Neon Genesis Evangelion Fan Fiction ❯ The Time We Shared ❯ Only You ( Chapter 1 )

Neon Genesis Evangeligion

Pairings: KawaruxShunji

By: Nekay

One Shot

 

`I really messed up big time haven't I?' Said Shunji to himself and trying to sink deeper in his depression as he did so many times. `I didn't mean to do things or say anything they get offend anyone.' thinking Shunji trying hard to forget everything that has happened to him. Auska was yelling at him and the world doesn't seem to care about his existence. `But I do care Shunji! I really care about you…..' said a voice in his mind. Shunji though about Kawaru and what he did to him when they last met. The though made Shunji want to cry and clam up forever, but he couldn't stop thinking about Kawaru and their time together. Even if time past Shunji still cared about Kawaru and though of him as a good friend to talk to when miss understood or when unhappy events come in to play. Kawaru was nice to him the most and it made Shunji blush a lot to be around him sometimes out of jealousy for being able to say what's on his mind or the way he acts toward people. Shunji looked up to Kawaru as a student to best teacher.

 

Now Shunji couldn't get Kawaru out of his mind and really wished he saw him again even if it was for a small time to talk. Shunji then let out a sigh and went back to his apartment not trying to be to insulting to Auska, who was talking about something he did this morning. Shunji slumped on his bed and tried to fall asleep when he felt something warm on his lips. Shunji opened his eyes to see Kawaru right in front of him as if he was back to normal. Shunji stood up looking right at Kawaru thinking it's all a dream from which he wanted to forget. “Shunji, you asked for me to be here and so I am. So tell me what's on your mind?” said Kawaru smiling at him. Shunji pulled Kawaru close to him in a brace full hug saying “I missed you….And I'm sorry that things happened the way they did.” Shunji pulled closer crying on Kawaru knowing this wouldn't last long. “It's you that's wrong Shunji, I'm okay because you still love me…. and you're squeezing me…” said Kawaru pushing Shunji back to kiss him, but Shunji didn't think of Kawaru in that way. Kawaru sensed Shunji's confusion and smoothed his hair instead which made Shunji blush. Shunji though this isn't right and before he could only think about was Kawaru, but not like this… He was getting all worried over a friend that he'll never see again.

 

Kawaru stood up to leave knowing full well that Shunji was not ready for what will happen next, but it was their last time together. Just as friends and being close was all Kawaru could do, Shunji won't except his feelings so all he could do is be close enough to hold him. Shunji didn't want him to leave and be left alone; he didn't want this time to be like the last! Shunji had to except whatever Kawaru wanted with this time and except that he might want something more then friendship. “Kawaru, Please don't go! Please stay with me!” In hearing Shunji's request he stayed where he was thinking maybe he'll have his chance! “I love you.” Kawaru said turning around for his answer and in reply Shunji said “I like you too, Kawaru” That was it! Kawaru wanted to hear those words at him when they first met. Like dream turning in to reality, but this dream was coming true for Kawaru loved Shunji when they met and through their friendship.

 

Kawaru gracefully walked to the bed where Shunji sat blushing at him, but when he reached to the bed. Kawaru sat next to Shunji stroking the back of his head and then said “You being demanding today, how unlike you Shunji. You know what's going to happen?” Shunji liked that Kawaru stroked his head and really didn't want this to stop so he nodded. Kawaru then let go of Shunji's head and pushed him firmly to the bed grinning to see what Shunji will do. Shunji reacted with a shock and yelled “Kawaru! What are you doing?”

 

Kawaru didn't respond instead was trying to kiss Shunji to relax and let him do it. He let Kawaru do what he wanted since he didn't know what was going on. Kawaru kissed Shunji on the lips again trying to seek the wet cavern he wanted to taste and Shunji opened his mouth to let Kawaru tongue travel in his mouth. Shunji didn't realize that his own tongue was tangled with Kawaru, but felt the warmth of something he knew happened before. Kawaru pushed his weight to Shunji's so that the space between the two of them disappeared. Shunji then felt a hand going up his white buttoned shirt which was cold to his skin and moaned in to the kiss.

 

Kawaru broke the kiss to play with Shunji's nipple in one hand and the other hand making due with the pants. All at the same time kissing Shunji again in little spurts so that he wouldn't rebel to the other things being taken off. Once Shunji's pants were off Kawaru sat on top of him making sure that Shunji's legs were on both sides of him. Shunji could feel Kawaru's pants and what's beneath them growing, pushing and hardening against him. Shunji blushed more red trying not to think about what is happening, but that their together in this time. Kawaru backed off and said sitting upright “Shunji, It's not that hard to understand. I'm saying I love you. Shunji what's on your mind?” Shunji felt this sudden ache in his heart and told himself to `Just feel what you want' Shunji closed his eyes and kissed Kawaru back holding him tight thinking this was what he wanted. Kawaru pushed Shunji back down and took off his shirt so that he can feel contact with Shunji.

 

Even better he took off his own pants and Shunji's shirt so that they were both naked on the bed. Kawaru laid on top of Shunji again and more excited to feel the bareness of Shunji's skin that he only touched once by accident. Shunji went with his feelings of warmth and pushed up exploring all the things he hadn't had before. Shunji pushed up to feel Kawaru's pelvis was on top of him, but something was near his own entrance which Shunji moaned at the though of the feeling Kawaru's dick was going to be inside of him.. A feeling he didn't want to express discomfort in or to have in him, but he though about Kawaru being sad again and knew he had to at least try it. Kawaru took a few steps back and went down to met with Shunji's horny dick throbbing hard. Kawaru grinned and licked the penis that was growing making Shunji arch back with a moan. Kawaru licked again, but slower and was experimenting with Shunji's excitement. Shunji wasn't thinking anymore, but enjoying the feelings coming through his body and wanted the contact more.

 

Kawaru saw Shunji was struggling to release and put Shunji's throbbing dick inside his mouth. Kawaru moved slowly up and down the staff that was hard in his mouth. Shunji moaned loud and put his hands on Kawaru's head to deepen the feeling, but Kawaru pushed back and sat up licking to fingers. Kawaru wanted Shunji to enjoy this moment and he stuck two fingers up Shunji's hole. Shunji whimpered in the feeling something in his hole, but tried to not squirm at the feeling. Kawaru pushed his fingers all the way in and pulled out fast then repeating the process over again. Shunji moaned loud every time Kawaru's fingers slowly went in to him and he wanted more, but he didn't know how. Kawaru took his fingers out of Shunji's hole and put his own dick in to Shunji's hole. “Shunji, hold still or you'll hurt yourself.” Said Kawaru going slowly in to him, but after he was fully in. Kawaru pulled out fast then in slowly like his fingers did and held on to Shunji's dick smoothing it slowly. “Ahhhh Kawaru…..” Shunji pushed back on Kawaru's dick making him fall more on the bedding. Shunji's head was on the bed and his hands were Kawaru's hands were. Shunji pushed back when Kawaru tried to push in slowly and Kawaru smiled seeing Shunji act so eager to release.

 

Kawaru was getting hard in Shunji, so he moved faster and instead of going in slowly. Kawaru pushed in fast trying to find Shunji's pleasure spot. Shunji went back to hold the bedding and came on Kawaru's hands, but Kawaru didn't stop. Kawaru pushed faster in to Shunji, finding Shunji's spot that made Shunji gasp hard and pushed back moaning. Kawaru hit the spot hard again and pushed at an angle that made Shunji lift a bit. Kawaru turned Shunji over so he could see his face and pushed in hard again. Shunji held on to Kawaru's Shoulders and arched back again. Kawaru was getting hot and he might not control himself anymore so he kissed Shunji trying to tell him to relax. Kawaru was losing himself inside Shunji pushing in more for his own pleasure. Kawaru moved hard in to Shunji that made Shunji arch himself more in to the bedding. “Ahhhh Kawaru!” Shunji yelled out for air, but after that Kawaru kissed Shunji hoping to hold on for a few more minutes. Kawaru pushed in a few more times and then came in to Shunji feeling tired, but able to pull out of Shunji to lay next to him. Shunji felt the liquid warmth inside of him moving and then he closed his eyes to sleep. Kawaru waited for Shunji to sleep to pull him closer in a protective hug.

 

The morning Shunji woke up with out Kawaru with him and felt sad. Shunji got dressed and everything was like normal to him, but he knew that Kawaru will always exist inside of him and will love him forever. Shunji went to school the same with Auska yelling at him about his tardiness self. Shunji got a tap on the back and looked over to see Kawaru walked right behind him. Shunji wanted to cry, but Kawaru took his hand and said “Shunji, can I stay at your place?” Shunji blushed a little and held Kawaru's hand tighter responded “...Sure…”

 

 

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