn't very vocal but in the end the things he did were done with love and if he ever left; Naruto knew he had Nobuy and the memories to hold onto, that was what really mattered after all.
With new determination to make everyday count he grabbed his son's hand leading them into the village. "Let's go to Ichiraku's, Sasuke-bastard you can treat since I returned safely from my mission." Dropping his fathers' hands Nobuyuki took off heading to the ramen shop. "Yes . . . ramen! I bet I can eat more than you old man." Nobuy yelled as he raced to one of his favorite shops.
Sighing as his son bumped into people as he ran to the restaurant Sasuke jerked when someone took his hand. Looking down he found Naruto's hand holding his, gazing back up to the blonde's face Sasuke's heart melted at the happy smile he found there. Looking up at the sky Sasuke gave his lover's hand a squeeze. For the first time in his life he felt like he was free; he had survived the trials of life making his mistakes along the way, accepted the judgment of others to pay for his crimes, and now he was free to live the life that had been waiting for him all this time.
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~THE END~
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'thinking'
"talking"
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Leaning against the doorframe, Sasuke watched as Naruto rushed around preparing for his mission. "How long will you be gone?" He asked, pushing off the frame to catch a runaway spool of trip-wire, handing it over he received a smile in return. "A little over a week, it's just a simple escort mission." Nodding, Sasuke ventured to see how much more information he could get. "It's not a high ranked mission is it?" Stuffing the last of his gear into his pack Naruto stalled for a moment, he just hated it when Sasuke tried to get information out of him. "Well it isn't an A rank mission . . . but it's not a D either. . . . " He trailed off biting his lip. Sighing, Sasuke let the blonde off the hook. "Just so long as I know you're not going to be in a lot of danger." Brightening up, Naruto gave him a sly grin, batting his eyelashes he answered in a shrill voice. "Oh Sasuke-kun I didn't know you cared." Putting his hand on Naruto's face Sasuke gave him a shove as he walked away. "Dobe."
Walking towards the entryway Sasuke caught himself before he fell, their son Nobuyuki was now wrapped around both his legs. Naruto shook his head at their son while pulling him off. Turning the boy so he was facing him, Naruto held him up so they could look eye to eye. "You've got to quit doing that Nobuy, you're almost five now." Naruto reminded the boy as he placed him on the floor. Pouting Nobuyuki crossed his arms over his chest. "Don't call me Nobuy, Dobe." The little boy replied. Growling Naruto pointed his finger at Sasuke. "Look what a bad influence you've been on my son." Rolling his eyes Sasuke looked away. "Like it's my fault the boy has no manners. He was like this before my return."
"Are you saying I'm a bad father?" Naruto demanded, leaning toward the dark-haired shinobi shaking his fist. "I should kick your ass for that." Huffing Sasuke reached over, placing his hand on top of Naruto's fist. "You got a mission, remember?" Blinking Naruto lowered his fist. "Oh, yeah. The mission, right." Squatting down by his son he wrapped his arms around the boy. "Be good for Sasuke. Daddy will be back just as soon as he can." Returning his father's hug Nobuyuki nodded his head against his blonde father's chest. "Be safe daddy."
Just as he stood from hugging his son Naruto felt Sasuke's hands on his shoulders, looking up at the other man he blushed as Sasuke pulled him into a light hug. "Be safe Naruto." Smiling Naruto returned the hug, quickly pulling away.
Sasuke had been living with him and Nobuy for about two years now. In the last year they began what Shikamaru referred to as a prudent semi-platonic relationship, whatever in the hell that was suppose to mean. They did touch one another more freely than when Sasuke first moved in, but they hadn't done anything that could be considered sexual; the most risque` thing he had allowed was a few timid kisses and some cautious caresses but only hugs in front of Nobuy. Sasuke was the only one he'd had any kind of relations with so it wasn't like he was knowledgeable about such things. During the three years Sasuke was gone, getting into a relationship was the last thing on his mind. And now that he was back Sasuke was doing everything he could to make up for those years and the embarrassing way their son was conceived. Not once did Sasuke push him though, for that Naruto was grateful. He was well aware of the feelings he had for the dark-haired shinobi but he just couldn't go any farther until he could get over his fears of abandonment and sex.
"Take care of Nobuy and don't forget to help him with his studies, he's still having trouble with a few characters . . . "
Placing his hand over Naruto's mouth Sasuke smirked at Naruto; who was glaring. "Don't worry so much, I've got everything under control. Keep your mind on your mission." Releasing his hand Sasuke opened the door, putting a hand on Nobuyuki's shoulder. "You're going to be late if you keep this up. We'll be fine." Looking up at his dark-haired father Nobuyuki smiled reassuringly at his daddy. "That's right daddy don't worry, me and the old man will be fine." Sasuke glared at his son then turned his gaze to Naruto when he started giggling. "You were saying I was a bad influence on Nobuy?"
"Hey don't call me that bastard." Taken aback by his son's reprimand Sasuke could only blink at the boy until the sound of Naruto snickering returned him to his senses, turning to the blonde shinobi he glared at the other man.
Knowing the look he was being given held no good for him Naruto rubbed the back of his head. "Nyhee, hee . . . would you look at the time. Well, I've got to be going now, don't want to be late for that mission. Don't tear the house down while I'm gone. Bye."
Grinding his teeth Sasuke watched the younger man run from their home, he knew he couldn't hold Nobuy's way of talking against Naruto. The boy did hear them speak to one another in that manner everyday after all. Besides Naruto had done a fine job raising their son. Looking out at the busy street in front of their home Sasuke knew that Naruto had given Nobuy the one thing neither of them had growing up; lot's of people who accepted and loved the boy for who he was not his name. What had once been a deserted district was now bustling with life, only these people were all accepting and friendly to their family providing Nobuy with an extend family of sorts. He was brought out of his thoughts by Nobuy pulling on his shirt, Looking down at his son he raised one eyebrow to question what the boy wanted.
Pressing his lips in a thin line Nobuyuki snorted, he hated it when his father would talk without speaking. "Old man, you promised we'd go get some melon today." He reminded him. "Hn." Growling Nobuyuki glared at his father for his grunted answer. "Daddy says that's not even a real word."
Pulling away from his son Sasuke began putting on his sandals. "Hn." Letting his arms hang loose beside his body for a moment he watched his father put on his shoes, sighing the boy reached for his own. "Don't forget the list of chores daddy left on the table." Nobuyuki reminded, running out the front door. Reaching back into the house for the list Sasuke sighed as he looked at the things he needed to do. "Did you get it?" Nobuyuki yelled from the road.
Locking the door behind him Sasuke joined his son on the road, falling into step with the boy. When the boy continued to stare at him Sasuke acknowledged he had the list. "Hn." Rolling his eyes at his father's skill at talking without making any real words, Nobuyuki tried again. "Where to first? Can I go talk to Uncle Lee over there?" Looking to where his son was pointing Sasuke noticed Rock Lee at one of the vendors; it was close to the seamstress shop he needed to go to. "I've got to pick up a few things at the seamstress shop, there." He pointed out for his son. "You may go speak with Lee-san but if he leaves before I get there you come to the shop I'm at alright?" Excited that his father had said a whole two sentences and he was being allowed to go talk to Uncle Lee, Nobuyuki nodded. "Thanks old man." He replied as he ran from his father's side to latch onto Lee's leg. Sasuke snarled when Lee didn't even flinch when the boy hit him full speed. He really needed to workout more. Returning the other shinobi's wave when Nobuy pointed to him, Sasuke made his way to the seamstress's shop.
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"Did you hear Shin-san is going to open a second store in the empty building on the corner?" Kimi asked, rechecking the length of the kimono she was working to put a hem in. "No . . . I hadn't heard that." Leiko replied, working on threading a needle. "Hmm, yes it seems Naruto-kun talked him into expanding his business." The younger seamstress explained to her partner. Leiko nodded, "it'll be nice to have a convenience type food store here."
"I'm sure Shin-san will make sure to carry plenty of instant ramen." Kimi laughed.
"I saw young Naruto leaving this morning with his pack." Leiko reported, changing the subject on her young friend. Blinking at the sudden change of topic Kimi sobered up. "Is that so?" Leiko answered with one jerk of her head. "I guess that means Nobuyuki was left in the care of his other father then." Kimi ventured, moving the fabric.
"I know Nobuyuki is the son of that Uchiha but I think it's very foolish that Naruto moved him in so quickly, and to trust Nobuyuki's well being to that man . . . ." Leiko trailed off shaking her head. "Well he has proven himself loyal at least." Kimi asserted. "He did stop those horrible missing-nin's from entering the village a few months ago. I heard they were out to cause harm to Naruto." Kimi reminded her business partner, she wasn't terribly fond of the Uchiha boy either but she was willing to give him a chance since he was trying to prove himself. He was still a ninja of Konoha even if he never left the village and only once a month got to do late night sentry duty.
"That is true . . . still I think Naruto has a bigger heart than brain." Leiko accused. Lying her hand over Leiko's, Kimi chastised her, "that was mean." Though a second later both broke out laughing.
Shaking her head Leiko continued. "Still, if I were in that Uzumaki boy's place I don't believe I would be able to forgive enough to allow the man to live with me."
"I'm not from a shinobi family so I can't speak with first hand knowledge mind you, but Yamanaka-san told me that those Uchihas were a strange clan. Too proud for their own good is what she said." Leiko explained. "Yes, I heard that as well. Growing up with a family like that and then to loss them all by the hand of his own brother . . . " Kimi trailed off. "Its a wonder that poor boy didn't go insane."
Biting off the extra string from the needle she had threaded Leiko sighed. "Hmm, actually I'm very surprised young Nobuyuki doesn't have a sibling by now, you know it was some forbidden ninja technique that Uchiha used that allowed Naruto to carry a child after all. I wouldn't be surprised to find out he was using that boy to fulfill his depraved sexual fantasies again. I mean really, who willingly has sex in front of the Hokage."
At the sound of someone smacking the doorjamb both ladies turned to find Sasuke Uchiha pulling Nobuyuki off his leg. They knew they were in trouble when the boy began firing off questions.
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Nobuyuki waved bye to his Uncle Lee, who was on his way to meet up with his Genin team. Finding his father standing off to the side of the seamstress shop engrossed in the two older ladies conversation the young boy stopped to listen as well. From the sound of it they were talking about his fathers and how Nobuyuki had come to be born. He might not be all grown up yet but he wasn't stupid, he had overheard such things his whole life. He knew he was something special, understanding that most kids had a mommy and a daddy, not two daddies, well Kado had two daddies but his real mommy and daddy died and his new daddies had taken him in. He didn't care what had happened to allow him to be with his daddy and old man but if it were possible a baby bother would be really nice.
Feeling the waves of anger coming from his father Nobuyuki wondered how it was civilians couldn't feel such things. Deciding it was time to let his father know he was there Nobuyuki attacked, knocking his father off balance not only by hitting him in the back of the knees so he fell into the doorjamb but also unbalancing him with his questions. "Old man, what do they mean by you made daddy have a child? Is that how Nobuyuki got here? Can you do it again? Can Nobuyuki have a little brother?" Nobuy shook his head adding. "I don't really want a sister . . . girls have cooties you know."
The seamstresses looked properly distressed that they had been overheard as they handed over the clothes Naruto had left to be altered. Not speaking to the two old hens Sasuke lead Nobuy out of the shop and on to the next place on the list. Looking back Nobuyuki waved to the two ladies. Chancing a look at his father he decided to keep his mouth shut for awhile at least.
Sasuke was seething, he knew Naruto would not be happy about Nobuyuki overhearing what the women had been discussing; their son's conception was a taboo subject. On top of that they hit his taboo list as well; speaking about his clan in a negative manner, talking about him with pity, plus questioning his and Naruto's relationship. One thing was certain, after he calmed down he was going to Sakura and demand she teach him how to sew.
The two old hags did have a point though. Truth be told he would love to have more children, not that Nobuy wasn't a wonderful child but since he could have children with Naruto a part of him wanted a large family. The idea of lots of children that looked like him and Naruto sent a rush of excitement right to his groin. Making sure no one was watching he discreetly adjusted himself. 'Looks like I'll be getting friendly with my hand tonight.' He sighed to himself. 'Oh well, it's not like after five years the two don't know each other quite well.' Sometimes it was hard to imagine it had been five years since he'd last had sex, it was a depressing thought. During those years he had tracked Itachi he had been given plenty of offers but it never seemed right, not when Naruto was in Konoha with their child. And now that they were working towards a real relationship there was no way he was going to jeopardize it with some fling just to release some tension.
He wished he could persuade Naruto to talk to him about what had happened five years ago, then maybe he could help his dobe get over his fears about intimacy. But every time he tried, he sent the blonde running. Just in the last year he had been able to coax Naruto into more of a relationship than they had at first. If Naruto wasn't ready he'd wait. What else could he do?
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Taking a deep breath to steady himself Naruto continued to hold Akeno's hand. The younger Chuunin's head was resting in his lap while Ino was working to heal the boy. In the background Seiji-san was pacing, trying hard not to look towards his ninja escorts. Releasing a shaky breath Naruto wondered how a simple escort mission could have gone so wrong so quickly. It seemed Seiji-san had made some enemies that had enough money to pay for an assassination mission. They had been ambushed by some Cloud ninja's, their team had managed to defeat the men but Akeno had been run through by a sword. "Naruto-kun . . . tell Rin I'm . . . I'm sorry I never told her I loved her." Squeezing the younger man's hand Naruto shook his head, smiling at his comrade. "Don't be stupid. You'll tell her yourself when we get home."
Akeno's eyes took on a glazed over look; they looked to have lost some of the brightness they normally held, when his breathing took on a gurgling sound Naruto jerked his eyes back to Ino who had leaned back from the younger Chuunin. "Ino?" Naruto questioned only for the medic-nin to shake her head and look away. Naruto held onto Akeno until the boy grip went lax and his last gurgled breath was expelled. Standing Naruto got a blanket out of Akeno's pack and prepared to carry the body with them, he'd be damned if he left him behind.
Naruto took first watch that evening, sleep was the last thing on his mind right now. By late morning they would drop Seiji-san off at his destination then it was home to Konoha. Looking back down at Akeno's body tightly wrapped within his blanket Naruto sighed. The boy had been seeing a civilian named Rin and now it seemed it would be up to him to deliver his last message to her. It was sad and maybe a little cruel in his opinion to tell the young girl that Akeno loved her now he was dead and nothing could come of it. But it wasn't his place to question a man's dying wish, he figured Akeno probably just didn't want to die with that regret hanging on him.
Tearing his eyes from Akeno, Naruto went back to keeping watch. Thoughts of what if it had been him wouldn't leave him. To die having regret on your heart was not a thing anyone would want. It was a fact that shinobi's faced death everyday; it was a truth no one could escape and Naruto wondered if there was anything he'd regret if it had been him instead of Akeno.
The first thing that popped into his mind was an image of Nobuy standing by Sasuke. He'd hate to leave them alone but at least they did have one another. Plus he was proud that he'd given his son the things he'd not had growing up; Nobuy was surrounded by those who loved and accepted him. The boy had grown up knowing him; Sasuke did return and was in his life everyday. The only thing he had wished he could have given Nobuy that he couldn't was a sibling; another thing he'd not had as a child, well he could but that would mean . . . .
An image of him and Sasuke popped into his head; blushing Naruto reached up and rubbed his nose. Truth be told if he died he'd regret that he'd only had sex once in his entire lifetime. He wasn't a pervert like a lot of ninja's he knew but still that was almost as bad as having never experienced it. Having sex with Sasuke hadn't been some terrible thing, actually Sasuke had made him feel really good. No, what kept him from furthering their relations was his fear that Sasuke would leave him. Gazing up at the star-filled sky Naruto wished he could just leave his insecurities behind him, looking back at Akeno's body he knew it could just as easily have been him there instead.
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Naruto pushed Ino to her limits so they could rush back to Konoha. Going directly to the Hokage Tower Naruto delivered Akeno's body to Tsunade and explained what happened. Walking Ino home, Naruto said good-bye then headed straight home.
It was late, all the lights were off so when the door opened before he could step up on the porch he was shocked. Sasuke leaned against the doorway, wearing only a pair of sleeping pants. "It's not like you to have your chakra all over the place." Blinking, Naruto realized he was right, so lost in his own thoughts that he hadn't realized his chakra was flaring up. "Are you alright?" Sasuke's question grabbed his attention again. "Yeah." Sasuke reached out and took hold of his wrist, leading him into the house. "Hungry?" Shaking his head Naruto headed towards the bathroom. "I'm taking a shower . . . you can come in and talk if you want." Shocked Naruto would offer to let him see him naked, Sasuke cleared all the emotions he was feeling from his face, he knew something was wrong but that didn't mean he was going to miss a chance like this.
Rubbing some soap into his hair Naruto had to admit that he was glad he'd spent the money for the stall shower and separate tub. He had discovered how handy these showers were during one of his missions to Suna; in Suna they used showers instead of tubs to save on water. After Sasuke had left the whole Uchiha district and inheritance to him this stall shower was the first improvement he made to Sasuke's childhood home before he moved in with Nobuy.
"Did you just want my presence while you showered or are you going to talk?" Sasuke asked, sitting on the sink while playing with a bottle of lavender oil they used for nighttime bathes. Sighing Naruto leaned into the spray of water as he began to explain what had happened.
Turning off the water Naruto stuck his hand out of the curtain, reaching for his towel. Sasuke snagged the bath towel, handed it over he waited patiently until Naruto opened the curtain, towel now wrapped around his waist.
Leading Sasuke into his bedroom Naruto sat on the bed and gestured for Sasuke to sit as well. Setting the bottle of oil he had been playing with on Naruto's bedside table Sasuke took a seat on the bed, cautiously he placed his arm around the younger shinobi's shoulder. "I'm sorry you lost a comrade." Lying his head against Sasuke's shoulder Naruto sighed. "Tomorrow I have to go speak to a girl I've only met once to tell her the guy she was dating is dead and that he loved her." Sasuke gave him a little squeeze. "When did you meet her?" Naruto drew in a breath. "Once at Ichiraku's, they were there on a date. Turns out her family lives in a little house just before the Uchiha district begins."
Taking hold of Sasuke's hand Naruto admitted. "All this got me thinking . . . about what I would regret if it had been me." Pressing a kiss to Naruto's temple Sasuke asked. "Is there anything you would regret if it had been you?" Pulling his hand away from Sasuke's, Naruto wrapped his arm around Sasuke's waist twisting so he could face him. "Yeah . . . I would have regretted letting my fears stop me from having the type of relationship I really wanted with you." Blinking Sasuke drew back a bit. "N . . ..Nar . . . Naruto?" Sighing Naruto looked away from Sasuke's dark questioning eyes. "I've been afraid to let things go farther Sasuke. I've been worried that if we have sex, you'll leave."
Grabbing hold of Naruto's shoulders Sasuke bent down to look the blonde in the eyes. Biting his lip Naruto jerked his head up so he could face Sasuke. "But when Akeno was lying on me using his last breath to beg me to tell Rin that he really loved her and he was sorry he didn't have the balls to tell her." Reaching up Naruto rubbed his nose as he sniffed. "I realized I don't want to die regretting I didn't let you in." With sad smile Naruto admitted. "I guess I forgot that I'm the one leaving the village doing missions and if anyone might leave it's me." Cupping Naruto's cheek in the palm of his hand Sasuke slowly leaned in until their lips met. "Don't ever say that. I don't know if I could survive loosing you." Sasuke admitted against his lips, then he began to kiss Naruto.
Their kisses began chaste and slow until their passion for one another grew, and with their passion their kisses turned eager. Slowly Sasuke opened his mouth, trying to coax Naruto's open as well. Lightly sucking Naruto's lower lip before tracing the seam with his tongue. Shyly Naruto opened his mouth just enough to allow the tip of Sasuke's tongue to enter and lick the tip of his tongue. Breaking the kiss Sasuke moved to pull them higher on bed so they could lie beside one another. Running his fingers through Naruto's slightly damp hair Sasuke was determined that this time he would take his time with Naruto and work to help him with his fears.
"Not a moment went by during those years I was gone that I didn't wish there had been another way. But I knew if I returned I'd never be allowed to leave after all the stupid things I did." Running his thumb across Naruto's marks on his cheek Sasuke leaned in to kiss him again but stopped just short of touching their lips. "I know it's difficult to understand but Itachi had to die. He would have come here to kill you and Nobuy if I wasn't pursuing him all those years. After my clan's death . . . I couldn't allow him to live knowing there was a chance he'd come here and kill those I cared about." Swallowing he searched Naruto's eyes in hopes of a sign that his love understood. "I didn't leave you Naruto. I was protecting you and Nobuy. Forgive me, say you understand." Sasuke demanded trailing his fingertips across Naruto's chest.
Sucking in as much air as he could Naruto could feel his nipple growing hard and Goosebumps erupted all over his body from Sasuke's teasing touch. He still didn't like the choices Sasuke had made, but if he thought someone was going to hurt those he held precious nothing would have stopped him either. "I don't like it . . . but I get it." Chuckling Sasuke leaned down taking one of the pink nubs into his mouth making Naruto cry out. "I'm not asking you to like my reasons just accept them dobe." Sasuke replied, lavishing the hard nipple with saliva by running his wet tongue all over it. While his lover had his eyes closed Sasuke reached over and nabbed the bath oil from the side table, putting it between his knees to hold onto it for later use.
Working his way down Naruto's body with his lips, Sasuke didn't stop till he was between Naruto's legs but instead of touching his member Sasuke bypassed it, going lower. Taking hold of the blonde's legs Sasuke raised them till they were laying on his back over his shoulders. Pushing his hands under Naruto's butt Sasuke raised him up a little using his hands to open Naruto up to his view. There, hidden between the two fleshy globes laid the puckered opening that had been the center of many of his fantasies for the last five years. "Sasuke, what are you doing?" Jerking his head up Sasuke locked eyes with Naruto's glazed ones. "Lay down, I was looking that's all."
Sighing Naruto lowered himself mumbling "pervert". When he realized Sasuke had stopped touching him, he pushed up on his elbows to find out what Sasuke was doing. Taking a deep breath Naruto tried to will his blush away, but knowing that Sasuke was looking at that part of him made it impossible.
Sasuke chuckled at Naruto's charge, it was true when it came to Naruto he was a bit of a pervert. Leaning forward Sasuke pressed on, his agenda to taste every inch of Naruto's body.
Just as his blush was starting to fade Naruto cried out, jerking his body away from Sasuke; one moment Sasuke was looking and the next he was licking him. "Bastard." Breathlessly he said. "Don't do that." Chuckling once again Sasuke peered over Naruto's lower body. "Do what? This?" He asked leaning in to once again run is tongue around Naruto's entrance. Quickly he brought his arms around Naruto's hips to hold him in place as the blonde's body jerked again. Raising back up on his elbows Naruto glared down at his dark-haired lover. "That's unsanitary." Meeting Naruto's eyes Sasuke smirked. "You're clean." Sasuke reminded him pulling his hips till he fell back down on the bed. "Shut up and enjoy."
With that Sasuke began working the wet muscle into Naruto's tight passage, as soon as it was in Sasuke closed his eyes imagining his tongue was another part of his body as he thrust it into him over and over. For a few moments Naruto thrashed about, getting used to the sensation he settled down allowing Sasuke time to sneaked one hand back, reaching up he began to massage Naruto behind his soft sac. His lover seemed to loose all fight after that.
Naruto could do nothing but lay there and pant, the things Sasuke was doing to his body was too much for him. He'd allowed no one to touch him in this manner, after Sasuke had taken his virginity and promised to return he couldn't stomach the idea of anyone else. Sure he had relieved himself many times over the last five years, especially after this last year Sasuke and he had begun touching but they had never done anything sexual. The feeling of something in him tightening was a signal he knew all to well. 'Damn, I'm going to come without him even touching my dick.' Flowed through his mind as he gasped.
Feeling Naruto's body tense, Sasuke stopped stimulating him, moving quickly he allowed Naruto's legs to slip off his back as he gasped the base of Naruto's penis tightly, now kneeling between the blonde's legs. It wouldn't do for him to be done before they even really started. Sasuke smirked; he had plans for his lover. The first time he'd touched him had been about creating their son's life; this time was about renewing their bond.
"Nghah . . . Sasuke, you bastard. Let go." Naruto cried, he felt like something in him was going to snap. Sasuke had successfully stopped him from going over but his body was crying out for relief.
Having worked open the vial of oil Sasuke held it between his knees he dipped his fingers in, while Naruto's attention was else where Sasuke coated Naruto's entrance with the oil before dipping his fingers again and slowly pushing one finger into Naruto. Pumping his finger, Sasuke searched for only a moment before he found the spot he was looking for. Gently running the pad of his finger over that spot Sasuke watched as Naruto shivered. "Calm down, we don't want this to end too soon do we?" Biting down on his lip Naruto shook his head. "Take some deep breaths Naruto." Sasuke instructed him.
He was really trying but for a few moments he just couldn't control his body, it was still wound too tightly. Rocking back, his body pushed against the finger that was in him making it go farther in. He grunted and was able to stop the rocking when the one digit became two, the stretching feeling at least let him gain control of himself again. He listened this time when Sasuke told him to take a deep breath and took several to clear his mind. In doing so he found whatever had been wound up inside of him was no longer ready to spring.
Sasuke watched as Naruto's scrotum twitched a few more times before finally relaxing once again. Now that his lover wasn't ready blow they could continue. Oh he had ever intention of making Naruto come unglued but he wanted it to be like their first time, he wanted Naruto's orgasm to milk his own from him. Releasing the grip he had on Naruto's member he went back to preparing Naruto's body to welcome him inside. Once he deemed Naruto's muscles were as softened as they were going to get he oiled himself then moved to lie between Naruto's legs.
"Are you sure?" He asked searching Naruto's face for any signs that he might be having second thoughts. Unable to resist he did bump the head of his penis against Naruto's entrance, just so he could remember how it felt in case Naruto did change his mind. Taking a deep breath Naruto nodded, determination shown in his eyes. Smiling Sasuke leaned forward given him a light kiss. "Don't be so serious dobe, relax already."
Kissing back Naruto forced the tension to leave his body, as soon as he did he could feel Sasuke pushing against his opening, the head slowly breaching it. Pressing his lips together he fought to hold in the moan that was welling up inside of him, he didn't open his mouth but the sound still escaped him. He couldn't help it; the feel of Sasuke entering him had to be the most erotic experience he had ever had.
Sasuke pressed his face against Naruto's neck, when he heard his moan he attacked that neck with open mouth kisses, slightly sucking on the skin there. Ever so slowly he continue to rock his body against Naruto's, inching his flesh into Naruto's body. When the blonde would cry out and pant, Sasuke would stop giving him time to adjust. As soon as the tension would lessen and Naruto's body would stop spasming around his flesh he continued until his balls were pressed against Naruto's flesh. Reaching up Sasuke stroked Naruto's lips with his thumb. "Okay?" Naruto nodded, he was as breathless as Sasuke was and wasn't going to waste his energy on talking for once. Pressing his butt against Sasuke's groin he smirked when Sasuke groaned.
Laying his cheek against Naruto's shoulder Sasuke slowly rock his body against the blonde's, loosing himself in the heat and grip Naruto's body had on him. Naruto felt just like he had five years ago, still as tight as the day he took his virginity. Remembering his training he arched his back searching for that little gland when Naruto gasped clutching onto him Sasuke smirked, knowing he had found his target. From that moment on he aimed for that area, his blonde lover's vocalizing making him swell even more. Pressing his hips against Naruto's, Sasuke trapped the blonde's penis between their bodies. Naruto's precum and their sweat coating their abdomens, making it easier to slide against one another working Naruto's penis with their combined friction.
Naruto was helpless against what Sasuke was reawakening within him; he had denied himself this for so long. The feelings he was experiencing from the movement of Sasuke's hard flesh pushing deep within his body pressing on that area that made flashes of pleasure run up his spin then slowly pull away rubbing against the sensitive flesh of his inner chamber. He wasn't going to last long but it was all right, he wasn't about to wait five more years before they did this again. That tight feeling in his gut was back, even if Sasuke squeezed his penis Naruto didn't think it would stop this time. Against his will he could feel his body tightening around Sasuke making it hard for the dark-haired man to move, each stroke slightly stung but he could care less because they made his body feel like it was on fire. Unable to take it anymore Naruto arched, his body grabbing hold of Sasuke's penis and squeezed it hard causing Sasuke to scream his name. The sound of his name spoken with such passion and love made that spring give way inside of him; he found himself orgasming, his seed flowing between the two of them. He could feel Sasuke's filling his body full and he decided he liked the feeling, knowing part of Sasuke was still in him even as his lover was pulling out of his body.
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Leaving the house that next morning Nobuy took his place between his two daddies, taking hold of both of their hands he raised his feet making the two men swing him as they walked. He had been so happy that morning when he came into the kitchen for breakfast to find his daddy home from his mission. Nobuyuki wasn't sure but something seemed different between the two men that morning. The old man kept giving his daddy a very strange look plus Nobuyuki had noticed the dark-haired man kept touching him and his daddy just kept blushing and smiling. Something was up and sooner or later he'd figure it out.
Stopping in front of a small house just outside of the old clan district Naruto let go of his son's hand. He eyed the house warily hating what he had to go do. Looking back at Sasuke, his lover gave his a smile letting him know he had his support, smiling back Naruto nodded then walked to the door giving it a quick knock.
A red-eyed Rin answered the door; it seemed Tsunade baa-chan had already sent word about Akeno. Biting his lip Naruto hated to make the girl cry anymore but it had been Akeno's wish, for a moment he cursed the young man for making him do this. "I'm sorry to bother you. I was with Akeno when he . . . you know." Naruto explained gesturing with his hand. Nodding Rin snuffed and wiped her eye. "He asked me to tell you . . . before he . . . anyway he wanted you to know . . . damn it."
Naruto huffed; wondering why finding the words had to be so hard. He was brought out of his thoughts by Rin squeezing his hand. Finding the courage Naruto blurted it out. "Akeno wanted you to know he was sorry he didn't tell you he loved you." Searching her eyes for a sign he hadn't hurt the girl he was surprised when she smiled at him. "It's alright Naruto-kun. I didn't need Akeno to tell me he loved me to know it was true. He showed me how much I meant to him everyday, even when he was in the wrong it was still done with love. He might be gone but I have the memory of that love to hold onto at least."
Confused but glad he hadn't made her feel worse Naruto nodded, said his good-byes, and headed back to his family. Looking at Sasuke and his son he realized that maybe Rin was right. Words were not as important as actions. Sasuke had made a lot a stupid mistakes and wasn't very vocal but in the end the things he did were done with love and if he ever left; Naruto knew he had Nobuy and the memories to hold onto, that was what really mattered after all.
With new determination to make everyday count he grabbed his son's hand leading them into the village. "Let's go to Ichiraku's, Sasuke-bastard you can treat since I returned safely from my mission." Dropping his fathers' hands Nobuyuki took off heading to the ramen shop. "Yes . . . ramen! I bet I can eat more than you old man." Nobuy yelled as he raced to one of his favorite shops.
Sighing as his son bumped into people as he ran to the restaurant Sasuke jerked when someone took his hand. Looking down he found Naruto's hand holding his, gazing back up to the blonde's face Sasuke's heart melted at the happy smile he found there. Looking up at the sky Sasuke gave his lover's hand a squeeze. For the first time in his life he felt like he was free; he had survived the trials of life making his mistakes along the way, accepted the judgment of others to pay for his crimes, and now he was free to live the life that had been waiting for him all this time.
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