Original Stories Fan Fiction ❯ Ice and Snow ❯ chapter 8 ( Chapter 8 )

Author's notes:

I'm back!!! I hope to see more reviews about this one… so, do you like it? Oh, by the way, the letter there is my confession letter. I had no urge to give that to the person I love, so… It'll be staying here.

Carrying on with the story…

 

Chapter 8-

 

(Nagi's POV)

 

The sunlight entered the open window, its beam hitting my face. I turned in the bed, testing my senses. When they finally came to, I realized that I was all alone on the bed. Blinking my eyes furiously, I scanned the room. The door was slightly ajar. Dai must've woken earlier. I wonder where he is…

Yawning, I stood up and headed for the door. When I entered the hallway, the smell of bacon and eggs filled my senses. I sniffed the air, savoring the delicious aroma. Hmmm…I guess I know where to find Dai. Grinning, I walked straight to the kitchen. Sure enough, he was there. I tilted my head to my side. He looks cute in that apron. And the way he moves! I shook myself mentally. What the heck, I better keep my thoughts to myself. With that, I approached the table and sat down.

“Morning, Dai.” I greeted. He turned his head towards me, his face plastered with a frown. I lifted an eyebrow at him.

“What?” I asked. “Is there something with the way I greeted you?”

“Nothing. I think I've burned your piece of the bacon.” He grinned. I just shrugged.

“It's okay with me. I've got a strong stomach.”

He raised an eyebrow at me. He then shrugged. He got out plates and prepared our breakfast. I stood up to help him.

“No thanks. I can manage on my own.” He said. But I stayed beside him.

“Hey, it's too many. Here, let me help you.” I insisted. I grabbed his hand as it was about to touch one of the plates. He glared at me, but I just grinned at him. It was because of the fact that he shivered when I touched him. Man, why am I so good in making him feel like this? But I suddenly countered myself. Whoa, control yourself! Don't get carried away!

 

(Author's POV)

 

“Uh… you can eat now.” Daisuke sat down and handed Nagi the food. “Thanks.” Nagi removed from his position and ate. After eating, Dai stood up and picked up the plates. “I'll clean this up. You can take a bath if you want… uhh… I think you caught some of my… smell.” He gaped. Nagi went to bath anyway, and Daisuke went to the kitchen to clean the dishes.

 

(Daisuke's POV)

 

Why did he touch me? What is he doing? Last night, when he pulled me, I felt a struck of joy in my heart, but what overcame me is the feeling of question. Why did he do that? I know he read my diary, more than what he said he read; he read everything in that diary.

Shit, I can feel my face redden. Why is he touching me like that? But I love it. I love the way he touches me. I love it. I can almost feel heaven.

All I need is your kiss. Can you kiss me despite your rejection? Would you reject me? Push me away when I'm loving you more and more every passing minute? I need to know…

I need to you… I need to know if you like me too. Tell me please… I don't know if I contain it anymore…

I can't contain it anymore.

Oh, he's here already…

 

(Author's POV)

 

Nagi entered the kitchen to look at the startled Daisuke. “I'm done. So, how do I smell?” Daisuke stopped flinching, and went to Nagi's back. He placed his hands on Nagi's shoulder, and smelled him from behind. “Like roses.” He blurted out. To Daisuke's surprise, Nagi didn't push him. Instead, he faced him and placed his arms around Dai's waist. “Tell me something I don't know.” He pushed Nagi's attempts to get any answer.

“You need not to know anything. There is nothing to know.” He replied, darkly. He had turned around long before he had said those words. Do you love me, Nagi? Do you love me the way that I do?

“Yes, there is. I can tell.” Nagi followed the now-leaving Daisuke. He had caught him in the living room. He grabbed Dai's arm and pulled him to a tight embrace, facing each other in a very close position. “Tell me honestly, what am I to you?”

“You need to go home.” He replied coldly.

“I don't want to leave without you answering me.”

“Will you leave if I told you my answer?” He sat down comfortably on the sofa. “Maybe. Do you want me to leave?” He flinched at Nagi's reply. He didn't want to answer him. He wanted him to go and stop hurting him implicitly. He stood up, and turned his back at Nagi. In the coarseness of his voice, he said clearly, “You are my everything, my life and everything I would want to achieve in life… You… are my love.” He had walked back to his room, shedding all the tears he had to shed.

“Daisuke You don't deserve to live this way. I deserve no one like you. You are too precious… Why can't I tell you how much I love you? Why can't you not realize that I had feelings for you?” He had said those words as soon as Daisuke left and cried. He followed him to Dai's room.

“Daisuke…” He walked slowly to the crying blunette. “Please, don't cry.” He didn't move. “Please talk to me.” Nagi said, showing concern to the weeping love. “I thought you wanted to give me something. I would take it. I wouldn't throw it. I will read it with sincerity.” Finally, Daisuke faced Nagi. Without a word, Nagi pulled Daisuke closer. Daisuke snuggled onto Nagi. “Please give it to me.” Daisuke obeyed and gave the letter. “Zefi-san…”

“Please call me Nagi, from now on, Daisuke.” He said in a calm and loving voice. “Do you want me to leave?” Daisuke didn't answer for a moment, but replied anyway, “I don't.”

“Then I'll stay here. I won't leave you. I'll be here for you.” He embraced him tighter, but not crushing him. He embraced him with love, “…I'll love you if you'll love me back.” He had placed his hands behind Daisuke's head, preventing him from going away from that position. “Please don't leave.” Daisuke just kept on weeping, but not weeping in pain. “I'll love you if you love me back.” Daisuke whispered. “Then I won't let go. I'll be here for you, Daisuke. I won't hate you. I won't kill you with words that can kill when said. I will tell everything I feel for you until there is no more time to say it. I want you to be happy. I want you to be loved. You deserve it. I do not deserve you. You are too precious. I will love you, because it is my choice, it is my decision. I, too, love you and forever will. You are not the cause of my misery, and I would kill myself if I would be your misery. You need not to love me from afar, because I am here, to love you till the end of time.”

“Nagi…” He stopped weeping. “I had always dreamed of you. In my dreams I could only touch you and embrace you. I love you so much that it is unbearable to keep. I needed you to love me, but I could only wish for it in my dreams. Never did I expect that you love me. I don't want to let go.” Daisuke snuggled closer to Nagi. Nagi looked at Daisuke's reddened face. “Daisuke, I'm always here. I won't hurt you, I won't let go. As long as you need me, I'll be here for you. I love you too. It took me long enough to realize this, but I love you too. Please let me be yours and you be mine…” He gently pressed his lips onto his newfound lover. Daisuke, feeling the urging desires of his precious, he parted his lips to let Nagi's tongue to enter. “Na-gi…” Daisuke moaned in pleasure, due to the immenseness of their passionate kiss. He had realized their position, Nagi's on top of Daisuke. “Daisuke, will you hate me.”

“Never… If there is no reason to hate you, I won't.” Daisuke's eyes then watered. “Don't cry, please. I won't hate you. Just let me be close to you.” He pushed on for more kiss, this time Daisuke wrapped his arms around Nagi's neck. “Take me, Nagi. Make me yours.”

“Then I'll make you mine, and I'm yours at the end of this.” He removed his shirt, letting Daisuke smell his bare chest. “You still smell like cherry, like last night.” He blushed. “You're so cute when you blush, my prince.”

Nagi slowly removed Daisuke's shirt, and throwing them on the floor. He had kissed Dai's temples, then his minty mouth, and to the neck, and to the bare chest. “You are so sweet, Dai.”

“Please don't tease me…” He said in a weak tone. Nagi then played with Dai's nipples, touching and kissing them with tender love and care. Daisuke moaned. “Nagi…”

“Dai, let me love you. Let us make love.” He had slowly removed Daisuke's clothing to mere boxers. He saw the awakening member behind the sapphire boxers. He looked at Dai to see him blushing. “Wait for me, my love. I'll give you pleasure.”

“Nagi… I don't think I'm ready…”

“Then I'll stop. I'm sorry for pushing you.” Nagi moved beside Daisuke and embraced him. “I'm sorry.”

“Don't be, please. I want you too, but I don't think I'm ready for this…” Daisuke looked at Nagi with worried eyes. “Then you can tell me when you are ready. I won't push you. Now, let's get to rest. I had my dessert. Daisuke cuddled to Nagi, who in turn brought Dai closer, letting Dai's face on his bare chest. He placed his arm behind Dai, pulling him closer. “Daisuke, are you still wearing the ring?”

“Yes…” He removed the ring from Dai's right middle finger to his left ring finger. “We're now couples. Never remove this.”

“You're so possessive…” Daisuke said in a sweet tone, implying it as a compliment.

“I know.” He giggled.

 

Author's Notes:

You like it? Is it intimate enough? I cut the perversion for a while, since it's totally inappropriate for it to be here. NO SEX! At least, not yet.

Reviews please?