Neon Genesis Evangelion Fan Fiction ❯ neon genesis evangelion 1:2 Earth ❯ The beginning of the hatred ( Chapter 1 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
Neon Genesis Evangelion, The end of the beginning, and the start of a new life.
Chapter one, Starting out.
I looked around, And saw nothing, but the world that once was. A world that was sinned. A world of hate, and misfortune. A world I wanted to leave. My "friends," Misato, Ritsko, Yugo, My father, Gone. Toji, Ida, Rei. Why did I Pilot it again. I said I would'nt. I said it three times before. But why did I continue? There is nothing to go back to, and there is nothing anymore. How were we supposed to continue a life like this. A world of the LCL sea, Me, and Auska. Nothing. Well, I cant run away now.
"Hey, Auska, are- a-are you still alive?"
"Leave me alone!" Auska bellowed quite loudly. "Because of you, theres nothing left. nobody to Love, nobody to talk to, I just have you, you whiny, Stupid, idiot! Why did I have to live, why couldent they have just killed me. L-LOOK AT ME! WANTING THE SAME FUTURE AS MY MOTHER! Hell, I was even talking to My eva. That whole time, my mother was with me. And now, I dont even have that!"
Of course I didnt know anything about Her mother, who she was, or how she died. Hell, I dont even know my own mother. Did gendo really kill her, or, wait, when Im in the eva, in times of need, or when I lose hope, Is, is that the AT field? Di- did mother die in unit one? or, was it something else, Is she still alive? Was she absorbed into the eva, l-like I was?
"SHEISTA IDIOSA!" I turned around so fast, looking at wat could have been the problem. "KILL ME, I WANT TO DIE, DO IT, NOW! THERE IS NOTHING FOR ME TO GO BACK TO, NOTHING FOR ME TO LIVE FOR! You no, I was so happy when I found out I was an elite piolet for the eva series, and now, I hate it. All it has done is stripped me away from my home, and uncovered many memories that I wanted to so dearly forget. I was so happy, I wanted to tell my mother, not that she would listen. All she did was talk and "listen" to that fucking doll. God damn the day when I opened the door, just to find my mother, hanging from the ceiling, with that, GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKING DOLL, HANGING BY HER SIDE. SHE DESIRED TO DIE WITH THAT DOLL, RATHER THAN WITH ME. She prefered that doll over me! She never paid any attention to me.none whatsoever. I want to die."
"Well, so do I"
TO BE CONTINUED 2/4/06
Chapter one, Starting out.
I looked around, And saw nothing, but the world that once was. A world that was sinned. A world of hate, and misfortune. A world I wanted to leave. My "friends," Misato, Ritsko, Yugo, My father, Gone. Toji, Ida, Rei. Why did I Pilot it again. I said I would'nt. I said it three times before. But why did I continue? There is nothing to go back to, and there is nothing anymore. How were we supposed to continue a life like this. A world of the LCL sea, Me, and Auska. Nothing. Well, I cant run away now.
"Hey, Auska, are- a-are you still alive?"
"Leave me alone!" Auska bellowed quite loudly. "Because of you, theres nothing left. nobody to Love, nobody to talk to, I just have you, you whiny, Stupid, idiot! Why did I have to live, why couldent they have just killed me. L-LOOK AT ME! WANTING THE SAME FUTURE AS MY MOTHER! Hell, I was even talking to My eva. That whole time, my mother was with me. And now, I dont even have that!"
Of course I didnt know anything about Her mother, who she was, or how she died. Hell, I dont even know my own mother. Did gendo really kill her, or, wait, when Im in the eva, in times of need, or when I lose hope, Is, is that the AT field? Di- did mother die in unit one? or, was it something else, Is she still alive? Was she absorbed into the eva, l-like I was?
"SHEISTA IDIOSA!" I turned around so fast, looking at wat could have been the problem. "KILL ME, I WANT TO DIE, DO IT, NOW! THERE IS NOTHING FOR ME TO GO BACK TO, NOTHING FOR ME TO LIVE FOR! You no, I was so happy when I found out I was an elite piolet for the eva series, and now, I hate it. All it has done is stripped me away from my home, and uncovered many memories that I wanted to so dearly forget. I was so happy, I wanted to tell my mother, not that she would listen. All she did was talk and "listen" to that fucking doll. God damn the day when I opened the door, just to find my mother, hanging from the ceiling, with that, GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKING DOLL, HANGING BY HER SIDE. SHE DESIRED TO DIE WITH THAT DOLL, RATHER THAN WITH ME. She prefered that doll over me! She never paid any attention to me.none whatsoever. I want to die."
"Well, so do I"
TO BE CONTINUED 2/4/06