Original Stories Fan Fiction ❯ Not-So-Straight Guy Sex ❯ Utmost Honesty ( Chapter 7 )

Warning: This chapter contains explicit sexual content of a homosexual nature.

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Chapter 7: Utmost Honesty

Kellen sat dejectedly against a wall making unnecessary adjustments to the strap of his swimming cap.

Nina dropped down in front of him with her arms wrapped around her knees. “Hey, Kellen, you're swimming like crap. What's wrong? Are you feeling ok?”

“Not really.” Kellen kept his eyes down. “I didn't get much sleep last night.”

“Geez!” Nina hunched forward and lowered her voice. “You weren't having sex all night were you? That's not a good idea before a meet.”

“I wish,” Kellen murmured. He rolled up the flaps of the swim cap and put it back on his head, rolling the flaps down over his ears. He still had not made eye contact but he could feel Nina studying his face as he fastened the chin strap.

“Did you have a fight with Zach?” she whispered. “You look kind of depressed.”

“No.” Kellen finally looked up. The genuine concern on Nina's face made him feel worse. “I think I'm losing him,” he whispered. “I think…” he swallowed the lump in his throat and continued in a faint voice. “I think he was with someone else last night.”

Nina's eyes went round. “Are you sure? I mean, you guys are so close! How could he?”

“I don't know.” Kellen sighed miserably. “But I don't think I can do this without him. He's so important to me.”

“I know,” Nina nodded slowly. “You swim better when he's watching you.”

“Tarrow! You're up!” Coach Thomson shouted.

Kellen pushed to his feet and took a deep breath.

Nina clasped his arm and whispered to him quickly as she walked with him to the blocks. “Kellen, the guys I saw dancing together at that party at the beginning of the year were completely in love with each other. I know it. If something happened, you need to talk to him. Don't let it get away from you over a misunderstanding. Keep fighting. And win the damn race!”

She let go as he stopped in front of his block and backed off. Kellen looked over his shoulder at her for a moment before starting his pre-race preparations. Her advice was an echo of what Eileen had said. He took a deep breath as he stared down the lane in front of him. He thought about the first time Zach had kissed him, in the beginning when he could not have imagined how much he would come to love him. He remembered how surprisingly sweet and exciting that kiss had been. Now, kissing Zach was one of his favorite pastimes.

The whistle sounded and he stepped up onto the block. He shook his muscles out one last time and then bent over, his fingertips resting against the block on either side of his toes.

He's mine, dammit! Kellen thought. I'm not going to lose him to some pussy asshole like Cole Hathaway! Anger flared in his chest, sending a surge of adrenalin into his system. The gun sounded and he exploded off the block, slicing into the water with almost no splash. He threw himself into his stroke, his shoulders rotating cleanly and his legs driving up and down in a perfect butterfly. He pushed himself hard, fueled by the jealous fury coursing through his veins. He hit the end of the lane right at the end of his down stroke and flipped into the turn without a pause. He came out of the turn right into his up stroke and pushed hard into the next lap. He was so focused on his anger that he did not hear the cheering until his hands slammed into the board at the end of the race.

“Yeah! Kellen!” His teammates were screaming his name, jumping up and down and applauding wildly.

Stunned, Kellen looked up at the clock. He had shaved over a minute off his best time and set a new college record! As he scrambled out of the pool, Coach Thompson caught him in a tight bear hug.

“I knew you had it in you, Tarrow!” the coach roared in his ear. “I was just waiting for you to put it all together! Well done!”

His teammates crowded around, pounding his back and shouting their congratulations. For a moment, Kellen forgot about Cole and his jealousy. But when order was finally restored for the start of the next race, he looked for Nina.

“You're right, Nina,” he said quietly. “It's stupid to sit around being depressed. Zach and I belong together and I'm going to remind him of that, even if I have to screw him unconscious to do it.”

Nina grinned broadly. “That's my man!” she punched his shoulder. “And that's one hell of a way to come out of a slump!”

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“What did you say to him, Nina?” Two of her teammates crowded close, their eyes shining with excitement. “He must really have a thing for you!”

Nina stared in surprise. “Kellen doesn't have a thing for me.”

“Really?” One of the girls, Keisha, glanced quickly at Kellen. “But everyone says you're going out.”

“What?!” Nina's mouth fell open. “Who said that? We're not dating!”

“But didn't you leave the kickoff party with him?”

“Well, yeah, but it wasn't like that.” Nina looked from one girl to the other. “You're not kidding! People are really saying that?”

“Yeah,” Keisha nodded. “I've heard it from a couple different people.”

“Oh, shit!” Ignoring the surprised stares of the other two, Nina turned to stare at Kellen. Had Zach heard the same thing? Could that be what was happening between him and Kellen?

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Zach was not surprised when Kellen left without waking him on Saturday morning. In a way, he was relieved. He still felt tremendously guilty about Cole and he was not sure he could have faced Kellen anyway. So he spent the weekend in a flurry of housekeeping, right down to washing the windows and dusting the tops of the doors. But on Sunday afternoon, there was nothing else to do but go down to the swim center to meet the team's bus and face Kellen.

He arrived just as the bus was unloading, so he waited across the street, knowing the athletes would go to the locker room first to drop things off. He watched for Kellen, but ironically, the first person he recognized was the girl he had seen Kellen with before. As she exited the bus, she looked around as if expecting to see someone and when her eyes fell on him, she hurried across the street toward him. Zach was too surprised to do anything but watch her approach.

“Zach?” Her greeting was only partly a question. She obviously knew who he was. “I'm Nina Andrews. I've only got a minute.” She glanced quickly back over her shoulder. “I just wanted to say that if you've heard any rumors about me and Kellen, it's completely untrue.”

Zach's eyes widened in surprise.

“I just heard the rumor myself yesterday and it was a complete surprise,” she said earnestly. “I knew Kellen had a boyfriend before I met him and I never had any designs on him. We're just friends, honestly!” She watched his face anxiously.

Zach swallowed. “Th… Thanks. I had heard something like that and I… Well, I acted like an idiot,” he finished with a grimace.

“Kellen was pretty down yesterday,” Nina continued. “He really cares about you.”

“I really care about him, too,” Zach answered. He gave her a small smile. “I appreciate you telling me this. I didn't have the courage to ask him about it because I didn't want him to think I doubted him, except I was doubting him. Sometimes I think he's too good for me.”

Nina smiled. “He doesn't think so. He's totally in love with you.”

Zach bit his lip. “I just hope he can forgive me for being a complete fool.”

“I'm sure he will.” Nina looked over her shoulder again. Most of the athletes had disappeared into the locker room. “I've gotta go. It was nice meeting you.” She dashed back across the street.

Zach stared after her. “No wonder Kellen likes her. She's true friend material.”

When Kellen came out of the locker room later, he immediately came across the street.

Zach drew in a nervous breath. “Did Nina tell you I was here?”

“Yeah.” Kellen blinked at him uncertainly. “Do you mind if we go home before we talk about this? With all the people around…”

“Sure.”

Kellen said nothing as they walked home and Zach wondered what he was thinking. His expression was thoughtful rather than angry, which made Zach wonder if he knew about Cole. He found out the answer to that question as soon as the apartment door was closed behind them. Kellen immediately dropped his gym bag and turned to face him.

“I wasn't asleep Friday night,” he said quietly. “I heard you in the shower.”

Zach swallowed. “I'm really sorry, Kellen. It was a stupid thing to do.”

“Yes, it was.” Kellen took a deep breath and reached out to cup Zach's face in his hands. He tipped Zach's chin up and stared directly into his eyes. “I love you more than anything in the world, Zach. I really do.” His voice was gentle and his eyes never left Zach's face. “But I want you to know that if you ever cheat on me again, I'm going to beat the crap out of you.”

Zach blinked in surprise, momentarily caught off guard, and then his face lit up with a wide smile. Hearing gentle, kind-hearted Kellen say something so jealous and possessive filled him with joy. His eyes grew bright and he had to blink away sudden tears. “I understand!” he whispered. Then in a firmer voice he added. “I love you so much, Kellen, the thought of losing you completely screwed up my thinking. But it won't happen again. I promise!”

“Good,” Kellen said seriously, but a soft smile touched his lips as he spoke, “because I'll never want anyone but you.”

“In that case,” Zach breathed, “I'm taking you to bed right now and fucking you until you can't walk.”

“I was hoping you would say that,” Kellen whispered back. He leaned close and kissed Zach warmly, his tongue stroking caressingly against Zach's lips. Then he slipped an arm around Zach's waist and guided him into the bedroom. “And while you're at it, I want to hear how much better I am than that bastard Cole.”

Zach snorted as he pulled his t-shirt off over his head. “That won't take long. He wasn't that good. His ass is kind of flabby and he lacked… how shall I say it? Intensity. When I fuck you, I can tell all you're thinking about is my cock in your ass. It really turns me on. With him, I had the distinct impression that he would have stopped in the middle to take a call on his cell. It was hard to get into it.”

“So why did you do it?” Kellen stopped with his arms half-out of his shirt and regarded Zach steadily.

“Because I'm a stupid, jealous idiot and I thought it would prove something. It's just that now I don't know what it was I was trying to prove.” Zach sighed. “Maybe I just wanted to prove to myself that I wouldn't be lost if you left me,” he finished quietly.

Kellen dropped his shirt on the floor and put his arms around him. “I'll never leave you, Zach. Think about it. You're always telling me how I'm the hottest guy you've ever seen, but you're the only guy who can get me to drop my pants without a second thought. So how hot does that make you?”

Zach stared. “I… uh… I never looked at it that way before.” He was dumbfounded. He had simply never thought of himself as hot before, but if he could turn Kellen on with just a look… He leaned against Kellen's muscular chest, loving the firm, smooth feel of his skin and his musky, masculine scent. “You're amazing!” he exclaimed. “I was a fool not to have faith in you. I'm sorry.”

“That's where we started this conversation,” Kellen chuckled. “Since we've come full circle, it must be time for bed.”

Zach nodded, his cheek rubbing up and down against Kellen's collarbone. Then he turned his head and licked along the ridge into the hollow of Kellen's throat.

“That tickles!” Kellen chuckled. He lifted Zach's chin and kissed him firmly on the mouth. “But I like it. I think you need to lick me all over.”

Zach lowered his eyelids and ran his tongue over his lips seductively. “It will be my pleasure.”

Kellen grinned back. “Feel free to make me come as many times as you want.”

Zach chuckled, his voice coming out in a throaty purr. “Oh, I fully intend to.” He rubbed the front of Kellen's trousers. “I hope you're ready, because it's going to be a long night.”

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Kellen moaned helplessly as Zach's tongue stroked along the inside of his left upper arm. Zach really did seem intent on licking every square inch of his body and he was taking his time doing it. He would switch to soft warm kisses every now and then to rest his tongue, but he was happily savoring Kellen's body with his mouth. His sexual ministrations had Kellen so sensitized that no matter where he was touched it felt like an erogenous zone. His firmly erect cock was leaking freely. He had already experienced two mini-climaxes simply from being licked and Zach had not even licked his cock yet.

“You taste so good!” Zach murmured against his skin. “I don't know why I never thought to do this before.”

“You're driving me insane!” Kellen groaned. “My ass is quivering! I need to get fucked!”

“Patience, my love! There are parts of you I haven't tasted yet.”

Kellen groaned again. “You haven't fucked me for a whole week, Zach! I want your cock!”

“And I want your ass,” Zach said with a smile. “But if I can hold out, so can you.”

“Argh!”

“There, there! What if I lick here?” And Zach moved to Kellen's chest. His lips closed around Kellen's left nipple and he sucked firmly.

Kellen gasped as a deliciously erotic sensation flared from the hardened bud and he came. “Ah! Zach!”

Zach laughed softly. “You almost got me in the eye!” He wiped the cum off his face and slid his fingers into his mouth. “Umm, tasty!”

“Zach, please!”

“Well, I suppose I could finish the whole body tour later. But there is one more place I have to lick before I can fuck you.” He slid down Kellen's body and moved between his legs, pushing them well apart. He caressed Kellen's asshole with his fingertips. “I absolutely must spend some time here, so you'll just have to be patient.”

Kellen closed his eyes with a deep groan. He loved getting rimmed. As Zach's tongue began to explore his opening, he pushed his heels down and lifted his hips eagerly. “Oh, yes!” he moaned. He clutched at the bed, gasping helplessly. He remembered being dismayed by how much he enjoyed this the first time Zach did it to him. He remembered trying to resist the pleasure but ultimately being overwhelmed by the eroticism. He remembered, too, the first time he had asked Zach to do it. It was then that he had finally accepted that he would rather have sex with another guy than with girls. It had taken him a little longer to realize that he was desperately in love with Zach. Now, sharing his body with Zach was the greatest joy of his life.

Zach's tongue pushed into him and he cried aloud, his hips shaking. His anus was completely soft and it responded to Zach's tongue by widening, ready to receive something much larger. Kellen writhed, his head tossing from side to side.

“Oh god, Zach!” he gasped. “Please, fuck me! Please! I need it so bad! You're the only one who can satisfy me! Please!”

Zach immediately shifted forward and grasped his cock in one hand. “I won't make you wait anymore,” he said and he put his cock in.

Kellen gasped with joy as Zach's thick head penetrated him. Zach leaned forward, his hands resting on either side of Kellen's torso, and thrust forward with his hips, driving his cock farther in. Kellen arched up to receive him. Zach pushed again and his cock went all the way in, his hips bumping against Kellen's ass.

“Yes!” Kellen moaned. “Do it to me, Zach! Take me!”

Zach began to move, slowly at first, but he steadily increased his pace until he was banging against Kellen's ass, driving his cock in as deep as it would go. Kellen clung to Zach's arms, his body bouncing in response to Zach's pounding thrusts. Cries of joy burst from him with each hard thrust. He was far beyond the point of rational thought. He was drowning in pleasure. Orgasm overwhelmed him and all he could do was scream as his penis exploded. Jet after jet of cum shot from his cock, drenching his belly and chest. He was so lost in his own ecstasy, he was only dimly aware of Zach's cock pumping in his ass and Zach's answering cry of joy.

For a long, long time, Kellen just lay there panting, his body completely limp.

After a moment, Zach spoke softly. “Is that better?”

Kellen laughed weakly. “Much better!” He smiled up at Zach. “You're the only one who can do that to me, you know. I am so completely yours, it's embarrassing.”

Zach grinned broadly. “I love you!”

“I love you, too.” Kellen reached up and slid his hand into Zach's hair. Then he pulled Zach's mouth down to his and kissed him deeply. “I don't blame you for what happened with Cole,” he said. “I should have told you about Nina. We really are just friends. She's completely supportive of our relationship.”

“I should never have doubted you,” Zach replied earnestly. “I shouldn't be so insecure.”

“That's right, you shouldn't.” Kellen grabbed a corner of the sheet and wiped some of the cum off his chest. Then he put his arms around Zach's shoulders and pulled him into his embrace. “No matter what people say, never forget that I love you and only you, and that you're the only person I will ever make love with.”

Zach put his arms around him and pressed his face against Kellen's neck. “I won't forget! And the same goes for me, too!”

They held each other in silence for a long time. Kellen stroked Zach's hair, completely happy for the first time in what seemed like a long time.

“Oh, by the way,” Kellen said suddenly, “I set a record yesterday.”

“What?!” Zach lifted his head and stared at him.

“Yeah,” Kellen chuckled. “I was talking to Nina about you because she saw I was depressed and she told me to fight for you. I got so pissed off thinking about Cole that I ended up swimming better than I ever have in my life. I broke my PR by more than a minute and set a college record.”

“Kellen, that's wonderful!” Zach kissed him soundly. “Man, I wish I could have seen that! It must have been spectacular!”

“It was pretty cool.”

Zach pouted. “Well, that means you have to set another record this weekend so I can see it.”

“Another record?!” Kellen laughed. “I don't know if I can do that.”

“You won't do it for me?” Zach stuck out his lower lip and made puppy eyes.

Kellen laughed out loud. “All right! For you, I'll give it my best shot. You're really silly!”

“Yay!” Zach kissed him again and began moving his hips.

Kellen groaned as he felt Zach's cock engorging inside him. “Oh! That feels good!”

“I did promise to fuck you until you can't walk.”

“That means you'll have to bring me dinner in bed later.”

“It will be my utmost pleasure to wait on you hand and foot after I have fulfilled your every sexual need.”

Kellen kissed him warmly. “I love you, Zach Kirby.”

“I love you, too, Kellen Tarrow.”