Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ What Hurts The Most ❯ What Hurts the Most ( Chapter 1 )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]
Sakura sat on her window sill staring out into the dark sky the rain coming down harshly. She remeber four day's like this. all bad, all morbid to the heart.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty houseThat don't bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let them outI'm not afraid to cry every once in a whileEven though going on with you gone still upsets meThere are days every now and again I pretend I'm okBut that's not what gets me

~FLASHBACK~

Sakura stood infront of Sasuke trying to convince him to stay, though it seemed she wasn't getting very far...

What hurts the mostWas being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was tryin' to do
Cause all she got in the end was a 'wait for me.'

~END OF FLASHBACK~

She choked and looked away from the window to meet the picture of the old team seven on her table, blond hair the first thing catching her eye.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I goBut I'm doin' ItIt's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm aloneStill HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regretBut I know if I could do it overI would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heartThat I left unspoken

~FLASHBACK 2~

She stood infront of her blond haired teammate wishing he wouldn't go with the sannin standing next to him...

What hurts the mostWas being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was tryin' to do
But all she got form him was 'I'll be back.'
~END OF FLASHBACK~
She closed her eyes and tilted her head away, the tears flowing from her eyes now. She opened her eyes to meet the green vest of certain silver-haired ninja. The only one she had left....
~FLASHBACK~
Sakura watched as Kakashi left with his team to try and find Naruto and Jiraiya who should of been home already. She wished him a good luck...
What hurts the mostIs being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was trying to do
But she got a ‘we’ll be fine.’
~END OF FLASHBACK~
She got to her unstable feet and went into the bathroom. Filling her tub with water letting her tear mix with that too.
What hurts the mostIs being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was trying to do

~FLASHBACK~
"I'm sorry Sakura," Tsunade said, " The team that was sent to find Naruto and Jiraiya returned but Kakashi did not; he was Killed in Battle protecting his team from some sound ninja’s. They report that Naruto and Sasuke were found dead along with Orochimaru and Jiraiya outside the sound village." Sakura gasped, hit her knees, and cried.
~END OF FLASHBACK~

She slipped into the water and let one last sob before pulling herself under, and opening her mouth and let the darkness take her.

Not seeing that loving youThat's what I was trying to doOoohhh....