Original Stories Fan Fiction ❯ Romancing Lucifer ❯ Contract 12: Satanism ( Chapter 12 )
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Romancing Lucifer
By: Melissa Norvell
Contract 12: Satanism
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Seraj couldn't seem to get the Tarot card off of his mind as he
walked down the concrete sidewalks with one hand in his pocket as
he concentrated on the intricate image of he and Lucifer, bodies
entangled in an intricate position of physical attraction. The more
he gazed upon it, the more he became confused as to what the hidden
message of the image was.
'What the hell does this have to do with his plans?' The
confused Nepali thought to himself with a frown. 'He wants to
help me defeat Sajani and finish what I set out to do by taking
revenge on her for what she did to my initially. What does this
mean? What? Does he lust after me? This card says
destiny…What the hell does that mean? Destiny? With Lucifer?
He can't be serious…What? Is having sex with him my destiny?
Does he want to bond with me more, like he did with that Saionji
guy? Well, he can forget about that, because I am not gay! He could
be the most beautiful man in the world and I still wouldn't want
him…even though he is the most beautiful man I've ever
seen…' After his thoughts ventured there, he wanted to
mentally slap himself.
"That's it, I'm going to go and talk to Yaone," Seraj's face
twisted into one filled with strong determination. He wanted the
answers that he sought and that blonde girl was the one who knew
the answers. "I want to know what exactly this binding contract is
about and what exactly the relationship I have with that angel
is."
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Seraj slammed the card down on the hard surface of the kotatsu in
Yaone's living room as he looked up at the girl in irritation. He
was tire of the secrets, tired of the lies and he wanted answers.
The boy didn't feel like being run around in circles anymore by
their vague words and he was tired of the evil angel's game. "What
is the meaning of this?"
Blue eyes casually glanced down to the card that lay on the table.
"You're messing with Tarot cards? I thought that you didn't believe
in that Tarot and Occult stuff," the comment was as casual as ever.
It was nothing less than he'd expect from the girl.
"I don't but Lucifer gave it to me, so I know that it means
something," Lucifer's subliminal messages always mean something. If
there was anything that he learned from the angel, that was the one
important thing he kept close to him.
"So what? Are you asking me for help?" Yaone wasn't really
interested in helping someone that she had just come out of a huge
fight with. Personally, she didn't care if Seraj was helped or not,
half of it was because of her current grudge against him, and the
other half was because of his stubborn stupidity that caused her
lord so much grief.
"I want you to tell me about all of this. What's going on? Why does
Lucifer want me? What's this card about? Come on, Yaone, I know you
have something to do with this. He must have promised something to
you or you wouldn't be doing this," Lucifer had the uncanny
ability, not only to judge but to promise someone that their most
hidden desires would come true. There was no doubt in his mind that
Yaone was under the same influence as anyone else who had succumbed
to Lucifer's trickery.
The blonde closed her eyes, "I'm indebted to Lucifer, so I have to
do this, no matter what happens to me. I do serve my lord and I'd
serve no one else." A small smile then formed on the girl's lips.
If Seraj was trying to say something about her or her situation,
then he was failing miserably.
"You're evil. No wonder you're a Satanist," Seraj spat coldly.
"If you act good then the spirits will be good to you, it's the
same for being evil. Do you want me to tell you about Satanism or
not?" Hopefully, if she told him about what it truly was, then he
would understand a little more about Lucifer.
"That's why I'm here," the dark-haired boy sat on her couch beside
of her.
"Then speak wisely."
"…"
"Alright, as you may or may not know, Satanism is the worship of
Lucifer, the angel who fell from grace because he was corrupted by
pride. We believe in magic and rituals. We also believe that Satan
is an independent agent and pray to him. Some of us are born into
the generational familial tradition of Satanism," Yaone informed.
"Sataniel tests the faith of humanity, just as God does. Lucifer
bestows knowledge upon us and allows us to seek greater knowledge
that other Gods limit us by giving us rules.
Lucifer is about freedom as opposed to the rules and commandments
of Christianity and other religions. Self-development and
individuality is important to us as well as the use of magic and
initiative to grow up as such. He wants an equal relationship with
his followers. The main sin is if you don't bow down he seeks to
remove his control.
Sataniel delivers tests to develop us as humans. In the Temptation
of Christ in the Desert, Sataniel offered to give him all of the
kingdoms of the Earth if Jesus worked for him. He truly is the
prince of this world."
"Lucifer and Satan or Sataniel, or whatever his name is are all the
same person." It was more of a statement rather than a question but
he wondered, since Yaone seemed to use the names
interchangeably.
"Yes, and keep in mind that everyone has two guardians, a light and
a dark angel. In Satanism, hell is not a bad place and everyone is
seen as equal."
"Okay, so tell me about the curses and things that you guys do,"
Seraj responded. Perhaps if he knew what exactly they did to curse
him or put him in some kind of pact, then he could find out a way
to break it and release himself from the angel's clutches.
Yaone became a little suspicious. "You're pretty interested in this
all of a sudden. Any reason why?" The girl shifted her eyes towards
her friend, who sat across from her.
"You could say that I've wised up."
"Well, there are old rituals that were used to signify Satanism,"
the blonde decided to choose her words carefully. She had an idea
that the boy was up to something. "I think that the most common one
is called the Black Mass, which was performed during the time of
the witch trials.
The Black Mass is also in a book by Huysman and many Satanists use
quotations from it when they perform it. They also use prayers that
are said to be devil hosts that are stolen from Catholic churches.
Most Black Masses are held with Roman Catholic altars and sexual
acts and objects as well as rituals to produce a variety of
Satanism which exalts the devil and degrades the God of
Christianity by inverting Christian rites.
There are also other things like defiling crucifixes, making pacts
with the devil and emotional reactions to rebellion which is said
to make the devil move in.
There are several things that are purely black magic and not the
art of Satan. There are curses, hexes, voodoo, necromancy, the
invocation or evocation of deities, or spirits, spells,
concoctions, or rituals that involve organic materials and ouija
boards. These things are considered evil or immoral but aren't
really. However, one must use them wisely for no spell is without
consequences."
"Ouija boards?" Seraj questioned. He had heard of the objects
before but aside from that, he really didn't know what one was.
"Yes, they are boards with a set of letters and a magnifying
glass," Yaone explained. "You can cross over and speak to spirits
with them, but if you don't know what you're doing you'll be lied
to, open portals, allow negative beings to your dimension where
they can possess you, haunt you, or there may be possible
deaths."
Her last words cut through his soul and sent chills down his back.
He would make a mental note never to use an Ouija Board for
anything. “ What? How do you get rid of them?"
"You must pour salt on the ouija board, pray and burn it to banish
the negative spirits," Yaone instructed.
"Okay, how did you summon Lucifer? It wasn't with an ouija thing,
was it?" Seraj hadn't remembered there being an ouija boards around
at the time of the summoning, but it could be at an earlier time
that she had actually summoned him. Perhaps he just agreed to
appear to him when the ritual was going on.
"No, it wasn't. It was an evocation. Evocations call up or summon a
being to this plane, usually by use of a black mirror or crystal
ball. You can burn incense if you want the spirit to take a
physical body," Yaone told him as Seraj noted something
critical.
"You used black mirrors in our ritual."
"You've got it. Oh and you're never supposed to show fear when you
summon, you can easily be possessed. The other type of summoning is
called invocation, which is calling a spirit within and allowing a
spirit to temporarily possess you. You can also draw up magic
circles for protection or guidance."
"So, voodoo isn't evil?" Seraj had still been a little confused by
that. It was the only thing that the blonde had not explained to
him.
"No, voodoo isn't even black magic. It's now a Christianized
religion, the voodoo doll isn't used for cursing, it is used for
healing and can be very beneficial. Material spells depend on the
use of the items. If bones are taken from the grave, then it is
immoral, or is thought to be used for malicious intent," Yaone set
him straight on what the art truly was, not to be confused with
Satanism and witch craft of any kind.
"What about animal sacrifices?" Seraj asked about the most
clichéd symbol of Satanism that existed. "I've heard that a
lot of Satanists do those."
Yaone nearly shook her head at the very thought. She wasn't the
type who believed in those meaningless things. "Animal sacrifices
are unnecessary and they put Lucifer in a bad light. To me,
Sataniel is the all. Many do have their own individualized version
of him. The Order of the Nine Angels are the ones who started that
concept.
They were traditional Satanists who claimed to sacrifice animals
and even humans. There's also the Cathedral of the Black Goat, who
follow Satan from the Bible and believe that the anti-Christ will
succeed in bringing joy to the world. Usually, animal sacrifices
are used for beginners to help them break away from any past
Christian indoctrination of society's expectations for
behavior-"
"Then what did you do to me?" Seraj cut her off with his question.
He wouldn't get a straight answer unless he asked her directly, it
seemed.
"I preformed a pact or dedication rite."
"You dedicated my soul to Lucifer?" What had she done to him? There
was no way in hell that he was going to get out of this punishment.
Seraj was truly doomed to a life as Lucifer's pet in order to
fulfill the terms of the dedication that Yaone had made between
them.
He was beyond screwed and destined to be screwed by Lucifer. What
else could be worse?
"In a manner of speaking, yes," a small smile of triumph crossed
her face at the look of hopelessness in his eyes. She wanted it, in
a strange and warped way. It was all that her master desired and it
would be in his best wishes to find a companion such as Seraj-
whether the boy like it or not.
"How could you do that to me? What were you thinking?" Yaone
completely ruined his life by tying him to that murderous angel.
Now he would be doomed to a lifetime of eternal punishment and
hell.
He had to believe that there was hope. Seraj couldn't give up
yet.
"I was thinking a lot of things, actually. None of them went my way
and none of them are going my way. That's why Ukayou died," the
blonde said darkly as her bright blue gaze hit the ground and she
felt her heart drop with the sorrow of her friend's death.
"What? I thought that he killed her because I wasn't going along
with his 'plan' or 'pact' or whatever the hell it is," Seraj was a
little dumbfounded by it all. Just when he thought he had the
situation assessed, new information is brought up and he found
himself in question once more.
"It was part of the problem but not all of it," Yaone's voice was
low and mournful. It even seemed to possess a bit of regret in it.
These were not feeling that Seraj was used to seeing and at this
point in time, it made the stone-cold girl seem human.
"Is there something that you aren't telling me?" Seraj looked over
to the blonde, who sat with her hands in her lap and her head
turned away, blonde locked fell over her face, concealing her true
expression from him. "Is there a reason for all of this, other than
the fact that you're doing him a great deed?"
"I'm paying off a debt," She admitted.
"What am I? Your payment?"
"In a manner of speaking."
"You can never answer anything directly, can you?" That had
irritated him beyond measure about the both of him. Both Yaone and
that fork-tongued Lucifer could never answer anything with any sort
of clarity. It was always the same cryptic codes that poured from
their mouths.
It was sickening and irritating all at the same time.
"You're supposed to figure it out yourself. Is there anything else
that you want to know about Satanism?" The blonde asked, a little
irritated with his constant questioning. By now she had long since
figured out what he was trying to do and a little regretful that
she had revealed as much information about her religion as she
had.
"I think I've figured everything out now," Seraj leaned over and
picked up the Tarot card that he slammed down and gazed at its
contents. "Except what that weird Tarot card means."
"It means that he's interested in you," Yaone told him.
"I've already figured that out but what does he want to have sex
with me for? What would that do? Are there any sexual rituals that
are used in making pacts or have that have to do with the summoning
of Lucifer?" Seraj wanted to make sure that he could handle the
situation when he came across it. He knew that Lucifer wanted him
for some reason and if he wanted to have sex with him, no doubt
he'd be showing signs soon. Seraj was in no way doing him that
easily but at the same time, he wanted to know what he was
interested in him for.
"Yes, there are. I've heard that he is good in bed. Many people
have been tempted by him; angels, humans, even the first woman in
creation according to some religions, was tempted by Lucifer's
charm," Yaone looked up with a nostalgic smile. It disturbed Seraj
that she could smile so warmly while she spoke of a tyrant like
Lucifer.
"Yeah, yeah," he wanted nothing more than to end that
conversation.
"He's turned straight men gay," Yaone noted.
"No one, not even Lucifer himself, has enough charm to turn me
gay," the boy declared, and while the exterior was strong and
confident, inside he couldn't be helped but to be pulled in by the
angel's beauty, just as the others were.
Was this truly just a game? What would happen if he were to give in
to Lucifer? Would be simply become bait, or would he truly be
loved?
Why was he thinking such things? Seriously, what was wrong with
him? There was no way that he would give into the angel's
temptation that easily. He'd rather die.
"I'd watch what I say if I were you," the blonde warned again.
"Why? Is he going to rape me or something?" Seraj made it into a
joke, although he knew that Lucifer had the potential of doing so,
but he pushed the thought into the back of his mind.
"I'm not sure," Yaone's answer didn't help him any at all.
"He won't exist on this plain that long."
"What?" This caused the blonde to look back towards him in
question. What did he mean by that? What was the idiot planning
now?
"He won't punish you or me anymore. No one will have to suffer and
die anymore because of him. I'll make sure that he's out of this
plain for good, and this is going to help me do it," Seraj pulled
out the cross-saber and looked at the weapon that he held tenderly
in his hands. He had kept it close to him, in case he needed it one
day and today would be that day. Today was the day that Lucifer
would fall from grace on the mortal plain and return back to the
depths of hell from which he was spawned.
"I deserved it, and if you think I'm helping you kill Lucifer, then
you're wrong. I'm loyal to him and only him," the girl's words were
strong as she looked at the Nepali boy with disappointment in her
blue eyes.
"What?" Seraj was stunned to know that the girl would still
stubbornly cling to Lucifer even though he had punished her and
took away all of the people who meant something to her. What kind
of masochist was Yaone anyway? Why was she willing to go through
all of that pain for someone like him? "Look what he's done to you;
to everyone in school, to Sajani and I. Surely, you don't think
that they deserved that? You might think I do, but what about
Ukayou? Did Ukayou deserve any of this?"
It was a guilt trip that struck the center of Yaone's heart and
shattered her from the inside, but she would not let her true
emotions show. She would not allow herself to look weak in front of
him. "Sacrifices must be made," her tone was low but held the same
strength as it always had.
"Well, it's about time the deity became the sacrifice," Seraj said
darkly as he held up the cross-saber in front of his face as the
blade flashed and his reflection appeared in the cold steel. "I'll
take this cross saber and drive it into his heart. Lucifer will be
out of my life- once and for all."
…To Be Continued…