Neon Genesis Evangelion Fan Fiction ❯ one wish ❯ Chapter 1

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
One wish
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The air seemed stiff, as the skies were black. She gazed around and raised her hand an inch away from her chest. Soft blue eyes darting around as she was trying to find the light. Her face was squinched up like a baby without its mother. Gazing down to the ground, she backed away in fear as she saw a white, silvery glow in front of her feet.“Asuka”Her head shot up quickly as his voice rang in her ears. "shinji!"He stopped in front of her quickly. She gazed into those darkened pools of sapphire that she could drown in for years. His eyes held concern and worry, but before she could ask what was wrong, the ground beneath her jolted violently, causing her to fly forward, and grab his hand tightly. The white, silvery glow started to fade as she floated back, still holding his hand.
Asuka woke drenched in sweat. It was just a dream Asuka got up and headed out side
"Asuka was sitting on the roof of the complex staring into the night sky .It’s been almost 3 years since Shinji joined the UN forces Asuka though to herself. (A/N: Shinji by now is like 17 and Asuka is about to turn 17) tomorrow is 3 years on this day 3 years ago he joined I’ll never forget. Because I never got to tell him how I really feel about him a tear came to Asuka’s eyes.

Asuka what are you doing up here? Her roommate hikari asked. Just looking at the star Asuka wiped the tear away.

Thinking about shinji again? Hikari said in a sympathetic tone. Asuka and Hikari became closer than ever after shinji left. Asuka fell into some sort of depression after shinji’s departure to the UN forces in the U.S. and Hikari was there to cheer her up and comfort her. Yea…I wish the bastard never left another tear came to Asuka’s eyes. Its ok to cry Asuka especially for the one you love. I know Asuka stared up at the sky. So much happened when shinji left…why did he leave us…all of us. It had took everyone awhile to life without shinji misato was a wrench she hadn’t eat properly in weeks she spent all of her money on beer. Shinji was Misato’s stabilizer after kaji died. First misato lost kaji then she lost shinji she was an emotional wrench

I had no choice but to move out in the conditions she was in she shouldn’t be in charge of a child. So Asuka asked for permission from NERV if she could live with hikari horaki and NERV accepted but not much changed. the loss of shinji was tormenting her

I still remembers the day he left.

Shinji
Asuka shouted trying to catch up with him. Shinji is it true? Is what true? That your joining the UN forces. Yea… yea it is I’m going to join the UN forces a frown came upon Asuka’s face . But why? There was a short pause My only purpose here was to pilot EVA now that there is no EVA I must find a new purpose in life. A purpose to live…that why I joined. But you have a lot of reasons to stay here misato Kensuke, Touji, Hikari, Rei…and me. Don’t worry I’ll come back and see you guys again all of you.

Asuka stared down at the ground and then at the night sky with a new tears in her eyes Before deciding to turn in for the night, a star streaked across the sky. Asuka blinked once, but closed her eyes quickly and folded her hand in front of her chest. I wish that, for one night, I could show Shinji how much I love him. Please…let me show him how much I care…

She stay in the same stop for 10 more minutes pray and hoping that her wish would come true…that she could show shinji how much she loved him. It was past midnight before Asuka went to sleep. But she could not go to sleep she couldn’t stop thinking about shinji and if he was alright. He was in a war so how could she now think if he was alright or not.

Asuka look at thee clock it read 1:17. She couldn’t go to sleep.

Asuka got up and headed toward the balcony and stared upon the stars. I remember all the good time we had all the time he saved me. Asuka chuckled as she remembered how she taut shinji about thermal expansion and the day she kiss him. It was my very first kiss…not how I imagined it but it didn’t matter all that matter was my first kiss was with shinji. Asuka then noticed a figure it was a person. She could she in the moonlight He had spiky hair he look about 5’10.

Then Asuka saw his eyes. Asuka could recognize those eyes anywhere they were from the man that she love the one that holds her heart.

S-S-Shinji Asuka stammered with her hand over her mouth. Asuka she said with a smile long time no see. (A/n she lives on the bottom part of the complex hikari lives up top) shinji had matured he was toned and muscular his hair had grown out a little bit longer he lost his baby fat and had a small scar on his right cheek and his voice depended. Oh…my…god look at shinji he’s so hot. Asuka hadn’t noticed but she almost drooled. Um…Asuka you got a little something here. OH…um… you wanna com- she was cut off by shinji hugging her fiercely. Asuka then put her head in his shoulder

I’m sorry…but I had to see you Asuka

The sixteen year old looked straight at him and tears started to well up in her eyes. It’s ok I missed you too. Don’t cry that’s not the Asuka I know. Well time have changed shinji stared up into the sky I know then he look at Asuka and so have you he said with a smile. Asuka was now 5’7 and she kept her hair loose hanging freely and her face look like an angel he body was still as good looking as ever maybe even a little bustier.

They were now looking each other in the eyes. Asuka couldn’t help it she wrapped her arms around his neck and brought him in for a kiss. Shinji ’s eyes widen he was surprised that Asuka was kissing him…and without holding his nose. And even more when he felt her tongue brush the bottom of his lip demanding entrance he did so and there tongues danced around the red head moaned on his lips as there tongues danced shinji felt sparks going threw his body as they continued until they ran out of air

Lust was in both teens eyes as Asuka tried to bring shinji into her room while not breaking the hug. Finally Asuka had shinji where she wanted him. Asuka broke free of shinji grip and pushed him down on the bed. Asuka had a seductive smile on her face as she crawled up shinji body putting her small hand under his shirt and rubbing his body…she wanted to touch all of him…while she went in for the kiss again.

Asuka the browned haired boy said. What is it shinji? I’m not here to stay I just wanted to see you so badl- he was cut off when Asuka put her finger on his lips and she started to kiss him again as the kiss got deeper shinji started to feel around and in that moment, Asuka thought that she had died and gone to Heaven. She had always dreamed of shinji kissing her like this, touching her, making love to her…and it seemed that her dreams were about to come true. She ran her fingers through his soft, chocolate brown hair as he placed those hot, fiery kisses on her neck. shinji hand kept ascending up her gown until he reached one of her breasts, but stopped when he realized what he was doing.


Shinji pulled back from Asuka and stood up, shaking his head, "Shit." He cursed himself and his stupid hormones. "Dammit…I'm sorry, Asuka. I didn't mean to do that. I just wanted-" Shinji shut himself up when he saw Asuka standing on her knees, lifting the nightgown over her head, leaving the young woman clad only in her purple panties. Her rosy pink nipples hardened under the cool breeze of the night. shinji gulped loudly.

Shinji could not stop staring. He was about to speak when

She hushed him again with another kiss, "I made a wish, Shinji. I wished with all my heart that I could see you and show you how much I love you. Even if it's just for one night…even if you do have to leave…"

Asuka smiled seductively at Shinji as she dropped the nightgown on the floor. She reached out and grabbed Shinji by the collar of his sleeping shirt, causing him to fall forward onto her. She wrapped her long legs around his waist, which caused Shinji to instinctively grind his hips into hers. She moaned loudly.Shinji frantically tried to get up, "Shit, Asuka. I'm sorry.""Don't be sorry," The sixteen-year-old looked at him through hooded eyes. His cheeks were flushed red from embarrassment as he tried to hide that fact from her. She smiled sweetly and kissed his right cheek. "I want to show you how much I care, Shinji. I want you to be with me. I want you. All of you. Nothing more and nothing less."
"Stay with me tonight, Shinji. Make love to me till the sun comes up." She whispered in his ear

He lost all self-control right then and there. He looked her straight in the eyes and gave her a bruising kiss on her lips. Shinji’s battle worn hands ran up Asuka’s bare thigh stopping to run his fingers across her already wet cotton panties. He broke the kiss, but lingered on her lips her a moment. That’s no fair shinji I’m almost all naked and your still clothed…let me help you with that as she said that se lift shinji’s shirt over his head now his heart was really beating. Instead of complaining, Shinji let his hand slide under the elastic string of her panties, slowly brushing the tip of his finger over her jewel of pleasure. The red head shuddered under his touch. She wrapped her arm around his neck. He crashed his lips onto hers for another lust filled kiss


Asuka could've screamed when Shinji delicately thrust his hips into hers. If it were possible at the moment, she would've ripped his boxers clean off his body, but she couldn't. Since Shinji's back was arched, it wasn't physically possible to reach behind him and relieve him of his cage. Instead of ripping them off, she reached down and pulled the elastic band back and released it, causing the brunette to yelp out of surprise. Asuka held back her laughter. Shinji’s face held no amusement whatsoever

That wasn’t funny that hurt Asuka was giggling to her self and then she had another seductive smile

Shinji," Asuka whispered his name huskily and whispered in his ear. "I want to feel you. Let me help you."

Shinji started to stammer um…w-w-with…Er…what. Asuka smiled seductively and tugged on his boxers. She noticed his face got brighter and she sighed, "Relax, Shinji. I don't bite… hard." Asuka smirked as Shinji reached down with shaky hands, pulling his boxers down to his knees. Her eyes widened at the bare sight of him. She smacked her lips once due to the sudden occurrence of dry mouth. She winced at the sudden pain from her maidenhood. This is gonna hurt…

Shinji could see the worry in her eyes. He knew she was worried about this. What if she got pregnant? The only method of preventing that was to stop right now, but stopping would mean hurting Asuka's feelings. She told him not two minutes ago "I want you". He looked down at the ground and clinched his fists. He loved her with his mind, body, and soul, but proving it was hard. He closed his eyes and whispered softly."Asuka, we don't have to do this if you don't want to. I know you're worried about it, but if you're scared, just tell me. I'll stop."The sudden contact between the two made Shinji jump lightly. Asuka's arms wrapped around his naked body, and he could feel her hot breath on his neck. She stood up on the tips of her toes where she barely touched her forehead to his. Shinji's face flushed with color again as he realized that Asuka had removed her last article of clothing while he had been staring at the ground, contemplating on whether or not to stop his actions. His boxers had long before fallen to the ground and come off."Shinji," Asuka said softly, "I love you. There's no one else in this world I would want to be with at this moment except you. You are the keeper of my heart. So tell me, what am I to you?"Shinji had realized at the moment he was fucking insane for thinking he should stop. It took him a minute to finally wrap his arms around her small waist. Eye contact was made seconds before he kissed her softly on the lips. He nudged her towards to bed, and watched as she lay down slowly. He climbed on top of her and positioned himself at her entrance. He placed both of his forearms on Asuka's side as to keep his full weight off of her. His sapphire eyes found her soft blue ones again before responding to her question."Everything," He drew in a deep, shuddering breath before kissing her again. He slid into her slowly, but stopped when he reached her hymen. He pulled away from her lips as she buried her face in the crook of his neck. Without giving Asuka a single warning, he thrust his hips forward.That's when a muffled, high-pitched scream emitted from Asuka's throat. Tears streamed down her face, soaking the pillow. Shinji couldn't help but feel a tug at his heart seeing her face like that. So, he did the only thing that seemed logical. He pulled out of her body and slowly re-entered. Asuka's face still mirrored pain, so he did it again while kissing her tears away.I thought this was supposed to be pleasurable! Asuka's mind screamed. She knew Shinjo was trying his best to keep her mind off the pain, but it just wasn't working. It hurt like hell. They were both inexperienced teenagers who decided to explore the wonderful world of sex. Wonderful world my ass. Her mind screamed again. It just seemed that the pain wouldn't subside.But then her body reacted. The painful sting of her maidenhood being penetrated soon faded as Shinji's slow motions increased in speed and strength. Asuka looped her arms under his, running her fingernails down his back from the sensational feelings. She felt her body tense up for a second before she finally let out her first real reaction.Shinji tried his best to keep from slamming into her after the pleasure filled moan that escaped her throat. Dammit, Shinji thought as he was trying to control his body. His mind wanted to take Asuka's feelings into consideration and not hurt her, while his "other" body part objected thoroughly. The minute he had finally gotten control, Asuka's legs wrapped around his waist and her hips moved forward as he was pulling out. God damn!She threw her head back on the pillow and let out a small scream of pleasure. The intensity of that scream caused Shinji to ram his hips into hers violently. She screamed again. God…he loved hearing her voice like that. He wanted her to scream like that again, but he knew that hikari would have a heart attack if she were to see him here with her. He pushed the thought out of his mind when Asuka's hands left his back and clutched the cotton sheets tightly."Harder…"Shinji was snapped back to reality when Asuka's pleading voice reached his ears. He looked down and bathed in the sight that was below him. She was covered in sweat, her chest heaving up and down, her eyes slightly closed. She caressed his cheek lightly before leaning up and capturing his lips. He lifted himself up higher, not much though, and thrust into her body again. Although her scream wasn't as intensified in volume, Shinji still loathed in hearing it.And he never stopped making her scream. He fulfilled what Asuka had wanted. He made love to her all night long. Although it wasn't daybreak, she didn't care. He was with her. She held off her body's climax for as long as possible. She didn't want him to leave. She loved him too damn much to see him walk out of her life again. She didn't want to lose him again, not after the events of that night. The red headed girl knew it was probably close to three in the morning. She was getting tired of holding Shinji off, and she knew this was one of the battles that was a lost cause.The minute Asuka had dropped her guard Shinji had slammed into her roughly. Her body shook violently as her scream echoed through the house. Her vaginal walls clinched tightly around Shinji's member. He tried pulling out, as to prevent a future problem, but Asuka had wrapped her legs tighter around him and pushed her hips forward. The brunette didn't have any way to escape. Just as Asuka had worn herself out by trying to hold Shinji off, he had worn his body out by trying to break her defenses. He didn't scream when his climax hit him, but simply sank his member into her body further as his teeth clinched together.Shinji felt his arms give away and he fell on top of Asuka's sweaty body. He was tired. So damn tired it wasn't funny. This "making love" thing sure as hell took too much energy. But still, he couldn't help but smile as he looked at Asuka's sleeping face. He would've never done this with anyone else but her. She was his soul mate. The brunette pulled out of her and rolled over on his back. That's when she stirred.Asuka's blue eyes opened slightly as she stared at Shinji, "You're not leaving now are you?" Her nude form shivered lightly from the sudden drop of temperature."No," Shinji shook his head as he reached down for the covers. He pulled Asuka closer to his body before covering both of their nude forms. Shinji felt her place a hand on his chest as she snuggled deeper by his side, trying to find some warmth."I don't want you to go, Shinji," Asuka whispered. She raised her head up to look into his eyes. "I want you to stay here with me and live happily ever after. You know, like in those fairy tales.""Asuka."She placed a finger to his lips to silence him, "But I know that's selfish of me. I don't want you to leave because that means I'd be lonely. I wouldn't have you around to hold me, hug me, or kiss me ever again. And that does scare me, Shinji. Thinking about you leaving does bring fear into my heart, but I know that, even if you do leave in the next hour or so, I will always love you … and that you will always love me."Shinji couldn't bring himself to speak as his lover spilled out the contents of her soul. She wasn't crying; yet, she was sad. He couldn't understand why. He had finally realized that his Asuka had grown up and matured into a beautiful woman. He kissed her forehead gently."You know what they say," Asuka began again, "'Distance makes the heart grow fonder'. So," She rolled over on her back and reached onto her nightstand, grabbing a small object. She winced slightly at the pain that still lingered in her lower body, but ignored it as she sat up and placed the object around Shinji's neck. "I want you to have this."Shinji looked down and gasped. Although his other necklace was slightly in the way, he could still make out the small and round white orb, "But Asuka, I can't take this. It has special meaning to you.""That's why I'm giving it to you," She scooted down and curled up by Shinji's side. "Think of it as something to remember me by. You know, in case you ever get lonely."

Shinji couldn't help the smile the crept on his face. He brought Asuka closer to his body and kissed her forehead lovingly, "Go to sleep, baby. It's been a long night," He felt Asuka's muscles tense. He had to calm her down. I’ll be here when you wake up

At those words, the sixteen year old seemed to relax. Her chest rose and fell with her steady, rhythmic breathing. Shinji sighed in contentment. This was how it was suppose to be. This is how it will be. He snuggled deep into the covers, still holding Asuka close to him, not wanting to let her go.

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Next morning

Asuka want breakfast hikari shouted. She got no reply so repeated her self. Again no reply. She knocks on her door but to her a vale no answers so she opens he door

OH…MY…GOD…I’m so sorry Asuka. Asuka and shinji hadn’t even noticed anything until hikari entered the room. OH shit Asuka scream sorry hikari sorry, sorry Asuka got up and forgot she had no clothes. ASUKA!!! Put some clothe on.

She then steals the blanket that shinji was still sleeping on.

HUH? Shinji sounding like if he was Hi

Hikari the looked at the man that was sitting nude on the bed

SHINJI? Hikari sounded surprised

Um… Hi hikari long time no see. YOU PEVERT PUT SOME CLOTHES ON!!! Hikari yelled . HEY I’M THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN CALL SHINJI A PEVERT Asuka yelled back

Shinji just scratched the back of his head and laughed nervously

THE END………

WELL TELL ME HOW U LIKE IT KK I LIKED IT MY SELF PERSONALLY BUT THAT’S JUST ME SO R&R TELL ME IF I SHOULD MAKE A PART 2 OR A Squeal kk cya later……hey I turned the censor off how did I do that?