Original Poetry Fan Fiction ❯ My poetry ❯ Sea of Darkness ( Chapter 5 )

Sea of darkness:

 

Blood from the cut on my wrist
Stains the pure white basin, I stand over
I cover my face in my hands
Unable to look at the being reflected there

I hardly feel the pain from the wound,
The pain inside has taken over
It chokes me with tears,
the tears that now run freely down my cheeks.

During these last moments I remember once more
The handsome face, the benign smile,
The beat bog eyes which had sucked away my heart,
The sweet lips upon which my own used to caress.

I drown deeper and deeper into the sea of sadness,
its warm black waters enveloping my blackened soul
as the memories of you, cloud my mind.
You understood me as no one ever did
and healed the hurt inside my heart with just a kiss.

But now I'm left alone in this cold and lonely world
Hiding my feelings behind a mask of indifference
Trying to move on with my life,
Trying to forget the accident which took you away.

Even at the funeral, I refused to believe you were gone
I could see you lying in the coffin,
Your pale face matching that of the fabric lining the cask
Looking more like you were asleep rather than dead.

And after this I'll never have to be lonely
Never have to feel depressed or guilty
Because after this night
I'll finally be able to join you, my love.