Original Poetry Fan Fiction ❯ Pain ❯ PAIN ( Chapter 1 )

PAIN
By Mike
Tell me have you heard of pain,
the feeling that has more than one name.
You feel it when you truly are sad,
you sometimes feel it when you are mad.
When you cry your friends feel it too,
and when you die the feeling leaves you.
But this deep dark feeling,
is something not worth believing.
This feeling it hurts down inside me,
nothing this time can hide me.
I feel like a waste of time,
and my feelings aren't worth a dime.
But ill ignore my heart,
and begin to start.
And when I begin,
ill look deep within.
I know I wont feel much,
but this feeling im hoping to touch.
for its something I could live with out,
and its nothing to talk about.
when I look in your eyes,
I can feel no lies.
but when I reach out,
you'll leave me without,
a feeling at all in my soul.
I hope I can hide,
I know I have lied.
but will you be able to forgive me?
if you cannot,
ill prove what im not.
For I feel sorrow,
and I fear tomorrow.
I wish I could talk but I know that im scared,
When I think about life I have thought that you cared.
When I think about life and all of its pain,
I hope to ask and know you are the same.
You cannot love what im not,
but just love everything ive got.
All fake love binds me,
I hope true love will find me.
But I hope you'll still care,
and love what's still there.
Just know that inside I live,
and ive given you all I could give.