Other Fan Fiction ❯ Apology ❯ Apology ( One-Shot )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
Dear Readers,
Yalo, this is the spazzy fan fiction writer, Moonlight Angel.
Due to certain events a few months ago I decided that I would take everything off my media miner account. This could to be due to the fact that I was fighting depression and anxiety attacks through the course of my senior year in high school. A lot of stress and pressure to graduate had built up and resulted in me ceasing my work as a fan fic writer. With everything going on, I also managed to miraculously acquire a major writer’s block and slowly diminishing confidence in my ability to write a great fan fiction. Now, I know what you’re thinking, or at least I’m guessing, that you wonder as to why I’m telling you all this after so many months of hearing nothing from me.
I am truly sorry for keeping everyone in the dark and I know it was wrong of me, not to post a notice before I took everything off line. No need to worry though. I sought help for dealing with my depression and anxiety by going to my doctor. And no, I’m not taking meds! I don’t want to mess up my already screwed system more than what it already is. And the good news is I’m dealing with everything okay and I’ve decided to put “Two Sides of The Coin” up again because of a certain persistent reader, who sent me two emails reminding me that there are people out there who truly did enjoy my work as a writer. I would like to give a huge “THANK YOU!!!!!!” to this person for doing this, or else I would have kept ignoring my account and not thought about restarting my work, or pick up where I left off in the Emo sister/twilight fan fiction.
Now before I even go further into the subject, I would like everyone to know that since this is my first year of college, it is probably going to be a while before I start updating again. College is no walk in the park! I’m just finding this out. Throughout the entire week I’m swamped with homework and I’m usually staying up till one to two o’clock in the morning trying to get everything done! So by the time the weekend rolls around I’m completely exhausted. My brain feels like it’s oozing out of my ears, that how over worked I feel! Yeah, gross. I know. So I really am sorry for taking off my account and making everyone go, “WHAT THE HELL?”
I won’t be updating right away because I would like to do some revising on Chapter Six and rewrite Chapter Seven, which is done in Edward’s Point of View (just to give everyone a heads up). Let’s face it these two chapter suck to high heaven, so I’m doing a make over on certain parts in Chapter Six and I’m looking over Chapter Seven to see what I can do to perk up Edward’s depressing perspective on the world. God, I can’t standing being in his head, so if any one has even a clue how to write a decent first person point of view from Edward’s eyes and not sound completely morbid or depressed. PLEASE! Email me!! I would greatly appreciate it!!
Also I need to revisit the writing style I used when writing the Twilight fan fiction because I want it to sound as good as it did when I first started it, so yeah, it’s probably going to be a while before I start posting! I want to thank everyone in advance, if they wish to wait patiently for me to get my butt into gear. I feel extremely lazy on the weekends, so it’s going to take a lot of gumption to get off my ass and start writing once more. Until then, thank you for all your support and for everyone who was patiently awaiting my return!! Thank you so much! You guys are seriously awesome!! So until then… PEACE OUT!!
Your crazy fan fic writer,
Moonlight Angel
Yalo, this is the spazzy fan fiction writer, Moonlight Angel.
Due to certain events a few months ago I decided that I would take everything off my media miner account. This could to be due to the fact that I was fighting depression and anxiety attacks through the course of my senior year in high school. A lot of stress and pressure to graduate had built up and resulted in me ceasing my work as a fan fic writer. With everything going on, I also managed to miraculously acquire a major writer’s block and slowly diminishing confidence in my ability to write a great fan fiction. Now, I know what you’re thinking, or at least I’m guessing, that you wonder as to why I’m telling you all this after so many months of hearing nothing from me.
I am truly sorry for keeping everyone in the dark and I know it was wrong of me, not to post a notice before I took everything off line. No need to worry though. I sought help for dealing with my depression and anxiety by going to my doctor. And no, I’m not taking meds! I don’t want to mess up my already screwed system more than what it already is. And the good news is I’m dealing with everything okay and I’ve decided to put “Two Sides of The Coin” up again because of a certain persistent reader, who sent me two emails reminding me that there are people out there who truly did enjoy my work as a writer. I would like to give a huge “THANK YOU!!!!!!” to this person for doing this, or else I would have kept ignoring my account and not thought about restarting my work, or pick up where I left off in the Emo sister/twilight fan fiction.
Now before I even go further into the subject, I would like everyone to know that since this is my first year of college, it is probably going to be a while before I start updating again. College is no walk in the park! I’m just finding this out. Throughout the entire week I’m swamped with homework and I’m usually staying up till one to two o’clock in the morning trying to get everything done! So by the time the weekend rolls around I’m completely exhausted. My brain feels like it’s oozing out of my ears, that how over worked I feel! Yeah, gross. I know. So I really am sorry for taking off my account and making everyone go, “WHAT THE HELL?”
I won’t be updating right away because I would like to do some revising on Chapter Six and rewrite Chapter Seven, which is done in Edward’s Point of View (just to give everyone a heads up). Let’s face it these two chapter suck to high heaven, so I’m doing a make over on certain parts in Chapter Six and I’m looking over Chapter Seven to see what I can do to perk up Edward’s depressing perspective on the world. God, I can’t standing being in his head, so if any one has even a clue how to write a decent first person point of view from Edward’s eyes and not sound completely morbid or depressed. PLEASE! Email me!! I would greatly appreciate it!!
Also I need to revisit the writing style I used when writing the Twilight fan fiction because I want it to sound as good as it did when I first started it, so yeah, it’s probably going to be a while before I start posting! I want to thank everyone in advance, if they wish to wait patiently for me to get my butt into gear. I feel extremely lazy on the weekends, so it’s going to take a lot of gumption to get off my ass and start writing once more. Until then, thank you for all your support and for everyone who was patiently awaiting my return!! Thank you so much! You guys are seriously awesome!! So until then… PEACE OUT!!
Your crazy fan fic writer,
Moonlight Angel