Original Song Lyrics Fan Fiction ❯ Choking on these Words ❯ Choking on These Words ( Chapter 1 )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]
By: DJ-Rage
Found this, was written ages ago, was told it was good so here it is

Miscellaneous: Original Song Lyrics Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 09.26.2008 | Pages: 3 | Words: 1.5K | Visits: 758 | Status: Completed

Choking On These Words
 
Verse 1
 
It's the exactly the same as before
Each day I love you even more
And every day it's getting even worse
Why am I the victim of this curse?
Why can't I just say how I feel?
Why won't the past scars heal?
Why oh why oh why must I suffer
Life is rough but it's only getting rougher
I know I should but it's not that easy
The thought of you makes my heart queasy
My mind goes off like thing gone wild
And drifts away now it's gone for a while
It's just the way I feel it's true
How I hate that I just can't tell you
 
Chorus
 
I wanna tell you but I just can't
When you speak your words enchant
I may be the one who stays silent
But my heart is screaming for you
My soul's tantrums they are violent
But there is nothing that I can do
I wanna tell you but I just can't
I wanna hold you but I just can't
 
Verse 2
 
Sometimes I sit and wonder
Why my hearts rumbles out like thunder
Every time that you walk by me
It's a magic that cannot be seen
And when you smile at me it's so clear
You have a power that I just revere
There something about you that can't be found
You're voice is such a heavenly sound
I really feel like I'm not good enough
Especially when I have to bluff
And not say the way that you drive me crazy
And the way that my world goes hazy
When you speak to me, and I feel so perfect
Sometimes I wonder if you suspect
 
Chorus
 
Verse 3
 
It's like I can but then I can't
I know I want to and I should
Do I sing or do I just chant
The same old things that I would
While my thoughts remain unheard
I find that it's getting worse
And while I'm choking on these words
And I sit here typing this verse
I know that you'll find out soon
And I can see it now
Spending an entire afternoon
Just sitting wondering how
 
Chorus(x3)
 
I wanted to tell you but I just couldn't
When you spoke your words enchanted
I may be the one who stayed silent
But my heart still screams for you
My soul's tantrums they' re still violent
But there was nothing that I could do
I wanted to tell you but I just couldn't
I wanted to hold you but I just couldn't
 
Closing
 
It's the same every time
No matter how I try
I have to stay silent
While my heart screams in pain…