Neon Genesis Evangelion Fan Fiction ❯ Truth Hurts ❯ The way it is. ( Chapter 1 )

True Awaking

It was late at night in Tokyo-3, but to the sole occupant of the last car on the train, it seemed a lot later. Young Shinji Ikari was just sitting there with his SDAT player on song 26 as per usual. It had been three days sense he had been back to the apartment that he shared with his two roommates, Misato and that slut Asuka. These were the longest three days of his life. With all that he has suffered the pain of having his heart violently ripped out of his chest and thrown into the wall was the final straw. First his mother dies and then he is cast aside by his absentee father, only later to be called back and pull his ass out of the fire that is the angels so to speak. The internal conflict that waged in his head was destroying what little sanity that he was desperately trying to hold onto. Every time he played the event over in his head it always had the same effect…

Three days ago…

It was 2:30 in the afternoon on a sunny, warm Tuesday. Shinji was on his way home from NERV after a very long sequence of tests that had been preformed by the resident doctor, Ritsuko Akagi. After what seemed like an eternity she gave him the green light to go home and rest, and that was what he intended to do. He usually never finishes early with the synchronization tests but to day he finished three hours early, he smiled to himself thinking it was going to be a good day. As he walked to his apartment his thoughts turned to the event that stuck with him, the kiss that he and Asuka shared the previous day. It had been his first kiss and it changed the way that he saw the fiery red-haired German. He blushed as he realized that he was less than a block away from his home. That word alone made him stop and look at the place that he had just called home, it looked like an ordinary apartment building, but to him it was the first place that he felt comfortable, safe, maybe even loved. A sense of belonging overwhelmed him as he once again took to walking to the place that he could now truly call home. As he entered the door he announced that he had returned as the Japanese tend to do, he was in the process of taking off his shoes when he noticed something peculiar. By the evidence left at the door it was evident that Asuka was home, but what struck him as odd was the fact that there was another pair of shoes, to large to be hers and they look like they would fit somebody his age. Shinji instantly started making up excuses in his mind as to why those shoes would be here, "Maybe she is just studying with somebody from class, yeah that is it, that must be it!" tears were welling up in his eyes as thoughts of her being with a guy besides him filled his head. He silently made his way to her room and he cracked the door so that he could look inside.

What he saw confirmed his worst fears, as he saw her kissing another boy, and the boy as he knew was a guy named Akira Namura, he was one of the most popular guys at school, and he was also the biggest bully at the school. Many times have Shinji an Akira crossed paths. It started out as simple extortion, you know the stealing of lunch money and other things, but it soon escalated into beatings and the only thing that remained constant was the humiliation. The looks people gave him as he laid there beaten and defeated, crying and hoping that somebody would help him, help never came. It only got worse as other kids decided to start victimizing him as well. It took a few broken ribs and a concussion before Misato had finally gained Gendo's ok to take Shinji out of school. While Shinji was reminiscing about the past, Asuka and her "friend" had used the opportunity to fully strip and Asuka was now lying on her back as Akira positioned himself in-between her well shaped legs. And he started to insert his dick into Asuka's slick cunt. She moaned and wrapped her legs around his waist, forcing him to go deeper into her. He increased his pace as the sound of flesh slapping together became louder and loader. He was thrusting in and out of her with great force and she loved every minute of it. After what seemed like eternity he arched his back, eyes closed as he shot his load into Asuka's waiting cunt, she let out a moan of pure pleasure as he collapsed on top of her. He rolled over, as to get off of her. It was at this point that Shinji came back to reality and saw what was now unfolding. Shinji had his mouth agape as the truth hit him, Asuka was with someone else, and she could not have picked a worse person if she tried. Tears running down his face and a broken heart in his chest, he muffled the sobs that threatened to make themselves heard as he heard them start talking.

Akira: Damn girl, why did you make me wait this long?

Asuka: You know why, ever sense the idiot left school he has been here all the time, luckily he had some tests today and we will have the entire afternoon to ourselves to fuck.

Akira: Idiot? Oh, that is what you called Shinji right?

Asuka: Yeah, but don't bring him up, ok?

Akira: You're right; he was a weak little pussy anyways.

Asuka proceeds to sit up and she then straddles Akira's waist and she leans in and kisses him fully on the lips. He reacts by putting his hands on Asuka's hips and starts moving her over his rapidly forming erection which gets a passion filled moan from both of them. Asuka raises herself up a bit and repositions her self over his cock, and then slowly impales herself on his cock. She stiffens up as he cups her breasts and starts licking on her neck while she continues with the task at hand.

All of this is too much for Shinji and he slowly gets up and walks to his room. When inside he notices that something is out of place, his bed is messed up and there is an odor in the air, just like the one in the air out in the hall. Once more he is hit with the blunt, cold truth. That cheap whore and that sun-of-a-bitch fucked on his bed! It wasn't enough that she broke his heart and mocked him when he wasn't there to defend himself, she also had to bring another guy into the little place that belonged to only him and then desecrate it with her perverse acts. Shinji didn't look at the bed; he walked over to his desk and picked up his SDAT player, some tapes and spare batteries. He went to his closet and got his coat. The coat had been a gift from Kaji, the man that Shinji looked up to as somewhat of a big brother figure. Once he had all of this he merely grabbed his shoes and left the apartment. Once outside the door, all of the events he had witnessed, all that he heard, add the fact that he has suffered more that anybody should have to all came together. He cried. He cried harder than he had before. His mind kept screaming over and over about the kiss that he had shared with his lost love. "She kissed me! That had to mean something!" He kept reciting it over and over in his head, hoping that it would make him feel better, however it provided no help, and he was truly alone now with his misery.

Out of nowhere a feeling washes over him. I hit him like a truck, an unbearable pain in his head that made him fall to his knees, grasping his head in his hands he closed his eyes and was about to yell when he passed out from the pain.