Original Poetry Fan Fiction ❯ With the blade ❯ Chapter 1

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

with the blade

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I look at the blade
resting upon my wrist
ready to bleed
ready to be released
one pain to end the rest
my hands shake
my heart quickens
trembles
scared
scared...?
why do I do this?
this red inferno the blade creates
is this the answer?
the blade falls
covered in...
I stare at my wrists
covered in...
its all over
every thing is covered in...
the scarlet pain
this is what I wanted right?
this is what I thought i needed
what have I done?
it won't stop
it won't stop!
it won't stop!!
make it stop!
I dont want this any more!
I don't want this any more!!
it won't stop!!!
this isn't my freedom!
my knees hit the floor
I stare at the blade
with this blade
with these hands
how could I have done this?
with this blade
held by my hands
I'm dieying
with this blade
covered in...
my blood.


edited 12/27/05