Original Poetry Fan Fiction ❯ collection of poems ❯ poems ( Chapter 1 )
[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]
Change? [Wrote in 5th grade]
Current mood: bleah
All those things
You want me to be
Are crumbleing
At your feet
You wanted me to be the perfect
Person
But i'm afraid
That's out of reach
Because I'm not going to change for you
How dare you ask me to?
I want to be who I want to be
And we'll see what will happen to me
Once you're gone
Ill be better of without you
Another poem...
Some things that I don't understand
Like he said he wanted more
And the day,
I felt so great
And I felt like I could sore
He broke my heart
And threw down
It shattered on the floor
I felt like he had smashed me to
And then
I was no more
But then after a few days
We became friends
Once more
He knows
I'll always like his eyes
And he should know I'll always care
And hopefully
I've made it clear
That I'll always be there.
Late night rambling
Current mood: broken-hearted
Lying here
Broken hearted
I stare at the picture
The one we took that day
The day I decided
I loved you
I reach for it but it dissolves
As a touch your face
I find myself stuck
Stuck in the moment I lost you
Sadness strikes me
I fall into the dark
Waiting for you to cache me
But
Hit the ground
As I find myself
In a cold sweat
...
It was a dream
A forlorn memory
If I was dreaming
Why do I feel?
The heartache?
Novocain
Current mood: lonely
NOVACAINE
By Rachel Lindsey
What I need is
Novocain
Just enough to subside the
Pain
Find the place were pain resides
You'll find me
Tears in my eyes
Because I feel
Left out
But I'm really
Locked inside...
friends...
Current mood: crushed
friends
by rachel lindsey
i felt safe in his arms
but in the end
my heart was harmed
i thought 'not now
not again
not another crule joke
not from him
i thought this was real
but i guess for him
it was no deal'
our relationsip has meet
its none-to-sweet end
becase he wanted
us to be just friends
can this realy be how it ends?...
self distruction
Current mood: hungry
i see your tears fall to the ground
no people seeing
even if there all around
they act like they cant see you there
so you figure
"no one cares"
a light gos on inside your head
"maybe"
you think
"i should be dead"
no longer is it worth it
no more you can pretend
cant keep up the phony smiles
and act like its ok
you decide this is the day
the day
the pain go's away
you say some last few words
and take your final breath
a peice of notebook paper
cluched tightly to your chest
writen theres a question
'what else is there but death'
Black poem [not about race]
Current mood: ....
Black is the cool metal frame work of a burned down house and
The shiver you get down your back
When you hear the door knob creak
The raven's cold caw
The single tear role down your cheek
Black as cold as death
Black is that feeling you have in the dark
That at any moment you could die
That no one would hear you scream
And no one would care
Black is the color of fear