Other Fan Fiction / Romance Fan Fiction ❯ The words behind the petals ❯ The words behind the petals ( Chapter 1 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Disclaimer: I do not own Super Junior, they are the property of SM entertainment, but if I did own them…oh god imagine the power.
Title: The words behind the petal
Rating: NC-17
Parings: Kibum/KimHeeChul
Length: One-shot
Summary: Kibum is trying to show his feelings towards Kim Hee Chul by leaving small little hints.
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Kim Hee Chul was sitting on his bed as he stared at the flower that was between his thumb and finger. The flowers petals were a light purple color. The center of the bud was white and had what seemed to be a yellow stem sticking out of it.
“What is this?” Kim Hee Chul asked after examining the plant.
“It's a Crocus.” Said Kibum; who was standing near the doorway. He had been watching Kim Hee Chul while he analyzed the flower.
“Why did you give it to me?” Kim Hee Chul asked as he turned his head away from the blossom and looked towards Kibum.
“Well I noticed you've been looking at bit down lately, so I thought that giving you a flower would cheer you up a little.” Kibum said in a nonchalant manner. “You know that's the meaning behind Crocuses, cheerfulness.”
“Oh!” Kim Hee Chul said as he now stared at the bud with affliction after learning its meaning.
“You know. I never thought the monkey of the group could get depressed.” Kibum said with mirth laced through his voice.
Kim Hee Chul quickly snapped his head back towards Kibum. “Did you just call me a mon…key?” his words broke off as he came face to face with Kibum. Some how, the dark-haired boy had gotten himself onto Kim Hee Chul's bed without Kim Hee Chul even noticing.
“Yes, I'm calling you a monkey.” Kibum said. His breathe ran across Kim Hee Chul's cheeks making the boy blush as he realized how close he was to Kibum.
“You act goofy and silly just like one.” Suddenly Kibum expression change into a look that Kim Hee Chul couldn't quite recognize.
Kibum then took his hand and tenderly stared rubbing his thumb across Kim Hee Chul's right cheek. “And you're cute enough to be one too.” Kibum said sounding as if he was in a daze.
Kim Hee Chul could feel the blood rushing to his cheeks as Kibum rub them.
“W-what?” Kim Hee Chul asked a bit confused.
Kibum suddenly got off the bed and began to stretch his body while making little groaning sounds.
“So why have you been so sad lately.” Kibum asked as if nothing had just happen.
Kim Hee Chul said nothing for a moment. He just stared at Kibum in bewilderment as he wondered what had just happen a few seconds ago. It wasn't until Kibum's words had registered in his head that he finally answered.
“Oh…uh nothing really.” Kim Hee Chul said staring back down at the flower. “It's just that my life has been feeling kind of empty lately.”
“Yeah being in one of Korea's most well known singing groups can leave you feeling a bit devoid.” Kibum said in sarcasm.
“No, it's not like I feel that my career choice in life isn't thrilling or nothing like that.” Kim Hee Chul implied. “Its just that can't help but feel that I'm missing something.”
Kibum said nothing for a while; instead he just gave his friend an affectionate look.
“Well you better find out what your missing soon or it might just get away from you.” Kibum said in an astuteness manner.
“What do you mean by that?” Kim Hee Chul asked. He had a feeling there was more meaning to Kibum words.
“Nothing.” Kibum said as he walked out the door.
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The next day…
Kim Hee Chul was practicing his dance move in the studio room. It was in the middle of his dancing that a bright purple flower with five petals on it fell to the ground in front of him.
Kim Hee Chul stared at the flower for moment in confusion. He then realized that the song he had been dancing to had changed. He recognized the beat of the song it was “I Do” by Bi. He quickly turned his head around to the beat box, and was met with the sight of Kibum resting his hand on the electronic device. He was wearing a predatory grin that made Kim Hee Chul feel butterflies in his stomach.
“It's a Viscaria.” Kibum said seductively. “It means `Dance with me.'”
“S-so you want to dance with me.” Kim Hee Chul asked. He felt stupid for stuttering, but he just couldn't help it. Something about being around Kibum made him feel nervous.
Kibum just gave the older boy a wolfish grin and slowly began to walk towards him. Kim Hee Chul felt his face get redder and redder at each step Kibum took towards him.
When the dark-haired boy finally got close enough to Kim Hee Chul, he place his left hand on the center of the boy's back and pushed both of their chests together. Kibum then wrapped both of his arms around Kim Hee Chul's waist and slowly started moving side to side, making the other boy do the same.
Kim Hee Chul felt as if the butterflies in his stomach had triple, and he knew that his face probably looked like a cherry from blushing so much.
“Wouldn't you rather dan-“
“No.” Kibum said before Kim Hee Chul could even get his sentence out.
“Oh…okay.” Kim Hee Chul said meekly.
A few more seconds into to the song, Kim Hee Chul began to feel a bit more comfortable dancing with Kibum, even though the situation he was in was a little odd. He couldn't help but feel cozy in Kibum's arm, especially when he had the boy's hot body up against his. In fact Kim Hee Chul felt so comfortable that he decided to rest his head on one of Kibum's shoulders. At first he didn't know how the boy would react at such a motion, but his thoughts were put at ease as Kibum brush his medium length hair off to the side to make room for the boy's head.
After a while the song ended, but neither of the boys parted from one another. Kim Hee Chul slowly tilted his head upward to looked at Kibum. He almost gasped when he saw a pair of lust filled eyes staring right at him. Kim Hee Chul felt so nervous at being looked at in such a way that he decided to let his eyesight drift somewhere else on Kibum's face.
It was during that drift that Kim Hee Chul noticed Kibum's lips. They looked so soft and pink that Kim Hee Chul just wanted to nip at them, scratch that kiss them. Oh he was he kidding he wanted to suck them, bite them, molest them so bad that he would never get the taste of Kibum's lips out of his mouth.
During Kim Hee Chul's little daydream about Kibum's lips he absent mindedly licked his own, which cause a light groan to erupt from Kibum's thoart.
Kim Hee Chul quickly snapped his eyes back towards Kibum's.
Kibum's mouth turned into a lewd grin in response to Kim Hee Chul's questionable eyes. He then backed away from the boy, leaving Kim Hee Chul a bit more confused than what he already was.
“That was fun Kim Hee Chul let's do it again some time.” Kibum said as he grabbed his cd out of the beat box and then walked out the door.
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A week later…
Kim Hee Chul was in the kitchen trying to make a cake for Han Kyung's upcoming birthday, but he was having a difficult time making the pastry. He had already burnt three of the cakes that he had made before, and he was now stirring his fifth batter of cake mix. The one before had some of his hair in it so he had to throw that cake mix away.
Kim Hee Chul now had his hair tied back in a ponytail to keep his strands from falling in the batter again. He was stirring the paste in a rigorous fashion, which caused some of the cake mix to spill out of the bowl and onto the kitchen counter.
“What are you doing?” Kim Hee Chul heard a familiar voice say behind him.
Kim Hee Chul turned his head around to see Kibum standing near the kitchen sink. Again the boy had some how gotten past Kim Hee Chul without the boy even noticing.
“Oh, it's you.” Kim Hee Chul said in a callous manner. He hadn't meant for his voice to sound so hostile. He was just frustrated at his failed attempts in making the cake.
“If you're trying to make a cake for Han Kyung's birthday you're doing it all wrong.” Kibum said. If he had heard the malicious in Kim Hee Chul's voice, he certainly showed no sign of it.
Suddenly Kim Hee Chul felt a warm body pressed up against his back. The sudden contact surprised Kim Hee Chul and made him drop the wooden spoon he was stirring with.
A light chuckle came from Kibum's thoart.
“See you can't even hold on to the spoon.” Kibum then proceed to pick up the spoon that had felled on the counter. He placed it back in Kim Hee Chul's hand while covering it with his own. Meanwhile, Kim Hee Chul just stood there silently. He didn't even think about protesting against Kibum's action, since his mind was still focusing on the fact that the boy's body was against his back.
“Now you can't just stir the mix roughly.” Kibum said near Kim Hee Chul's ear, which caused the boy to shutter for a moment.
“You have to stir it gently like so.” Kibum then began to slowly turn the wooden spoon in the batter, which made Kim Hee Chul do the same.
Kim Hee Chul felt as if he was in a content trance. Blending the mix so tenderly seem to relax him, and having a warm body pressed against him, only added to his comfort.
Kim Hee Chul awoke from his daze when something hard poked him on his butt. At first he was confuse. He couldn't understand how something could poke him, when the only thing that was behind him was Kibum, and it couldn't be him since one of the boy's hands was wrapped around his and the other was resting on the counter; and then a thought came across his mind. Maybe it was Kibum's d-
“Is something wrong?” Kibum asked, “You seem to be baffled by something.”
“N-no, nothing wrong.” Kim Hee Chul quickly stuttered out. Kim Hee Chul decided that the object that poked him was probably just the antenna to Kibum's cell phone which was lying in his pants pocket. He didn't want to think about what it really was, but when the object poked him again, this time a little harder, he knew the it was way to big to be a antenna.
“It's thick.” Kibum said sensually.
“What!” Kim Hee Chul gasped out.
“The mix it's getting thick we should pour it into the pan now.” Kibum said. His voice sounded completely different from what Kim Hee Chul thought it sounded like a few seconds ago.
Kibum slowly backed away from Kim Hee Chul making the boy feel cold at the sudden lose of body heat. After pouring the batter into the metal pan and later putting the pan into the oven, Kim Hee Chul and Kibum was left in the kitchen staring at one another.
“You got some flour on your face.” Kibum said to Kim Hee Chul.
“Oh, really. Where?” Kim Hee Chul asked as rubbed his right cheek thinking that was where the flour was.
“Don't worry. I'll get it.” Kibum said walking towards Kim Hee Chul.
When Kibum got close enough to the Kim Hee Chul's face he began to examine the boy's left cheek.
“You know I don't think this is flour.” He then took his tongue out and slowly licked away the white substance on Kim Hee Chul's cheek. Kim Hee Chul gasped as the warm and wet appendage slid across his face.
“Mmm…sugar.” Kibum said as he savored the flavor on his tongue.
Kim Hee Chul stared at Kibum with his mouth a gaped. He couldn't believe what the boy in front of him had just done.
It was during his astonishment that Shindong and Sungmin had decided to come in the kitchen.
“Hey what are you guys doing?” Shindong asked.
“Nothing much.” Kibum said as he slowly slid away from Kim Hee Chul, who was still in shock. “We're just making a cake for Han Kyung's birthday party.”
“Oh that reminds me.” Sungmin said while digging in the back of his pocket. “I got what you asked for.” He then took out a plastic zipper bag from his pocket, and showed it to Kibum.
Inside the bag were three small yellow flowers. Kim Hee Chul recognized the plants as the flowers that hummingbirds always suck on. Honey Suckles he think they were called. Kibum took the plastic bag away from Sungmin.
“Are those for me?” Kim Hee Chul asked Kibum. He then heard giggling coming from Shindong.
“Believe or not Hee Chul, but everything doesn't involve around you.” The chuckling Shindong remarked.
“Their for Han Kyung's cake.” Kibum replied. “I thought it would be a good ideal to put a flower that means `Happiness' on top of it.”
“Oh.” Kim Hee Chul said, his voice sounding a little bitter. For some reason the fact that Kibum was going to put flower's on Han Kyung's cake didn't sit well with him.
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The next day…
All the members of Super Junior were in the main room celebrating Han Kyung's birthday. They had already started eating the birthday cake, and everybody was having great time everyone, except Kim Hee Chul, who was steaming mad at both Kibum and Han Kyung. The two had been talking and joking with each other during the whole party.
Kim Hee Chul was watching them now. Kibum and Han Kyung was sitting on the couch together. Kibum had his arm wrapped around Han Kyung's shoulder. He leaned over and whispered something in Han Kyung's ear, which made the Chinese boy giggle. Kim Hee Chul felt like he wanted to throw up at the disgusting scene the two were making.
“Hey Kim Hee Chul, why you look so down.” A drunken Kangin asked. “It's one of are friends birthday. You should be happy.”
“Don't tell me how I should feel.” Kim Hee Chul angrily spat out.
“Hey don't be so mean Hee Chul.” Shiwon said while slurring his words. He was obviously wasn't in better state then Kangin. “We're just trying to have some fun.”
“Whatever. I'm going to bed.” Kim Hee Chul said tightly as he went off to his bedroom. He didn't notice that Kibum had watched him as he exited the room.
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The next day…
Kim Hee Chul was lying down on his bed. He was still mad about what had happen at the party. While he fuming, Kibum had decided to enter his room.
“What do you want?” Kim Hee Chul asked bitterly. Kibum just smiled at him and pulled out a small, dark purple flower from behind his back. The five petals that were on it were curled backwards, which Kim Hee Chul thought was unique.
“It means `I'm Sorry'” Kibum said when he notice Kim Hee Chul looking at it.
“Well you should be.” Kim Hee Chul said angrily as he sat up on his bed and stared at Kibum.
“And why is that?” Kibum asked, while giving Kim Hee Chul a questionable look.
“You were flirting with Han Kyung the whole time during the party.” Kim Hee Chul shouted. “And right in front of me.”
“To start off I wasn't flirting with him.” Kibum remarked. “And if I was why should I be sorry about that. It shouldn't have bother you. It's not like you're my boyfriend or anything”
Kim Hee Chul open his mouth to say something, but quickly shut it as he realized what Kibum had said was true. He wasn't Kibum's boyfriend, but then why was he jealous when Kibum was at the party with Han Kyung.
“Well, if you're not sorry then why are you giving me that flower?” Kim Hee Chul pointed out.
“I never said I was going to give it to you.” Kibum said. “I just wanted to show it too you.”
“Oh!” Kim Hee Chul said in surprised. He was a little upset that the flower wasn't for him, again. The room was silent for a moment until Kibum spoke.
“Here you can have it anyway.” Kibum said as he toss the flower towards Kim Hee Chul, who caught it. “But I suggest you think about what I should be sorry for. You might find something interesting about yourself if you do.”
And like so many times before Kibum left the room leaving, Kim Hee Chul in a confused state.
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Later that night…
Kim Hee Chul decided to roam the streets, to clear his head. He had a lot on his mind.
`I suggest you think about what I should be sorry for. You might find something interesting about yourself if you do.'
Those words kept roaming through his head. What had Kibum meant? And did he really had anything to be sorry for?
Suddenly, pictures of Kibum and Han Kyung snuggle up together on the couch pop into his mine. Kim Hee Chul gritted his teeth at the images that floated his mind. He remembered how the two boys' were giggle and laughing with each other as he stood across the room glaring at them. He didn't see why Kibum had to be so friendly with the Han Kyung. He didn't understand why Kibum had to put all is attention on the Chinese boy. He didn't know why Han Kyung had to go and steal his boyfriend.
Kim Hee Chul stopped in his tracks as he realized what he had just thought. Did He just call Kibum his boyfriend? No he couldn't have. It was just the slip of the mind, but if that was true then why did his heart beat when he thought of the word boyfriend in the same sentence with Kibum? Yeah he knew that Kibum was good-looking, well more like drop dead gorgeous, but that didn't mean he was in love with the boy. But then why did his stomach flutter when he was always near the boy, and why did he always try to sneak glances at Kibum when he wasn't looking, and why did he worse days turn into his happiest when he saw the boy's smiling face. No. Kim Hee Chul knew he was wrong. He was in love with Kibum, In fact he was deeply in love with the boy, and he had a feeling that Kibum knew this and was in love with him as well.
A smiled formed on Kim Hee Chul face as he realized what he had been missing in his life all along. He had to tell Kibum how he felt, but first he had to make a quick stop to the flower store.
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Later on that night…
Kim Hee Chul rushed into house, nearly broke the door down in doing so. Carry a bouquet in his right hand he searched the house to see that no one was their. He decided that most of the members were asleep, which was a good thing for him since he needed no one's intrusion on what he was about to do.
Like a cat in the night Kim Hee Chul snuck towards the room Kibum was in. The door was closed, but he could see that lights were on between the cracks in the wall. Taking a deep breathe he open the door.
Kim Hee Chul almost dropped his flowers at the sight that had awaited him when he opened the door. Kibum was standing in his room barely dressed. The only thing that was covering his body was a pair of black sweat pants. His tanned chest was left bare for Kim Hee Chul's gaze.
“Kim Hee Chul what are you doing here?” The half-naked boy asked.
Kim Hee Chul said nothing as his eyes were still focus on the boy's chest. Kibum looked down at himself and laughed as he realized that the boy was distracted by his state of dress.
“Do you want me to put on a shirt?” Kibum teased.
“What!” Kim Hee Chul said after finally taking his eyes off of Kibum's chest.
“No. I mean you don't have too if you don't want to.” Kim Hee Chul quickly added. He didn't want to sound like some crazy old pervert.
“So why are you here?” Kibum asked again.
“Well I…um.” Kim Hee Chul stalled. He didn't actually know how to tell Kibum that he loved him. Kim Hee Chul looked at the flowers that were in his hand and took a big gulp.
“I wanted to give you some flowers.” Kim Hee Chul said while thrusting the buds toward Kibum. “I wanted to give you flowers that tell how I felt about you. I want to tell you that I love y-.”
But before Kim Hee Chul could even finish his sentence, Kibum lips came crashing against his. Kim Hee Chul was so shocked by the kiss that he gasped, which allowed Kibum's tongue entrance into his mouth.
Kim Hee Chul felt as if he was in heaven as the younger boy's tongue fought with his. The fight soon ended with Kibum being the dominate winner. The wet appendage then began to map out every spot in Kim Hee Chul's mouth. The older boy could feel himself getting harder the longer Kibum journey into his wet orifice.
After a while of molesting the boy's mouth Kibum slowly backed away from Kim Hee Chul for some much needed air.
“How long did you wanted to do that.” Kim Hee Chul said while panting.
“Almost as long as you have.” Kibum breathed out.
“Wh-where do we go from here?” Kim Hee Chul asked.
Kibum gave the older boy a lewd grin.
“We go here.” Kibum then took Kim Hee Chul's arm and led him to his bed. Kim Hee Chul crawled on the bedspread without even being asked to, which made Kibum smile in delight.
Kibum crept over top of Kim Hee Chul and began to undo the boy's pant. Kim Hee Chul didn't protest he had wanted to do this for a long time now; it was just a few moments ago that he had realized it.
When Kibum slid down Kim Hee Chul's underwear he licked his lips.
“Wow! Kim Hee Chul. You're pretty well endowed.” Kibum said while grabbing the boy's fully erect 8 inch dick. Kim Hee Chul moan as Kibum fisted him and he moan even louder when Kibum moved his hand up and down his length.
“But I'm bigger.” Kibum took his free hand and pulled down his sweat pants. Kim Hee Chul groaned when he saw Kibum's thick and glisten wet cock. It had to be at least 10 inches from what he could tell.
“You like what you see.” Kibum asked seductively.
“Ye-Ahh!” Kim Hee Chul tried to reply, but he couldn't due to the fact that Kibum's hand had moved faster on his shaft.
Kibum inwardly smiled at the boy's struggling attempt to speak. He then took his hand off the boy's member. Kim Hee Chul almost screamed at Kibum for doing so, but quickly stopped when the boy's hot mouth covered his length.
Kibum started off sucking the boy with just his mouth, which had Kim Hee Chul squirming, but later on he added his tongue which made the boy scream and squeal like a horny teenage girl.
Kibum's tongue ran all over Kim Hee Chul's cock. No even the hole on top of the shaft was left untouched. Kim Hee Chul knew if Kibum kept doing this he would cum right into the boy's mouth.
Then without warning the younger boy took his mouth completely off of Kim Hee Chul's dick.
“Kibum!” Kim Hee Chul screamed in anger and surprise.
“Shh. I don't want you to cum just yet.” Kibum said while placing a finger on top of the older boy's lips. The gentle gesture immediately calmed Kim Hee Chul down, but it didn't stop the painful ache that was between his legs.
Kibum reached over Kim Hee Chul to get a container of lube that was on his dresser. He then coated two of his fingers with the substance.
“Now this might hurt a little bit.” Kibum said to the boy underneath him.
“I don't care. Just get it over with.” Kim Hee Chul screamed. He wanted Kibum to get back to pleasuring him.
At that remark Kibum quickly shoved his coated fingers into Kim Hee Chul's ass. The intrusion felt weird to Kim Hee Chul, but he relaxed his muscles anyway. Kibum moved his fingers in and out of the strong orifices. His already hard member twitched when he realized how tight Kim Hee Chul was. When the entrance had loosened up some Kibum added a third finger. Kim Hee Chul was beginning to enjoy the sensation the three fingers were causing.
“Ahh.” Kim Hee Chul shouted when the fingers hit a spot inside him that made him see stars. “Wh-what was that?”
“That, my dear lover, was your prostate.” Kibum replied. He had his fingers out of Kim Hee Chul's ass, and was now applying a generous amount of lube to his whimpering member.
“Are you going to hit again?” Kim Hee Chul asked hopefully.
“Yes, but only this time harder.” Kibum raised both of Kim Hee Chul's legs and placed them on top of his shoulders. He then placed his cock at the entrance of Kim Hee Chul's rear. Just before he was about to thrust in, Kim Hee Chul stopped him.
“Wait! Don't you want my shirt off?” Kim Hee Chul asked.
“As much as I would love to see the sweat pour off your chest as I fuck you into next week,” Kibum said proactively. “I'm afraid my cock can't wait any longer to enter you. Your screams of pleasure would just have to do for now.”
With that said Kibum lunged into Kim Hee Chul's awaiting entrance. He grunted as he entered the tight passage. The boy's ass was indeed taut. He stopped once his length had fully entered the boy; he wanted Kim Hee Chul to adjust to the large object that was inside him.
The feeling of Kibum's dick inside his rear felt uncomfortable and yet he couldn't help but feel complete at the same time. When he finally got adjusted to Kibum's member, he clamped down on the length as a sign to show that he was ready.
Kibum slowly pulled out of Kim Hee Chul until the only thing that was left inside the tight orifice was the head of his penis. Then without notice he slammed back into the boy, hitting his prostate and making Kim Hee Chul scream. He repeated the process again only this time a little bit faster.
“Oh god… Kim Hee Chul…you're so tight.” Kibum grunted out. “I don't think…. I can…*pant*… control myself.”
“Then don't.” Kim Hee Chul replied.
After hearing the boy's words, Kibum began to thrust into the boy's body harder and faster than he had before.
“Ahh…mmm yes….” Kim Hee Chul moaned. Every thrust that Kibum took inside him hit his prostate right on.
“So tight…so good.” Kibum grunted out in pleasure. The tightness of Kim Hee Chul's ass caused a delicious sensation on his cock, and the boy's screams only added to his pleasure.
“Yes that's it Kibum…oh…harder, faster…OH GOD YES!” Kim Hee Chul was so close to cumming, in fact he could feel some of his sperm spurting out of him. He knew that it would take one more hit of Kibum's member on his prostate before he completely lost it, but he didn't want to come alone.
As soon as the boy over top of him hit the source of his pleasure, Kim Hee Chul quickly tighten his ass over Kibum cock causing the boy to cum with him as well.
“Kibum!” Kim Hee Chul screamed as his sperm erupt from his member and splattered on both of the boy's stomach.
“Fuck… Kim Hee Chul.” Kibum moaned out, while his seeds filled up Kim Hee Chul's ass. He hadn't expected the boy to squeeze him so tightly.
For a moment the two boys stayed in the positions that they were in, enjoying the afterglow. Then after a while Kibum took his limp cock out of Kim Hee Chul rear. He then laid beside the older boy and covered him and himself up with the bed sheets.
“So when do you think we should tell the guys that were a couple?” Kim Hee Chul asked tiredly.
“From the way you were screaming. I think they already know.” Kibum answered. “Isn't that right guys”
Kim Hee Chul then heard the sound of 11 Super Junior members scattering away from Kibum's door. Kim Hee Chul blushed as he realized that the whole group had heard him and Kibum's love making.
“Don't worry. We'll deal with them later.” Kibum said while wrapping one of his arms around Kim Hee Chul's body.
With his mind put at ease Kim Hee Chul began to fall asleep.
“Goodnight love.” Kim Hee Chul said before closing his eyes.
“Sa-rang, Kim Hee Chul” Kibum answered back before falling asleep as well.
The newly found couple then had sweet dreams of they're future together all through the night.
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