Original Song Lyrics Fan Fiction ❯ Not My Choice ❯ Not My Choice ( Chapter 1 )

Not My Choice

I don't know how I wound up this way
It's not what I wanted but what can I say?
My heart goes on regardless of my mind
I knew it was only a matter of time
But even though you set my heart ablaze
As always it will just be a phase
I'll get over it all once again
And realize I love you as a friend

It's not my choice

So what can I do
dreaming of your voice
I don't wanna love you
It's not my choice
And it's messing me up

Is it just me or have things changed?
it's like the routine's been rearranged
silences becoming awkward
It's not the end I wanted to head for
I only want things to stay the same
It's a crime and hormones are to blame
It should never be anything more
In my mind I have closed the door

chorus

So you know
and I know
and they know
and we know
that nothing's gonna change
cos then life would be too strange
all alone
on my own
on my throne
with my heart of stone
It's how it's meant to be
consistence is the key
I'm a lonely guy
kinda shy
never dies
letting out a sigh
Cos I've been here, done this
knowing what I'll miss

chorus x 3

if destiny and fate are true
then I'm not meant to be with you
that's just fine
I don't mind
cos I never wanted to love you