Original Poetry Fan Fiction ❯ I USED to be an angry Poet... ❯ Cupid's Curse ( Chapter 5 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Cupid's Curse
by iloveanimecartoons
Original March 11, 1998
 
So, here we go again—a battle to the end
Stupid Cupid wants to give me a true love from a friend
Not thinking of his past failures—my days and nights alone
Not caring about the hurt love's brought—no empathy, he's shown
Slowly killing my soul with your poison -tipped arrows of pain
My pillows, all stained, with the tears I have rained
From the storms I called relationships—the ones that were destined to end
When it comes to my not wanting to hurt, Cupid just can't comprehend
I'm cursed and what's worse, I am set to always fail
To live and love and be content to be with any males
Cause, you see, that sneaky Cupid always has a plan B
I hope to find loves' loophole, eventually
 
He put a hex on my heart, which means love is taboo
Then, put a stop to my trust, so all those, “I love you, Boos”
and the, “I could never hurt yous”
and the “You're my baby—you're my hearts”
Would just melt away like the love lost and those other sweet parts
That start off so good and end up so trife
Damn, Cupid, man—just get outta my life!
 
To be alone doesn't mean that I'm craving for affection
To have Cupid spin me off to the next man
 
Let me say this again
 
By not caring about the hurt love's brought, no empathy, he's shown
By not thinking of his past failures—my days and nights alone
He's brought me to the conclusion
that love is one big illusion
And by setting me up to feel fucked up revisions,
I see no man in my future and I'm blinded to love's vision
 
I'll cut off love, like circumcision—it's painful, but a plus
And, that's just about all of the subject, I'll discuss
 
But, I tell you, I've never felt an adversary worse
Than the battle within—fighting off Cupid's Curse